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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1 | The Project Gutenberg EBook of Pride and Prejudice, by Jane Austen |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9 | Title: Pride and Prejudice |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11 | Author: Jane Austen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13 | Posting Date: August 26, 2008 [EBook #1342] |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 14 | Release Date: June, 1998 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 15 | Last Updated: October 17, 2016 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 16 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 17 | Language: English |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 19 | Character set encoding: UTF-8 |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 21 | *** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PRIDE AND PREJUDICE *** |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 24 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 25 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 26 | Produced by Anonymous Volunteers |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 30 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 31 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 32 | PRIDE AND PREJUDICE |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 33 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 34 | By Jane Austen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 35 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 36 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 37 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 38 | Chapter 1 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 39 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 40 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 41 | It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 42 | of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 43 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 44 | However little known the feelings or views of such a man may be on his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 45 | first entering a neighbourhood, this truth is so well fixed in the minds |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 46 | of the surrounding families, that he is considered the rightful property |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 47 | of some one or other of their daughters. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 48 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 49 | “My dear Mr. Bennet,” said his lady to him one day, “have you heard that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 50 | Netherfield Park is let at last?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 51 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 52 | Mr. Bennet replied that he had not. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 53 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 54 | “But it is,” returned she; “for Mrs. Long has just been here, and she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 55 | told me all about it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 56 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 57 | Mr. Bennet made no answer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 58 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 59 | “Do you not want to know who has taken it?” cried his wife impatiently. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 60 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 61 | “_You_ want to tell me, and I have no objection to hearing it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 62 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 63 | This was invitation enough. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 64 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 65 | “Why, my dear, you must know, Mrs. Long says that Netherfield is taken |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 66 | by a young man of large fortune from the north of England; that he came |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 67 | down on Monday in a chaise and four to see the place, and was so much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 68 | delighted with it, that he agreed with Mr. Morris immediately; that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 69 | is to take possession before Michaelmas, and some of his servants are to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 70 | be in the house by the end of next week.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 71 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 72 | “What is his name?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 73 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 74 | “Bingley.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 75 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 76 | “Is he married or single?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 77 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 78 | “Oh! Single, my dear, to be sure! A single man of large fortune; four or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 79 | five thousand a year. What a fine thing for our girls!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 80 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 81 | “How so? How can it affect them?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 82 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 83 | “My dear Mr. Bennet,” replied his wife, “how can you be so tiresome! You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 84 | must know that I am thinking of his marrying one of them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 85 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 86 | “Is that his design in settling here?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 87 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 88 | “Design! Nonsense, how can you talk so! But it is very likely that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 89 | _may_ fall in love with one of them, and therefore you must visit him as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 90 | soon as he comes.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 91 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 92 | “I see no occasion for that. You and the girls may go, or you may send |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 93 | them by themselves, which perhaps will be still better, for as you are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 94 | as handsome as any of them, Mr. Bingley may like you the best of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 95 | party.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 96 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 97 | “My dear, you flatter me. I certainly _have_ had my share of beauty, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 98 | I do not pretend to be anything extraordinary now. When a woman has five |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 99 | grown-up daughters, she ought to give over thinking of her own beauty.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 100 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 101 | “In such cases, a woman has not often much beauty to think of.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 102 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 103 | “But, my dear, you must indeed go and see Mr. Bingley when he comes into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 104 | the neighbourhood.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 105 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 106 | “It is more than I engage for, I assure you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 107 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 108 | “But consider your daughters. Only think what an establishment it would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 109 | be for one of them. Sir William and Lady Lucas are determined to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 110 | go, merely on that account, for in general, you know, they visit no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 111 | newcomers. Indeed you must go, for it will be impossible for _us_ to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 112 | visit him if you do not.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 113 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 114 | “You are over-scrupulous, surely. I dare say Mr. Bingley will be very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 115 | glad to see you; and I will send a few lines by you to assure him of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 116 | hearty consent to his marrying whichever he chooses of the girls; though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 117 | I must throw in a good word for my little Lizzy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 118 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 119 | “I desire you will do no such thing. Lizzy is not a bit better than the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 120 | others; and I am sure she is not half so handsome as Jane, nor half so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 121 | good-humoured as Lydia. But you are always giving _her_ the preference.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 122 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 123 | “They have none of them much to recommend them,” replied he; “they are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 124 | all silly and ignorant like other girls; but Lizzy has something more of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 125 | quickness than her sisters.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 126 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 127 | “Mr. Bennet, how _can_ you abuse your own children in such a way? You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 128 | take delight in vexing me. You have no compassion for my poor nerves.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 129 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 130 | “You mistake me, my dear. I have a high respect for your nerves. They |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 131 | are my old friends. I have heard you mention them with consideration |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 132 | these last twenty years at least.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 133 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 134 | “Ah, you do not know what I suffer.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 135 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 136 | “But I hope you will get over it, and live to see many young men of four |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 137 | thousand a year come into the neighbourhood.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 138 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 139 | “It will be no use to us, if twenty such should come, since you will not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 140 | visit them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 141 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 142 | “Depend upon it, my dear, that when there are twenty, I will visit them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 143 | all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 144 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 145 | Mr. Bennet was so odd a mixture of quick parts, sarcastic humour, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 146 | reserve, and caprice, that the experience of three-and-twenty years had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 147 | been insufficient to make his wife understand his character. _Her_ mind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 148 | was less difficult to develop. She was a woman of mean understanding, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 149 | little information, and uncertain temper. When she was discontented, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 150 | she fancied herself nervous. The business of her life was to get her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 151 | daughters married; its solace was visiting and news. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 152 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 153 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 154 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 155 | Chapter 2 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 156 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 157 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 158 | Mr. Bennet was among the earliest of those who waited on Mr. Bingley. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 159 | had always intended to visit him, though to the last always assuring |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 160 | his wife that he should not go; and till the evening after the visit was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 161 | paid she had no knowledge of it. It was then disclosed in the following |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 162 | manner. Observing his second daughter employed in trimming a hat, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 163 | suddenly addressed her with: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 164 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 165 | “I hope Mr. Bingley will like it, Lizzy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 166 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 167 | “We are not in a way to know _what_ Mr. Bingley likes,” said her mother |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 168 | resentfully, “since we are not to visit.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 169 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 170 | “But you forget, mamma,” said Elizabeth, “that we shall meet him at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 171 | assemblies, and that Mrs. Long promised to introduce him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 172 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 173 | “I do not believe Mrs. Long will do any such thing. She has two nieces |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 174 | of her own. She is a selfish, hypocritical woman, and I have no opinion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 175 | of her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 177 | “No more have I,” said Mr. Bennet; “and I am glad to find that you do |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 178 | not depend on her serving you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 179 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 180 | Mrs. Bennet deigned not to make any reply, but, unable to contain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 181 | herself, began scolding one of her daughters. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 182 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 183 | “Don’t keep coughing so, Kitty, for Heaven’s sake! Have a little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 184 | compassion on my nerves. You tear them to pieces.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 185 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 186 | “Kitty has no discretion in her coughs,” said her father; “she times |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 187 | them ill.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 188 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 189 | “I do not cough for my own amusement,” replied Kitty fretfully. “When is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 190 | your next ball to be, Lizzy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 191 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 192 | “To-morrow fortnight.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 193 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 194 | “Aye, so it is,” cried her mother, “and Mrs. Long does not come back |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 195 | till the day before; so it will be impossible for her to introduce him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 196 | for she will not know him herself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 197 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 198 | “Then, my dear, you may have the advantage of your friend, and introduce |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 199 | Mr. Bingley to _her_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 200 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 201 | “Impossible, Mr. Bennet, impossible, when I am not acquainted with him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 202 | myself; how can you be so teasing?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 203 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 204 | “I honour your circumspection. A fortnight’s acquaintance is certainly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 205 | very little. One cannot know what a man really is by the end of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 206 | fortnight. But if _we_ do not venture somebody else will; and after all, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 207 | Mrs. Long and her neices must stand their chance; and, therefore, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 208 | she will think it an act of kindness, if you decline the office, I will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 209 | take it on myself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 210 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 211 | The girls stared at their father. Mrs. Bennet said only, “Nonsense, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 212 | nonsense!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 213 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 214 | “What can be the meaning of that emphatic exclamation?” cried he. “Do |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 215 | you consider the forms of introduction, and the stress that is laid on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 216 | them, as nonsense? I cannot quite agree with you _there_. What say you, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 217 | Mary? For you are a young lady of deep reflection, I know, and read |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 218 | great books and make extracts.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 219 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 220 | Mary wished to say something sensible, but knew not how. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 221 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 222 | “While Mary is adjusting her ideas,” he continued, “let us return to Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 223 | Bingley.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 224 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 225 | “I am sick of Mr. Bingley,” cried his wife. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 226 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 227 | “I am sorry to hear _that_; but why did not you tell me that before? If |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 228 | I had known as much this morning I certainly would not have called |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 229 | on him. It is very unlucky; but as I have actually paid the visit, we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 230 | cannot escape the acquaintance now.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 231 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 232 | The astonishment of the ladies was just what he wished; that of Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 233 | Bennet perhaps surpassing the rest; though, when the first tumult of joy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 234 | was over, she began to declare that it was what she had expected all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 235 | while. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 236 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 237 | “How good it was in you, my dear Mr. Bennet! But I knew I should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 238 | persuade you at last. I was sure you loved your girls too well to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 239 | neglect such an acquaintance. Well, how pleased I am! and it is such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 240 | good joke, too, that you should have gone this morning and never said a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 241 | word about it till now.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 242 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 243 | “Now, Kitty, you may cough as much as you choose,” said Mr. Bennet; and, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 244 | as he spoke, he left the room, fatigued with the raptures of his wife. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 245 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 246 | “What an excellent father you have, girls!” said she, when the door was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 247 | shut. “I do not know how you will ever make him amends for his kindness; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 248 | or me, either, for that matter. At our time of life it is not so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 249 | pleasant, I can tell you, to be making new acquaintances every day; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 250 | for your sakes, we would do anything. Lydia, my love, though you _are_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 251 | the youngest, I dare say Mr. Bingley will dance with you at the next |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 252 | ball.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 253 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 254 | “Oh!” said Lydia stoutly, “I am not afraid; for though I _am_ the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 255 | youngest, I’m the tallest.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 256 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 257 | The rest of the evening was spent in conjecturing how soon he would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 258 | return Mr. Bennet’s visit, and determining when they should ask him to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 259 | dinner. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 260 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 261 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 262 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 263 | Chapter 3 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 264 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 265 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 266 | Not all that Mrs. Bennet, however, with the assistance of her five |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 267 | daughters, could ask on the subject, was sufficient to draw from her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 268 | husband any satisfactory description of Mr. Bingley. They attacked him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 269 | in various ways--with barefaced questions, ingenious suppositions, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 270 | distant surmises; but he eluded the skill of them all, and they were at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 271 | last obliged to accept the second-hand intelligence of their neighbour, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 272 | Lady Lucas. Her report was highly favourable. Sir William had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 273 | delighted with him. He was quite young, wonderfully handsome, extremely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 274 | agreeable, and, to crown the whole, he meant to be at the next assembly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 275 | with a large party. Nothing could be more delightful! To be fond of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 276 | dancing was a certain step towards falling in love; and very lively |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 277 | hopes of Mr. Bingley’s heart were entertained. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 278 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 279 | “If I can but see one of my daughters happily settled at Netherfield,” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 280 | said Mrs. Bennet to her husband, “and all the others equally well |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 281 | married, I shall have nothing to wish for.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 282 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 283 | In a few days Mr. Bingley returned Mr. Bennet’s visit, and sat about |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 284 | ten minutes with him in his library. He had entertained hopes of being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 285 | admitted to a sight of the young ladies, of whose beauty he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 286 | heard much; but he saw only the father. The ladies were somewhat more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 287 | fortunate, for they had the advantage of ascertaining from an upper |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 288 | window that he wore a blue coat, and rode a black horse. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 289 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 290 | An invitation to dinner was soon afterwards dispatched; and already |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 291 | had Mrs. Bennet planned the courses that were to do credit to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 292 | housekeeping, when an answer arrived which deferred it all. Mr. Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 293 | was obliged to be in town the following day, and, consequently, unable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 294 | to accept the honour of their invitation, etc. Mrs. Bennet was quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 295 | disconcerted. She could not imagine what business he could have in town |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 296 | so soon after his arrival in Hertfordshire; and she began to fear that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 297 | he might be always flying about from one place to another, and never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 298 | settled at Netherfield as he ought to be. Lady Lucas quieted her fears |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 299 | a little by starting the idea of his being gone to London only to get |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 300 | a large party for the ball; and a report soon followed that Mr. Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 301 | was to bring twelve ladies and seven gentlemen with him to the assembly. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 302 | The girls grieved over such a number of ladies, but were comforted the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 303 | day before the ball by hearing, that instead of twelve he brought only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 304 | six with him from London--his five sisters and a cousin. And when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 305 | the party entered the assembly room it consisted of only five |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 306 | altogether--Mr. Bingley, his two sisters, the husband of the eldest, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 307 | another young man. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 308 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 309 | Mr. Bingley was good-looking and gentlemanlike; he had a pleasant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 310 | countenance, and easy, unaffected manners. His sisters were fine women, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 311 | with an air of decided fashion. His brother-in-law, Mr. Hurst, merely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 312 | looked the gentleman; but his friend Mr. Darcy soon drew the attention |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 313 | of the room by his fine, tall person, handsome features, noble mien, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 314 | the report which was in general circulation within five minutes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 315 | after his entrance, of his having ten thousand a year. The gentlemen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 316 | pronounced him to be a fine figure of a man, the ladies declared he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 317 | was much handsomer than Mr. Bingley, and he was looked at with great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 318 | admiration for about half the evening, till his manners gave a disgust |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 319 | which turned the tide of his popularity; for he was discovered to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 320 | proud; to be above his company, and above being pleased; and not all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 321 | his large estate in Derbyshire could then save him from having a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 322 | forbidding, disagreeable countenance, and being unworthy to be compared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 323 | with his friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 324 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 325 | Mr. Bingley had soon made himself acquainted with all the principal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 326 | people in the room; he was lively and unreserved, danced every dance, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 327 | was angry that the ball closed so early, and talked of giving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 328 | one himself at Netherfield. Such amiable qualities must speak for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 329 | themselves. What a contrast between him and his friend! Mr. Darcy danced |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 330 | only once with Mrs. Hurst and once with Miss Bingley, declined being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 331 | introduced to any other lady, and spent the rest of the evening in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 332 | walking about the room, speaking occasionally to one of his own party. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 333 | His character was decided. He was the proudest, most disagreeable man |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 334 | in the world, and everybody hoped that he would never come there again. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 335 | Amongst the most violent against him was Mrs. Bennet, whose dislike of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 336 | his general behaviour was sharpened into particular resentment by his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 337 | having slighted one of her daughters. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 338 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 339 | Elizabeth Bennet had been obliged, by the scarcity of gentlemen, to sit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 340 | down for two dances; and during part of that time, Mr. Darcy had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 341 | standing near enough for her to hear a conversation between him and Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 342 | Bingley, who came from the dance for a few minutes, to press his friend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 343 | to join it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 344 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 345 | “Come, Darcy,” said he, “I must have you dance. I hate to see you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 346 | standing about by yourself in this stupid manner. You had much better |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 347 | dance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 348 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 349 | “I certainly shall not. You know how I detest it, unless I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 350 | particularly acquainted with my partner. At such an assembly as this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 351 | it would be insupportable. Your sisters are engaged, and there is not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 352 | another woman in the room whom it would not be a punishment to me to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 353 | stand up with.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 354 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 355 | “I would not be so fastidious as you are,” cried Mr. Bingley, “for a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 356 | kingdom! Upon my honour, I never met with so many pleasant girls in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 357 | my life as I have this evening; and there are several of them you see |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 358 | uncommonly pretty.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 359 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 360 | “_You_ are dancing with the only handsome girl in the room,” said Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 361 | Darcy, looking at the eldest Miss Bennet. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 362 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 363 | “Oh! She is the most beautiful creature I ever beheld! But there is one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 364 | of her sisters sitting down just behind you, who is very pretty, and I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 365 | dare say very agreeable. Do let me ask my partner to introduce you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 366 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 367 | “Which do you mean?” and turning round he looked for a moment at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 368 | Elizabeth, till catching her eye, he withdrew his own and coldly said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 369 | “She is tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt _me_; I am in no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 370 | humour at present to give consequence to young ladies who are slighted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 371 | by other men. You had better return to your partner and enjoy her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 372 | smiles, for you are wasting your time with me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 373 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 374 | Mr. Bingley followed his advice. Mr. Darcy walked off; and Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 375 | remained with no very cordial feelings toward him. She told the story, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 376 | however, with great spirit among her friends; for she had a lively, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 377 | playful disposition, which delighted in anything ridiculous. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 378 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 379 | The evening altogether passed off pleasantly to the whole family. Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 380 | Bennet had seen her eldest daughter much admired by the Netherfield |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 381 | party. Mr. Bingley had danced with her twice, and she had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 382 | distinguished by his sisters. Jane was as much gratified by this as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 383 | her mother could be, though in a quieter way. Elizabeth felt Jane’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 384 | pleasure. Mary had heard herself mentioned to Miss Bingley as the most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 385 | accomplished girl in the neighbourhood; and Catherine and Lydia had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 386 | fortunate enough never to be without partners, which was all that they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 387 | had yet learnt to care for at a ball. They returned, therefore, in good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 388 | spirits to Longbourn, the village where they lived, and of which they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 389 | were the principal inhabitants. They found Mr. Bennet still up. With |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 390 | a book he was regardless of time; and on the present occasion he had a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 391 | good deal of curiosity as to the event of an evening which had raised |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 392 | such splendid expectations. He had rather hoped that his wife’s views on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 393 | the stranger would be disappointed; but he soon found out that he had a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 394 | different story to hear. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 395 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 396 | “Oh! my dear Mr. Bennet,” as she entered the room, “we have had a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 397 | delightful evening, a most excellent ball. I wish you had been there. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 398 | Jane was so admired, nothing could be like it. Everybody said how well |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 399 | she looked; and Mr. Bingley thought her quite beautiful, and danced with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 400 | her twice! Only think of _that_, my dear; he actually danced with her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 401 | twice! and she was the only creature in the room that he asked a second |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 402 | time. First of all, he asked Miss Lucas. I was so vexed to see him stand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 403 | up with her! But, however, he did not admire her at all; indeed, nobody |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 404 | can, you know; and he seemed quite struck with Jane as she was going |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 405 | down the dance. So he inquired who she was, and got introduced, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 406 | asked her for the two next. Then the two third he danced with Miss King, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 407 | and the two fourth with Maria Lucas, and the two fifth with Jane again, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 408 | and the two sixth with Lizzy, and the _Boulanger_--” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 409 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 410 | “If he had had any compassion for _me_,” cried her husband impatiently, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 411 | “he would not have danced half so much! For God’s sake, say no more of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 412 | his partners. Oh that he had sprained his ankle in the first dance!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 413 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 414 | “Oh! my dear, I am quite delighted with him. He is so excessively |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 415 | handsome! And his sisters are charming women. I never in my life saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 416 | anything more elegant than their dresses. I dare say the lace upon Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 417 | Hurst’s gown--” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 418 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 419 | Here she was interrupted again. Mr. Bennet protested against any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 420 | description of finery. She was therefore obliged to seek another branch |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 421 | of the subject, and related, with much bitterness of spirit and some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 422 | exaggeration, the shocking rudeness of Mr. Darcy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 423 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 424 | “But I can assure you,” she added, “that Lizzy does not lose much by not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 425 | suiting _his_ fancy; for he is a most disagreeable, horrid man, not at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 426 | all worth pleasing. So high and so conceited that there was no enduring |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 427 | him! He walked here, and he walked there, fancying himself so very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 428 | great! Not handsome enough to dance with! I wish you had been there, my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 429 | dear, to have given him one of your set-downs. I quite detest the man.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 430 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 431 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 432 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 433 | Chapter 4 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 434 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 435 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 436 | When Jane and Elizabeth were alone, the former, who had been cautious in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 437 | her praise of Mr. Bingley before, expressed to her sister just how very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 438 | much she admired him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 439 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 440 | “He is just what a young man ought to be,” said she, “sensible, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 441 | good-humoured, lively; and I never saw such happy manners!--so much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 442 | ease, with such perfect good breeding!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 443 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 444 | “He is also handsome,” replied Elizabeth, “which a young man ought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 445 | likewise to be, if he possibly can. His character is thereby complete.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 446 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 447 | “I was very much flattered by his asking me to dance a second time. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 448 | did not expect such a compliment.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 449 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 450 | “Did not you? I did for you. But that is one great difference between |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 451 | us. Compliments always take _you_ by surprise, and _me_ never. What |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 452 | could be more natural than his asking you again? He could not help |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 453 | seeing that you were about five times as pretty as every other woman |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 454 | in the room. No thanks to his gallantry for that. Well, he certainly is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 455 | very agreeable, and I give you leave to like him. You have liked many a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 456 | stupider person.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 457 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 458 | “Dear Lizzy!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 459 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 460 | “Oh! you are a great deal too apt, you know, to like people in general. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 461 | You never see a fault in anybody. All the world are good and agreeable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 462 | in your eyes. I never heard you speak ill of a human being in your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 463 | life.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 464 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 465 | “I would not wish to be hasty in censuring anyone; but I always speak |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 466 | what I think.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 467 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 468 | “I know you do; and it is _that_ which makes the wonder. With _your_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 469 | good sense, to be so honestly blind to the follies and nonsense of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 470 | others! Affectation of candour is common enough--one meets with it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 471 | everywhere. But to be candid without ostentation or design--to take the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 472 | good of everybody’s character and make it still better, and say nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 473 | of the bad--belongs to you alone. And so you like this man’s sisters, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 474 | too, do you? Their manners are not equal to his.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 475 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 476 | “Certainly not--at first. But they are very pleasing women when you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 477 | converse with them. Miss Bingley is to live with her brother, and keep |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 478 | his house; and I am much mistaken if we shall not find a very charming |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 479 | neighbour in her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 480 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 481 | Elizabeth listened in silence, but was not convinced; their behaviour at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 482 | the assembly had not been calculated to please in general; and with more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 483 | quickness of observation and less pliancy of temper than her sister, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 484 | and with a judgement too unassailed by any attention to herself, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 485 | was very little disposed to approve them. They were in fact very fine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 486 | ladies; not deficient in good humour when they were pleased, nor in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 487 | power of making themselves agreeable when they chose it, but proud and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 488 | conceited. They were rather handsome, had been educated in one of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 489 | first private seminaries in town, had a fortune of twenty thousand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 490 | pounds, were in the habit of spending more than they ought, and of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 491 | associating with people of rank, and were therefore in every respect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 492 | entitled to think well of themselves, and meanly of others. They were of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 493 | a respectable family in the north of England; a circumstance more deeply |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 494 | impressed on their memories than that their brother’s fortune and their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 495 | own had been acquired by trade. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 496 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 497 | Mr. Bingley inherited property to the amount of nearly a hundred |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 498 | thousand pounds from his father, who had intended to purchase an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 499 | estate, but did not live to do it. Mr. Bingley intended it likewise, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 500 | sometimes made choice of his county; but as he was now provided with a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 501 | good house and the liberty of a manor, it was doubtful to many of those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 502 | who best knew the easiness of his temper, whether he might not spend the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 503 | remainder of his days at Netherfield, and leave the next generation to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 504 | purchase. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 505 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 506 | His sisters were anxious for his having an estate of his own; but, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 507 | though he was now only established as a tenant, Miss Bingley was by no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 508 | means unwilling to preside at his table--nor was Mrs. Hurst, who had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 509 | married a man of more fashion than fortune, less disposed to consider |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 510 | his house as her home when it suited her. Mr. Bingley had not been of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 511 | age two years, when he was tempted by an accidental recommendation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 512 | to look at Netherfield House. He did look at it, and into it for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 513 | half-an-hour--was pleased with the situation and the principal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 514 | rooms, satisfied with what the owner said in its praise, and took it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 515 | immediately. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 516 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 517 | Between him and Darcy there was a very steady friendship, in spite of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 518 | great opposition of character. Bingley was endeared to Darcy by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 519 | easiness, openness, and ductility of his temper, though no disposition |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 520 | could offer a greater contrast to his own, and though with his own he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 521 | never appeared dissatisfied. On the strength of Darcy’s regard, Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 522 | had the firmest reliance, and of his judgement the highest opinion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 523 | In understanding, Darcy was the superior. Bingley was by no means |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 524 | deficient, but Darcy was clever. He was at the same time haughty, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 525 | reserved, and fastidious, and his manners, though well-bred, were not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 526 | inviting. In that respect his friend had greatly the advantage. Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 527 | was sure of being liked wherever he appeared, Darcy was continually |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 528 | giving offense. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 529 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 530 | The manner in which they spoke of the Meryton assembly was sufficiently |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 531 | characteristic. Bingley had never met with more pleasant people or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 532 | prettier girls in his life; everybody had been most kind and attentive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 533 | to him; there had been no formality, no stiffness; he had soon felt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 534 | acquainted with all the room; and, as to Miss Bennet, he could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 535 | conceive an angel more beautiful. Darcy, on the contrary, had seen a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 536 | collection of people in whom there was little beauty and no fashion, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 537 | none of whom he had felt the smallest interest, and from none received |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 538 | either attention or pleasure. Miss Bennet he acknowledged to be pretty, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 539 | but she smiled too much. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 540 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 541 | Mrs. Hurst and her sister allowed it to be so--but still they admired |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 542 | her and liked her, and pronounced her to be a sweet girl, and one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 543 | whom they would not object to know more of. Miss Bennet was therefore |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 544 | established as a sweet girl, and their brother felt authorized by such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 545 | commendation to think of her as he chose. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 546 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 547 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 548 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 549 | Chapter 5 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 550 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 551 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 552 | Within a short walk of Longbourn lived a family with whom the Bennets |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 553 | were particularly intimate. Sir William Lucas had been formerly in trade |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 554 | in Meryton, where he had made a tolerable fortune, and risen to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 555 | honour of knighthood by an address to the king during his mayoralty. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 556 | The distinction had perhaps been felt too strongly. It had given him a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 557 | disgust to his business, and to his residence in a small market town; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 558 | and, in quitting them both, he had removed with his family to a house |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 559 | about a mile from Meryton, denominated from that period Lucas Lodge, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 560 | where he could think with pleasure of his own importance, and, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 561 | unshackled by business, occupy himself solely in being civil to all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 562 | the world. For, though elated by his rank, it did not render him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 563 | supercilious; on the contrary, he was all attention to everybody. By |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 564 | nature inoffensive, friendly, and obliging, his presentation at St. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 565 | James’s had made him courteous. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 566 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 567 | Lady Lucas was a very good kind of woman, not too clever to be a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 568 | valuable neighbour to Mrs. Bennet. They had several children. The eldest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 569 | of them, a sensible, intelligent young woman, about twenty-seven, was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 570 | Elizabeth’s intimate friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 571 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 572 | That the Miss Lucases and the Miss Bennets should meet to talk over |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 573 | a ball was absolutely necessary; and the morning after the assembly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 574 | brought the former to Longbourn to hear and to communicate. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 575 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 576 | “_You_ began the evening well, Charlotte,” said Mrs. Bennet with civil |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 577 | self-command to Miss Lucas. “_You_ were Mr. Bingley’s first choice.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 578 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 579 | “Yes; but he seemed to like his second better.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 580 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 581 | “Oh! you mean Jane, I suppose, because he danced with her twice. To be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 582 | sure that _did_ seem as if he admired her--indeed I rather believe he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 583 | _did_--I heard something about it--but I hardly know what--something |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 584 | about Mr. Robinson.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 585 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 586 | “Perhaps you mean what I overheard between him and Mr. Robinson; did not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 587 | I mention it to you? Mr. Robinson’s asking him how he liked our Meryton |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 588 | assemblies, and whether he did not think there were a great many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 589 | pretty women in the room, and _which_ he thought the prettiest? and his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 590 | answering immediately to the last question: ‘Oh! the eldest Miss Bennet, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 591 | beyond a doubt; there cannot be two opinions on that point.’” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 592 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 593 | “Upon my word! Well, that is very decided indeed--that does seem as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 594 | if--but, however, it may all come to nothing, you know.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 595 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 596 | “_My_ overhearings were more to the purpose than _yours_, Eliza,” said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 597 | Charlotte. “Mr. Darcy is not so well worth listening to as his friend, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 598 | is he?--poor Eliza!--to be only just _tolerable_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 599 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 600 | “I beg you would not put it into Lizzy’s head to be vexed by his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 601 | ill-treatment, for he is such a disagreeable man, that it would be quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 602 | a misfortune to be liked by him. Mrs. Long told me last night that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 603 | sat close to her for half-an-hour without once opening his lips.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 604 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 605 | “Are you quite sure, ma’am?--is not there a little mistake?” said Jane. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 606 | “I certainly saw Mr. Darcy speaking to her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 607 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 608 | “Aye--because she asked him at last how he liked Netherfield, and he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 609 | could not help answering her; but she said he seemed quite angry at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 610 | being spoke to.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 611 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 612 | “Miss Bingley told me,” said Jane, “that he never speaks much, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 613 | unless among his intimate acquaintances. With _them_ he is remarkably |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 614 | agreeable.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 615 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 616 | “I do not believe a word of it, my dear. If he had been so very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 617 | agreeable, he would have talked to Mrs. Long. But I can guess how it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 618 | was; everybody says that he is eat up with pride, and I dare say he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 619 | heard somehow that Mrs. Long does not keep a carriage, and had come to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 620 | the ball in a hack chaise.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 621 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 622 | “I do not mind his not talking to Mrs. Long,” said Miss Lucas, “but I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 623 | wish he had danced with Eliza.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 624 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 625 | “Another time, Lizzy,” said her mother, “I would not dance with _him_, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 626 | if I were you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 627 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 628 | “I believe, ma’am, I may safely promise you _never_ to dance with him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 629 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 630 | “His pride,” said Miss Lucas, “does not offend _me_ so much as pride |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 631 | often does, because there is an excuse for it. One cannot wonder that so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 632 | very fine a young man, with family, fortune, everything in his favour, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 633 | should think highly of himself. If I may so express it, he has a _right_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 634 | to be proud.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 635 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 636 | “That is very true,” replied Elizabeth, “and I could easily forgive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 637 | _his_ pride, if he had not mortified _mine_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 638 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 639 | “Pride,” observed Mary, who piqued herself upon the solidity of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 640 | reflections, “is a very common failing, I believe. By all that I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 641 | ever read, I am convinced that it is very common indeed; that human |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 642 | nature is particularly prone to it, and that there are very few of us |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 643 | who do not cherish a feeling of self-complacency on the score of some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 644 | quality or other, real or imaginary. Vanity and pride are different |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 645 | things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 646 | be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 647 | ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 648 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 649 | “If I were as rich as Mr. Darcy,” cried a young Lucas, who came with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 650 | his sisters, “I should not care how proud I was. I would keep a pack of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 651 | foxhounds, and drink a bottle of wine a day.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 652 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 653 | “Then you would drink a great deal more than you ought,” said Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 654 | Bennet; “and if I were to see you at it, I should take away your bottle |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 655 | directly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 656 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 657 | The boy protested that she should not; she continued to declare that she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 658 | would, and the argument ended only with the visit. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 659 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 660 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 661 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 662 | Chapter 6 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 663 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 664 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 665 | The ladies of Longbourn soon waited on those of Netherfield. The visit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 666 | was soon returned in due form. Miss Bennet’s pleasing manners grew on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 667 | the goodwill of Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; and though the mother was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 668 | found to be intolerable, and the younger sisters not worth speaking to, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 669 | a wish of being better acquainted with _them_ was expressed towards |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 670 | the two eldest. By Jane, this attention was received with the greatest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 671 | pleasure, but Elizabeth still saw superciliousness in their treatment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 672 | of everybody, hardly excepting even her sister, and could not like them; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 673 | though their kindness to Jane, such as it was, had a value as arising in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 674 | all probability from the influence of their brother’s admiration. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 675 | was generally evident whenever they met, that he _did_ admire her and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 676 | to _her_ it was equally evident that Jane was yielding to the preference |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 677 | which she had begun to entertain for him from the first, and was in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 678 | way to be very much in love; but she considered with pleasure that it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 679 | was not likely to be discovered by the world in general, since Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 680 | united, with great strength of feeling, a composure of temper and a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 681 | uniform cheerfulness of manner which would guard her from the suspicions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 682 | of the impertinent. She mentioned this to her friend Miss Lucas. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 683 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 684 | “It may perhaps be pleasant,” replied Charlotte, “to be able to impose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 685 | on the public in such a case; but it is sometimes a disadvantage to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 686 | so very guarded. If a woman conceals her affection with the same skill |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 687 | from the object of it, she may lose the opportunity of fixing him; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 688 | it will then be but poor consolation to believe the world equally in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 689 | the dark. There is so much of gratitude or vanity in almost every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 690 | attachment, that it is not safe to leave any to itself. We can all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 691 | _begin_ freely--a slight preference is natural enough; but there are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 692 | very few of us who have heart enough to be really in love without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 693 | encouragement. In nine cases out of ten a women had better show _more_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 694 | affection than she feels. Bingley likes your sister undoubtedly; but he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 695 | may never do more than like her, if she does not help him on.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 696 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 697 | “But she does help him on, as much as her nature will allow. If I can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 698 | perceive her regard for him, he must be a simpleton, indeed, not to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 699 | discover it too.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 700 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 701 | “Remember, Eliza, that he does not know Jane’s disposition as you do.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 702 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 703 | “But if a woman is partial to a man, and does not endeavour to conceal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 704 | it, he must find it out.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 705 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 706 | “Perhaps he must, if he sees enough of her. But, though Bingley and Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 707 | meet tolerably often, it is never for many hours together; and, as they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 708 | always see each other in large mixed parties, it is impossible that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 709 | every moment should be employed in conversing together. Jane should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 710 | therefore make the most of every half-hour in which she can command his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 711 | attention. When she is secure of him, there will be more leisure for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 712 | falling in love as much as she chooses.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 713 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 714 | “Your plan is a good one,” replied Elizabeth, “where nothing is in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 715 | question but the desire of being well married, and if I were determined |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 716 | to get a rich husband, or any husband, I dare say I should adopt it. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 717 | these are not Jane’s feelings; she is not acting by design. As yet, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 718 | she cannot even be certain of the degree of her own regard nor of its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 719 | reasonableness. She has known him only a fortnight. She danced four |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 720 | dances with him at Meryton; she saw him one morning at his own house, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 721 | and has since dined with him in company four times. This is not quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 722 | enough to make her understand his character.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 723 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 724 | “Not as you represent it. Had she merely _dined_ with him, she might |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 725 | only have discovered whether he had a good appetite; but you must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 726 | remember that four evenings have also been spent together--and four |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 727 | evenings may do a great deal.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 728 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 729 | “Yes; these four evenings have enabled them to ascertain that they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 730 | both like Vingt-un better than Commerce; but with respect to any other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 731 | leading characteristic, I do not imagine that much has been unfolded.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 732 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 733 | “Well,” said Charlotte, “I wish Jane success with all my heart; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 734 | if she were married to him to-morrow, I should think she had as good a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 735 | chance of happiness as if she were to be studying his character for a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 736 | twelvemonth. Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance. If |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 737 | the dispositions of the parties are ever so well known to each other or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 738 | ever so similar beforehand, it does not advance their felicity in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 739 | least. They always continue to grow sufficiently unlike afterwards to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 740 | have their share of vexation; and it is better to know as little as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 741 | possible of the defects of the person with whom you are to pass your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 742 | life.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 743 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 744 | “You make me laugh, Charlotte; but it is not sound. You know it is not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 745 | sound, and that you would never act in this way yourself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 746 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 747 | Occupied in observing Mr. Bingley’s attentions to her sister, Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 748 | was far from suspecting that she was herself becoming an object of some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 749 | interest in the eyes of his friend. Mr. Darcy had at first scarcely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 750 | allowed her to be pretty; he had looked at her without admiration at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 751 | ball; and when they next met, he looked at her only to criticise. But no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 752 | sooner had he made it clear to himself and his friends that she hardly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 753 | had a good feature in her face, than he began to find it was rendered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 754 | uncommonly intelligent by the beautiful expression of her dark eyes. To |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 755 | this discovery succeeded some others equally mortifying. Though he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 756 | detected with a critical eye more than one failure of perfect symmetry |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 757 | in her form, he was forced to acknowledge her figure to be light and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 758 | pleasing; and in spite of his asserting that her manners were not those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 759 | of the fashionable world, he was caught by their easy playfulness. Of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 760 | this she was perfectly unaware; to her he was only the man who made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 761 | himself agreeable nowhere, and who had not thought her handsome enough |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 762 | to dance with. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 763 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 764 | He began to wish to know more of her, and as a step towards conversing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 765 | with her himself, attended to her conversation with others. His doing so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 766 | drew her notice. It was at Sir William Lucas’s, where a large party were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 767 | assembled. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 768 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 769 | “What does Mr. Darcy mean,” said she to Charlotte, “by listening to my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 770 | conversation with Colonel Forster?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 771 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 772 | “That is a question which Mr. Darcy only can answer.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 773 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 774 | “But if he does it any more I shall certainly let him know that I see |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 775 | what he is about. He has a very satirical eye, and if I do not begin by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 776 | being impertinent myself, I shall soon grow afraid of him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 777 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 778 | On his approaching them soon afterwards, though without seeming to have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 779 | any intention of speaking, Miss Lucas defied her friend to mention such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 780 | a subject to him; which immediately provoking Elizabeth to do it, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 781 | turned to him and said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 782 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 783 | “Did you not think, Mr. Darcy, that I expressed myself uncommonly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 784 | well just now, when I was teasing Colonel Forster to give us a ball at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 785 | Meryton?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 786 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 787 | “With great energy; but it is always a subject which makes a lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 788 | energetic.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 789 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 790 | “You are severe on us.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 791 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 792 | “It will be _her_ turn soon to be teased,” said Miss Lucas. “I am going |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 793 | to open the instrument, Eliza, and you know what follows.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 794 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 795 | “You are a very strange creature by way of a friend!--always wanting me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 796 | to play and sing before anybody and everybody! If my vanity had taken |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 797 | a musical turn, you would have been invaluable; but as it is, I would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 798 | really rather not sit down before those who must be in the habit of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 799 | hearing the very best performers.” On Miss Lucas’s persevering, however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 800 | she added, “Very well, if it must be so, it must.” And gravely glancing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 801 | at Mr. Darcy, “There is a fine old saying, which everybody here is of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 802 | course familiar with: ‘Keep your breath to cool your porridge’; and I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 803 | shall keep mine to swell my song.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 804 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 805 | Her performance was pleasing, though by no means capital. After a song |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 806 | or two, and before she could reply to the entreaties of several that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 807 | she would sing again, she was eagerly succeeded at the instrument by her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 808 | sister Mary, who having, in consequence of being the only plain one in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 809 | the family, worked hard for knowledge and accomplishments, was always |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 810 | impatient for display. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 811 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 812 | Mary had neither genius nor taste; and though vanity had given her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 813 | application, it had given her likewise a pedantic air and conceited |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 814 | manner, which would have injured a higher degree of excellence than she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 815 | had reached. Elizabeth, easy and unaffected, had been listened to with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 816 | much more pleasure, though not playing half so well; and Mary, at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 817 | end of a long concerto, was glad to purchase praise and gratitude by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 818 | Scotch and Irish airs, at the request of her younger sisters, who, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 819 | with some of the Lucases, and two or three officers, joined eagerly in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 820 | dancing at one end of the room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 821 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 822 | Mr. Darcy stood near them in silent indignation at such a mode of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 823 | passing the evening, to the exclusion of all conversation, and was too |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 824 | much engrossed by his thoughts to perceive that Sir William Lucas was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 825 | his neighbour, till Sir William thus began: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 826 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 827 | “What a charming amusement for young people this is, Mr. Darcy! There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 828 | is nothing like dancing after all. I consider it as one of the first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 829 | refinements of polished society.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 830 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 831 | “Certainly, sir; and it has the advantage also of being in vogue amongst |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 832 | the less polished societies of the world. Every savage can dance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 833 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 834 | Sir William only smiled. “Your friend performs delightfully,” he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 835 | continued after a pause, on seeing Bingley join the group; “and I doubt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 836 | not that you are an adept in the science yourself, Mr. Darcy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 837 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 838 | “You saw me dance at Meryton, I believe, sir.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 839 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 840 | “Yes, indeed, and received no inconsiderable pleasure from the sight. Do |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 841 | you often dance at St. James’s?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 842 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 843 | “Never, sir.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 844 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 845 | “Do you not think it would be a proper compliment to the place?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 846 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 847 | “It is a compliment which I never pay to any place if I can avoid it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 848 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 849 | “You have a house in town, I conclude?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 850 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 851 | Mr. Darcy bowed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 852 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 853 | “I had once had some thought of fixing in town myself--for I am fond |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 854 | of superior society; but I did not feel quite certain that the air of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 855 | London would agree with Lady Lucas.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 856 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 857 | He paused in hopes of an answer; but his companion was not disposed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 858 | to make any; and Elizabeth at that instant moving towards them, he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 859 | struck with the action of doing a very gallant thing, and called out to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 860 | her: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 861 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 862 | “My dear Miss Eliza, why are you not dancing? Mr. Darcy, you must allow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 863 | me to present this young lady to you as a very desirable partner. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 864 | cannot refuse to dance, I am sure when so much beauty is before you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 865 | And, taking her hand, he would have given it to Mr. Darcy who, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 866 | extremely surprised, was not unwilling to receive it, when she instantly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 867 | drew back, and said with some discomposure to Sir William: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 868 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 869 | “Indeed, sir, I have not the least intention of dancing. I entreat you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 870 | not to suppose that I moved this way in order to beg for a partner.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 871 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 872 | Mr. Darcy, with grave propriety, requested to be allowed the honour of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 873 | her hand, but in vain. Elizabeth was determined; nor did Sir William at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 874 | all shake her purpose by his attempt at persuasion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 875 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 876 | “You excel so much in the dance, Miss Eliza, that it is cruel to deny |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 877 | me the happiness of seeing you; and though this gentleman dislikes the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 878 | amusement in general, he can have no objection, I am sure, to oblige us |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 879 | for one half-hour.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 880 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 881 | “Mr. Darcy is all politeness,” said Elizabeth, smiling. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 882 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 883 | “He is, indeed; but, considering the inducement, my dear Miss Eliza, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 884 | we cannot wonder at his complaisance--for who would object to such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 885 | partner?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 886 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 887 | Elizabeth looked archly, and turned away. Her resistance had not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 888 | injured her with the gentleman, and he was thinking of her with some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 889 | complacency, when thus accosted by Miss Bingley: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 890 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 891 | “I can guess the subject of your reverie.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 892 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 893 | “I should imagine not.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 894 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 895 | “You are considering how insupportable it would be to pass many evenings |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 896 | in this manner--in such society; and indeed I am quite of your opinion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 897 | I was never more annoyed! The insipidity, and yet the noise--the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 898 | nothingness, and yet the self-importance of all those people! What would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 899 | I give to hear your strictures on them!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 900 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 901 | “Your conjecture is totally wrong, I assure you. My mind was more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 902 | agreeably engaged. I have been meditating on the very great pleasure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 903 | which a pair of fine eyes in the face of a pretty woman can bestow.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 904 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 905 | Miss Bingley immediately fixed her eyes on his face, and desired he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 906 | would tell her what lady had the credit of inspiring such reflections. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 907 | Mr. Darcy replied with great intrepidity: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 908 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 909 | “Miss Elizabeth Bennet.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 910 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 911 | “Miss Elizabeth Bennet!” repeated Miss Bingley. “I am all astonishment. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 912 | How long has she been such a favourite?--and pray, when am I to wish you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 913 | joy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 914 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 915 | “That is exactly the question which I expected you to ask. A lady’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 916 | imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 917 | to matrimony, in a moment. I knew you would be wishing me joy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 918 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 919 | “Nay, if you are serious about it, I shall consider the matter is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 920 | absolutely settled. You will be having a charming mother-in-law, indeed; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 921 | and, of course, she will always be at Pemberley with you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 922 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 923 | He listened to her with perfect indifference while she chose to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 924 | entertain herself in this manner; and as his composure convinced her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 925 | that all was safe, her wit flowed long. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 926 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 927 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 928 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 929 | Chapter 7 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 930 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 931 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 932 | Mr. Bennet’s property consisted almost entirely in an estate of two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 933 | thousand a year, which, unfortunately for his daughters, was entailed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 934 | in default of heirs male, on a distant relation; and their mother’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 935 | fortune, though ample for her situation in life, could but ill supply |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 936 | the deficiency of his. Her father had been an attorney in Meryton, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 937 | had left her four thousand pounds. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 938 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 939 | She had a sister married to a Mr. Phillips, who had been a clerk to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 940 | their father and succeeded him in the business, and a brother settled in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 941 | London in a respectable line of trade. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 942 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 943 | The village of Longbourn was only one mile from Meryton; a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 944 | convenient distance for the young ladies, who were usually tempted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 945 | thither three or four times a week, to pay their duty to their aunt and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 946 | to a milliner’s shop just over the way. The two youngest of the family, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 947 | Catherine and Lydia, were particularly frequent in these attentions; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 948 | their minds were more vacant than their sisters’, and when nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 949 | better offered, a walk to Meryton was necessary to amuse their morning |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 950 | hours and furnish conversation for the evening; and however bare of news |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 951 | the country in general might be, they always contrived to learn some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 952 | from their aunt. At present, indeed, they were well supplied both with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 953 | news and happiness by the recent arrival of a militia regiment in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 954 | neighbourhood; it was to remain the whole winter, and Meryton was the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 955 | headquarters. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 956 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 957 | Their visits to Mrs. Phillips were now productive of the most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 958 | interesting intelligence. Every day added something to their knowledge |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 959 | of the officers’ names and connections. Their lodgings were not long a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 960 | secret, and at length they began to know the officers themselves. Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 961 | Phillips visited them all, and this opened to his nieces a store of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 962 | felicity unknown before. They could talk of nothing but officers; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 963 | Mr. Bingley’s large fortune, the mention of which gave animation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 964 | to their mother, was worthless in their eyes when opposed to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 965 | regimentals of an ensign. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 966 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 967 | After listening one morning to their effusions on this subject, Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 968 | Bennet coolly observed: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 969 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 970 | “From all that I can collect by your manner of talking, you must be two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 971 | of the silliest girls in the country. I have suspected it some time, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 972 | I am now convinced.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 973 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 974 | Catherine was disconcerted, and made no answer; but Lydia, with perfect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 975 | indifference, continued to express her admiration of Captain Carter, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 976 | and her hope of seeing him in the course of the day, as he was going the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 977 | next morning to London. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 978 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 979 | “I am astonished, my dear,” said Mrs. Bennet, “that you should be so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 980 | ready to think your own children silly. If I wished to think slightingly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 981 | of anybody’s children, it should not be of my own, however.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 982 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 983 | “If my children are silly, I must hope to be always sensible of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 984 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 985 | “Yes--but as it happens, they are all of them very clever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 986 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 987 | “This is the only point, I flatter myself, on which we do not agree. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 988 | had hoped that our sentiments coincided in every particular, but I must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 989 | so far differ from you as to think our two youngest daughters uncommonly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 990 | foolish.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 991 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 992 | “My dear Mr. Bennet, you must not expect such girls to have the sense of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 993 | their father and mother. When they get to our age, I dare say they will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 994 | not think about officers any more than we do. I remember the time when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 995 | I liked a red coat myself very well--and, indeed, so I do still at my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 996 | heart; and if a smart young colonel, with five or six thousand a year, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 997 | should want one of my girls I shall not say nay to him; and I thought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 998 | Colonel Forster looked very becoming the other night at Sir William’s in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 999 | his regimentals.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1000 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1001 | “Mamma,” cried Lydia, “my aunt says that Colonel Forster and Captain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1002 | Carter do not go so often to Miss Watson’s as they did when they first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1003 | came; she sees them now very often standing in Clarke’s library.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1004 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1005 | Mrs. Bennet was prevented replying by the entrance of the footman with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1006 | a note for Miss Bennet; it came from Netherfield, and the servant waited |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1007 | for an answer. Mrs. Bennet’s eyes sparkled with pleasure, and she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1008 | eagerly calling out, while her daughter read, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1009 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1010 | “Well, Jane, who is it from? What is it about? What does he say? Well, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1011 | Jane, make haste and tell us; make haste, my love.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1012 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1013 | “It is from Miss Bingley,” said Jane, and then read it aloud. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1014 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1015 | “MY DEAR FRIEND,-- |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1016 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1017 | “If you are not so compassionate as to dine to-day with Louisa and me, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1018 | we shall be in danger of hating each other for the rest of our lives, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1019 | for a whole day’s tete-a-tete between two women can never end without a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1020 | quarrel. Come as soon as you can on receipt of this. My brother and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1021 | gentlemen are to dine with the officers.--Yours ever, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1022 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1023 | “CAROLINE BINGLEY” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1024 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1025 | “With the officers!” cried Lydia. “I wonder my aunt did not tell us of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1026 | _that_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1027 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1028 | “Dining out,” said Mrs. Bennet, “that is very unlucky.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1029 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1030 | “Can I have the carriage?” said Jane. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1031 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1032 | “No, my dear, you had better go on horseback, because it seems likely to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1033 | rain; and then you must stay all night.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1034 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1035 | “That would be a good scheme,” said Elizabeth, “if you were sure that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1036 | they would not offer to send her home.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1037 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1038 | “Oh! but the gentlemen will have Mr. Bingley’s chaise to go to Meryton, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1039 | and the Hursts have no horses to theirs.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1040 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1041 | “I had much rather go in the coach.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1042 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1043 | “But, my dear, your father cannot spare the horses, I am sure. They are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1044 | wanted in the farm, Mr. Bennet, are they not?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1045 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1046 | “They are wanted in the farm much oftener than I can get them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1047 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1048 | “But if you have got them to-day,” said Elizabeth, “my mother’s purpose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1049 | will be answered.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1050 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1051 | She did at last extort from her father an acknowledgment that the horses |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1052 | were engaged. Jane was therefore obliged to go on horseback, and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1053 | mother attended her to the door with many cheerful prognostics of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1054 | bad day. Her hopes were answered; Jane had not been gone long before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1055 | it rained hard. Her sisters were uneasy for her, but her mother was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1056 | delighted. The rain continued the whole evening without intermission; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1057 | Jane certainly could not come back. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1058 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1059 | “This was a lucky idea of mine, indeed!” said Mrs. Bennet more than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1060 | once, as if the credit of making it rain were all her own. Till the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1061 | next morning, however, she was not aware of all the felicity of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1062 | contrivance. Breakfast was scarcely over when a servant from Netherfield |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1063 | brought the following note for Elizabeth: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1064 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1065 | “MY DEAREST LIZZY,-- |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1066 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1067 | “I find myself very unwell this morning, which, I suppose, is to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1068 | imputed to my getting wet through yesterday. My kind friends will not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1069 | hear of my returning till I am better. They insist also on my seeing Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1070 | Jones--therefore do not be alarmed if you should hear of his having been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1071 | to me--and, excepting a sore throat and headache, there is not much the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1072 | matter with me.--Yours, etc.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1073 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1074 | “Well, my dear,” said Mr. Bennet, when Elizabeth had read the note |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1075 | aloud, “if your daughter should have a dangerous fit of illness--if she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1076 | should die, it would be a comfort to know that it was all in pursuit of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1077 | Mr. Bingley, and under your orders.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1078 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1079 | “Oh! I am not afraid of her dying. People do not die of little trifling |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1080 | colds. She will be taken good care of. As long as she stays there, it is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1081 | all very well. I would go and see her if I could have the carriage.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1082 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1083 | Elizabeth, feeling really anxious, was determined to go to her, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1084 | the carriage was not to be had; and as she was no horsewoman, walking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1085 | was her only alternative. She declared her resolution. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1086 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1087 | “How can you be so silly,” cried her mother, “as to think of such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1088 | thing, in all this dirt! You will not be fit to be seen when you get |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1089 | there.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1090 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1091 | “I shall be very fit to see Jane--which is all I want.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1092 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1093 | “Is this a hint to me, Lizzy,” said her father, “to send for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1094 | horses?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1095 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1096 | “No, indeed, I do not wish to avoid the walk. The distance is nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1097 | when one has a motive; only three miles. I shall be back by dinner.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1098 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1099 | “I admire the activity of your benevolence,” observed Mary, “but every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1100 | impulse of feeling should be guided by reason; and, in my opinion, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1101 | exertion should always be in proportion to what is required.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1102 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1103 | “We will go as far as Meryton with you,” said Catherine and Lydia. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1104 | Elizabeth accepted their company, and the three young ladies set off |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1105 | together. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1106 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1107 | “If we make haste,” said Lydia, as they walked along, “perhaps we may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1108 | see something of Captain Carter before he goes.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1109 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1110 | In Meryton they parted; the two youngest repaired to the lodgings of one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1111 | of the officers’ wives, and Elizabeth continued her walk alone, crossing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1112 | field after field at a quick pace, jumping over stiles and springing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1113 | over puddles with impatient activity, and finding herself at last |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1114 | within view of the house, with weary ankles, dirty stockings, and a face |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1115 | glowing with the warmth of exercise. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1116 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1117 | She was shown into the breakfast-parlour, where all but Jane were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1118 | assembled, and where her appearance created a great deal of surprise. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1119 | That she should have walked three miles so early in the day, in such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1120 | dirty weather, and by herself, was almost incredible to Mrs. Hurst and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1121 | Miss Bingley; and Elizabeth was convinced that they held her in contempt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1122 | for it. She was received, however, very politely by them; and in their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1123 | brother’s manners there was something better than politeness; there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1124 | was good humour and kindness. Mr. Darcy said very little, and Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1125 | Hurst nothing at all. The former was divided between admiration of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1126 | brilliancy which exercise had given to her complexion, and doubt as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1127 | to the occasion’s justifying her coming so far alone. The latter was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1128 | thinking only of his breakfast. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1129 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1130 | Her inquiries after her sister were not very favourably answered. Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1131 | Bennet had slept ill, and though up, was very feverish, and not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1132 | well enough to leave her room. Elizabeth was glad to be taken to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1133 | immediately; and Jane, who had only been withheld by the fear of giving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1134 | alarm or inconvenience from expressing in her note how much she longed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1135 | for such a visit, was delighted at her entrance. She was not equal, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1136 | however, to much conversation, and when Miss Bingley left them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1137 | together, could attempt little besides expressions of gratitude for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1138 | extraordinary kindness she was treated with. Elizabeth silently attended |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1139 | her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1140 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1141 | When breakfast was over they were joined by the sisters; and Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1142 | began to like them herself, when she saw how much affection and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1143 | solicitude they showed for Jane. The apothecary came, and having |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1144 | examined his patient, said, as might be supposed, that she had caught |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1145 | a violent cold, and that they must endeavour to get the better of it; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1146 | advised her to return to bed, and promised her some draughts. The advice |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1147 | was followed readily, for the feverish symptoms increased, and her head |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1148 | ached acutely. Elizabeth did not quit her room for a moment; nor were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1149 | the other ladies often absent; the gentlemen being out, they had, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1150 | fact, nothing to do elsewhere. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1151 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1152 | When the clock struck three, Elizabeth felt that she must go, and very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1153 | unwillingly said so. Miss Bingley offered her the carriage, and she only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1154 | wanted a little pressing to accept it, when Jane testified such concern |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1155 | in parting with her, that Miss Bingley was obliged to convert the offer |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1156 | of the chaise to an invitation to remain at Netherfield for the present. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1157 | Elizabeth most thankfully consented, and a servant was dispatched to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1158 | Longbourn to acquaint the family with her stay and bring back a supply |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1159 | of clothes. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1160 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1161 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1162 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1163 | Chapter 8 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1164 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1165 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1166 | At five o’clock the two ladies retired to dress, and at half-past six |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1167 | Elizabeth was summoned to dinner. To the civil inquiries which then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1168 | poured in, and amongst which she had the pleasure of distinguishing the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1169 | much superior solicitude of Mr. Bingley’s, she could not make a very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1170 | favourable answer. Jane was by no means better. The sisters, on hearing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1171 | this, repeated three or four times how much they were grieved, how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1172 | shocking it was to have a bad cold, and how excessively they disliked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1173 | being ill themselves; and then thought no more of the matter: and their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1174 | indifference towards Jane when not immediately before them restored |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1175 | Elizabeth to the enjoyment of all her former dislike. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1177 | Their brother, indeed, was the only one of the party whom she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1178 | regard with any complacency. His anxiety for Jane was evident, and his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1179 | attentions to herself most pleasing, and they prevented her feeling |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1180 | herself so much an intruder as she believed she was considered by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1181 | others. She had very little notice from any but him. Miss Bingley was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1182 | engrossed by Mr. Darcy, her sister scarcely less so; and as for Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1183 | Hurst, by whom Elizabeth sat, he was an indolent man, who lived only to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1184 | eat, drink, and play at cards; who, when he found her to prefer a plain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1185 | dish to a ragout, had nothing to say to her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1186 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1187 | When dinner was over, she returned directly to Jane, and Miss Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1188 | began abusing her as soon as she was out of the room. Her manners were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1189 | pronounced to be very bad indeed, a mixture of pride and impertinence; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1190 | she had no conversation, no style, no beauty. Mrs. Hurst thought the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1191 | same, and added: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1192 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1193 | “She has nothing, in short, to recommend her, but being an excellent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1194 | walker. I shall never forget her appearance this morning. She really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1195 | looked almost wild.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1196 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1197 | “She did, indeed, Louisa. I could hardly keep my countenance. Very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1198 | nonsensical to come at all! Why must _she_ be scampering about the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1199 | country, because her sister had a cold? Her hair, so untidy, so blowsy!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1200 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1201 | “Yes, and her petticoat; I hope you saw her petticoat, six inches deep |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1202 | in mud, I am absolutely certain; and the gown which had been let down to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1203 | hide it not doing its office.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1204 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1205 | “Your picture may be very exact, Louisa,” said Bingley; “but this was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1206 | all lost upon me. I thought Miss Elizabeth Bennet looked remarkably |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1207 | well when she came into the room this morning. Her dirty petticoat quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1208 | escaped my notice.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1209 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1210 | “_You_ observed it, Mr. Darcy, I am sure,” said Miss Bingley; “and I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1211 | inclined to think that you would not wish to see _your_ sister make such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1212 | an exhibition.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1213 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1214 | “Certainly not.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1215 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1216 | “To walk three miles, or four miles, or five miles, or whatever it is, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1217 | above her ankles in dirt, and alone, quite alone! What could she mean by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1218 | it? It seems to me to show an abominable sort of conceited independence, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1219 | a most country-town indifference to decorum.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1220 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1221 | “It shows an affection for her sister that is very pleasing,” said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1222 | Bingley. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1223 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1224 | “I am afraid, Mr. Darcy,” observed Miss Bingley in a half whisper, “that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1225 | this adventure has rather affected your admiration of her fine eyes.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1226 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1227 | “Not at all,” he replied; “they were brightened by the exercise.” A |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1228 | short pause followed this speech, and Mrs. Hurst began again: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1229 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1230 | “I have an excessive regard for Miss Jane Bennet, she is really a very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1231 | sweet girl, and I wish with all my heart she were well settled. But with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1232 | such a father and mother, and such low connections, I am afraid there is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1233 | no chance of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1234 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1235 | “I think I have heard you say that their uncle is an attorney in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1236 | Meryton.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1237 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1238 | “Yes; and they have another, who lives somewhere near Cheapside.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1239 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1240 | “That is capital,” added her sister, and they both laughed heartily. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1241 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1242 | “If they had uncles enough to fill _all_ Cheapside,” cried Bingley, “it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1243 | would not make them one jot less agreeable.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1244 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1245 | “But it must very materially lessen their chance of marrying men of any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1246 | consideration in the world,” replied Darcy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1247 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1248 | To this speech Bingley made no answer; but his sisters gave it their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1249 | hearty assent, and indulged their mirth for some time at the expense of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1250 | their dear friend’s vulgar relations. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1251 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1252 | With a renewal of tenderness, however, they returned to her room on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1253 | leaving the dining-parlour, and sat with her till summoned to coffee. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1254 | She was still very poorly, and Elizabeth would not quit her at all, till |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1255 | late in the evening, when she had the comfort of seeing her sleep, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1256 | when it seemed to her rather right than pleasant that she should go |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1257 | downstairs herself. On entering the drawing-room she found the whole |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1258 | party at loo, and was immediately invited to join them; but suspecting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1259 | them to be playing high she declined it, and making her sister the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1260 | excuse, said she would amuse herself for the short time she could stay |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1261 | below, with a book. Mr. Hurst looked at her with astonishment. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1262 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1263 | “Do you prefer reading to cards?” said he; “that is rather singular.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1264 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1265 | “Miss Eliza Bennet,” said Miss Bingley, “despises cards. She is a great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1266 | reader, and has no pleasure in anything else.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1267 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1268 | “I deserve neither such praise nor such censure,” cried Elizabeth; “I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1269 | _not_ a great reader, and I have pleasure in many things.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1270 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1271 | “In nursing your sister I am sure you have pleasure,” said Bingley; “and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1272 | I hope it will be soon increased by seeing her quite well.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1273 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1274 | Elizabeth thanked him from her heart, and then walked towards the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1275 | table where a few books were lying. He immediately offered to fetch her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1276 | others--all that his library afforded. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1277 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1278 | “And I wish my collection were larger for your benefit and my own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1279 | credit; but I am an idle fellow, and though I have not many, I have more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1280 | than I ever looked into.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1281 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1282 | Elizabeth assured him that she could suit herself perfectly with those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1283 | in the room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1284 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1285 | “I am astonished,” said Miss Bingley, “that my father should have left |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1286 | so small a collection of books. What a delightful library you have at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1287 | Pemberley, Mr. Darcy!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1288 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1289 | “It ought to be good,” he replied, “it has been the work of many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1290 | generations.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1291 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1292 | “And then you have added so much to it yourself, you are always buying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1293 | books.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1294 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1295 | “I cannot comprehend the neglect of a family library in such days as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1296 | these.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1297 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1298 | “Neglect! I am sure you neglect nothing that can add to the beauties of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1299 | that noble place. Charles, when you build _your_ house, I wish it may be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1300 | half as delightful as Pemberley.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1301 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1302 | “I wish it may.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1303 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1304 | “But I would really advise you to make your purchase in that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1305 | neighbourhood, and take Pemberley for a kind of model. There is not a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1306 | finer county in England than Derbyshire.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1307 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1308 | “With all my heart; I will buy Pemberley itself if Darcy will sell it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1309 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1310 | “I am talking of possibilities, Charles.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1311 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1312 | “Upon my word, Caroline, I should think it more possible to get |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1313 | Pemberley by purchase than by imitation.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1314 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1315 | Elizabeth was so much caught with what passed, as to leave her very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1316 | little attention for her book; and soon laying it wholly aside, she drew |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1317 | near the card-table, and stationed herself between Mr. Bingley and his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1318 | eldest sister, to observe the game. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1319 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1320 | “Is Miss Darcy much grown since the spring?” said Miss Bingley; “will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1321 | she be as tall as I am?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1322 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1323 | “I think she will. She is now about Miss Elizabeth Bennet’s height, or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1324 | rather taller.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1325 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1326 | “How I long to see her again! I never met with anybody who delighted me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1327 | so much. Such a countenance, such manners! And so extremely accomplished |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1328 | for her age! Her performance on the pianoforte is exquisite.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1329 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1330 | “It is amazing to me,” said Bingley, “how young ladies can have patience |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1331 | to be so very accomplished as they all are.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1332 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1333 | “All young ladies accomplished! My dear Charles, what do you mean?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1334 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1335 | “Yes, all of them, I think. They all paint tables, cover screens, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1336 | net purses. I scarcely know anyone who cannot do all this, and I am sure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1337 | I never heard a young lady spoken of for the first time, without being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1338 | informed that she was very accomplished.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1339 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1340 | “Your list of the common extent of accomplishments,” said Darcy, “has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1341 | too much truth. The word is applied to many a woman who deserves it no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1342 | otherwise than by netting a purse or covering a screen. But I am very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1343 | far from agreeing with you in your estimation of ladies in general. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1344 | cannot boast of knowing more than half-a-dozen, in the whole range of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1345 | acquaintance, that are really accomplished.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1346 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1347 | “Nor I, I am sure,” said Miss Bingley. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1348 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1349 | “Then,” observed Elizabeth, “you must comprehend a great deal in your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1350 | idea of an accomplished woman.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1351 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1352 | “Yes, I do comprehend a great deal in it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1353 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1354 | “Oh! certainly,” cried his faithful assistant, “no one can be really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1355 | esteemed accomplished who does not greatly surpass what is usually met |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1356 | with. A woman must have a thorough knowledge of music, singing, drawing, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1357 | dancing, and the modern languages, to deserve the word; and besides |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1358 | all this, she must possess a certain something in her air and manner of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1359 | walking, the tone of her voice, her address and expressions, or the word |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1360 | will be but half-deserved.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1361 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1362 | “All this she must possess,” added Darcy, “and to all this she must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1363 | yet add something more substantial, in the improvement of her mind by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1364 | extensive reading.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1365 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1366 | “I am no longer surprised at your knowing _only_ six accomplished women. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1367 | I rather wonder now at your knowing _any_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1368 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1369 | “Are you so severe upon your own sex as to doubt the possibility of all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1370 | this?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1371 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1372 | “I never saw such a woman. I never saw such capacity, and taste, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1373 | application, and elegance, as you describe united.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1374 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1375 | Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley both cried out against the injustice of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1376 | implied doubt, and were both protesting that they knew many women who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1377 | answered this description, when Mr. Hurst called them to order, with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1378 | bitter complaints of their inattention to what was going forward. As all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1379 | conversation was thereby at an end, Elizabeth soon afterwards left the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1380 | room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1381 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1382 | “Elizabeth Bennet,” said Miss Bingley, when the door was closed on her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1383 | “is one of those young ladies who seek to recommend themselves to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1384 | other sex by undervaluing their own; and with many men, I dare say, it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1385 | succeeds. But, in my opinion, it is a paltry device, a very mean art.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1386 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1387 | “Undoubtedly,” replied Darcy, to whom this remark was chiefly addressed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1388 | “there is a meanness in _all_ the arts which ladies sometimes condescend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1389 | to employ for captivation. Whatever bears affinity to cunning is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1390 | despicable.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1391 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1392 | Miss Bingley was not so entirely satisfied with this reply as to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1393 | continue the subject. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1394 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1395 | Elizabeth joined them again only to say that her sister was worse, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1396 | that she could not leave her. Bingley urged Mr. Jones being sent for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1397 | immediately; while his sisters, convinced that no country advice could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1398 | be of any service, recommended an express to town for one of the most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1399 | eminent physicians. This she would not hear of; but she was not so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1400 | unwilling to comply with their brother’s proposal; and it was settled |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1401 | that Mr. Jones should be sent for early in the morning, if Miss Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1402 | were not decidedly better. Bingley was quite uncomfortable; his sisters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1403 | declared that they were miserable. They solaced their wretchedness, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1404 | however, by duets after supper, while he could find no better relief |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1405 | to his feelings than by giving his housekeeper directions that every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1406 | attention might be paid to the sick lady and her sister. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1407 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1408 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1409 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1410 | Chapter 9 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1411 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1412 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1413 | Elizabeth passed the chief of the night in her sister’s room, and in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1414 | morning had the pleasure of being able to send a tolerable answer to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1415 | inquiries which she very early received from Mr. Bingley by a housemaid, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1416 | and some time afterwards from the two elegant ladies who waited on his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1417 | sisters. In spite of this amendment, however, she requested to have a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1418 | note sent to Longbourn, desiring her mother to visit Jane, and form her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1419 | own judgement of her situation. The note was immediately dispatched, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1420 | its contents as quickly complied with. Mrs. Bennet, accompanied by her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1421 | two youngest girls, reached Netherfield soon after the family breakfast. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1422 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1423 | Had she found Jane in any apparent danger, Mrs. Bennet would have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1424 | very miserable; but being satisfied on seeing her that her illness was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1425 | not alarming, she had no wish of her recovering immediately, as her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1426 | restoration to health would probably remove her from Netherfield. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1427 | would not listen, therefore, to her daughter’s proposal of being carried |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1428 | home; neither did the apothecary, who arrived about the same time, think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1429 | it at all advisable. After sitting a little while with Jane, on Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1430 | Bingley’s appearance and invitation, the mother and three daughters all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1431 | attended her into the breakfast parlour. Bingley met them with hopes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1432 | that Mrs. Bennet had not found Miss Bennet worse than she expected. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1433 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1434 | “Indeed I have, sir,” was her answer. “She is a great deal too ill to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1435 | moved. Mr. Jones says we must not think of moving her. We must trespass |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1436 | a little longer on your kindness.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1437 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1438 | “Removed!” cried Bingley. “It must not be thought of. My sister, I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1439 | sure, will not hear of her removal.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1440 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1441 | “You may depend upon it, Madam,” said Miss Bingley, with cold civility, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1442 | “that Miss Bennet will receive every possible attention while she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1443 | remains with us.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1444 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1445 | Mrs. Bennet was profuse in her acknowledgments. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1446 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1447 | “I am sure,” she added, “if it was not for such good friends I do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1448 | know what would become of her, for she is very ill indeed, and suffers |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1449 | a vast deal, though with the greatest patience in the world, which is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1450 | always the way with her, for she has, without exception, the sweetest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1451 | temper I have ever met with. I often tell my other girls they are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1452 | nothing to _her_. You have a sweet room here, Mr. Bingley, and a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1453 | charming prospect over the gravel walk. I do not know a place in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1454 | country that is equal to Netherfield. You will not think of quitting it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1455 | in a hurry, I hope, though you have but a short lease.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1456 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1457 | “Whatever I do is done in a hurry,” replied he; “and therefore if I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1458 | should resolve to quit Netherfield, I should probably be off in five |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1459 | minutes. At present, however, I consider myself as quite fixed here.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1460 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1461 | “That is exactly what I should have supposed of you,” said Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1462 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1463 | “You begin to comprehend me, do you?” cried he, turning towards her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1464 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1465 | “Oh! yes--I understand you perfectly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1466 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1467 | “I wish I might take this for a compliment; but to be so easily seen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1468 | through I am afraid is pitiful.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1469 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1470 | “That is as it happens. It does not follow that a deep, intricate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1471 | character is more or less estimable than such a one as yours.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1472 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1473 | “Lizzy,” cried her mother, “remember where you are, and do not run on in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1474 | the wild manner that you are suffered to do at home.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1475 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1476 | “I did not know before,” continued Bingley immediately, “that you were a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1477 | studier of character. It must be an amusing study.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1478 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1479 | “Yes, but intricate characters are the _most_ amusing. They have at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1480 | least that advantage.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1481 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1482 | “The country,” said Darcy, “can in general supply but a few subjects for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1483 | such a study. In a country neighbourhood you move in a very confined and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1484 | unvarying society.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1485 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1486 | “But people themselves alter so much, that there is something new to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1487 | observed in them for ever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1488 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1489 | “Yes, indeed,” cried Mrs. Bennet, offended by his manner of mentioning |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1490 | a country neighbourhood. “I assure you there is quite as much of _that_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1491 | going on in the country as in town.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1492 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1493 | Everybody was surprised, and Darcy, after looking at her for a moment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1494 | turned silently away. Mrs. Bennet, who fancied she had gained a complete |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1495 | victory over him, continued her triumph. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1496 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1497 | “I cannot see that London has any great advantage over the country, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1498 | my part, except the shops and public places. The country is a vast deal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1499 | pleasanter, is it not, Mr. Bingley?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1500 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1501 | “When I am in the country,” he replied, “I never wish to leave it; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1502 | and when I am in town it is pretty much the same. They have each their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1503 | advantages, and I can be equally happy in either.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1504 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1505 | “Aye--that is because you have the right disposition. But that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1506 | gentleman,” looking at Darcy, “seemed to think the country was nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1507 | at all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1508 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1509 | “Indeed, Mamma, you are mistaken,” said Elizabeth, blushing for her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1510 | mother. “You quite mistook Mr. Darcy. He only meant that there was not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1511 | such a variety of people to be met with in the country as in the town, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1512 | which you must acknowledge to be true.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1513 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1514 | “Certainly, my dear, nobody said there were; but as to not meeting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1515 | with many people in this neighbourhood, I believe there are few |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1516 | neighbourhoods larger. I know we dine with four-and-twenty families.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1517 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1518 | Nothing but concern for Elizabeth could enable Bingley to keep his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1519 | countenance. His sister was less delicate, and directed her eyes towards |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1520 | Mr. Darcy with a very expressive smile. Elizabeth, for the sake of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1521 | saying something that might turn her mother’s thoughts, now asked her if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1522 | Charlotte Lucas had been at Longbourn since _her_ coming away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1523 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1524 | “Yes, she called yesterday with her father. What an agreeable man Sir |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1525 | William is, Mr. Bingley, is not he? So much the man of fashion! So |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1526 | genteel and easy! He has always something to say to everybody. _That_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1527 | is my idea of good breeding; and those persons who fancy themselves very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1528 | important, and never open their mouths, quite mistake the matter.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1529 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1530 | “Did Charlotte dine with you?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1531 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1532 | “No, she would go home. I fancy she was wanted about the mince-pies. For |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1533 | my part, Mr. Bingley, I always keep servants that can do their own work; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1534 | _my_ daughters are brought up very differently. But everybody is to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1535 | judge for themselves, and the Lucases are a very good sort of girls, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1536 | I assure you. It is a pity they are not handsome! Not that I think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1537 | Charlotte so _very_ plain--but then she is our particular friend.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1538 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1539 | “She seems a very pleasant young woman.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1540 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1541 | “Oh! dear, yes; but you must own she is very plain. Lady Lucas herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1542 | has often said so, and envied me Jane’s beauty. I do not like to boast |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1543 | of my own child, but to be sure, Jane--one does not often see anybody |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1544 | better looking. It is what everybody says. I do not trust my own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1545 | partiality. When she was only fifteen, there was a man at my brother |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1546 | Gardiner’s in town so much in love with her that my sister-in-law was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1547 | sure he would make her an offer before we came away. But, however, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1548 | did not. Perhaps he thought her too young. However, he wrote some verses |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1549 | on her, and very pretty they were.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1550 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1551 | “And so ended his affection,” said Elizabeth impatiently. “There has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1552 | been many a one, I fancy, overcome in the same way. I wonder who first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1553 | discovered the efficacy of poetry in driving away love!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1554 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1555 | “I have been used to consider poetry as the _food_ of love,” said Darcy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1556 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1557 | “Of a fine, stout, healthy love it may. Everything nourishes what is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1558 | strong already. But if it be only a slight, thin sort of inclination, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1559 | am convinced that one good sonnet will starve it entirely away.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1560 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1561 | Darcy only smiled; and the general pause which ensued made Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1562 | tremble lest her mother should be exposing herself again. She longed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1563 | speak, but could think of nothing to say; and after a short silence Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1564 | Bennet began repeating her thanks to Mr. Bingley for his kindness to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1565 | Jane, with an apology for troubling him also with Lizzy. Mr. Bingley was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1566 | unaffectedly civil in his answer, and forced his younger sister to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1567 | civil also, and say what the occasion required. She performed her part |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1568 | indeed without much graciousness, but Mrs. Bennet was satisfied, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1569 | soon afterwards ordered her carriage. Upon this signal, the youngest of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1570 | her daughters put herself forward. The two girls had been whispering to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1571 | each other during the whole visit, and the result of it was, that the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1572 | youngest should tax Mr. Bingley with having promised on his first coming |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1573 | into the country to give a ball at Netherfield. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1574 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1575 | Lydia was a stout, well-grown girl of fifteen, with a fine complexion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1576 | and good-humoured countenance; a favourite with her mother, whose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1577 | affection had brought her into public at an early age. She had high |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1578 | animal spirits, and a sort of natural self-consequence, which the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1579 | attention of the officers, to whom her uncle’s good dinners, and her own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1580 | easy manners recommended her, had increased into assurance. She was very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1581 | equal, therefore, to address Mr. Bingley on the subject of the ball, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1582 | abruptly reminded him of his promise; adding, that it would be the most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1583 | shameful thing in the world if he did not keep it. His answer to this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1584 | sudden attack was delightful to their mother’s ear: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1585 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1586 | “I am perfectly ready, I assure you, to keep my engagement; and when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1587 | your sister is recovered, you shall, if you please, name the very day of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1588 | the ball. But you would not wish to be dancing when she is ill.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1589 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1590 | Lydia declared herself satisfied. “Oh! yes--it would be much better to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1591 | wait till Jane was well, and by that time most likely Captain Carter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1592 | would be at Meryton again. And when you have given _your_ ball,” she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1593 | added, “I shall insist on their giving one also. I shall tell Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1594 | Forster it will be quite a shame if he does not.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1595 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1596 | Mrs. Bennet and her daughters then departed, and Elizabeth returned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1597 | instantly to Jane, leaving her own and her relations’ behaviour to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1598 | remarks of the two ladies and Mr. Darcy; the latter of whom, however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1599 | could not be prevailed on to join in their censure of _her_, in spite of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1600 | all Miss Bingley’s witticisms on _fine eyes_. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1601 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1602 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1603 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1604 | Chapter 10 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1605 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1606 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1607 | The day passed much as the day before had done. Mrs. Hurst and Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1608 | Bingley had spent some hours of the morning with the invalid, who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1609 | continued, though slowly, to mend; and in the evening Elizabeth joined |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1610 | their party in the drawing-room. The loo-table, however, did not appear. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1611 | Mr. Darcy was writing, and Miss Bingley, seated near him, was watching |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1612 | the progress of his letter and repeatedly calling off his attention by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1613 | messages to his sister. Mr. Hurst and Mr. Bingley were at piquet, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1614 | Mrs. Hurst was observing their game. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1615 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1616 | Elizabeth took up some needlework, and was sufficiently amused in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1617 | attending to what passed between Darcy and his companion. The perpetual |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1618 | commendations of the lady, either on his handwriting, or on the evenness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1619 | of his lines, or on the length of his letter, with the perfect unconcern |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1620 | with which her praises were received, formed a curious dialogue, and was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1621 | exactly in union with her opinion of each. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1622 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1623 | “How delighted Miss Darcy will be to receive such a letter!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1624 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1625 | He made no answer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1626 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1627 | “You write uncommonly fast.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1628 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1629 | “You are mistaken. I write rather slowly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1630 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1631 | “How many letters you must have occasion to write in the course of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1632 | year! Letters of business, too! How odious I should think them!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1633 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1634 | “It is fortunate, then, that they fall to my lot instead of yours.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1635 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1636 | “Pray tell your sister that I long to see her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1637 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1638 | “I have already told her so once, by your desire.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1639 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1640 | “I am afraid you do not like your pen. Let me mend it for you. I mend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1641 | pens remarkably well.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1642 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1643 | “Thank you--but I always mend my own.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1644 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1645 | “How can you contrive to write so even?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1646 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1647 | He was silent. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1648 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1649 | “Tell your sister I am delighted to hear of her improvement on the harp; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1650 | and pray let her know that I am quite in raptures with her beautiful |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1651 | little design for a table, and I think it infinitely superior to Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1652 | Grantley’s.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1653 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1654 | “Will you give me leave to defer your raptures till I write again? At |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1655 | present I have not room to do them justice.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1656 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1657 | “Oh! it is of no consequence. I shall see her in January. But do you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1658 | always write such charming long letters to her, Mr. Darcy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1659 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1660 | “They are generally long; but whether always charming it is not for me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1661 | to determine.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1662 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1663 | “It is a rule with me, that a person who can write a long letter with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1664 | ease, cannot write ill.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1665 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1666 | “That will not do for a compliment to Darcy, Caroline,” cried her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1667 | brother, “because he does _not_ write with ease. He studies too much for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1668 | words of four syllables. Do not you, Darcy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1669 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1670 | “My style of writing is very different from yours.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1671 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1672 | “Oh!” cried Miss Bingley, “Charles writes in the most careless way |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1673 | imaginable. He leaves out half his words, and blots the rest.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1674 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1675 | “My ideas flow so rapidly that I have not time to express them--by which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1676 | means my letters sometimes convey no ideas at all to my correspondents.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1677 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1678 | “Your humility, Mr. Bingley,” said Elizabeth, “must disarm reproof.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1679 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1680 | “Nothing is more deceitful,” said Darcy, “than the appearance of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1681 | humility. It is often only carelessness of opinion, and sometimes an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1682 | indirect boast.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1683 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1684 | “And which of the two do you call _my_ little recent piece of modesty?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1685 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1686 | “The indirect boast; for you are really proud of your defects in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1687 | writing, because you consider them as proceeding from a rapidity of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1688 | thought and carelessness of execution, which, if not estimable, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1689 | think at least highly interesting. The power of doing anything with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1690 | quickness is always prized much by the possessor, and often without any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1691 | attention to the imperfection of the performance. When you told Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1692 | Bennet this morning that if you ever resolved upon quitting Netherfield |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1693 | you should be gone in five minutes, you meant it to be a sort of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1694 | panegyric, of compliment to yourself--and yet what is there so very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1695 | laudable in a precipitance which must leave very necessary business |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1696 | undone, and can be of no real advantage to yourself or anyone else?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1697 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1698 | “Nay,” cried Bingley, “this is too much, to remember at night all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1699 | foolish things that were said in the morning. And yet, upon my honour, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1700 | I believe what I said of myself to be true, and I believe it at this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1701 | moment. At least, therefore, I did not assume the character of needless |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1702 | precipitance merely to show off before the ladies.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1703 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1704 | “I dare say you believed it; but I am by no means convinced that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1705 | you would be gone with such celerity. Your conduct would be quite as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1706 | dependent on chance as that of any man I know; and if, as you were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1707 | mounting your horse, a friend were to say, ‘Bingley, you had better |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1708 | stay till next week,’ you would probably do it, you would probably not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1709 | go--and at another word, might stay a month.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1710 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1711 | “You have only proved by this,” cried Elizabeth, “that Mr. Bingley did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1712 | not do justice to his own disposition. You have shown him off now much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1713 | more than he did himself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1714 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1715 | “I am exceedingly gratified,” said Bingley, “by your converting what my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1716 | friend says into a compliment on the sweetness of my temper. But I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1717 | afraid you are giving it a turn which that gentleman did by no means |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1718 | intend; for he would certainly think better of me, if under such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1719 | circumstance I were to give a flat denial, and ride off as fast as I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1720 | could.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1721 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1722 | “Would Mr. Darcy then consider the rashness of your original intentions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1723 | as atoned for by your obstinacy in adhering to it?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1724 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1725 | “Upon my word, I cannot exactly explain the matter; Darcy must speak for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1726 | himself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1727 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1728 | “You expect me to account for opinions which you choose to call mine, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1729 | but which I have never acknowledged. Allowing the case, however, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1730 | stand according to your representation, you must remember, Miss Bennet, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1731 | that the friend who is supposed to desire his return to the house, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1732 | the delay of his plan, has merely desired it, asked it without offering |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1733 | one argument in favour of its propriety.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1734 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1735 | “To yield readily--easily--to the _persuasion_ of a friend is no merit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1736 | with you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1737 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1738 | “To yield without conviction is no compliment to the understanding of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1739 | either.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1740 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1741 | “You appear to me, Mr. Darcy, to allow nothing for the influence of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1742 | friendship and affection. A regard for the requester would often make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1743 | one readily yield to a request, without waiting for arguments to reason |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1744 | one into it. I am not particularly speaking of such a case as you have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1745 | supposed about Mr. Bingley. We may as well wait, perhaps, till the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1746 | circumstance occurs before we discuss the discretion of his behaviour |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1747 | thereupon. But in general and ordinary cases between friend and friend, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1748 | where one of them is desired by the other to change a resolution of no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1749 | very great moment, should you think ill of that person for complying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1750 | with the desire, without waiting to be argued into it?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1751 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1752 | “Will it not be advisable, before we proceed on this subject, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1753 | arrange with rather more precision the degree of importance which is to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1754 | appertain to this request, as well as the degree of intimacy subsisting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1755 | between the parties?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1756 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1757 | “By all means,” cried Bingley; “let us hear all the particulars, not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1758 | forgetting their comparative height and size; for that will have more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1759 | weight in the argument, Miss Bennet, than you may be aware of. I assure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1760 | you, that if Darcy were not such a great tall fellow, in comparison with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1761 | myself, I should not pay him half so much deference. I declare I do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1762 | know a more awful object than Darcy, on particular occasions, and in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1763 | particular places; at his own house especially, and of a Sunday evening, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1764 | when he has nothing to do.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1765 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1766 | Mr. Darcy smiled; but Elizabeth thought she could perceive that he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1767 | rather offended, and therefore checked her laugh. Miss Bingley warmly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1768 | resented the indignity he had received, in an expostulation with her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1769 | brother for talking such nonsense. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1770 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1771 | “I see your design, Bingley,” said his friend. “You dislike an argument, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1772 | and want to silence this.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1773 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1774 | “Perhaps I do. Arguments are too much like disputes. If you and Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1775 | Bennet will defer yours till I am out of the room, I shall be very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1776 | thankful; and then you may say whatever you like of me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1777 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1778 | “What you ask,” said Elizabeth, “is no sacrifice on my side; and Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1779 | Darcy had much better finish his letter.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1780 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1781 | Mr. Darcy took her advice, and did finish his letter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1782 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1783 | When that business was over, he applied to Miss Bingley and Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1784 | for an indulgence of some music. Miss Bingley moved with some alacrity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1785 | to the pianoforte; and, after a polite request that Elizabeth would lead |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1786 | the way which the other as politely and more earnestly negatived, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1787 | seated herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1788 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1789 | Mrs. Hurst sang with her sister, and while they were thus employed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1790 | Elizabeth could not help observing, as she turned over some music-books |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1791 | that lay on the instrument, how frequently Mr. Darcy’s eyes were fixed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1792 | on her. She hardly knew how to suppose that she could be an object of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1793 | admiration to so great a man; and yet that he should look at her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1794 | because he disliked her, was still more strange. She could only imagine, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1795 | however, at last that she drew his notice because there was something |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1796 | more wrong and reprehensible, according to his ideas of right, than in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1797 | any other person present. The supposition did not pain her. She liked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1798 | him too little to care for his approbation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1799 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1800 | After playing some Italian songs, Miss Bingley varied the charm by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1801 | a lively Scotch air; and soon afterwards Mr. Darcy, drawing near |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1802 | Elizabeth, said to her: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1803 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1804 | “Do not you feel a great inclination, Miss Bennet, to seize such an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1805 | opportunity of dancing a reel?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1806 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1807 | She smiled, but made no answer. He repeated the question, with some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1808 | surprise at her silence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1809 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1810 | “Oh!” said she, “I heard you before, but I could not immediately |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1811 | determine what to say in reply. You wanted me, I know, to say ‘Yes,’ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1812 | that you might have the pleasure of despising my taste; but I always |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1813 | delight in overthrowing those kind of schemes, and cheating a person of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1814 | their premeditated contempt. I have, therefore, made up my mind to tell |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1815 | you, that I do not want to dance a reel at all--and now despise me if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1816 | you dare.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1817 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1818 | “Indeed I do not dare.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1819 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1820 | Elizabeth, having rather expected to affront him, was amazed at his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1821 | gallantry; but there was a mixture of sweetness and archness in her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1822 | manner which made it difficult for her to affront anybody; and Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1823 | had never been so bewitched by any woman as he was by her. He really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1824 | believed, that were it not for the inferiority of her connections, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1825 | should be in some danger. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1826 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1827 | Miss Bingley saw, or suspected enough to be jealous; and her great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1828 | anxiety for the recovery of her dear friend Jane received some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1829 | assistance from her desire of getting rid of Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1830 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1831 | She often tried to provoke Darcy into disliking her guest, by talking of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1832 | their supposed marriage, and planning his happiness in such an alliance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1833 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1834 | “I hope,” said she, as they were walking together in the shrubbery |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1835 | the next day, “you will give your mother-in-law a few hints, when this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1836 | desirable event takes place, as to the advantage of holding her tongue; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1837 | and if you can compass it, do cure the younger girls of running after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1838 | officers. And, if I may mention so delicate a subject, endeavour to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1839 | check that little something, bordering on conceit and impertinence, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1840 | which your lady possesses.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1841 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1842 | “Have you anything else to propose for my domestic felicity?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1843 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1844 | “Oh! yes. Do let the portraits of your uncle and aunt Phillips be placed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1845 | in the gallery at Pemberley. Put them next to your great-uncle the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1846 | judge. They are in the same profession, you know, only in different |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1847 | lines. As for your Elizabeth’s picture, you must not have it taken, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1848 | what painter could do justice to those beautiful eyes?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1849 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1850 | “It would not be easy, indeed, to catch their expression, but their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1851 | colour and shape, and the eyelashes, so remarkably fine, might be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1852 | copied.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1853 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1854 | At that moment they were met from another walk by Mrs. Hurst and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1855 | Elizabeth herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1856 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1857 | “I did not know that you intended to walk,” said Miss Bingley, in some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1858 | confusion, lest they had been overheard. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1859 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1860 | “You used us abominably ill,” answered Mrs. Hurst, “running away without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1861 | telling us that you were coming out.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1862 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1863 | Then taking the disengaged arm of Mr. Darcy, she left Elizabeth to walk |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1864 | by herself. The path just admitted three. Mr. Darcy felt their rudeness, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1865 | and immediately said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1866 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1867 | “This walk is not wide enough for our party. We had better go into the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1868 | avenue.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1869 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1870 | But Elizabeth, who had not the least inclination to remain with them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1871 | laughingly answered: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1872 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1873 | “No, no; stay where you are. You are charmingly grouped, and appear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1874 | to uncommon advantage. The picturesque would be spoilt by admitting a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1875 | fourth. Good-bye.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1876 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1877 | She then ran gaily off, rejoicing as she rambled about, in the hope of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1878 | being at home again in a day or two. Jane was already so much recovered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1879 | as to intend leaving her room for a couple of hours that evening. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1880 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1881 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1882 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1883 | Chapter 11 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1884 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1885 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1886 | When the ladies removed after dinner, Elizabeth ran up to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1887 | sister, and seeing her well guarded from cold, attended her into the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1888 | drawing-room, where she was welcomed by her two friends with many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1889 | professions of pleasure; and Elizabeth had never seen them so agreeable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1890 | as they were during the hour which passed before the gentlemen appeared. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1891 | Their powers of conversation were considerable. They could describe an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1892 | entertainment with accuracy, relate an anecdote with humour, and laugh |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1893 | at their acquaintance with spirit. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1894 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1895 | But when the gentlemen entered, Jane was no longer the first object; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1896 | Miss Bingley’s eyes were instantly turned toward Darcy, and she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1897 | something to say to him before he had advanced many steps. He addressed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1898 | himself to Miss Bennet, with a polite congratulation; Mr. Hurst also |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1899 | made her a slight bow, and said he was “very glad;” but diffuseness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1900 | and warmth remained for Bingley’s salutation. He was full of joy and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1901 | attention. The first half-hour was spent in piling up the fire, lest she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1902 | should suffer from the change of room; and she removed at his desire |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1903 | to the other side of the fireplace, that she might be further from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1904 | the door. He then sat down by her, and talked scarcely to anyone |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1905 | else. Elizabeth, at work in the opposite corner, saw it all with great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1906 | delight. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1907 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1908 | When tea was over, Mr. Hurst reminded his sister-in-law of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1909 | card-table--but in vain. She had obtained private intelligence that Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1910 | Darcy did not wish for cards; and Mr. Hurst soon found even his open |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1911 | petition rejected. She assured him that no one intended to play, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1912 | the silence of the whole party on the subject seemed to justify her. Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1913 | Hurst had therefore nothing to do, but to stretch himself on one of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1914 | sofas and go to sleep. Darcy took up a book; Miss Bingley did the same; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1915 | and Mrs. Hurst, principally occupied in playing with her bracelets |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1916 | and rings, joined now and then in her brother’s conversation with Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1917 | Bennet. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1918 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1919 | Miss Bingley’s attention was quite as much engaged in watching Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1920 | Darcy’s progress through _his_ book, as in reading her own; and she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1921 | was perpetually either making some inquiry, or looking at his page. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1922 | could not win him, however, to any conversation; he merely answered her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1923 | question, and read on. At length, quite exhausted by the attempt to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1924 | amused with her own book, which she had only chosen because it was the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1925 | second volume of his, she gave a great yawn and said, “How pleasant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1926 | it is to spend an evening in this way! I declare after all there is no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1927 | enjoyment like reading! How much sooner one tires of anything than of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1928 | book! When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I have not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1929 | an excellent library.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1930 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1931 | No one made any reply. She then yawned again, threw aside her book, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1932 | cast her eyes round the room in quest for some amusement; when hearing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1933 | her brother mentioning a ball to Miss Bennet, she turned suddenly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1934 | towards him and said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1935 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1936 | “By the bye, Charles, are you really serious in meditating a dance at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1937 | Netherfield? I would advise you, before you determine on it, to consult |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1938 | the wishes of the present party; I am much mistaken if there are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1939 | not some among us to whom a ball would be rather a punishment than a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1940 | pleasure.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1941 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1942 | “If you mean Darcy,” cried her brother, “he may go to bed, if he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1943 | chooses, before it begins--but as for the ball, it is quite a settled |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1944 | thing; and as soon as Nicholls has made white soup enough, I shall send |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1945 | round my cards.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1946 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1947 | “I should like balls infinitely better,” she replied, “if they were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1948 | carried on in a different manner; but there is something insufferably |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1949 | tedious in the usual process of such a meeting. It would surely be much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1950 | more rational if conversation instead of dancing were made the order of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1951 | the day.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1952 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1953 | “Much more rational, my dear Caroline, I dare say, but it would not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1954 | near so much like a ball.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1955 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1956 | Miss Bingley made no answer, and soon afterwards she got up and walked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1957 | about the room. Her figure was elegant, and she walked well; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1958 | Darcy, at whom it was all aimed, was still inflexibly studious. In |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1959 | the desperation of her feelings, she resolved on one effort more, and, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1960 | turning to Elizabeth, said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1961 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1962 | “Miss Eliza Bennet, let me persuade you to follow my example, and take a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1963 | turn about the room. I assure you it is very refreshing after sitting so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1964 | long in one attitude.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1965 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1966 | Elizabeth was surprised, but agreed to it immediately. Miss Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1967 | succeeded no less in the real object of her civility; Mr. Darcy looked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1968 | up. He was as much awake to the novelty of attention in that quarter as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1969 | Elizabeth herself could be, and unconsciously closed his book. He was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1970 | directly invited to join their party, but he declined it, observing that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1971 | he could imagine but two motives for their choosing to walk up and down |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1972 | the room together, with either of which motives his joining them would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1973 | interfere. “What could he mean? She was dying to know what could be his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1974 | meaning?”--and asked Elizabeth whether she could at all understand him? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1975 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1976 | “Not at all,” was her answer; “but depend upon it, he means to be severe |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1977 | on us, and our surest way of disappointing him will be to ask nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1978 | about it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1979 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1980 | Miss Bingley, however, was incapable of disappointing Mr. Darcy in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1981 | anything, and persevered therefore in requiring an explanation of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1982 | two motives. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1983 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1984 | “I have not the smallest objection to explaining them,” said he, as soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1985 | as she allowed him to speak. “You either choose this method of passing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1986 | the evening because you are in each other’s confidence, and have secret |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1987 | affairs to discuss, or because you are conscious that your figures |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1988 | appear to the greatest advantage in walking; if the first, I would be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1989 | completely in your way, and if the second, I can admire you much better |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1990 | as I sit by the fire.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1991 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1992 | “Oh! shocking!” cried Miss Bingley. “I never heard anything so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1993 | abominable. How shall we punish him for such a speech?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1994 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1995 | “Nothing so easy, if you have but the inclination,” said Elizabeth. “We |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1996 | can all plague and punish one another. Tease him--laugh at him. Intimate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1997 | as you are, you must know how it is to be done.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1998 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 1999 | “But upon my honour, I do _not_. I do assure you that my intimacy has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2000 | not yet taught me _that_. Tease calmness of manner and presence of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2001 | mind! No, no; I feel he may defy us there. And as to laughter, we will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2002 | not expose ourselves, if you please, by attempting to laugh without a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2003 | subject. Mr. Darcy may hug himself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2004 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2005 | “Mr. Darcy is not to be laughed at!” cried Elizabeth. “That is an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2006 | uncommon advantage, and uncommon I hope it will continue, for it would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2007 | be a great loss to _me_ to have many such acquaintances. I dearly love a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2008 | laugh.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2009 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2010 | “Miss Bingley,” said he, “has given me more credit than can be. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2011 | The wisest and the best of men--nay, the wisest and best of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2012 | actions--may be rendered ridiculous by a person whose first object in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2013 | life is a joke.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2014 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2015 | “Certainly,” replied Elizabeth--“there are such people, but I hope I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2016 | am not one of _them_. I hope I never ridicule what is wise and good. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2017 | Follies and nonsense, whims and inconsistencies, _do_ divert me, I own, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2018 | and I laugh at them whenever I can. But these, I suppose, are precisely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2019 | what you are without.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2020 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2021 | “Perhaps that is not possible for anyone. But it has been the study |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2022 | of my life to avoid those weaknesses which often expose a strong |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2023 | understanding to ridicule.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2024 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2025 | “Such as vanity and pride.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2026 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2027 | “Yes, vanity is a weakness indeed. But pride--where there is a real |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2028 | superiority of mind, pride will be always under good regulation.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2029 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2030 | Elizabeth turned away to hide a smile. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2031 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2032 | “Your examination of Mr. Darcy is over, I presume,” said Miss Bingley; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2033 | “and pray what is the result?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2034 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2035 | “I am perfectly convinced by it that Mr. Darcy has no defect. He owns it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2036 | himself without disguise.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2037 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2038 | “No,” said Darcy, “I have made no such pretension. I have faults enough, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2039 | but they are not, I hope, of understanding. My temper I dare not vouch |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2040 | for. It is, I believe, too little yielding--certainly too little for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2041 | convenience of the world. I cannot forget the follies and vices of others |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2042 | so soon as I ought, nor their offenses against myself. My feelings |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2043 | are not puffed about with every attempt to move them. My temper |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2044 | would perhaps be called resentful. My good opinion once lost, is lost |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2045 | forever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2046 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2047 | “_That_ is a failing indeed!” cried Elizabeth. “Implacable resentment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2048 | _is_ a shade in a character. But you have chosen your fault well. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2049 | really cannot _laugh_ at it. You are safe from me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2050 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2051 | “There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some particular |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2052 | evil--a natural defect, which not even the best education can overcome.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2053 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2054 | “And _your_ defect is to hate everybody.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2055 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2056 | “And yours,” he replied with a smile, “is willfully to misunderstand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2057 | them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2058 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2059 | “Do let us have a little music,” cried Miss Bingley, tired of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2060 | conversation in which she had no share. “Louisa, you will not mind my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2061 | waking Mr. Hurst?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2062 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2063 | Her sister had not the smallest objection, and the pianoforte was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2064 | opened; and Darcy, after a few moments’ recollection, was not sorry for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2065 | it. He began to feel the danger of paying Elizabeth too much attention. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2066 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2067 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2068 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2069 | Chapter 12 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2070 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2071 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2072 | In consequence of an agreement between the sisters, Elizabeth wrote the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2073 | next morning to their mother, to beg that the carriage might be sent for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2074 | them in the course of the day. But Mrs. Bennet, who had calculated on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2075 | her daughters remaining at Netherfield till the following Tuesday, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2076 | would exactly finish Jane’s week, could not bring herself to receive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2077 | them with pleasure before. Her answer, therefore, was not propitious, at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2078 | least not to Elizabeth’s wishes, for she was impatient to get home. Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2079 | Bennet sent them word that they could not possibly have the carriage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2080 | before Tuesday; and in her postscript it was added, that if Mr. Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2081 | and his sister pressed them to stay longer, she could spare them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2082 | very well. Against staying longer, however, Elizabeth was positively |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2083 | resolved--nor did she much expect it would be asked; and fearful, on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2084 | contrary, as being considered as intruding themselves needlessly long, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2085 | she urged Jane to borrow Mr. Bingley’s carriage immediately, and at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2086 | length it was settled that their original design of leaving Netherfield |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2087 | that morning should be mentioned, and the request made. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2088 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2089 | The communication excited many professions of concern; and enough was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2090 | said of wishing them to stay at least till the following day to work |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2091 | on Jane; and till the morrow their going was deferred. Miss Bingley was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2092 | then sorry that she had proposed the delay, for her jealousy and dislike |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2093 | of one sister much exceeded her affection for the other. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2094 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2095 | The master of the house heard with real sorrow that they were to go so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2096 | soon, and repeatedly tried to persuade Miss Bennet that it would not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2097 | safe for her--that she was not enough recovered; but Jane was firm where |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2098 | she felt herself to be right. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2099 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2100 | To Mr. Darcy it was welcome intelligence--Elizabeth had been at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2101 | Netherfield long enough. She attracted him more than he liked--and Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2102 | Bingley was uncivil to _her_, and more teasing than usual to himself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2103 | He wisely resolved to be particularly careful that no sign of admiration |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2104 | should _now_ escape him, nothing that could elevate her with the hope |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2105 | of influencing his felicity; sensible that if such an idea had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2106 | suggested, his behaviour during the last day must have material weight |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2107 | in confirming or crushing it. Steady to his purpose, he scarcely spoke |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2108 | ten words to her through the whole of Saturday, and though they were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2109 | at one time left by themselves for half-an-hour, he adhered most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2110 | conscientiously to his book, and would not even look at her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2111 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2112 | On Sunday, after morning service, the separation, so agreeable to almost |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2113 | all, took place. Miss Bingley’s civility to Elizabeth increased at last |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2114 | very rapidly, as well as her affection for Jane; and when they parted, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2115 | after assuring the latter of the pleasure it would always give her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2116 | to see her either at Longbourn or Netherfield, and embracing her most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2117 | tenderly, she even shook hands with the former. Elizabeth took leave of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2118 | the whole party in the liveliest of spirits. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2119 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2120 | They were not welcomed home very cordially by their mother. Mrs. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2121 | wondered at their coming, and thought them very wrong to give so much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2122 | trouble, and was sure Jane would have caught cold again. But their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2123 | father, though very laconic in his expressions of pleasure, was really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2124 | glad to see them; he had felt their importance in the family circle. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2125 | evening conversation, when they were all assembled, had lost much of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2126 | its animation, and almost all its sense by the absence of Jane and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2127 | Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2128 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2129 | They found Mary, as usual, deep in the study of thorough-bass and human |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2130 | nature; and had some extracts to admire, and some new observations of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2131 | threadbare morality to listen to. Catherine and Lydia had information |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2132 | for them of a different sort. Much had been done and much had been said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2133 | in the regiment since the preceding Wednesday; several of the officers |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2134 | had dined lately with their uncle, a private had been flogged, and it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2135 | had actually been hinted that Colonel Forster was going to be married. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2136 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2137 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2138 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2139 | Chapter 13 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2140 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2141 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2142 | “I hope, my dear,” said Mr. Bennet to his wife, as they were at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2143 | breakfast the next morning, “that you have ordered a good dinner to-day, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2144 | because I have reason to expect an addition to our family party.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2145 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2146 | “Who do you mean, my dear? I know of nobody that is coming, I am sure, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2147 | unless Charlotte Lucas should happen to call in--and I hope _my_ dinners |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2148 | are good enough for her. I do not believe she often sees such at home.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2149 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2150 | “The person of whom I speak is a gentleman, and a stranger.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2151 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2152 | Mrs. Bennet’s eyes sparkled. “A gentleman and a stranger! It is Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2153 | Bingley, I am sure! Well, I am sure I shall be extremely glad to see Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2154 | Bingley. But--good Lord! how unlucky! There is not a bit of fish to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2155 | got to-day. Lydia, my love, ring the bell--I must speak to Hill this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2156 | moment.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2157 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2158 | “It is _not_ Mr. Bingley,” said her husband; “it is a person whom I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2159 | never saw in the whole course of my life.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2160 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2161 | This roused a general astonishment; and he had the pleasure of being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2162 | eagerly questioned by his wife and his five daughters at once. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2163 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2164 | After amusing himself some time with their curiosity, he thus explained: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2165 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2166 | “About a month ago I received this letter; and about a fortnight ago |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2167 | I answered it, for I thought it a case of some delicacy, and requiring |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2168 | early attention. It is from my cousin, Mr. Collins, who, when I am dead, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2169 | may turn you all out of this house as soon as he pleases.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2170 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2171 | “Oh! my dear,” cried his wife, “I cannot bear to hear that mentioned. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2172 | Pray do not talk of that odious man. I do think it is the hardest thing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2173 | in the world, that your estate should be entailed away from your own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2174 | children; and I am sure, if I had been you, I should have tried long ago |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2175 | to do something or other about it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2177 | Jane and Elizabeth tried to explain to her the nature of an entail. They |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2178 | had often attempted to do it before, but it was a subject on which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2179 | Mrs. Bennet was beyond the reach of reason, and she continued to rail |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2180 | bitterly against the cruelty of settling an estate away from a family of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2181 | five daughters, in favour of a man whom nobody cared anything about. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2182 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2183 | “It certainly is a most iniquitous affair,” said Mr. Bennet, “and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2184 | nothing can clear Mr. Collins from the guilt of inheriting Longbourn. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2185 | But if you will listen to his letter, you may perhaps be a little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2186 | softened by his manner of expressing himself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2187 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2188 | “No, that I am sure I shall not; and I think it is very impertinent of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2189 | him to write to you at all, and very hypocritical. I hate such false |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2190 | friends. Why could he not keep on quarreling with you, as his father did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2191 | before him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2192 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2193 | “Why, indeed; he does seem to have had some filial scruples on that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2194 | head, as you will hear.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2195 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2196 | “Hunsford, near Westerham, Kent, 15th October. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2197 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2198 | “Dear Sir,-- |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2199 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2200 | “The disagreement subsisting between yourself and my late honoured |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2201 | father always gave me much uneasiness, and since I have had the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2202 | misfortune to lose him, I have frequently wished to heal the breach; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2203 | for some time I was kept back by my own doubts, fearing lest it might |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2204 | seem disrespectful to his memory for me to be on good terms with anyone |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2205 | with whom it had always pleased him to be at variance.--‘There, Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2206 | Bennet.’--My mind, however, is now made up on the subject, for having |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2207 | received ordination at Easter, I have been so fortunate as to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2208 | distinguished by the patronage of the Right Honourable Lady Catherine de |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2209 | Bourgh, widow of Sir Lewis de Bourgh, whose bounty and beneficence has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2210 | preferred me to the valuable rectory of this parish, where it shall be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2211 | my earnest endeavour to demean myself with grateful respect towards her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2212 | ladyship, and be ever ready to perform those rites and ceremonies which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2213 | are instituted by the Church of England. As a clergyman, moreover, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2214 | feel it my duty to promote and establish the blessing of peace in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2215 | all families within the reach of my influence; and on these grounds I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2216 | flatter myself that my present overtures are highly commendable, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2217 | that the circumstance of my being next in the entail of Longbourn estate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2218 | will be kindly overlooked on your side, and not lead you to reject the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2219 | offered olive-branch. I cannot be otherwise than concerned at being the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2220 | means of injuring your amiable daughters, and beg leave to apologise for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2221 | it, as well as to assure you of my readiness to make them every possible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2222 | amends--but of this hereafter. If you should have no objection to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2223 | receive me into your house, I propose myself the satisfaction of waiting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2224 | on you and your family, Monday, November 18th, by four o’clock, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2225 | shall probably trespass on your hospitality till the Saturday se’ennight |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2226 | following, which I can do without any inconvenience, as Lady Catherine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2227 | is far from objecting to my occasional absence on a Sunday, provided |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2228 | that some other clergyman is engaged to do the duty of the day.--I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2229 | remain, dear sir, with respectful compliments to your lady and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2230 | daughters, your well-wisher and friend, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2231 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2232 | “WILLIAM COLLINS” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2233 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2234 | “At four o’clock, therefore, we may expect this peace-making gentleman,” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2235 | said Mr. Bennet, as he folded up the letter. “He seems to be a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2236 | conscientious and polite young man, upon my word, and I doubt not will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2237 | prove a valuable acquaintance, especially if Lady Catherine should be so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2238 | indulgent as to let him come to us again.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2239 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2240 | “There is some sense in what he says about the girls, however, and if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2241 | he is disposed to make them any amends, I shall not be the person to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2242 | discourage him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2243 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2244 | “Though it is difficult,” said Jane, “to guess in what way he can mean |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2245 | to make us the atonement he thinks our due, the wish is certainly to his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2246 | credit.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2247 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2248 | Elizabeth was chiefly struck by his extraordinary deference for Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2249 | Catherine, and his kind intention of christening, marrying, and burying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2250 | his parishioners whenever it were required. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2251 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2252 | “He must be an oddity, I think,” said she. “I cannot make him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2253 | out.--There is something very pompous in his style.--And what can he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2254 | mean by apologising for being next in the entail?--We cannot suppose he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2255 | would help it if he could.--Could he be a sensible man, sir?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2256 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2257 | “No, my dear, I think not. I have great hopes of finding him quite the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2258 | reverse. There is a mixture of servility and self-importance in his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2259 | letter, which promises well. I am impatient to see him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2260 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2261 | “In point of composition,” said Mary, “the letter does not seem |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2262 | defective. The idea of the olive-branch perhaps is not wholly new, yet I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2263 | think it is well expressed.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2264 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2265 | To Catherine and Lydia, neither the letter nor its writer were in any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2266 | degree interesting. It was next to impossible that their cousin should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2267 | come in a scarlet coat, and it was now some weeks since they had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2268 | received pleasure from the society of a man in any other colour. As for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2269 | their mother, Mr. Collins’s letter had done away much of her ill-will, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2270 | and she was preparing to see him with a degree of composure which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2271 | astonished her husband and daughters. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2272 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2273 | Mr. Collins was punctual to his time, and was received with great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2274 | politeness by the whole family. Mr. Bennet indeed said little; but the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2275 | ladies were ready enough to talk, and Mr. Collins seemed neither in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2276 | need of encouragement, nor inclined to be silent himself. He was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2277 | tall, heavy-looking young man of five-and-twenty. His air was grave and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2278 | stately, and his manners were very formal. He had not been long seated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2279 | before he complimented Mrs. Bennet on having so fine a family of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2280 | daughters; said he had heard much of their beauty, but that in this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2281 | instance fame had fallen short of the truth; and added, that he did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2282 | not doubt her seeing them all in due time disposed of in marriage. This |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2283 | gallantry was not much to the taste of some of his hearers; but Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2284 | Bennet, who quarreled with no compliments, answered most readily. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2285 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2286 | “You are very kind, I am sure; and I wish with all my heart it may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2287 | prove so, for else they will be destitute enough. Things are settled so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2288 | oddly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2289 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2290 | “You allude, perhaps, to the entail of this estate.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2291 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2292 | “Ah! sir, I do indeed. It is a grievous affair to my poor girls, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2293 | must confess. Not that I mean to find fault with _you_, for such things |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2294 | I know are all chance in this world. There is no knowing how estates |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2295 | will go when once they come to be entailed.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2296 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2297 | “I am very sensible, madam, of the hardship to my fair cousins, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2298 | could say much on the subject, but that I am cautious of appearing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2299 | forward and precipitate. But I can assure the young ladies that I come |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2300 | prepared to admire them. At present I will not say more; but, perhaps, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2301 | when we are better acquainted--” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2302 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2303 | He was interrupted by a summons to dinner; and the girls smiled on each |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2304 | other. They were not the only objects of Mr. Collins’s admiration. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2305 | hall, the dining-room, and all its furniture, were examined and praised; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2306 | and his commendation of everything would have touched Mrs. Bennet’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2307 | heart, but for the mortifying supposition of his viewing it all as his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2308 | own future property. The dinner too in its turn was highly admired; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2309 | he begged to know to which of his fair cousins the excellency of its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2310 | cooking was owing. But he was set right there by Mrs. Bennet, who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2311 | assured him with some asperity that they were very well able to keep a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2312 | good cook, and that her daughters had nothing to do in the kitchen. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2313 | begged pardon for having displeased her. In a softened tone she declared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2314 | herself not at all offended; but he continued to apologise for about a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2315 | quarter of an hour. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2316 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2317 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2318 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2319 | Chapter 14 |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2322 | During dinner, Mr. Bennet scarcely spoke at all; but when the servants |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2323 | were withdrawn, he thought it time to have some conversation with his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2324 | guest, and therefore started a subject in which he expected him to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2325 | shine, by observing that he seemed very fortunate in his patroness. Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2326 | Catherine de Bourgh’s attention to his wishes, and consideration for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2327 | his comfort, appeared very remarkable. Mr. Bennet could not have chosen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2328 | better. Mr. Collins was eloquent in her praise. The subject elevated him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2329 | to more than usual solemnity of manner, and with a most important aspect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2330 | he protested that “he had never in his life witnessed such behaviour in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2331 | a person of rank--such affability and condescension, as he had himself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2332 | experienced from Lady Catherine. She had been graciously pleased to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2333 | approve of both of the discourses which he had already had the honour of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2334 | preaching before her. She had also asked him twice to dine at Rosings, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2335 | and had sent for him only the Saturday before, to make up her pool of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2336 | quadrille in the evening. Lady Catherine was reckoned proud by many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2337 | people he knew, but _he_ had never seen anything but affability in her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2338 | She had always spoken to him as she would to any other gentleman; she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2339 | made not the smallest objection to his joining in the society of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2340 | neighbourhood nor to his leaving the parish occasionally for a week or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2341 | two, to visit his relations. She had even condescended to advise him to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2342 | marry as soon as he could, provided he chose with discretion; and had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2343 | once paid him a visit in his humble parsonage, where she had perfectly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2344 | approved all the alterations he had been making, and had even vouchsafed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2345 | to suggest some herself--some shelves in the closet up stairs.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2346 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2347 | “That is all very proper and civil, I am sure,” said Mrs. Bennet, “and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2348 | I dare say she is a very agreeable woman. It is a pity that great ladies |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2349 | in general are not more like her. Does she live near you, sir?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2350 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2351 | “The garden in which stands my humble abode is separated only by a lane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2352 | from Rosings Park, her ladyship’s residence.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2353 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2354 | “I think you said she was a widow, sir? Has she any family?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2355 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2356 | “She has only one daughter, the heiress of Rosings, and of very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2357 | extensive property.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2358 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2359 | “Ah!” said Mrs. Bennet, shaking her head, “then she is better off than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2360 | many girls. And what sort of young lady is she? Is she handsome?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2361 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2362 | “She is a most charming young lady indeed. Lady Catherine herself says |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2363 | that, in point of true beauty, Miss de Bourgh is far superior to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2364 | handsomest of her sex, because there is that in her features which marks |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2365 | the young lady of distinguished birth. She is unfortunately of a sickly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2366 | constitution, which has prevented her from making that progress in many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2367 | accomplishments which she could not have otherwise failed of, as I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2368 | informed by the lady who superintended her education, and who still |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2369 | resides with them. But she is perfectly amiable, and often condescends |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2370 | to drive by my humble abode in her little phaeton and ponies.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2371 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2372 | “Has she been presented? I do not remember her name among the ladies at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2373 | court.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2374 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2375 | “Her indifferent state of health unhappily prevents her being in town; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2376 | and by that means, as I told Lady Catherine one day, has deprived the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2377 | British court of its brightest ornament. Her ladyship seemed pleased |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2378 | with the idea; and you may imagine that I am happy on every occasion to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2379 | offer those little delicate compliments which are always acceptable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2380 | to ladies. I have more than once observed to Lady Catherine, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2381 | her charming daughter seemed born to be a duchess, and that the most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2382 | elevated rank, instead of giving her consequence, would be adorned by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2383 | her. These are the kind of little things which please her ladyship, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2384 | it is a sort of attention which I conceive myself peculiarly bound to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2385 | pay.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2386 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2387 | “You judge very properly,” said Mr. Bennet, “and it is happy for you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2388 | that you possess the talent of flattering with delicacy. May I ask |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2389 | whether these pleasing attentions proceed from the impulse of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2390 | moment, or are the result of previous study?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2391 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2392 | “They arise chiefly from what is passing at the time, and though I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2393 | sometimes amuse myself with suggesting and arranging such little elegant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2394 | compliments as may be adapted to ordinary occasions, I always wish to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2395 | give them as unstudied an air as possible.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2396 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2397 | Mr. Bennet’s expectations were fully answered. His cousin was as absurd |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2398 | as he had hoped, and he listened to him with the keenest enjoyment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2399 | maintaining at the same time the most resolute composure of countenance, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2400 | and, except in an occasional glance at Elizabeth, requiring no partner |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2401 | in his pleasure. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2402 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2403 | By tea-time, however, the dose had been enough, and Mr. Bennet was glad |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2404 | to take his guest into the drawing-room again, and, when tea was over, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2405 | glad to invite him to read aloud to the ladies. Mr. Collins readily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2406 | assented, and a book was produced; but, on beholding it (for everything |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2407 | announced it to be from a circulating library), he started back, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2408 | begging pardon, protested that he never read novels. Kitty stared at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2409 | him, and Lydia exclaimed. Other books were produced, and after some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2410 | deliberation he chose Fordyce’s Sermons. Lydia gaped as he opened the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2411 | volume, and before he had, with very monotonous solemnity, read three |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2412 | pages, she interrupted him with: |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2414 | “Do you know, mamma, that my uncle Phillips talks of turning away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2415 | Richard; and if he does, Colonel Forster will hire him. My aunt told me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2416 | so herself on Saturday. I shall walk to Meryton to-morrow to hear more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2417 | about it, and to ask when Mr. Denny comes back from town.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2418 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2419 | Lydia was bid by her two eldest sisters to hold her tongue; but Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2420 | Collins, much offended, laid aside his book, and said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2421 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2422 | “I have often observed how little young ladies are interested by books |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2423 | of a serious stamp, though written solely for their benefit. It amazes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2424 | me, I confess; for, certainly, there can be nothing so advantageous to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2425 | them as instruction. But I will no longer importune my young cousin.” |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2427 | Then turning to Mr. Bennet, he offered himself as his antagonist at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2428 | backgammon. Mr. Bennet accepted the challenge, observing that he acted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2429 | very wisely in leaving the girls to their own trifling amusements. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2430 | Mrs. Bennet and her daughters apologised most civilly for Lydia’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2431 | interruption, and promised that it should not occur again, if he would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2432 | resume his book; but Mr. Collins, after assuring them that he bore his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2433 | young cousin no ill-will, and should never resent her behaviour as any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2434 | affront, seated himself at another table with Mr. Bennet, and prepared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2435 | for backgammon. |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2439 | Chapter 15 |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2442 | Mr. Collins was not a sensible man, and the deficiency of nature had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2443 | been but little assisted by education or society; the greatest part |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2444 | of his life having been spent under the guidance of an illiterate and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2445 | miserly father; and though he belonged to one of the universities, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2446 | had merely kept the necessary terms, without forming at it any useful |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2447 | acquaintance. The subjection in which his father had brought him up had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2448 | given him originally great humility of manner; but it was now a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2449 | good deal counteracted by the self-conceit of a weak head, living in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2450 | retirement, and the consequential feelings of early and unexpected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2451 | prosperity. A fortunate chance had recommended him to Lady Catherine de |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2452 | Bourgh when the living of Hunsford was vacant; and the respect which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2453 | he felt for her high rank, and his veneration for her as his patroness, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2454 | mingling with a very good opinion of himself, of his authority as a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2455 | clergyman, and his right as a rector, made him altogether a mixture of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2456 | pride and obsequiousness, self-importance and humility. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2457 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2458 | Having now a good house and a very sufficient income, he intended to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2459 | marry; and in seeking a reconciliation with the Longbourn family he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2460 | a wife in view, as he meant to choose one of the daughters, if he found |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2461 | them as handsome and amiable as they were represented by common report. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2462 | This was his plan of amends--of atonement--for inheriting their father’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2463 | estate; and he thought it an excellent one, full of eligibility and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2464 | suitableness, and excessively generous and disinterested on his own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2465 | part. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2466 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2467 | His plan did not vary on seeing them. Miss Bennet’s lovely face |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2468 | confirmed his views, and established all his strictest notions of what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2469 | was due to seniority; and for the first evening _she_ was his settled |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2470 | choice. The next morning, however, made an alteration; for in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2471 | quarter of an hour’s tete-a-tete with Mrs. Bennet before breakfast, a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2472 | conversation beginning with his parsonage-house, and leading naturally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2473 | to the avowal of his hopes, that a mistress might be found for it at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2474 | Longbourn, produced from her, amid very complaisant smiles and general |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2475 | encouragement, a caution against the very Jane he had fixed on. “As to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2476 | her _younger_ daughters, she could not take upon her to say--she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2477 | not positively answer--but she did not _know_ of any prepossession; her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2478 | _eldest_ daughter, she must just mention--she felt it incumbent on her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2479 | to hint, was likely to be very soon engaged.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2480 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2481 | Mr. Collins had only to change from Jane to Elizabeth--and it was soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2482 | done--done while Mrs. Bennet was stirring the fire. Elizabeth, equally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2483 | next to Jane in birth and beauty, succeeded her of course. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2484 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2485 | Mrs. Bennet treasured up the hint, and trusted that she might soon have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2486 | two daughters married; and the man whom she could not bear to speak of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2487 | the day before was now high in her good graces. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2488 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2489 | Lydia’s intention of walking to Meryton was not forgotten; every sister |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2490 | except Mary agreed to go with her; and Mr. Collins was to attend them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2491 | at the request of Mr. Bennet, who was most anxious to get rid of him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2492 | and have his library to himself; for thither Mr. Collins had followed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2493 | him after breakfast; and there he would continue, nominally engaged with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2494 | one of the largest folios in the collection, but really talking to Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2495 | Bennet, with little cessation, of his house and garden at Hunsford. Such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2496 | doings discomposed Mr. Bennet exceedingly. In his library he had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2497 | always sure of leisure and tranquillity; and though prepared, as he told |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2498 | Elizabeth, to meet with folly and conceit in every other room of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2499 | house, he was used to be free from them there; his civility, therefore, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2500 | was most prompt in inviting Mr. Collins to join his daughters in their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2501 | walk; and Mr. Collins, being in fact much better fitted for a walker |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2502 | than a reader, was extremely pleased to close his large book, and go. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2503 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2504 | In pompous nothings on his side, and civil assents on that of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2505 | cousins, their time passed till they entered Meryton. The attention of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2506 | the younger ones was then no longer to be gained by him. Their eyes were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2507 | immediately wandering up in the street in quest of the officers, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2508 | nothing less than a very smart bonnet indeed, or a really new muslin in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2509 | a shop window, could recall them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2510 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2511 | But the attention of every lady was soon caught by a young man, whom |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2512 | they had never seen before, of most gentlemanlike appearance, walking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2513 | with another officer on the other side of the way. The officer was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2514 | the very Mr. Denny concerning whose return from London Lydia came |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2515 | to inquire, and he bowed as they passed. All were struck with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2516 | stranger’s air, all wondered who he could be; and Kitty and Lydia, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2517 | determined if possible to find out, led the way across the street, under |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2518 | pretense of wanting something in an opposite shop, and fortunately |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2519 | had just gained the pavement when the two gentlemen, turning back, had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2520 | reached the same spot. Mr. Denny addressed them directly, and entreated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2521 | permission to introduce his friend, Mr. Wickham, who had returned with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2522 | him the day before from town, and he was happy to say had accepted a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2523 | commission in their corps. This was exactly as it should be; for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2524 | young man wanted only regimentals to make him completely charming. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2525 | His appearance was greatly in his favour; he had all the best part of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2526 | beauty, a fine countenance, a good figure, and very pleasing address. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2527 | The introduction was followed up on his side by a happy readiness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2528 | of conversation--a readiness at the same time perfectly correct and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2529 | unassuming; and the whole party were still standing and talking together |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2530 | very agreeably, when the sound of horses drew their notice, and Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2531 | and Bingley were seen riding down the street. On distinguishing the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2532 | ladies of the group, the two gentlemen came directly towards them, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2533 | began the usual civilities. Bingley was the principal spokesman, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2534 | Miss Bennet the principal object. He was then, he said, on his way to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2535 | Longbourn on purpose to inquire after her. Mr. Darcy corroborated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2536 | it with a bow, and was beginning to determine not to fix his eyes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2537 | on Elizabeth, when they were suddenly arrested by the sight of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2538 | stranger, and Elizabeth happening to see the countenance of both as they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2539 | looked at each other, was all astonishment at the effect of the meeting. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2540 | Both changed colour, one looked white, the other red. Mr. Wickham, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2541 | after a few moments, touched his hat--a salutation which Mr. Darcy just |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2542 | deigned to return. What could be the meaning of it? It was impossible to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2543 | imagine; it was impossible not to long to know. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2544 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2545 | In another minute, Mr. Bingley, but without seeming to have noticed what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2546 | passed, took leave and rode on with his friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2547 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2548 | Mr. Denny and Mr. Wickham walked with the young ladies to the door of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2549 | Mr. Phillip’s house, and then made their bows, in spite of Miss Lydia’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2550 | pressing entreaties that they should come in, and even in spite of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2551 | Mrs. Phillips’s throwing up the parlour window and loudly seconding the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2552 | invitation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2553 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2554 | Mrs. Phillips was always glad to see her nieces; and the two eldest, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2555 | from their recent absence, were particularly welcome, and she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2556 | eagerly expressing her surprise at their sudden return home, which, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2557 | their own carriage had not fetched them, she should have known nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2558 | about, if she had not happened to see Mr. Jones’s shop-boy in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2559 | street, who had told her that they were not to send any more draughts to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2560 | Netherfield because the Miss Bennets were come away, when her civility |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2561 | was claimed towards Mr. Collins by Jane’s introduction of him. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2562 | received him with her very best politeness, which he returned with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2563 | as much more, apologising for his intrusion, without any previous |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2564 | acquaintance with her, which he could not help flattering himself, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2565 | however, might be justified by his relationship to the young ladies who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2566 | introduced him to her notice. Mrs. Phillips was quite awed by such an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2567 | excess of good breeding; but her contemplation of one stranger was soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2568 | put to an end by exclamations and inquiries about the other; of whom, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2569 | however, she could only tell her nieces what they already knew, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2570 | Mr. Denny had brought him from London, and that he was to have a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2571 | lieutenant’s commission in the ----shire. She had been watching him the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2572 | last hour, she said, as he walked up and down the street, and had Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2573 | Wickham appeared, Kitty and Lydia would certainly have continued the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2574 | occupation, but unluckily no one passed windows now except a few of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2575 | officers, who, in comparison with the stranger, were become “stupid, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2576 | disagreeable fellows.” Some of them were to dine with the Phillipses |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2577 | the next day, and their aunt promised to make her husband call on Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2578 | Wickham, and give him an invitation also, if the family from Longbourn |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2579 | would come in the evening. This was agreed to, and Mrs. Phillips |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2580 | protested that they would have a nice comfortable noisy game of lottery |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2581 | tickets, and a little bit of hot supper afterwards. The prospect of such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2582 | delights was very cheering, and they parted in mutual good spirits. Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2583 | Collins repeated his apologies in quitting the room, and was assured |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2584 | with unwearying civility that they were perfectly needless. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2585 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2586 | As they walked home, Elizabeth related to Jane what she had seen pass |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2587 | between the two gentlemen; but though Jane would have defended either |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2588 | or both, had they appeared to be in the wrong, she could no more explain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2589 | such behaviour than her sister. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2590 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2591 | Mr. Collins on his return highly gratified Mrs. Bennet by admiring |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2592 | Mrs. Phillips’s manners and politeness. He protested that, except Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2593 | Catherine and her daughter, he had never seen a more elegant woman; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2594 | for she had not only received him with the utmost civility, but even |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2595 | pointedly included him in her invitation for the next evening, although |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2596 | utterly unknown to her before. Something, he supposed, might be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2597 | attributed to his connection with them, but yet he had never met with so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2598 | much attention in the whole course of his life. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2599 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2600 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2601 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2602 | Chapter 16 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2603 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2604 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2605 | As no objection was made to the young people’s engagement with their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2606 | aunt, and all Mr. Collins’s scruples of leaving Mr. and Mrs. Bennet for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2607 | a single evening during his visit were most steadily resisted, the coach |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2608 | conveyed him and his five cousins at a suitable hour to Meryton; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2609 | the girls had the pleasure of hearing, as they entered the drawing-room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2610 | that Mr. Wickham had accepted their uncle’s invitation, and was then in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2611 | the house. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2612 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2613 | When this information was given, and they had all taken their seats, Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2614 | Collins was at leisure to look around him and admire, and he was so much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2615 | struck with the size and furniture of the apartment, that he declared he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2616 | might almost have supposed himself in the small summer breakfast |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2617 | parlour at Rosings; a comparison that did not at first convey much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2618 | gratification; but when Mrs. Phillips understood from him what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2619 | Rosings was, and who was its proprietor--when she had listened to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2620 | description of only one of Lady Catherine’s drawing-rooms, and found |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2621 | that the chimney-piece alone had cost eight hundred pounds, she felt all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2622 | the force of the compliment, and would hardly have resented a comparison |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2623 | with the housekeeper’s room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2624 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2625 | In describing to her all the grandeur of Lady Catherine and her mansion, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2626 | with occasional digressions in praise of his own humble abode, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2627 | the improvements it was receiving, he was happily employed until the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2628 | gentlemen joined them; and he found in Mrs. Phillips a very attentive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2629 | listener, whose opinion of his consequence increased with what she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2630 | heard, and who was resolving to retail it all among her neighbours as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2631 | soon as she could. To the girls, who could not listen to their cousin, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2632 | and who had nothing to do but to wish for an instrument, and examine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2633 | their own indifferent imitations of china on the mantelpiece, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2634 | interval of waiting appeared very long. It was over at last, however. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2635 | The gentlemen did approach, and when Mr. Wickham walked into the room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2636 | Elizabeth felt that she had neither been seeing him before, nor thinking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2637 | of him since, with the smallest degree of unreasonable admiration. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2638 | The officers of the ----shire were in general a very creditable, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2639 | gentlemanlike set, and the best of them were of the present party; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2640 | Mr. Wickham was as far beyond them all in person, countenance, air, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2641 | walk, as _they_ were superior to the broad-faced, stuffy uncle Phillips, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2642 | breathing port wine, who followed them into the room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2643 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2644 | Mr. Wickham was the happy man towards whom almost every female eye was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2645 | turned, and Elizabeth was the happy woman by whom he finally seated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2646 | himself; and the agreeable manner in which he immediately fell into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2647 | conversation, though it was only on its being a wet night, made her feel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2648 | that the commonest, dullest, most threadbare topic might be rendered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2649 | interesting by the skill of the speaker. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2650 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2651 | With such rivals for the notice of the fair as Mr. Wickham and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2652 | officers, Mr. Collins seemed to sink into insignificance; to the young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2653 | ladies he certainly was nothing; but he had still at intervals a kind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2654 | listener in Mrs. Phillips, and was by her watchfulness, most abundantly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2655 | supplied with coffee and muffin. When the card-tables were placed, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2656 | had the opportunity of obliging her in turn, by sitting down to whist. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2657 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2658 | “I know little of the game at present,” said he, “but I shall be glad |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2659 | to improve myself, for in my situation in life--” Mrs. Phillips was very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2660 | glad for his compliance, but could not wait for his reason. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2661 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2662 | Mr. Wickham did not play at whist, and with ready delight was he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2663 | received at the other table between Elizabeth and Lydia. At first there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2664 | seemed danger of Lydia’s engrossing him entirely, for she was a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2665 | determined talker; but being likewise extremely fond of lottery tickets, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2666 | she soon grew too much interested in the game, too eager in making bets |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2667 | and exclaiming after prizes to have attention for anyone in particular. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2668 | Allowing for the common demands of the game, Mr. Wickham was therefore |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2669 | at leisure to talk to Elizabeth, and she was very willing to hear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2670 | him, though what she chiefly wished to hear she could not hope to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2671 | told--the history of his acquaintance with Mr. Darcy. She dared not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2672 | even mention that gentleman. Her curiosity, however, was unexpectedly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2673 | relieved. Mr. Wickham began the subject himself. He inquired how far |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2674 | Netherfield was from Meryton; and, after receiving her answer, asked in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2675 | a hesitating manner how long Mr. Darcy had been staying there. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2676 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2677 | “About a month,” said Elizabeth; and then, unwilling to let the subject |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2678 | drop, added, “He is a man of very large property in Derbyshire, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2679 | understand.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2680 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2681 | “Yes,” replied Mr. Wickham; “his estate there is a noble one. A clear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2682 | ten thousand per annum. You could not have met with a person more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2683 | capable of giving you certain information on that head than myself, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2684 | I have been connected with his family in a particular manner from my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2685 | infancy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2686 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2687 | Elizabeth could not but look surprised. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2688 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2689 | “You may well be surprised, Miss Bennet, at such an assertion, after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2690 | seeing, as you probably might, the very cold manner of our meeting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2691 | yesterday. Are you much acquainted with Mr. Darcy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2692 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2693 | “As much as I ever wish to be,” cried Elizabeth very warmly. “I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2694 | spent four days in the same house with him, and I think him very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2695 | disagreeable.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2696 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2697 | “I have no right to give _my_ opinion,” said Wickham, “as to his being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2698 | agreeable or otherwise. I am not qualified to form one. I have known him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2699 | too long and too well to be a fair judge. It is impossible for _me_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2700 | to be impartial. But I believe your opinion of him would in general |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2701 | astonish--and perhaps you would not express it quite so strongly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2702 | anywhere else. Here you are in your own family.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2703 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2704 | “Upon my word, I say no more _here_ than I might say in any house in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2705 | the neighbourhood, except Netherfield. He is not at all liked in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2706 | Hertfordshire. Everybody is disgusted with his pride. You will not find |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2707 | him more favourably spoken of by anyone.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2708 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2709 | “I cannot pretend to be sorry,” said Wickham, after a short |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2710 | interruption, “that he or that any man should not be estimated beyond |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2711 | their deserts; but with _him_ I believe it does not often happen. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2712 | world is blinded by his fortune and consequence, or frightened by his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2713 | high and imposing manners, and sees him only as he chooses to be seen.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2714 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2715 | “I should take him, even on _my_ slight acquaintance, to be an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2716 | ill-tempered man.” Wickham only shook his head. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2717 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2718 | “I wonder,” said he, at the next opportunity of speaking, “whether he is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2719 | likely to be in this country much longer.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2720 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2721 | “I do not at all know; but I _heard_ nothing of his going away when I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2722 | was at Netherfield. I hope your plans in favour of the ----shire will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2723 | not be affected by his being in the neighbourhood.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2724 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2725 | “Oh! no--it is not for _me_ to be driven away by Mr. Darcy. If _he_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2726 | wishes to avoid seeing _me_, he must go. We are not on friendly terms, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2727 | and it always gives me pain to meet him, but I have no reason for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2728 | avoiding _him_ but what I might proclaim before all the world, a sense |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2729 | of very great ill-usage, and most painful regrets at his being what he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2730 | is. His father, Miss Bennet, the late Mr. Darcy, was one of the best men |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2731 | that ever breathed, and the truest friend I ever had; and I can never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2732 | be in company with this Mr. Darcy without being grieved to the soul by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2733 | a thousand tender recollections. His behaviour to myself has been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2734 | scandalous; but I verily believe I could forgive him anything and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2735 | everything, rather than his disappointing the hopes and disgracing the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2736 | memory of his father.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2737 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2738 | Elizabeth found the interest of the subject increase, and listened with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2739 | all her heart; but the delicacy of it prevented further inquiry. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2740 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2741 | Mr. Wickham began to speak on more general topics, Meryton, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2742 | neighbourhood, the society, appearing highly pleased with all that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2743 | he had yet seen, and speaking of the latter with gentle but very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2744 | intelligible gallantry. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2745 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2746 | “It was the prospect of constant society, and good society,” he added, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2747 | “which was my chief inducement to enter the ----shire. I knew it to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2748 | a most respectable, agreeable corps, and my friend Denny tempted me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2749 | further by his account of their present quarters, and the very great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2750 | attentions and excellent acquaintances Meryton had procured them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2751 | Society, I own, is necessary to me. I have been a disappointed man, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2752 | my spirits will not bear solitude. I _must_ have employment and society. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2753 | A military life is not what I was intended for, but circumstances have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2754 | now made it eligible. The church _ought_ to have been my profession--I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2755 | was brought up for the church, and I should at this time have been in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2756 | possession of a most valuable living, had it pleased the gentleman we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2757 | were speaking of just now.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2758 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2759 | “Indeed!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2760 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2761 | “Yes--the late Mr. Darcy bequeathed me the next presentation of the best |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2762 | living in his gift. He was my godfather, and excessively attached to me. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2763 | I cannot do justice to his kindness. He meant to provide for me amply, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2764 | and thought he had done it; but when the living fell, it was given |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2765 | elsewhere.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2766 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2767 | “Good heavens!” cried Elizabeth; “but how could _that_ be? How could his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2768 | will be disregarded? Why did you not seek legal redress?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2769 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2770 | “There was just such an informality in the terms of the bequest as to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2771 | give me no hope from law. A man of honour could not have doubted the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2772 | intention, but Mr. Darcy chose to doubt it--or to treat it as a merely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2773 | conditional recommendation, and to assert that I had forfeited all claim |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2774 | to it by extravagance, imprudence--in short anything or nothing. Certain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2775 | it is, that the living became vacant two years ago, exactly as I was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2776 | of an age to hold it, and that it was given to another man; and no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2777 | less certain is it, that I cannot accuse myself of having really done |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2778 | anything to deserve to lose it. I have a warm, unguarded temper, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2779 | I may have spoken my opinion _of_ him, and _to_ him, too freely. I can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2780 | recall nothing worse. But the fact is, that we are very different sort |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2781 | of men, and that he hates me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2782 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2783 | “This is quite shocking! He deserves to be publicly disgraced.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2784 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2785 | “Some time or other he _will_ be--but it shall not be by _me_. Till I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2786 | can forget his father, I can never defy or expose _him_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2787 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2788 | Elizabeth honoured him for such feelings, and thought him handsomer than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2789 | ever as he expressed them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2790 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2791 | “But what,” said she, after a pause, “can have been his motive? What can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2792 | have induced him to behave so cruelly?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2793 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2794 | “A thorough, determined dislike of me--a dislike which I cannot but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2795 | attribute in some measure to jealousy. Had the late Mr. Darcy liked me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2796 | less, his son might have borne with me better; but his father’s uncommon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2797 | attachment to me irritated him, I believe, very early in life. He had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2798 | not a temper to bear the sort of competition in which we stood--the sort |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2799 | of preference which was often given me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2800 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2801 | “I had not thought Mr. Darcy so bad as this--though I have never liked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2802 | him. I had not thought so very ill of him. I had supposed him to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2803 | despising his fellow-creatures in general, but did not suspect him of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2804 | descending to such malicious revenge, such injustice, such inhumanity as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2805 | this.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2806 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2807 | After a few minutes’ reflection, however, she continued, “I _do_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2808 | remember his boasting one day, at Netherfield, of the implacability of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2809 | his resentments, of his having an unforgiving temper. His disposition |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2810 | must be dreadful.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2811 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2812 | “I will not trust myself on the subject,” replied Wickham; “I can hardly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2813 | be just to him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2814 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2815 | Elizabeth was again deep in thought, and after a time exclaimed, “To |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2816 | treat in such a manner the godson, the friend, the favourite of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2817 | father!” She could have added, “A young man, too, like _you_, whose very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2818 | countenance may vouch for your being amiable”--but she contented herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2819 | with, “and one, too, who had probably been his companion from childhood, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2820 | connected together, as I think you said, in the closest manner!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2821 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2822 | “We were born in the same parish, within the same park; the greatest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2823 | part of our youth was passed together; inmates of the same house, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2824 | sharing the same amusements, objects of the same parental care. _My_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2825 | father began life in the profession which your uncle, Mr. Phillips, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2826 | appears to do so much credit to--but he gave up everything to be of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2827 | use to the late Mr. Darcy and devoted all his time to the care of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2828 | Pemberley property. He was most highly esteemed by Mr. Darcy, a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2829 | intimate, confidential friend. Mr. Darcy often acknowledged himself to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2830 | be under the greatest obligations to my father’s active superintendence, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2831 | and when, immediately before my father’s death, Mr. Darcy gave him a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2832 | voluntary promise of providing for me, I am convinced that he felt it to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2833 | be as much a debt of gratitude to _him_, as of his affection to myself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2834 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2835 | “How strange!” cried Elizabeth. “How abominable! I wonder that the very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2836 | pride of this Mr. Darcy has not made him just to you! If from no better |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2837 | motive, that he should not have been too proud to be dishonest--for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2838 | dishonesty I must call it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2839 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2840 | “It _is_ wonderful,” replied Wickham, “for almost all his actions may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2841 | be traced to pride; and pride had often been his best friend. It has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2842 | connected him nearer with virtue than with any other feeling. But we are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2843 | none of us consistent, and in his behaviour to me there were stronger |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2844 | impulses even than pride.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2845 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2846 | “Can such abominable pride as his have ever done him good?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2847 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2848 | “Yes. It has often led him to be liberal and generous, to give his money |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2849 | freely, to display hospitality, to assist his tenants, and relieve the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2850 | poor. Family pride, and _filial_ pride--for he is very proud of what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2851 | his father was--have done this. Not to appear to disgrace his family, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2852 | to degenerate from the popular qualities, or lose the influence of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2853 | Pemberley House, is a powerful motive. He has also _brotherly_ pride, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2854 | which, with _some_ brotherly affection, makes him a very kind and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2855 | careful guardian of his sister, and you will hear him generally cried up |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2856 | as the most attentive and best of brothers.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2857 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2858 | “What sort of girl is Miss Darcy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2859 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2860 | He shook his head. “I wish I could call her amiable. It gives me pain to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2861 | speak ill of a Darcy. But she is too much like her brother--very, very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2862 | proud. As a child, she was affectionate and pleasing, and extremely fond |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2863 | of me; and I have devoted hours and hours to her amusement. But she is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2864 | nothing to me now. She is a handsome girl, about fifteen or sixteen, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2865 | and, I understand, highly accomplished. Since her father’s death, her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2866 | home has been London, where a lady lives with her, and superintends her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2867 | education.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2868 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2869 | After many pauses and many trials of other subjects, Elizabeth could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2870 | help reverting once more to the first, and saying: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2871 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2872 | “I am astonished at his intimacy with Mr. Bingley! How can Mr. Bingley, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2873 | who seems good humour itself, and is, I really believe, truly amiable, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2874 | be in friendship with such a man? How can they suit each other? Do you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2875 | know Mr. Bingley?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2876 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2877 | “Not at all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2878 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2879 | “He is a sweet-tempered, amiable, charming man. He cannot know what Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2880 | Darcy is.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2881 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2882 | “Probably not; but Mr. Darcy can please where he chooses. He does not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2883 | want abilities. He can be a conversible companion if he thinks it worth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2884 | his while. Among those who are at all his equals in consequence, he is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2885 | a very different man from what he is to the less prosperous. His |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2886 | pride never deserts him; but with the rich he is liberal-minded, just, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2887 | sincere, rational, honourable, and perhaps agreeable--allowing something |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2888 | for fortune and figure.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2889 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2890 | The whist party soon afterwards breaking up, the players gathered round |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2891 | the other table and Mr. Collins took his station between his cousin |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2892 | Elizabeth and Mrs. Phillips. The usual inquiries as to his success were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2893 | made by the latter. It had not been very great; he had lost every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2894 | point; but when Mrs. Phillips began to express her concern thereupon, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2895 | he assured her with much earnest gravity that it was not of the least |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2896 | importance, that he considered the money as a mere trifle, and begged |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2897 | that she would not make herself uneasy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2898 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2899 | “I know very well, madam,” said he, “that when persons sit down to a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2900 | card-table, they must take their chances of these things, and happily I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2901 | am not in such circumstances as to make five shillings any object. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2902 | are undoubtedly many who could not say the same, but thanks to Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2903 | Catherine de Bourgh, I am removed far beyond the necessity of regarding |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2904 | little matters.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2905 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2906 | Mr. Wickham’s attention was caught; and after observing Mr. Collins for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2907 | a few moments, he asked Elizabeth in a low voice whether her relation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2908 | was very intimately acquainted with the family of de Bourgh. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2909 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2910 | “Lady Catherine de Bourgh,” she replied, “has very lately given him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2911 | a living. I hardly know how Mr. Collins was first introduced to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2912 | notice, but he certainly has not known her long.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2913 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2914 | “You know of course that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2915 | were sisters; consequently that she is aunt to the present Mr. Darcy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2916 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2917 | “No, indeed, I did not. I knew nothing at all of Lady Catherine’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2918 | connections. I never heard of her existence till the day before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2919 | yesterday.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2920 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2921 | “Her daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will have a very large fortune, and it is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2922 | believed that she and her cousin will unite the two estates.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2923 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2924 | This information made Elizabeth smile, as she thought of poor Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2925 | Bingley. Vain indeed must be all her attentions, vain and useless her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2926 | affection for his sister and her praise of himself, if he were already |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2927 | self-destined for another. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2928 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2929 | “Mr. Collins,” said she, “speaks highly both of Lady Catherine and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2930 | daughter; but from some particulars that he has related of her ladyship, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2931 | I suspect his gratitude misleads him, and that in spite of her being his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2932 | patroness, she is an arrogant, conceited woman.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2933 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2934 | “I believe her to be both in a great degree,” replied Wickham; “I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2935 | not seen her for many years, but I very well remember that I never liked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2936 | her, and that her manners were dictatorial and insolent. She has the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2937 | reputation of being remarkably sensible and clever; but I rather believe |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2938 | she derives part of her abilities from her rank and fortune, part from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2939 | her authoritative manner, and the rest from the pride for her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2940 | nephew, who chooses that everyone connected with him should have an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2941 | understanding of the first class.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2942 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2943 | Elizabeth allowed that he had given a very rational account of it, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2944 | they continued talking together, with mutual satisfaction till supper |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2945 | put an end to cards, and gave the rest of the ladies their share of Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2946 | Wickham’s attentions. There could be no conversation in the noise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2947 | of Mrs. Phillips’s supper party, but his manners recommended him to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2948 | everybody. Whatever he said, was said well; and whatever he did, done |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2949 | gracefully. Elizabeth went away with her head full of him. She could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2950 | think of nothing but of Mr. Wickham, and of what he had told her, all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2951 | the way home; but there was not time for her even to mention his name |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2952 | as they went, for neither Lydia nor Mr. Collins were once silent. Lydia |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2953 | talked incessantly of lottery tickets, of the fish she had lost and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2954 | fish she had won; and Mr. Collins in describing the civility of Mr. and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2955 | Mrs. Phillips, protesting that he did not in the least regard his losses |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2956 | at whist, enumerating all the dishes at supper, and repeatedly fearing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2957 | that he crowded his cousins, had more to say than he could well manage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2958 | before the carriage stopped at Longbourn House. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2959 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2960 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2961 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2962 | Chapter 17 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2963 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2964 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2965 | Elizabeth related to Jane the next day what had passed between Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2966 | Wickham and herself. Jane listened with astonishment and concern; she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2967 | knew not how to believe that Mr. Darcy could be so unworthy of Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2968 | Bingley’s regard; and yet, it was not in her nature to question the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2969 | veracity of a young man of such amiable appearance as Wickham. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2970 | possibility of his having endured such unkindness, was enough to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2971 | interest all her tender feelings; and nothing remained therefore to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2972 | done, but to think well of them both, to defend the conduct of each, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2973 | and throw into the account of accident or mistake whatever could not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2974 | otherwise explained. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2975 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2976 | “They have both,” said she, “been deceived, I dare say, in some way |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2977 | or other, of which we can form no idea. Interested people have perhaps |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2978 | misrepresented each to the other. It is, in short, impossible for us to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2979 | conjecture the causes or circumstances which may have alienated them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2980 | without actual blame on either side.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2981 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2982 | “Very true, indeed; and now, my dear Jane, what have you got to say on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2983 | behalf of the interested people who have probably been concerned in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2984 | business? Do clear _them_ too, or we shall be obliged to think ill of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2985 | somebody.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2986 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2987 | “Laugh as much as you choose, but you will not laugh me out of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2988 | opinion. My dearest Lizzy, do but consider in what a disgraceful light |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2989 | it places Mr. Darcy, to be treating his father’s favourite in such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2990 | a manner, one whom his father had promised to provide for. It is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2991 | impossible. No man of common humanity, no man who had any value for his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2992 | character, could be capable of it. Can his most intimate friends be so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2993 | excessively deceived in him? Oh! no.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2994 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2995 | “I can much more easily believe Mr. Bingley’s being imposed on, than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2996 | that Mr. Wickham should invent such a history of himself as he gave me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2997 | last night; names, facts, everything mentioned without ceremony. If it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2998 | be not so, let Mr. Darcy contradict it. Besides, there was truth in his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 2999 | looks.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3000 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3001 | “It is difficult indeed--it is distressing. One does not know what to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3002 | think.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3003 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3004 | “I beg your pardon; one knows exactly what to think.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3005 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3006 | But Jane could think with certainty on only one point--that Mr. Bingley, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3007 | if he _had_ been imposed on, would have much to suffer when the affair |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3008 | became public. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3009 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3010 | The two young ladies were summoned from the shrubbery, where this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3011 | conversation passed, by the arrival of the very persons of whom they had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3012 | been speaking; Mr. Bingley and his sisters came to give their personal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3013 | invitation for the long-expected ball at Netherfield, which was fixed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3014 | for the following Tuesday. The two ladies were delighted to see their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3015 | dear friend again, called it an age since they had met, and repeatedly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3016 | asked what she had been doing with herself since their separation. To |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3017 | the rest of the family they paid little attention; avoiding Mrs. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3018 | as much as possible, saying not much to Elizabeth, and nothing at all to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3019 | the others. They were soon gone again, rising from their seats with an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3020 | activity which took their brother by surprise, and hurrying off as if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3021 | eager to escape from Mrs. Bennet’s civilities. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3022 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3023 | The prospect of the Netherfield ball was extremely agreeable to every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3024 | female of the family. Mrs. Bennet chose to consider it as given in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3025 | compliment to her eldest daughter, and was particularly flattered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3026 | by receiving the invitation from Mr. Bingley himself, instead of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3027 | ceremonious card. Jane pictured to herself a happy evening in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3028 | society of her two friends, and the attentions of their brother; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3029 | Elizabeth thought with pleasure of dancing a great deal with Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3030 | Wickham, and of seeing a confirmation of everything in Mr. Darcy’s look |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3031 | and behaviour. The happiness anticipated by Catherine and Lydia depended |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3032 | less on any single event, or any particular person, for though they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3033 | each, like Elizabeth, meant to dance half the evening with Mr. Wickham, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3034 | he was by no means the only partner who could satisfy them, and a ball |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3035 | was, at any rate, a ball. And even Mary could assure her family that she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3036 | had no disinclination for it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3037 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3038 | “While I can have my mornings to myself,” said she, “it is enough--I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3039 | think it is no sacrifice to join occasionally in evening engagements. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3040 | Society has claims on us all; and I profess myself one of those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3041 | who consider intervals of recreation and amusement as desirable for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3042 | everybody.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3043 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3044 | Elizabeth’s spirits were so high on this occasion, that though she did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3045 | not often speak unnecessarily to Mr. Collins, she could not help asking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3046 | him whether he intended to accept Mr. Bingley’s invitation, and if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3047 | he did, whether he would think it proper to join in the evening’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3048 | amusement; and she was rather surprised to find that he entertained no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3049 | scruple whatever on that head, and was very far from dreading a rebuke |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3050 | either from the Archbishop, or Lady Catherine de Bourgh, by venturing to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3051 | dance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3052 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3053 | “I am by no means of the opinion, I assure you,” said he, “that a ball |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3054 | of this kind, given by a young man of character, to respectable people, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3055 | can have any evil tendency; and I am so far from objecting to dancing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3056 | myself, that I shall hope to be honoured with the hands of all my fair |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3057 | cousins in the course of the evening; and I take this opportunity of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3058 | soliciting yours, Miss Elizabeth, for the two first dances especially, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3059 | a preference which I trust my cousin Jane will attribute to the right |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3060 | cause, and not to any disrespect for her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3061 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3062 | Elizabeth felt herself completely taken in. She had fully proposed being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3063 | engaged by Mr. Wickham for those very dances; and to have Mr. Collins |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3064 | instead! her liveliness had never been worse timed. There was no help |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3065 | for it, however. Mr. Wickham’s happiness and her own were perforce |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3066 | delayed a little longer, and Mr. Collins’s proposal accepted with as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3067 | good a grace as she could. She was not the better pleased with his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3068 | gallantry from the idea it suggested of something more. It now first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3069 | struck her, that _she_ was selected from among her sisters as worthy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3070 | of being mistress of Hunsford Parsonage, and of assisting to form a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3071 | quadrille table at Rosings, in the absence of more eligible visitors. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3072 | The idea soon reached to conviction, as she observed his increasing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3073 | civilities toward herself, and heard his frequent attempt at a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3074 | compliment on her wit and vivacity; and though more astonished than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3075 | gratified herself by this effect of her charms, it was not long before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3076 | her mother gave her to understand that the probability of their marriage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3077 | was extremely agreeable to _her_. Elizabeth, however, did not choose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3078 | to take the hint, being well aware that a serious dispute must be the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3079 | consequence of any reply. Mr. Collins might never make the offer, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3080 | till he did, it was useless to quarrel about him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3081 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3082 | If there had not been a Netherfield ball to prepare for and talk of, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3083 | younger Miss Bennets would have been in a very pitiable state at this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3084 | time, for from the day of the invitation, to the day of the ball, there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3085 | was such a succession of rain as prevented their walking to Meryton |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3086 | once. No aunt, no officers, no news could be sought after--the very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3087 | shoe-roses for Netherfield were got by proxy. Even Elizabeth might have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3088 | found some trial of her patience in weather which totally suspended the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3089 | improvement of her acquaintance with Mr. Wickham; and nothing less than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3090 | a dance on Tuesday, could have made such a Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3091 | Monday endurable to Kitty and Lydia. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3092 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3093 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3094 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3095 | Chapter 18 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3096 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3097 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3098 | Till Elizabeth entered the drawing-room at Netherfield, and looked in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3099 | vain for Mr. Wickham among the cluster of red coats there assembled, a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3100 | doubt of his being present had never occurred to her. The certainty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3101 | of meeting him had not been checked by any of those recollections that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3102 | might not unreasonably have alarmed her. She had dressed with more than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3103 | usual care, and prepared in the highest spirits for the conquest of all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3104 | that remained unsubdued of his heart, trusting that it was not more than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3105 | might be won in the course of the evening. But in an instant arose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3106 | the dreadful suspicion of his being purposely omitted for Mr. Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3107 | pleasure in the Bingleys’ invitation to the officers; and though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3108 | this was not exactly the case, the absolute fact of his absence was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3109 | pronounced by his friend Denny, to whom Lydia eagerly applied, and who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3110 | told them that Wickham had been obliged to go to town on business the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3111 | day before, and was not yet returned; adding, with a significant smile, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3112 | “I do not imagine his business would have called him away just now, if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3113 | he had not wanted to avoid a certain gentleman here.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3114 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3115 | This part of his intelligence, though unheard by Lydia, was caught by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3116 | Elizabeth, and, as it assured her that Darcy was not less answerable for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3117 | Wickham’s absence than if her first surmise had been just, every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3118 | feeling of displeasure against the former was so sharpened by immediate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3119 | disappointment, that she could hardly reply with tolerable civility to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3120 | the polite inquiries which he directly afterwards approached to make. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3121 | Attendance, forbearance, patience with Darcy, was injury to Wickham. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3122 | was resolved against any sort of conversation with him, and turned away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3123 | with a degree of ill-humour which she could not wholly surmount even in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3124 | speaking to Mr. Bingley, whose blind partiality provoked her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3125 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3126 | But Elizabeth was not formed for ill-humour; and though every prospect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3127 | of her own was destroyed for the evening, it could not dwell long on her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3128 | spirits; and having told all her griefs to Charlotte Lucas, whom she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3129 | not seen for a week, she was soon able to make a voluntary transition |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3130 | to the oddities of her cousin, and to point him out to her particular |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3131 | notice. The first two dances, however, brought a return of distress; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3132 | they were dances of mortification. Mr. Collins, awkward and solemn, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3133 | apologising instead of attending, and often moving wrong without being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3134 | aware of it, gave her all the shame and misery which a disagreeable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3135 | partner for a couple of dances can give. The moment of her release from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3136 | him was ecstasy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3137 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3138 | She danced next with an officer, and had the refreshment of talking of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3139 | Wickham, and of hearing that he was universally liked. When those dances |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3140 | were over, she returned to Charlotte Lucas, and was in conversation with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3141 | her, when she found herself suddenly addressed by Mr. Darcy who took |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3142 | her so much by surprise in his application for her hand, that, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3143 | without knowing what she did, she accepted him. He walked away again |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3144 | immediately, and she was left to fret over her own want of presence of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3145 | mind; Charlotte tried to console her: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3146 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3147 | “I dare say you will find him very agreeable.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3148 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3149 | “Heaven forbid! _That_ would be the greatest misfortune of all! To find |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3150 | a man agreeable whom one is determined to hate! Do not wish me such an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3151 | evil.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3152 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3153 | When the dancing recommenced, however, and Darcy approached to claim her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3154 | hand, Charlotte could not help cautioning her in a whisper, not to be a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3155 | simpleton, and allow her fancy for Wickham to make her appear unpleasant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3156 | in the eyes of a man ten times his consequence. Elizabeth made no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3157 | answer, and took her place in the set, amazed at the dignity to which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3158 | she was arrived in being allowed to stand opposite to Mr. Darcy, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3159 | reading in her neighbours’ looks, their equal amazement in beholding |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3160 | it. They stood for some time without speaking a word; and she began to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3161 | imagine that their silence was to last through the two dances, and at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3162 | first was resolved not to break it; till suddenly fancying that it would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3163 | be the greater punishment to her partner to oblige him to talk, she made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3164 | some slight observation on the dance. He replied, and was again |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3165 | silent. After a pause of some minutes, she addressed him a second time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3166 | with:--“It is _your_ turn to say something now, Mr. Darcy. I talked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3167 | about the dance, and _you_ ought to make some sort of remark on the size |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3168 | of the room, or the number of couples.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3169 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3170 | He smiled, and assured her that whatever she wished him to say should be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3171 | said. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3172 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3173 | “Very well. That reply will do for the present. Perhaps by and by I may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3174 | observe that private balls are much pleasanter than public ones. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3175 | _now_ we may be silent.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3177 | “Do you talk by rule, then, while you are dancing?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3178 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3179 | “Sometimes. One must speak a little, you know. It would look odd to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3180 | entirely silent for half an hour together; and yet for the advantage of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3181 | _some_, conversation ought to be so arranged, as that they may have the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3182 | trouble of saying as little as possible.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3183 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3184 | “Are you consulting your own feelings in the present case, or do you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3185 | imagine that you are gratifying mine?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3186 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3187 | “Both,” replied Elizabeth archly; “for I have always seen a great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3188 | similarity in the turn of our minds. We are each of an unsocial, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3189 | taciturn disposition, unwilling to speak, unless we expect to say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3190 | something that will amaze the whole room, and be handed down to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3191 | posterity with all the eclat of a proverb.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3192 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3193 | “This is no very striking resemblance of your own character, I am sure,” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3194 | said he. “How near it may be to _mine_, I cannot pretend to say. _You_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3195 | think it a faithful portrait undoubtedly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3196 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3197 | “I must not decide on my own performance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3198 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3199 | He made no answer, and they were again silent till they had gone down |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3200 | the dance, when he asked her if she and her sisters did not very often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3201 | walk to Meryton. She answered in the affirmative, and, unable to resist |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3202 | the temptation, added, “When you met us there the other day, we had just |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3203 | been forming a new acquaintance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3204 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3205 | The effect was immediate. A deeper shade of _hauteur_ overspread his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3206 | features, but he said not a word, and Elizabeth, though blaming herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3207 | for her own weakness, could not go on. At length Darcy spoke, and in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3208 | constrained manner said, “Mr. Wickham is blessed with such happy manners |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3209 | as may ensure his _making_ friends--whether he may be equally capable of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3210 | _retaining_ them, is less certain.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3211 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3212 | “He has been so unlucky as to lose _your_ friendship,” replied Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3213 | with emphasis, “and in a manner which he is likely to suffer from all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3214 | his life.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3215 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3216 | Darcy made no answer, and seemed desirous of changing the subject. At |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3217 | that moment, Sir William Lucas appeared close to them, meaning to pass |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3218 | through the set to the other side of the room; but on perceiving Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3219 | Darcy, he stopped with a bow of superior courtesy to compliment him on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3220 | his dancing and his partner. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3221 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3222 | “I have been most highly gratified indeed, my dear sir. Such very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3223 | superior dancing is not often seen. It is evident that you belong to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3224 | first circles. Allow me to say, however, that your fair partner does not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3225 | disgrace you, and that I must hope to have this pleasure often repeated, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3226 | especially when a certain desirable event, my dear Eliza (glancing at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3227 | her sister and Bingley) shall take place. What congratulations will then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3228 | flow in! I appeal to Mr. Darcy:--but let me not interrupt you, sir. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3229 | will not thank me for detaining you from the bewitching converse of that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3230 | young lady, whose bright eyes are also upbraiding me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3231 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3232 | The latter part of this address was scarcely heard by Darcy; but Sir |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3233 | William’s allusion to his friend seemed to strike him forcibly, and his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3234 | eyes were directed with a very serious expression towards Bingley and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3235 | Jane, who were dancing together. Recovering himself, however, shortly, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3236 | he turned to his partner, and said, “Sir William’s interruption has made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3237 | me forget what we were talking of.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3238 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3239 | “I do not think we were speaking at all. Sir William could not have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3240 | interrupted two people in the room who had less to say for themselves. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3241 | We have tried two or three subjects already without success, and what we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3242 | are to talk of next I cannot imagine.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3243 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3244 | “What think you of books?” said he, smiling. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3245 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3246 | “Books--oh! no. I am sure we never read the same, or not with the same |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3247 | feelings.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3248 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3249 | “I am sorry you think so; but if that be the case, there can at least be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3250 | no want of subject. We may compare our different opinions.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3251 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3252 | “No--I cannot talk of books in a ball-room; my head is always full of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3253 | something else.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3254 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3255 | “The _present_ always occupies you in such scenes--does it?” said he, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3256 | with a look of doubt. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3257 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3258 | “Yes, always,” she replied, without knowing what she said, for her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3259 | thoughts had wandered far from the subject, as soon afterwards appeared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3260 | by her suddenly exclaiming, “I remember hearing you once say, Mr. Darcy, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3261 | that you hardly ever forgave, that your resentment once created was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3262 | unappeasable. You are very cautious, I suppose, as to its _being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3263 | created_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3264 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3265 | “I am,” said he, with a firm voice. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3266 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3267 | “And never allow yourself to be blinded by prejudice?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3268 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3269 | “I hope not.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3270 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3271 | “It is particularly incumbent on those who never change their opinion, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3272 | to be secure of judging properly at first.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3273 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3274 | “May I ask to what these questions tend?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3275 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3276 | “Merely to the illustration of _your_ character,” said she, endeavouring |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3277 | to shake off her gravity. “I am trying to make it out.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3278 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3279 | “And what is your success?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3280 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3281 | She shook her head. “I do not get on at all. I hear such different |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3282 | accounts of you as puzzle me exceedingly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3283 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3284 | “I can readily believe,” answered he gravely, “that reports may vary |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3285 | greatly with respect to me; and I could wish, Miss Bennet, that you were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3286 | not to sketch my character at the present moment, as there is reason to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3287 | fear that the performance would reflect no credit on either.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3288 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3289 | “But if I do not take your likeness now, I may never have another |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3290 | opportunity.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3291 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3292 | “I would by no means suspend any pleasure of yours,” he coldly replied. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3293 | She said no more, and they went down the other dance and parted in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3294 | silence; and on each side dissatisfied, though not to an equal degree, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3295 | for in Darcy’s breast there was a tolerably powerful feeling towards |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3296 | her, which soon procured her pardon, and directed all his anger against |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3297 | another. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3298 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3299 | They had not long separated, when Miss Bingley came towards her, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3300 | with an expression of civil disdain accosted her: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3301 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3302 | “So, Miss Eliza, I hear you are quite delighted with George Wickham! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3303 | Your sister has been talking to me about him, and asking me a thousand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3304 | questions; and I find that the young man quite forgot to tell you, among |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3305 | his other communication, that he was the son of old Wickham, the late |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3306 | Mr. Darcy’s steward. Let me recommend you, however, as a friend, not to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3307 | give implicit confidence to all his assertions; for as to Mr. Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3308 | using him ill, it is perfectly false; for, on the contrary, he has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3309 | always been remarkably kind to him, though George Wickham has treated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3310 | Mr. Darcy in a most infamous manner. I do not know the particulars, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3311 | I know very well that Mr. Darcy is not in the least to blame, that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3312 | cannot bear to hear George Wickham mentioned, and that though my brother |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3313 | thought that he could not well avoid including him in his invitation to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3314 | the officers, he was excessively glad to find that he had taken himself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3315 | out of the way. His coming into the country at all is a most insolent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3316 | thing, indeed, and I wonder how he could presume to do it. I pity you, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3317 | Miss Eliza, for this discovery of your favourite’s guilt; but really, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3318 | considering his descent, one could not expect much better.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3319 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3320 | “His guilt and his descent appear by your account to be the same,” said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3321 | Elizabeth angrily; “for I have heard you accuse him of nothing worse |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3322 | than of being the son of Mr. Darcy’s steward, and of _that_, I can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3323 | assure you, he informed me himself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3324 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3325 | “I beg your pardon,” replied Miss Bingley, turning away with a sneer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3326 | “Excuse my interference--it was kindly meant.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3327 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3328 | “Insolent girl!” said Elizabeth to herself. “You are much mistaken |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3329 | if you expect to influence me by such a paltry attack as this. I see |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3330 | nothing in it but your own wilful ignorance and the malice of Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3331 | Darcy.” She then sought her eldest sister, who had undertaken to make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3332 | inquiries on the same subject of Bingley. Jane met her with a smile of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3333 | such sweet complacency, a glow of such happy expression, as sufficiently |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3334 | marked how well she was satisfied with the occurrences of the evening. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3335 | Elizabeth instantly read her feelings, and at that moment solicitude for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3336 | Wickham, resentment against his enemies, and everything else, gave way |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3337 | before the hope of Jane’s being in the fairest way for happiness. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3338 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3339 | “I want to know,” said she, with a countenance no less smiling than her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3340 | sister’s, “what you have learnt about Mr. Wickham. But perhaps you have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3341 | been too pleasantly engaged to think of any third person; in which case |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3342 | you may be sure of my pardon.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3343 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3344 | “No,” replied Jane, “I have not forgotten him; but I have nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3345 | satisfactory to tell you. Mr. Bingley does not know the whole of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3346 | his history, and is quite ignorant of the circumstances which have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3347 | principally offended Mr. Darcy; but he will vouch for the good conduct, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3348 | the probity, and honour of his friend, and is perfectly convinced that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3349 | Mr. Wickham has deserved much less attention from Mr. Darcy than he has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3350 | received; and I am sorry to say by his account as well as his sister’s, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3351 | Mr. Wickham is by no means a respectable young man. I am afraid he has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3352 | been very imprudent, and has deserved to lose Mr. Darcy’s regard.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3353 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3354 | “Mr. Bingley does not know Mr. Wickham himself?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3355 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3356 | “No; he never saw him till the other morning at Meryton.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3357 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3358 | “This account then is what he has received from Mr. Darcy. I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3359 | satisfied. But what does he say of the living?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3360 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3361 | “He does not exactly recollect the circumstances, though he has heard |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3362 | them from Mr. Darcy more than once, but he believes that it was left to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3363 | him _conditionally_ only.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3364 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3365 | “I have not a doubt of Mr. Bingley’s sincerity,” said Elizabeth warmly; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3366 | “but you must excuse my not being convinced by assurances only. Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3367 | Bingley’s defense of his friend was a very able one, I dare say; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3368 | since he is unacquainted with several parts of the story, and has learnt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3369 | the rest from that friend himself, I shall venture to still think of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3370 | both gentlemen as I did before.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3371 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3372 | She then changed the discourse to one more gratifying to each, and on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3373 | which there could be no difference of sentiment. Elizabeth listened with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3374 | delight to the happy, though modest hopes which Jane entertained of Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3375 | Bingley’s regard, and said all in her power to heighten her confidence |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3376 | in it. On their being joined by Mr. Bingley himself, Elizabeth withdrew |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3377 | to Miss Lucas; to whose inquiry after the pleasantness of her last |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3378 | partner she had scarcely replied, before Mr. Collins came up to them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3379 | and told her with great exultation that he had just been so fortunate as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3380 | to make a most important discovery. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3381 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3382 | “I have found out,” said he, “by a singular accident, that there is now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3383 | in the room a near relation of my patroness. I happened to overhear the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3384 | gentleman himself mentioning to the young lady who does the honours of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3385 | the house the names of his cousin Miss de Bourgh, and of her mother Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3386 | Catherine. How wonderfully these sort of things occur! Who would have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3387 | thought of my meeting with, perhaps, a nephew of Lady Catherine de |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3388 | Bourgh in this assembly! I am most thankful that the discovery is made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3389 | in time for me to pay my respects to him, which I am now going to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3390 | do, and trust he will excuse my not having done it before. My total |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3391 | ignorance of the connection must plead my apology.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3392 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3393 | “You are not going to introduce yourself to Mr. Darcy!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3394 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3395 | “Indeed I am. I shall entreat his pardon for not having done it earlier. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3396 | I believe him to be Lady Catherine’s _nephew_. It will be in my power to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3397 | assure him that her ladyship was quite well yesterday se’nnight.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3398 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3399 | Elizabeth tried hard to dissuade him from such a scheme, assuring him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3400 | that Mr. Darcy would consider his addressing him without introduction |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3401 | as an impertinent freedom, rather than a compliment to his aunt; that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3402 | it was not in the least necessary there should be any notice on either |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3403 | side; and that if it were, it must belong to Mr. Darcy, the superior in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3404 | consequence, to begin the acquaintance. Mr. Collins listened to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3405 | with the determined air of following his own inclination, and, when she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3406 | ceased speaking, replied thus: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3407 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3408 | “My dear Miss Elizabeth, I have the highest opinion in the world in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3409 | your excellent judgement in all matters within the scope of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3410 | understanding; but permit me to say, that there must be a wide |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3411 | difference between the established forms of ceremony amongst the laity, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3412 | and those which regulate the clergy; for, give me leave to observe that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3413 | I consider the clerical office as equal in point of dignity with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3414 | the highest rank in the kingdom--provided that a proper humility of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3415 | behaviour is at the same time maintained. You must therefore allow me to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3416 | follow the dictates of my conscience on this occasion, which leads me to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3417 | perform what I look on as a point of duty. Pardon me for neglecting to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3418 | profit by your advice, which on every other subject shall be my constant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3419 | guide, though in the case before us I consider myself more fitted by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3420 | education and habitual study to decide on what is right than a young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3421 | lady like yourself.” And with a low bow he left her to attack Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3422 | Darcy, whose reception of his advances she eagerly watched, and whose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3423 | astonishment at being so addressed was very evident. Her cousin prefaced |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3424 | his speech with a solemn bow and though she could not hear a word of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3425 | it, she felt as if hearing it all, and saw in the motion of his lips the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3426 | words “apology,” “Hunsford,” and “Lady Catherine de Bourgh.” It vexed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3427 | her to see him expose himself to such a man. Mr. Darcy was eyeing him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3428 | with unrestrained wonder, and when at last Mr. Collins allowed him time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3429 | to speak, replied with an air of distant civility. Mr. Collins, however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3430 | was not discouraged from speaking again, and Mr. Darcy’s contempt seemed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3431 | abundantly increasing with the length of his second speech, and at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3432 | end of it he only made him a slight bow, and moved another way. Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3433 | Collins then returned to Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3434 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3435 | “I have no reason, I assure you,” said he, “to be dissatisfied with my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3436 | reception. Mr. Darcy seemed much pleased with the attention. He answered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3437 | me with the utmost civility, and even paid me the compliment of saying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3438 | that he was so well convinced of Lady Catherine’s discernment as to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3439 | certain she could never bestow a favour unworthily. It was really a very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3440 | handsome thought. Upon the whole, I am much pleased with him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3441 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3442 | As Elizabeth had no longer any interest of her own to pursue, she turned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3443 | her attention almost entirely on her sister and Mr. Bingley; and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3444 | train of agreeable reflections which her observations gave birth to, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3445 | made her perhaps almost as happy as Jane. She saw her in idea settled in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3446 | that very house, in all the felicity which a marriage of true affection |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3447 | could bestow; and she felt capable, under such circumstances, of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3448 | endeavouring even to like Bingley’s two sisters. Her mother’s thoughts |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3449 | she plainly saw were bent the same way, and she determined not to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3450 | venture near her, lest she might hear too much. When they sat down to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3451 | supper, therefore, she considered it a most unlucky perverseness which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3452 | placed them within one of each other; and deeply was she vexed to find |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3453 | that her mother was talking to that one person (Lady Lucas) freely, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3454 | openly, and of nothing else but her expectation that Jane would soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3455 | be married to Mr. Bingley. It was an animating subject, and Mrs. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3456 | seemed incapable of fatigue while enumerating the advantages of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3457 | match. His being such a charming young man, and so rich, and living but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3458 | three miles from them, were the first points of self-gratulation; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3459 | then it was such a comfort to think how fond the two sisters were of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3460 | Jane, and to be certain that they must desire the connection as much as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3461 | she could do. It was, moreover, such a promising thing for her younger |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3462 | daughters, as Jane’s marrying so greatly must throw them in the way of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3463 | other rich men; and lastly, it was so pleasant at her time of life to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3464 | able to consign her single daughters to the care of their sister, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3465 | she might not be obliged to go into company more than she liked. It was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3466 | necessary to make this circumstance a matter of pleasure, because on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3467 | such occasions it is the etiquette; but no one was less likely than Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3468 | Bennet to find comfort in staying home at any period of her life. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3469 | concluded with many good wishes that Lady Lucas might soon be equally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3470 | fortunate, though evidently and triumphantly believing there was no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3471 | chance of it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3472 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3473 | In vain did Elizabeth endeavour to check the rapidity of her mother’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3474 | words, or persuade her to describe her felicity in a less audible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3475 | whisper; for, to her inexpressible vexation, she could perceive that the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3476 | chief of it was overheard by Mr. Darcy, who sat opposite to them. Her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3477 | mother only scolded her for being nonsensical. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3478 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3479 | “What is Mr. Darcy to me, pray, that I should be afraid of him? I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3480 | sure we owe him no such particular civility as to be obliged to say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3481 | nothing _he_ may not like to hear.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3482 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3483 | “For heaven’s sake, madam, speak lower. What advantage can it be for you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3484 | to offend Mr. Darcy? You will never recommend yourself to his friend by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3485 | so doing!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3486 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3487 | Nothing that she could say, however, had any influence. Her mother would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3488 | talk of her views in the same intelligible tone. Elizabeth blushed and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3489 | blushed again with shame and vexation. She could not help frequently |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3490 | glancing her eye at Mr. Darcy, though every glance convinced her of what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3491 | she dreaded; for though he was not always looking at her mother, she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3492 | convinced that his attention was invariably fixed by her. The expression |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3493 | of his face changed gradually from indignant contempt to a composed and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3494 | steady gravity. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3495 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3496 | At length, however, Mrs. Bennet had no more to say; and Lady Lucas, who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3497 | had been long yawning at the repetition of delights which she saw no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3498 | likelihood of sharing, was left to the comforts of cold ham and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3499 | chicken. Elizabeth now began to revive. But not long was the interval of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3500 | tranquillity; for, when supper was over, singing was talked of, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3501 | she had the mortification of seeing Mary, after very little entreaty, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3502 | preparing to oblige the company. By many significant looks and silent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3503 | entreaties, did she endeavour to prevent such a proof of complaisance, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3504 | but in vain; Mary would not understand them; such an opportunity of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3505 | exhibiting was delightful to her, and she began her song. Elizabeth’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3506 | eyes were fixed on her with most painful sensations, and she watched her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3507 | progress through the several stanzas with an impatience which was very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3508 | ill rewarded at their close; for Mary, on receiving, amongst the thanks |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3509 | of the table, the hint of a hope that she might be prevailed on to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3510 | favour them again, after the pause of half a minute began another. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3511 | Mary’s powers were by no means fitted for such a display; her voice was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3512 | weak, and her manner affected. Elizabeth was in agonies. She looked at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3513 | Jane, to see how she bore it; but Jane was very composedly talking to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3514 | Bingley. She looked at his two sisters, and saw them making signs |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3515 | of derision at each other, and at Darcy, who continued, however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3516 | imperturbably grave. She looked at her father to entreat his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3517 | interference, lest Mary should be singing all night. He took the hint, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3518 | and when Mary had finished her second song, said aloud, “That will do |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3519 | extremely well, child. You have delighted us long enough. Let the other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3520 | young ladies have time to exhibit.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3521 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3522 | Mary, though pretending not to hear, was somewhat disconcerted; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3523 | Elizabeth, sorry for her, and sorry for her father’s speech, was afraid |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3524 | her anxiety had done no good. Others of the party were now applied to. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3525 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3526 | “If I,” said Mr. Collins, “were so fortunate as to be able to sing, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3527 | should have great pleasure, I am sure, in obliging the company with an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3528 | air; for I consider music as a very innocent diversion, and perfectly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3529 | compatible with the profession of a clergyman. I do not mean, however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3530 | to assert that we can be justified in devoting too much of our time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3531 | to music, for there are certainly other things to be attended to. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3532 | rector of a parish has much to do. In the first place, he must make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3533 | such an agreement for tithes as may be beneficial to himself and not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3534 | offensive to his patron. He must write his own sermons; and the time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3535 | that remains will not be too much for his parish duties, and the care |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3536 | and improvement of his dwelling, which he cannot be excused from making |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3537 | as comfortable as possible. And I do not think it of light importance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3538 | that he should have attentive and conciliatory manners towards everybody, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3539 | especially towards those to whom he owes his preferment. I cannot acquit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3540 | him of that duty; nor could I think well of the man who should omit an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3541 | occasion of testifying his respect towards anybody connected with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3542 | family.” And with a bow to Mr. Darcy, he concluded his speech, which had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3543 | been spoken so loud as to be heard by half the room. Many stared--many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3544 | smiled; but no one looked more amused than Mr. Bennet himself, while his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3545 | wife seriously commended Mr. Collins for having spoken so sensibly, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3546 | and observed in a half-whisper to Lady Lucas, that he was a remarkably |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3547 | clever, good kind of young man. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3548 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3549 | To Elizabeth it appeared that, had her family made an agreement to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3550 | expose themselves as much as they could during the evening, it would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3551 | have been impossible for them to play their parts with more spirit or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3552 | finer success; and happy did she think it for Bingley and her sister |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3553 | that some of the exhibition had escaped his notice, and that his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3554 | feelings were not of a sort to be much distressed by the folly which he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3555 | must have witnessed. That his two sisters and Mr. Darcy, however, should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3556 | have such an opportunity of ridiculing her relations, was bad enough, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3557 | and she could not determine whether the silent contempt of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3558 | gentleman, or the insolent smiles of the ladies, were more intolerable. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3559 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3560 | The rest of the evening brought her little amusement. She was teased by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3561 | Mr. Collins, who continued most perseveringly by her side, and though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3562 | he could not prevail on her to dance with him again, put it out of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3563 | power to dance with others. In vain did she entreat him to stand up with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3564 | somebody else, and offer to introduce him to any young lady in the room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3565 | He assured her, that as to dancing, he was perfectly indifferent to it; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3566 | that his chief object was by delicate attentions to recommend himself to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3567 | her and that he should therefore make a point of remaining close to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3568 | the whole evening. There was no arguing upon such a project. She owed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3569 | her greatest relief to her friend Miss Lucas, who often joined them, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3570 | good-naturedly engaged Mr. Collins’s conversation to herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3571 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3572 | She was at least free from the offense of Mr. Darcy’s further notice; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3573 | though often standing within a very short distance of her, quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3574 | disengaged, he never came near enough to speak. She felt it to be the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3575 | probable consequence of her allusions to Mr. Wickham, and rejoiced in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3576 | it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3577 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3578 | The Longbourn party were the last of all the company to depart, and, by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3579 | a manoeuvre of Mrs. Bennet, had to wait for their carriage a quarter of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3580 | an hour after everybody else was gone, which gave them time to see how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3581 | heartily they were wished away by some of the family. Mrs. Hurst and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3582 | sister scarcely opened their mouths, except to complain of fatigue, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3583 | were evidently impatient to have the house to themselves. They repulsed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3584 | every attempt of Mrs. Bennet at conversation, and by so doing threw a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3585 | languor over the whole party, which was very little relieved by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3586 | long speeches of Mr. Collins, who was complimenting Mr. Bingley and his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3587 | sisters on the elegance of their entertainment, and the hospitality and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3588 | politeness which had marked their behaviour to their guests. Darcy said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3589 | nothing at all. Mr. Bennet, in equal silence, was enjoying the scene. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3590 | Mr. Bingley and Jane were standing together, a little detached from the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3591 | rest, and talked only to each other. Elizabeth preserved as steady a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3592 | silence as either Mrs. Hurst or Miss Bingley; and even Lydia was too |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3593 | much fatigued to utter more than the occasional exclamation of “Lord, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3594 | how tired I am!” accompanied by a violent yawn. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3595 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3596 | When at length they arose to take leave, Mrs. Bennet was most pressingly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3597 | civil in her hope of seeing the whole family soon at Longbourn, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3598 | addressed herself especially to Mr. Bingley, to assure him how happy he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3599 | would make them by eating a family dinner with them at any time, without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3600 | the ceremony of a formal invitation. Bingley was all grateful pleasure, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3601 | and he readily engaged for taking the earliest opportunity of waiting on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3602 | her, after his return from London, whither he was obliged to go the next |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3603 | day for a short time. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3604 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3605 | Mrs. Bennet was perfectly satisfied, and quitted the house under the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3606 | delightful persuasion that, allowing for the necessary preparations of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3607 | settlements, new carriages, and wedding clothes, she should undoubtedly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3608 | see her daughter settled at Netherfield in the course of three or four |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3609 | months. Of having another daughter married to Mr. Collins, she thought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3610 | with equal certainty, and with considerable, though not equal, pleasure. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3611 | Elizabeth was the least dear to her of all her children; and though the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3612 | man and the match were quite good enough for _her_, the worth of each |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3613 | was eclipsed by Mr. Bingley and Netherfield. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3614 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3615 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3616 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3617 | Chapter 19 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3618 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3619 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3620 | The next day opened a new scene at Longbourn. Mr. Collins made his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3621 | declaration in form. Having resolved to do it without loss of time, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3622 | his leave of absence extended only to the following Saturday, and having |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3623 | no feelings of diffidence to make it distressing to himself even at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3624 | the moment, he set about it in a very orderly manner, with all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3625 | observances, which he supposed a regular part of the business. On |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3626 | finding Mrs. Bennet, Elizabeth, and one of the younger girls together, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3627 | soon after breakfast, he addressed the mother in these words: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3628 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3629 | “May I hope, madam, for your interest with your fair daughter Elizabeth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3630 | when I solicit for the honour of a private audience with her in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3631 | course of this morning?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3632 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3633 | Before Elizabeth had time for anything but a blush of surprise, Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3634 | Bennet answered instantly, “Oh dear!--yes--certainly. I am sure Lizzy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3635 | will be very happy--I am sure she can have no objection. Come, Kitty, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3636 | want you up stairs.” And, gathering her work together, she was hastening |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3637 | away, when Elizabeth called out: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3638 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3639 | “Dear madam, do not go. I beg you will not go. Mr. Collins must excuse |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3640 | me. He can have nothing to say to me that anybody need not hear. I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3641 | going away myself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3642 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3643 | “No, no, nonsense, Lizzy. I desire you to stay where you are.” And upon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3644 | Elizabeth’s seeming really, with vexed and embarrassed looks, about to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3645 | escape, she added: “Lizzy, I _insist_ upon your staying and hearing Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3646 | Collins.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3647 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3648 | Elizabeth would not oppose such an injunction--and a moment’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3649 | consideration making her also sensible that it would be wisest to get it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3650 | over as soon and as quietly as possible, she sat down again and tried to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3651 | conceal, by incessant employment the feelings which were divided between |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3652 | distress and diversion. Mrs. Bennet and Kitty walked off, and as soon as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3653 | they were gone, Mr. Collins began. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3654 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3655 | “Believe me, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that your modesty, so far from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3656 | doing you any disservice, rather adds to your other perfections. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3657 | would have been less amiable in my eyes had there _not_ been this little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3658 | unwillingness; but allow me to assure you, that I have your respected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3659 | mother’s permission for this address. You can hardly doubt the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3660 | purport of my discourse, however your natural delicacy may lead you to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3661 | dissemble; my attentions have been too marked to be mistaken. Almost as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3662 | soon as I entered the house, I singled you out as the companion of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3663 | my future life. But before I am run away with by my feelings on this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3664 | subject, perhaps it would be advisable for me to state my reasons for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3665 | marrying--and, moreover, for coming into Hertfordshire with the design |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3666 | of selecting a wife, as I certainly did.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3667 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3668 | The idea of Mr. Collins, with all his solemn composure, being run away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3669 | with by his feelings, made Elizabeth so near laughing, that she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3670 | not use the short pause he allowed in any attempt to stop him further, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3671 | and he continued: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3672 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3673 | “My reasons for marrying are, first, that I think it a right thing for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3674 | every clergyman in easy circumstances (like myself) to set the example |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3675 | of matrimony in his parish; secondly, that I am convinced that it will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3676 | add very greatly to my happiness; and thirdly--which perhaps I ought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3677 | to have mentioned earlier, that it is the particular advice and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3678 | recommendation of the very noble lady whom I have the honour of calling |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3679 | patroness. Twice has she condescended to give me her opinion (unasked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3680 | too!) on this subject; and it was but the very Saturday night before I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3681 | left Hunsford--between our pools at quadrille, while Mrs. Jenkinson was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3682 | arranging Miss de Bourgh’s footstool, that she said, ‘Mr. Collins, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3683 | must marry. A clergyman like you must marry. Choose properly, choose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3684 | a gentlewoman for _my_ sake; and for your _own_, let her be an active, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3685 | useful sort of person, not brought up high, but able to make a small |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3686 | income go a good way. This is my advice. Find such a woman as soon as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3687 | you can, bring her to Hunsford, and I will visit her.’ Allow me, by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3688 | way, to observe, my fair cousin, that I do not reckon the notice |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3689 | and kindness of Lady Catherine de Bourgh as among the least of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3690 | advantages in my power to offer. You will find her manners beyond |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3691 | anything I can describe; and your wit and vivacity, I think, must be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3692 | acceptable to her, especially when tempered with the silence and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3693 | respect which her rank will inevitably excite. Thus much for my general |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3694 | intention in favour of matrimony; it remains to be told why my views |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3695 | were directed towards Longbourn instead of my own neighbourhood, where I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3696 | can assure you there are many amiable young women. But the fact is, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3697 | being, as I am, to inherit this estate after the death of your honoured |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3698 | father (who, however, may live many years longer), I could not satisfy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3699 | myself without resolving to choose a wife from among his daughters, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3700 | the loss to them might be as little as possible, when the melancholy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3701 | event takes place--which, however, as I have already said, may not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3702 | be for several years. This has been my motive, my fair cousin, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3703 | I flatter myself it will not sink me in your esteem. And now nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3704 | remains for me but to assure you in the most animated language of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3705 | violence of my affection. To fortune I am perfectly indifferent, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3706 | shall make no demand of that nature on your father, since I am well |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3707 | aware that it could not be complied with; and that one thousand pounds |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3708 | in the four per cents, which will not be yours till after your mother’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3709 | decease, is all that you may ever be entitled to. On that head, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3710 | therefore, I shall be uniformly silent; and you may assure yourself that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3711 | no ungenerous reproach shall ever pass my lips when we are married.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3712 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3713 | It was absolutely necessary to interrupt him now. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3714 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3715 | “You are too hasty, sir,” she cried. “You forget that I have made no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3716 | answer. Let me do it without further loss of time. Accept my thanks for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3717 | the compliment you are paying me. I am very sensible of the honour of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3718 | your proposals, but it is impossible for me to do otherwise than to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3719 | decline them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3720 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3721 | “I am not now to learn,” replied Mr. Collins, with a formal wave of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3722 | hand, “that it is usual with young ladies to reject the addresses of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3723 | man whom they secretly mean to accept, when he first applies for their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3724 | favour; and that sometimes the refusal is repeated a second, or even a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3725 | third time. I am therefore by no means discouraged by what you have just |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3726 | said, and shall hope to lead you to the altar ere long.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3727 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3728 | “Upon my word, sir,” cried Elizabeth, “your hope is a rather |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3729 | extraordinary one after my declaration. I do assure you that I am not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3730 | one of those young ladies (if such young ladies there are) who are so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3731 | daring as to risk their happiness on the chance of being asked a second |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3732 | time. I am perfectly serious in my refusal. You could not make _me_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3733 | happy, and I am convinced that I am the last woman in the world who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3734 | could make you so. Nay, were your friend Lady Catherine to know me, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3735 | am persuaded she would find me in every respect ill qualified for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3736 | situation.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3737 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3738 | “Were it certain that Lady Catherine would think so,” said Mr. Collins |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3739 | very gravely--“but I cannot imagine that her ladyship would at all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3740 | disapprove of you. And you may be certain when I have the honour of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3741 | seeing her again, I shall speak in the very highest terms of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3742 | modesty, economy, and other amiable qualification.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3743 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3744 | “Indeed, Mr. Collins, all praise of me will be unnecessary. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3745 | must give me leave to judge for myself, and pay me the compliment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3746 | of believing what I say. I wish you very happy and very rich, and by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3747 | refusing your hand, do all in my power to prevent your being otherwise. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3748 | In making me the offer, you must have satisfied the delicacy of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3749 | feelings with regard to my family, and may take possession of Longbourn |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3750 | estate whenever it falls, without any self-reproach. This matter may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3751 | be considered, therefore, as finally settled.” And rising as she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3752 | thus spoke, she would have quitted the room, had Mr. Collins not thus |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3753 | addressed her: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3754 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3755 | “When I do myself the honour of speaking to you next on the subject, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3756 | shall hope to receive a more favourable answer than you have now given |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3757 | me; though I am far from accusing you of cruelty at present, because I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3758 | know it to be the established custom of your sex to reject a man on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3759 | the first application, and perhaps you have even now said as much to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3760 | encourage my suit as would be consistent with the true delicacy of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3761 | female character.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3762 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3763 | “Really, Mr. Collins,” cried Elizabeth with some warmth, “you puzzle me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3764 | exceedingly. If what I have hitherto said can appear to you in the form |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3765 | of encouragement, I know not how to express my refusal in such a way as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3766 | to convince you of its being one.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3767 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3768 | “You must give me leave to flatter myself, my dear cousin, that your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3769 | refusal of my addresses is merely words of course. My reasons for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3770 | believing it are briefly these: It does not appear to me that my hand is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3771 | unworthy of your acceptance, or that the establishment I can offer would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3772 | be any other than highly desirable. My situation in life, my connections |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3773 | with the family of de Bourgh, and my relationship to your own, are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3774 | circumstances highly in my favour; and you should take it into further |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3775 | consideration, that in spite of your manifold attractions, it is by no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3776 | means certain that another offer of marriage may ever be made you. Your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3777 | portion is unhappily so small that it will in all likelihood undo |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3778 | the effects of your loveliness and amiable qualifications. As I must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3779 | therefore conclude that you are not serious in your rejection of me, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3780 | I shall choose to attribute it to your wish of increasing my love by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3781 | suspense, according to the usual practice of elegant females.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3782 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3783 | “I do assure you, sir, that I have no pretensions whatever to that kind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3784 | of elegance which consists in tormenting a respectable man. I would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3785 | rather be paid the compliment of being believed sincere. I thank you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3786 | again and again for the honour you have done me in your proposals, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3787 | to accept them is absolutely impossible. My feelings in every respect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3788 | forbid it. Can I speak plainer? Do not consider me now as an elegant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3789 | female, intending to plague you, but as a rational creature, speaking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3790 | the truth from her heart.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3791 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3792 | “You are uniformly charming!” cried he, with an air of awkward |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3793 | gallantry; “and I am persuaded that when sanctioned by the express |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3794 | authority of both your excellent parents, my proposals will not fail of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3795 | being acceptable.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3796 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3797 | To such perseverance in wilful self-deception Elizabeth would make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3798 | no reply, and immediately and in silence withdrew; determined, if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3799 | he persisted in considering her repeated refusals as flattering |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3800 | encouragement, to apply to her father, whose negative might be uttered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3801 | in such a manner as to be decisive, and whose behaviour at least could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3802 | not be mistaken for the affectation and coquetry of an elegant female. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3803 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3804 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3805 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3806 | Chapter 20 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3807 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3808 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3809 | Mr. Collins was not left long to the silent contemplation of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3810 | successful love; for Mrs. Bennet, having dawdled about in the vestibule |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3811 | to watch for the end of the conference, no sooner saw Elizabeth open |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3812 | the door and with quick step pass her towards the staircase, than she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3813 | entered the breakfast-room, and congratulated both him and herself in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3814 | warm terms on the happy prospect of their nearer connection. Mr. Collins |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3815 | received and returned these felicitations with equal pleasure, and then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3816 | proceeded to relate the particulars of their interview, with the result |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3817 | of which he trusted he had every reason to be satisfied, since the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3818 | refusal which his cousin had steadfastly given him would naturally flow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3819 | from her bashful modesty and the genuine delicacy of her character. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3820 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3821 | This information, however, startled Mrs. Bennet; she would have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3822 | glad to be equally satisfied that her daughter had meant to encourage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3823 | him by protesting against his proposals, but she dared not believe it, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3824 | and could not help saying so. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3825 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3826 | “But, depend upon it, Mr. Collins,” she added, “that Lizzy shall be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3827 | brought to reason. I will speak to her about it directly. She is a very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3828 | headstrong, foolish girl, and does not know her own interest but I will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3829 | _make_ her know it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3830 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3831 | “Pardon me for interrupting you, madam,” cried Mr. Collins; “but if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3832 | she is really headstrong and foolish, I know not whether she would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3833 | altogether be a very desirable wife to a man in my situation, who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3834 | naturally looks for happiness in the marriage state. If therefore she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3835 | actually persists in rejecting my suit, perhaps it were better not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3836 | to force her into accepting me, because if liable to such defects of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3837 | temper, she could not contribute much to my felicity.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3838 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3839 | “Sir, you quite misunderstand me,” said Mrs. Bennet, alarmed. “Lizzy is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3840 | only headstrong in such matters as these. In everything else she is as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3841 | good-natured a girl as ever lived. I will go directly to Mr. Bennet, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3842 | we shall very soon settle it with her, I am sure.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3843 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3844 | She would not give him time to reply, but hurrying instantly to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3845 | husband, called out as she entered the library, “Oh! Mr. Bennet, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3846 | are wanted immediately; we are all in an uproar. You must come and make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3847 | Lizzy marry Mr. Collins, for she vows she will not have him, and if you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3848 | do not make haste he will change his mind and not have _her_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3849 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3850 | Mr. Bennet raised his eyes from his book as she entered, and fixed them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3851 | on her face with a calm unconcern which was not in the least altered by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3852 | her communication. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3853 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3854 | “I have not the pleasure of understanding you,” said he, when she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3855 | finished her speech. “Of what are you talking?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3856 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3857 | “Of Mr. Collins and Lizzy. Lizzy declares she will not have Mr. Collins, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3858 | and Mr. Collins begins to say that he will not have Lizzy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3859 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3860 | “And what am I to do on the occasion? It seems an hopeless business.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3861 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3862 | “Speak to Lizzy about it yourself. Tell her that you insist upon her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3863 | marrying him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3864 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3865 | “Let her be called down. She shall hear my opinion.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3866 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3867 | Mrs. Bennet rang the bell, and Miss Elizabeth was summoned to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3868 | library. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3869 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3870 | “Come here, child,” cried her father as she appeared. “I have sent for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3871 | you on an affair of importance. I understand that Mr. Collins has made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3872 | you an offer of marriage. Is it true?” Elizabeth replied that it was. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3873 | “Very well--and this offer of marriage you have refused?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3874 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3875 | “I have, sir.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3876 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3877 | “Very well. We now come to the point. Your mother insists upon your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3878 | accepting it. Is it not so, Mrs. Bennet?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3879 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3880 | “Yes, or I will never see her again.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3881 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3882 | “An unhappy alternative is before you, Elizabeth. From this day you must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3883 | be a stranger to one of your parents. Your mother will never see you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3884 | again if you do _not_ marry Mr. Collins, and I will never see you again |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3885 | if you _do_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3886 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3887 | Elizabeth could not but smile at such a conclusion of such a beginning, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3888 | but Mrs. Bennet, who had persuaded herself that her husband regarded the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3889 | affair as she wished, was excessively disappointed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3890 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3891 | “What do you mean, Mr. Bennet, in talking this way? You promised me to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3892 | _insist_ upon her marrying him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3893 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3894 | “My dear,” replied her husband, “I have two small favours to request. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3895 | First, that you will allow me the free use of my understanding on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3896 | present occasion; and secondly, of my room. I shall be glad to have the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3897 | library to myself as soon as may be.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3898 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3899 | Not yet, however, in spite of her disappointment in her husband, did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3900 | Mrs. Bennet give up the point. She talked to Elizabeth again and again; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3901 | coaxed and threatened her by turns. She endeavoured to secure Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3902 | in her interest; but Jane, with all possible mildness, declined |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3903 | interfering; and Elizabeth, sometimes with real earnestness, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3904 | sometimes with playful gaiety, replied to her attacks. Though her manner |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3905 | varied, however, her determination never did. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3906 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3907 | Mr. Collins, meanwhile, was meditating in solitude on what had passed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3908 | He thought too well of himself to comprehend on what motives his cousin |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3909 | could refuse him; and though his pride was hurt, he suffered in no other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3910 | way. His regard for her was quite imaginary; and the possibility of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3911 | deserving her mother’s reproach prevented his feeling any regret. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3912 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3913 | While the family were in this confusion, Charlotte Lucas came to spend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3914 | the day with them. She was met in the vestibule by Lydia, who, flying to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3915 | her, cried in a half whisper, “I am glad you are come, for there is such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3916 | fun here! What do you think has happened this morning? Mr. Collins has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3917 | made an offer to Lizzy, and she will not have him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3918 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3919 | Charlotte hardly had time to answer, before they were joined by Kitty, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3920 | who came to tell the same news; and no sooner had they entered the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3921 | breakfast-room, where Mrs. Bennet was alone, than she likewise began on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3922 | the subject, calling on Miss Lucas for her compassion, and entreating |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3923 | her to persuade her friend Lizzy to comply with the wishes of all her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3924 | family. “Pray do, my dear Miss Lucas,” she added in a melancholy tone, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3925 | “for nobody is on my side, nobody takes part with me. I am cruelly used, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3926 | nobody feels for my poor nerves.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3927 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3928 | Charlotte’s reply was spared by the entrance of Jane and Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3929 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3930 | “Aye, there she comes,” continued Mrs. Bennet, “looking as unconcerned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3931 | as may be, and caring no more for us than if we were at York, provided |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3932 | she can have her own way. But I tell you, Miss Lizzy--if you take it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3933 | into your head to go on refusing every offer of marriage in this way, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3934 | you will never get a husband at all--and I am sure I do not know who is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3935 | to maintain you when your father is dead. I shall not be able to keep |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3936 | you--and so I warn you. I have done with you from this very day. I told |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3937 | you in the library, you know, that I should never speak to you again, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3938 | and you will find me as good as my word. I have no pleasure in talking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3939 | to undutiful children. Not that I have much pleasure, indeed, in talking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3940 | to anybody. People who suffer as I do from nervous complaints can have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3941 | no great inclination for talking. Nobody can tell what I suffer! But it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3942 | is always so. Those who do not complain are never pitied.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3943 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3944 | Her daughters listened in silence to this effusion, sensible that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3945 | any attempt to reason with her or soothe her would only increase the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3946 | irritation. She talked on, therefore, without interruption from any of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3947 | them, till they were joined by Mr. Collins, who entered the room with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3948 | an air more stately than usual, and on perceiving whom, she said to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3949 | the girls, “Now, I do insist upon it, that you, all of you, hold |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3950 | your tongues, and let me and Mr. Collins have a little conversation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3951 | together.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3952 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3953 | Elizabeth passed quietly out of the room, Jane and Kitty followed, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3954 | Lydia stood her ground, determined to hear all she could; and Charlotte, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3955 | detained first by the civility of Mr. Collins, whose inquiries after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3956 | herself and all her family were very minute, and then by a little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3957 | curiosity, satisfied herself with walking to the window and pretending |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3958 | not to hear. In a doleful voice Mrs. Bennet began the projected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3959 | conversation: “Oh! Mr. Collins!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3960 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3961 | “My dear madam,” replied he, “let us be for ever silent on this point. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3962 | Far be it from me,” he presently continued, in a voice that marked his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3963 | displeasure, “to resent the behaviour of your daughter. Resignation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3964 | to inevitable evils is the duty of us all; the peculiar duty of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3965 | young man who has been so fortunate as I have been in early preferment; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3966 | and I trust I am resigned. Perhaps not the less so from feeling a doubt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3967 | of my positive happiness had my fair cousin honoured me with her hand; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3968 | for I have often observed that resignation is never so perfect as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3969 | when the blessing denied begins to lose somewhat of its value in our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3970 | estimation. You will not, I hope, consider me as showing any disrespect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3971 | to your family, my dear madam, by thus withdrawing my pretensions to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3972 | your daughter’s favour, without having paid yourself and Mr. Bennet the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3973 | compliment of requesting you to interpose your authority in my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3974 | behalf. My conduct may, I fear, be objectionable in having accepted my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3975 | dismission from your daughter’s lips instead of your own. But we are all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3976 | liable to error. I have certainly meant well through the whole affair. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3977 | My object has been to secure an amiable companion for myself, with due |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3978 | consideration for the advantage of all your family, and if my _manner_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3979 | has been at all reprehensible, I here beg leave to apologise.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3980 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3981 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3982 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3983 | Chapter 21 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3984 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3985 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3986 | The discussion of Mr. Collins’s offer was now nearly at an end, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3987 | Elizabeth had only to suffer from the uncomfortable feelings necessarily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3988 | attending it, and occasionally from some peevish allusions of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3989 | mother. As for the gentleman himself, _his_ feelings were chiefly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3990 | expressed, not by embarrassment or dejection, or by trying to avoid her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3991 | but by stiffness of manner and resentful silence. He scarcely ever spoke |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3992 | to her, and the assiduous attentions which he had been so sensible of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3993 | himself were transferred for the rest of the day to Miss Lucas, whose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3994 | civility in listening to him was a seasonable relief to them all, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3995 | especially to her friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3996 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3997 | The morrow produced no abatement of Mrs. Bennet’s ill-humour or ill |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3998 | health. Mr. Collins was also in the same state of angry pride. Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 3999 | had hoped that his resentment might shorten his visit, but his plan did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4000 | not appear in the least affected by it. He was always to have gone on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4001 | Saturday, and to Saturday he meant to stay. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4002 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4003 | After breakfast, the girls walked to Meryton to inquire if Mr. Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4004 | were returned, and to lament over his absence from the Netherfield ball. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4005 | He joined them on their entering the town, and attended them to their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4006 | aunt’s where his regret and vexation, and the concern of everybody, was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4007 | well talked over. To Elizabeth, however, he voluntarily acknowledged |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4008 | that the necessity of his absence _had_ been self-imposed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4009 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4010 | “I found,” said he, “as the time drew near that I had better not meet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4011 | Mr. Darcy; that to be in the same room, the same party with him for so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4012 | many hours together, might be more than I could bear, and that scenes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4013 | might arise unpleasant to more than myself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4014 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4015 | She highly approved his forbearance, and they had leisure for a full |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4016 | discussion of it, and for all the commendation which they civilly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4017 | bestowed on each other, as Wickham and another officer walked back with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4018 | them to Longbourn, and during the walk he particularly attended to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4019 | her. His accompanying them was a double advantage; she felt all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4020 | compliment it offered to herself, and it was most acceptable as an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4021 | occasion of introducing him to her father and mother. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4022 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4023 | Soon after their return, a letter was delivered to Miss Bennet; it came |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4024 | from Netherfield. The envelope contained a sheet of elegant, little, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4025 | hot-pressed paper, well covered with a lady’s fair, flowing hand; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4026 | Elizabeth saw her sister’s countenance change as she read it, and saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4027 | her dwelling intently on some particular passages. Jane recollected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4028 | herself soon, and putting the letter away, tried to join with her usual |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4029 | cheerfulness in the general conversation; but Elizabeth felt an anxiety |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4030 | on the subject which drew off her attention even from Wickham; and no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4031 | sooner had he and his companion taken leave, than a glance from Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4032 | invited her to follow her up stairs. When they had gained their own room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4033 | Jane, taking out the letter, said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4034 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4035 | “This is from Caroline Bingley; what it contains has surprised me a good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4036 | deal. The whole party have left Netherfield by this time, and are on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4037 | their way to town--and without any intention of coming back again. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4038 | shall hear what she says.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4039 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4040 | She then read the first sentence aloud, which comprised the information |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4041 | of their having just resolved to follow their brother to town directly, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4042 | and of their meaning to dine in Grosvenor Street, where Mr. Hurst had a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4043 | house. The next was in these words: “I do not pretend to regret anything |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4044 | I shall leave in Hertfordshire, except your society, my dearest friend; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4045 | but we will hope, at some future period, to enjoy many returns of that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4046 | delightful intercourse we have known, and in the meanwhile may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4047 | lessen the pain of separation by a very frequent and most unreserved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4048 | correspondence. I depend on you for that.” To these highflown |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4049 | expressions Elizabeth listened with all the insensibility of distrust; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4050 | and though the suddenness of their removal surprised her, she saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4051 | nothing in it really to lament; it was not to be supposed that their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4052 | absence from Netherfield would prevent Mr. Bingley’s being there; and as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4053 | to the loss of their society, she was persuaded that Jane must cease to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4054 | regard it, in the enjoyment of his. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4055 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4056 | “It is unlucky,” said she, after a short pause, “that you should not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4057 | able to see your friends before they leave the country. But may we not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4058 | hope that the period of future happiness to which Miss Bingley looks |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4059 | forward may arrive earlier than she is aware, and that the delightful |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4060 | intercourse you have known as friends will be renewed with yet greater |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4061 | satisfaction as sisters? Mr. Bingley will not be detained in London by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4062 | them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4063 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4064 | “Caroline decidedly says that none of the party will return into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4065 | Hertfordshire this winter. I will read it to you:” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4066 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4067 | “When my brother left us yesterday, he imagined that the business which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4068 | took him to London might be concluded in three or four days; but as we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4069 | are certain it cannot be so, and at the same time convinced that when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4070 | Charles gets to town he will be in no hurry to leave it again, we have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4071 | determined on following him thither, that he may not be obliged to spend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4072 | his vacant hours in a comfortless hotel. Many of my acquaintances are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4073 | already there for the winter; I wish that I could hear that you, my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4074 | dearest friend, had any intention of making one of the crowd--but of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4075 | that I despair. I sincerely hope your Christmas in Hertfordshire may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4076 | abound in the gaieties which that season generally brings, and that your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4077 | beaux will be so numerous as to prevent your feeling the loss of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4078 | three of whom we shall deprive you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4079 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4080 | “It is evident by this,” added Jane, “that he comes back no more this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4081 | winter.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4082 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4083 | “It is only evident that Miss Bingley does not mean that he _should_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4084 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4085 | “Why will you think so? It must be his own doing. He is his own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4086 | master. But you do not know _all_. I _will_ read you the passage which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4087 | particularly hurts me. I will have no reserves from _you_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4088 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4089 | “Mr. Darcy is impatient to see his sister; and, to confess the truth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4090 | _we_ are scarcely less eager to meet her again. I really do not think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4091 | Georgiana Darcy has her equal for beauty, elegance, and accomplishments; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4092 | and the affection she inspires in Louisa and myself is heightened into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4093 | something still more interesting, from the hope we dare entertain of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4094 | her being hereafter our sister. I do not know whether I ever before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4095 | mentioned to you my feelings on this subject; but I will not leave the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4096 | country without confiding them, and I trust you will not esteem them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4097 | unreasonable. My brother admires her greatly already; he will have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4098 | frequent opportunity now of seeing her on the most intimate footing; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4099 | her relations all wish the connection as much as his own; and a sister’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4100 | partiality is not misleading me, I think, when I call Charles most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4101 | capable of engaging any woman’s heart. With all these circumstances to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4102 | favour an attachment, and nothing to prevent it, am I wrong, my dearest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4103 | Jane, in indulging the hope of an event which will secure the happiness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4104 | of so many?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4105 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4106 | “What do you think of _this_ sentence, my dear Lizzy?” said Jane as she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4107 | finished it. “Is it not clear enough? Does it not expressly declare that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4108 | Caroline neither expects nor wishes me to be her sister; that she is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4109 | perfectly convinced of her brother’s indifference; and that if she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4110 | suspects the nature of my feelings for him, she means (most kindly!) to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4111 | put me on my guard? Can there be any other opinion on the subject?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4112 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4113 | “Yes, there can; for mine is totally different. Will you hear it?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4114 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4115 | “Most willingly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4116 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4117 | “You shall have it in a few words. Miss Bingley sees that her brother is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4118 | in love with you, and wants him to marry Miss Darcy. She follows him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4119 | to town in hope of keeping him there, and tries to persuade you that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4120 | does not care about you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4121 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4122 | Jane shook her head. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4123 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4124 | “Indeed, Jane, you ought to believe me. No one who has ever seen you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4125 | together can doubt his affection. Miss Bingley, I am sure, cannot. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4126 | is not such a simpleton. Could she have seen half as much love in Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4127 | Darcy for herself, she would have ordered her wedding clothes. But the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4128 | case is this: We are not rich enough or grand enough for them; and she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4129 | is the more anxious to get Miss Darcy for her brother, from the notion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4130 | that when there has been _one_ intermarriage, she may have less trouble |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4131 | in achieving a second; in which there is certainly some ingenuity, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4132 | I dare say it would succeed, if Miss de Bourgh were out of the way. But, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4133 | my dearest Jane, you cannot seriously imagine that because Miss Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4134 | tells you her brother greatly admires Miss Darcy, he is in the smallest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4135 | degree less sensible of _your_ merit than when he took leave of you on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4136 | Tuesday, or that it will be in her power to persuade him that, instead |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4137 | of being in love with you, he is very much in love with her friend.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4138 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4139 | “If we thought alike of Miss Bingley,” replied Jane, “your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4140 | representation of all this might make me quite easy. But I know the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4141 | foundation is unjust. Caroline is incapable of wilfully deceiving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4142 | anyone; and all that I can hope in this case is that she is deceiving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4143 | herself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4144 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4145 | “That is right. You could not have started a more happy idea, since you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4146 | will not take comfort in mine. Believe her to be deceived, by all means. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4147 | You have now done your duty by her, and must fret no longer.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4148 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4149 | “But, my dear sister, can I be happy, even supposing the best, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4150 | accepting a man whose sisters and friends are all wishing him to marry |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4151 | elsewhere?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4152 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4153 | “You must decide for yourself,” said Elizabeth; “and if, upon mature |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4154 | deliberation, you find that the misery of disobliging his two sisters is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4155 | more than equivalent to the happiness of being his wife, I advise you by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4156 | all means to refuse him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4157 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4158 | “How can you talk so?” said Jane, faintly smiling. “You must know that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4159 | though I should be exceedingly grieved at their disapprobation, I could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4160 | not hesitate.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4161 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4162 | “I did not think you would; and that being the case, I cannot consider |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4163 | your situation with much compassion.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4164 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4165 | “But if he returns no more this winter, my choice will never be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4166 | required. A thousand things may arise in six months!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4167 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4168 | The idea of his returning no more Elizabeth treated with the utmost |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4169 | contempt. It appeared to her merely the suggestion of Caroline’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4170 | interested wishes, and she could not for a moment suppose that those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4171 | wishes, however openly or artfully spoken, could influence a young man |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4172 | so totally independent of everyone. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4173 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4174 | She represented to her sister as forcibly as possible what she felt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4175 | on the subject, and had soon the pleasure of seeing its happy effect. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4176 | Jane’s temper was not desponding, and she was gradually led to hope, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4177 | though the diffidence of affection sometimes overcame the hope, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4178 | Bingley would return to Netherfield and answer every wish of her heart. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4179 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4180 | They agreed that Mrs. Bennet should only hear of the departure of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4181 | family, without being alarmed on the score of the gentleman’s conduct; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4182 | but even this partial communication gave her a great deal of concern, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4183 | and she bewailed it as exceedingly unlucky that the ladies should happen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4184 | to go away just as they were all getting so intimate together. After |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4185 | lamenting it, however, at some length, she had the consolation that Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4186 | Bingley would be soon down again and soon dining at Longbourn, and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4187 | conclusion of all was the comfortable declaration, that though he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4188 | been invited only to a family dinner, she would take care to have two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4189 | full courses. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4190 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4191 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4192 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4193 | Chapter 22 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4194 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4195 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4196 | The Bennets were engaged to dine with the Lucases and again during the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4197 | chief of the day was Miss Lucas so kind as to listen to Mr. Collins. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4198 | Elizabeth took an opportunity of thanking her. “It keeps him in good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4199 | humour,” said she, “and I am more obliged to you than I can express.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4200 | Charlotte assured her friend of her satisfaction in being useful, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4201 | that it amply repaid her for the little sacrifice of her time. This was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4202 | very amiable, but Charlotte’s kindness extended farther than Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4203 | had any conception of; its object was nothing else than to secure her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4204 | from any return of Mr. Collins’s addresses, by engaging them towards |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4205 | herself. Such was Miss Lucas’s scheme; and appearances were so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4206 | favourable, that when they parted at night, she would have felt almost |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4207 | secure of success if he had not been to leave Hertfordshire so very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4208 | soon. But here she did injustice to the fire and independence of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4209 | character, for it led him to escape out of Longbourn House the next |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4210 | morning with admirable slyness, and hasten to Lucas Lodge to throw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4211 | himself at her feet. He was anxious to avoid the notice of his cousins, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4212 | from a conviction that if they saw him depart, they could not fail to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4213 | conjecture his design, and he was not willing to have the attempt known |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4214 | till its success might be known likewise; for though feeling almost |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4215 | secure, and with reason, for Charlotte had been tolerably encouraging, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4216 | he was comparatively diffident since the adventure of Wednesday. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4217 | His reception, however, was of the most flattering kind. Miss Lucas |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4218 | perceived him from an upper window as he walked towards the house, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4219 | instantly set out to meet him accidentally in the lane. But little had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4220 | she dared to hope that so much love and eloquence awaited her there. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4221 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4222 | In as short a time as Mr. Collins’s long speeches would allow, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4223 | everything was settled between them to the satisfaction of both; and as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4224 | they entered the house he earnestly entreated her to name the day that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4225 | was to make him the happiest of men; and though such a solicitation must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4226 | be waived for the present, the lady felt no inclination to trifle with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4227 | his happiness. The stupidity with which he was favoured by nature must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4228 | guard his courtship from any charm that could make a woman wish for its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4229 | continuance; and Miss Lucas, who accepted him solely from the pure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4230 | and disinterested desire of an establishment, cared not how soon that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4231 | establishment were gained. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4232 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4233 | Sir William and Lady Lucas were speedily applied to for their consent; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4234 | and it was bestowed with a most joyful alacrity. Mr. Collins’s present |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4235 | circumstances made it a most eligible match for their daughter, to whom |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4236 | they could give little fortune; and his prospects of future wealth were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4237 | exceedingly fair. Lady Lucas began directly to calculate, with more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4238 | interest than the matter had ever excited before, how many years longer |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4239 | Mr. Bennet was likely to live; and Sir William gave it as his decided |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4240 | opinion, that whenever Mr. Collins should be in possession of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4241 | Longbourn estate, it would be highly expedient that both he and his wife |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4242 | should make their appearance at St. James’s. The whole family, in short, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4243 | were properly overjoyed on the occasion. The younger girls formed hopes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4244 | of _coming out_ a year or two sooner than they might otherwise have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4245 | done; and the boys were relieved from their apprehension of Charlotte’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4246 | dying an old maid. Charlotte herself was tolerably composed. She had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4247 | gained her point, and had time to consider of it. Her reflections were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4248 | in general satisfactory. Mr. Collins, to be sure, was neither sensible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4249 | nor agreeable; his society was irksome, and his attachment to her must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4250 | be imaginary. But still he would be her husband. Without thinking highly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4251 | either of men or matrimony, marriage had always been her object; it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4252 | the only provision for well-educated young women of small fortune, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4253 | and however uncertain of giving happiness, must be their pleasantest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4254 | preservative from want. This preservative she had now obtained; and at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4255 | the age of twenty-seven, without having ever been handsome, she felt all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4256 | the good luck of it. The least agreeable circumstance in the business |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4257 | was the surprise it must occasion to Elizabeth Bennet, whose friendship |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4258 | she valued beyond that of any other person. Elizabeth would wonder, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4259 | and probably would blame her; and though her resolution was not to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4260 | shaken, her feelings must be hurt by such a disapprobation. She resolved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4261 | to give her the information herself, and therefore charged Mr. Collins, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4262 | when he returned to Longbourn to dinner, to drop no hint of what had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4263 | passed before any of the family. A promise of secrecy was of course very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4264 | dutifully given, but it could not be kept without difficulty; for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4265 | curiosity excited by his long absence burst forth in such very direct |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4266 | questions on his return as required some ingenuity to evade, and he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4267 | at the same time exercising great self-denial, for he was longing to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4268 | publish his prosperous love. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4269 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4270 | As he was to begin his journey too early on the morrow to see any of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4271 | family, the ceremony of leave-taking was performed when the ladies moved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4272 | for the night; and Mrs. Bennet, with great politeness and cordiality, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4273 | said how happy they should be to see him at Longbourn again, whenever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4274 | his engagements might allow him to visit them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4275 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4276 | “My dear madam,” he replied, “this invitation is particularly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4277 | gratifying, because it is what I have been hoping to receive; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4278 | you may be very certain that I shall avail myself of it as soon as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4279 | possible.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4280 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4281 | They were all astonished; and Mr. Bennet, who could by no means wish for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4282 | so speedy a return, immediately said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4283 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4284 | “But is there not danger of Lady Catherine’s disapprobation here, my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4285 | good sir? You had better neglect your relations than run the risk of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4286 | offending your patroness.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4287 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4288 | “My dear sir,” replied Mr. Collins, “I am particularly obliged to you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4289 | for this friendly caution, and you may depend upon my not taking so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4290 | material a step without her ladyship’s concurrence.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4291 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4292 | “You cannot be too much upon your guard. Risk anything rather than her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4293 | displeasure; and if you find it likely to be raised by your coming to us |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4294 | again, which I should think exceedingly probable, stay quietly at home, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4295 | and be satisfied that _we_ shall take no offence.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4296 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4297 | “Believe me, my dear sir, my gratitude is warmly excited by such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4298 | affectionate attention; and depend upon it, you will speedily receive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4299 | from me a letter of thanks for this, and for every other mark of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4300 | regard during my stay in Hertfordshire. As for my fair cousins, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4301 | my absence may not be long enough to render it necessary, I shall now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4302 | take the liberty of wishing them health and happiness, not excepting my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4303 | cousin Elizabeth.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4304 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4305 | With proper civilities the ladies then withdrew; all of them equally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4306 | surprised that he meditated a quick return. Mrs. Bennet wished to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4307 | understand by it that he thought of paying his addresses to one of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4308 | younger girls, and Mary might have been prevailed on to accept him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4309 | She rated his abilities much higher than any of the others; there was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4310 | a solidity in his reflections which often struck her, and though by no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4311 | means so clever as herself, she thought that if encouraged to read |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4312 | and improve himself by such an example as hers, he might become a very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4313 | agreeable companion. But on the following morning, every hope of this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4314 | kind was done away. Miss Lucas called soon after breakfast, and in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4315 | private conference with Elizabeth related the event of the day before. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4316 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4317 | The possibility of Mr. Collins’s fancying himself in love with her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4318 | friend had once occurred to Elizabeth within the last day or two; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4319 | that Charlotte could encourage him seemed almost as far from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4320 | possibility as she could encourage him herself, and her astonishment was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4321 | consequently so great as to overcome at first the bounds of decorum, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4322 | she could not help crying out: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4323 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4324 | “Engaged to Mr. Collins! My dear Charlotte--impossible!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4325 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4326 | The steady countenance which Miss Lucas had commanded in telling her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4327 | story, gave way to a momentary confusion here on receiving so direct a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4328 | reproach; though, as it was no more than she expected, she soon regained |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4329 | her composure, and calmly replied: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4330 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4331 | “Why should you be surprised, my dear Eliza? Do you think it incredible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4332 | that Mr. Collins should be able to procure any woman’s good opinion, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4333 | because he was not so happy as to succeed with you?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4334 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4335 | But Elizabeth had now recollected herself, and making a strong effort |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4336 | for it, was able to assure with tolerable firmness that the prospect of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4337 | their relationship was highly grateful to her, and that she wished her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4338 | all imaginable happiness. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4339 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4340 | “I see what you are feeling,” replied Charlotte. “You must be surprised, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4341 | very much surprised--so lately as Mr. Collins was wishing to marry |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4342 | you. But when you have had time to think it over, I hope you will be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4343 | satisfied with what I have done. I am not romantic, you know; I never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4344 | was. I ask only a comfortable home; and considering Mr. Collins’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4345 | character, connection, and situation in life, I am convinced that my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4346 | chance of happiness with him is as fair as most people can boast on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4347 | entering the marriage state.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4348 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4349 | Elizabeth quietly answered “Undoubtedly;” and after an awkward pause, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4350 | they returned to the rest of the family. Charlotte did not stay much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4351 | longer, and Elizabeth was then left to reflect on what she had heard. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4352 | It was a long time before she became at all reconciled to the idea of so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4353 | unsuitable a match. The strangeness of Mr. Collins’s making two offers |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4354 | of marriage within three days was nothing in comparison of his being now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4355 | accepted. She had always felt that Charlotte’s opinion of matrimony was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4356 | not exactly like her own, but she had not supposed it to be possible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4357 | that, when called into action, she would have sacrificed every better |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4358 | feeling to worldly advantage. Charlotte the wife of Mr. Collins was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4359 | most humiliating picture! And to the pang of a friend disgracing herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4360 | and sunk in her esteem, was added the distressing conviction that it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4361 | was impossible for that friend to be tolerably happy in the lot she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4362 | chosen. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4363 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4364 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4365 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4366 | Chapter 23 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4367 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4368 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4369 | Elizabeth was sitting with her mother and sisters, reflecting on what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4370 | she had heard, and doubting whether she was authorised to mention |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4371 | it, when Sir William Lucas himself appeared, sent by his daughter, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4372 | announce her engagement to the family. With many compliments to them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4373 | and much self-gratulation on the prospect of a connection between the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4374 | houses, he unfolded the matter--to an audience not merely wondering, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4375 | incredulous; for Mrs. Bennet, with more perseverance than politeness, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4376 | protested he must be entirely mistaken; and Lydia, always unguarded and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4377 | often uncivil, boisterously exclaimed: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4378 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4379 | “Good Lord! Sir William, how can you tell such a story? Do not you know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4380 | that Mr. Collins wants to marry Lizzy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4381 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4382 | Nothing less than the complaisance of a courtier could have borne |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4383 | without anger such treatment; but Sir William’s good breeding carried |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4384 | him through it all; and though he begged leave to be positive as to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4385 | truth of his information, he listened to all their impertinence with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4386 | most forbearing courtesy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4387 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4388 | Elizabeth, feeling it incumbent on her to relieve him from so unpleasant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4389 | a situation, now put herself forward to confirm his account, by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4390 | mentioning her prior knowledge of it from Charlotte herself; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4391 | endeavoured to put a stop to the exclamations of her mother and sisters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4392 | by the earnestness of her congratulations to Sir William, in which she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4393 | was readily joined by Jane, and by making a variety of remarks on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4394 | happiness that might be expected from the match, the excellent character |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4395 | of Mr. Collins, and the convenient distance of Hunsford from London. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4396 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4397 | Mrs. Bennet was in fact too much overpowered to say a great deal while |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4398 | Sir William remained; but no sooner had he left them than her feelings |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4399 | found a rapid vent. In the first place, she persisted in disbelieving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4400 | the whole of the matter; secondly, she was very sure that Mr. Collins |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4401 | had been taken in; thirdly, she trusted that they would never be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4402 | happy together; and fourthly, that the match might be broken off. Two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4403 | inferences, however, were plainly deduced from the whole: one, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4404 | Elizabeth was the real cause of the mischief; and the other that she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4405 | herself had been barbarously misused by them all; and on these two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4406 | points she principally dwelt during the rest of the day. Nothing could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4407 | console and nothing could appease her. Nor did that day wear out her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4408 | resentment. A week elapsed before she could see Elizabeth without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4409 | scolding her, a month passed away before she could speak to Sir William |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4410 | or Lady Lucas without being rude, and many months were gone before she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4411 | could at all forgive their daughter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4412 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4413 | Mr. Bennet’s emotions were much more tranquil on the occasion, and such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4414 | as he did experience he pronounced to be of a most agreeable sort; for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4415 | it gratified him, he said, to discover that Charlotte Lucas, whom he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4416 | been used to think tolerably sensible, was as foolish as his wife, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4417 | more foolish than his daughter! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4418 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4419 | Jane confessed herself a little surprised at the match; but she said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4420 | less of her astonishment than of her earnest desire for their happiness; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4421 | nor could Elizabeth persuade her to consider it as improbable. Kitty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4422 | and Lydia were far from envying Miss Lucas, for Mr. Collins was only a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4423 | clergyman; and it affected them in no other way than as a piece of news |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4424 | to spread at Meryton. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4425 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4426 | Lady Lucas could not be insensible of triumph on being able to retort |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4427 | on Mrs. Bennet the comfort of having a daughter well married; and she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4428 | called at Longbourn rather oftener than usual to say how happy she was, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4429 | though Mrs. Bennet’s sour looks and ill-natured remarks might have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4430 | enough to drive happiness away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4431 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4432 | Between Elizabeth and Charlotte there was a restraint which kept them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4433 | mutually silent on the subject; and Elizabeth felt persuaded that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4434 | no real confidence could ever subsist between them again. Her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4435 | disappointment in Charlotte made her turn with fonder regard to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4436 | sister, of whose rectitude and delicacy she was sure her opinion could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4437 | never be shaken, and for whose happiness she grew daily more anxious, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4438 | as Bingley had now been gone a week and nothing more was heard of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4439 | return. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4440 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4441 | Jane had sent Caroline an early answer to her letter, and was counting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4442 | the days till she might reasonably hope to hear again. The promised |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4443 | letter of thanks from Mr. Collins arrived on Tuesday, addressed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4444 | their father, and written with all the solemnity of gratitude which a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4445 | twelvemonth’s abode in the family might have prompted. After discharging |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4446 | his conscience on that head, he proceeded to inform them, with many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4447 | rapturous expressions, of his happiness in having obtained the affection |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4448 | of their amiable neighbour, Miss Lucas, and then explained that it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4449 | merely with the view of enjoying her society that he had been so ready |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4450 | to close with their kind wish of seeing him again at Longbourn, whither |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4451 | he hoped to be able to return on Monday fortnight; for Lady Catherine, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4452 | he added, so heartily approved his marriage, that she wished it to take |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4453 | place as soon as possible, which he trusted would be an unanswerable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4454 | argument with his amiable Charlotte to name an early day for making him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4455 | the happiest of men. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4456 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4457 | Mr. Collins’s return into Hertfordshire was no longer a matter of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4458 | pleasure to Mrs. Bennet. On the contrary, she was as much disposed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4459 | complain of it as her husband. It was very strange that he should come |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4460 | to Longbourn instead of to Lucas Lodge; it was also very inconvenient |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4461 | and exceedingly troublesome. She hated having visitors in the house |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4462 | while her health was so indifferent, and lovers were of all people the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4463 | most disagreeable. Such were the gentle murmurs of Mrs. Bennet, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4464 | they gave way only to the greater distress of Mr. Bingley’s continued |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4465 | absence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4466 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4467 | Neither Jane nor Elizabeth were comfortable on this subject. Day after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4468 | day passed away without bringing any other tidings of him than the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4469 | report which shortly prevailed in Meryton of his coming no more to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4470 | Netherfield the whole winter; a report which highly incensed Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4471 | Bennet, and which she never failed to contradict as a most scandalous |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4472 | falsehood. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4473 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4474 | Even Elizabeth began to fear--not that Bingley was indifferent--but that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4475 | his sisters would be successful in keeping him away. Unwilling as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4476 | she was to admit an idea so destructive of Jane’s happiness, and so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4477 | dishonorable to the stability of her lover, she could not prevent its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4478 | frequently occurring. The united efforts of his two unfeeling sisters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4479 | and of his overpowering friend, assisted by the attractions of Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4480 | Darcy and the amusements of London might be too much, she feared, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4481 | the strength of his attachment. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4482 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4483 | As for Jane, _her_ anxiety under this suspense was, of course, more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4484 | painful than Elizabeth’s, but whatever she felt she was desirous of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4485 | concealing, and between herself and Elizabeth, therefore, the subject |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4486 | was never alluded to. But as no such delicacy restrained her mother, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4487 | an hour seldom passed in which she did not talk of Bingley, express her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4488 | impatience for his arrival, or even require Jane to confess that if he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4489 | did not come back she would think herself very ill used. It needed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4490 | all Jane’s steady mildness to bear these attacks with tolerable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4491 | tranquillity. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4492 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4493 | Mr. Collins returned most punctually on Monday fortnight, but his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4494 | reception at Longbourn was not quite so gracious as it had been on his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4495 | first introduction. He was too happy, however, to need much attention; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4496 | and luckily for the others, the business of love-making relieved them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4497 | from a great deal of his company. The chief of every day was spent by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4498 | him at Lucas Lodge, and he sometimes returned to Longbourn only in time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4499 | to make an apology for his absence before the family went to bed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4500 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4501 | Mrs. Bennet was really in a most pitiable state. The very mention of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4502 | anything concerning the match threw her into an agony of ill-humour, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4503 | and wherever she went she was sure of hearing it talked of. The sight |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4504 | of Miss Lucas was odious to her. As her successor in that house, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4505 | regarded her with jealous abhorrence. Whenever Charlotte came to see |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4506 | them, she concluded her to be anticipating the hour of possession; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4507 | whenever she spoke in a low voice to Mr. Collins, was convinced that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4508 | they were talking of the Longbourn estate, and resolving to turn herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4509 | and her daughters out of the house, as soon as Mr. Bennet were dead. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4510 | complained bitterly of all this to her husband. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4511 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4512 | “Indeed, Mr. Bennet,” said she, “it is very hard to think that Charlotte |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4513 | Lucas should ever be mistress of this house, that I should be forced to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4514 | make way for _her_, and live to see her take her place in it!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4515 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4516 | “My dear, do not give way to such gloomy thoughts. Let us hope for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4517 | better things. Let us flatter ourselves that I may be the survivor.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4518 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4519 | This was not very consoling to Mrs. Bennet, and therefore, instead of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4520 | making any answer, she went on as before. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4521 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4522 | “I cannot bear to think that they should have all this estate. If it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4523 | not for the entail, I should not mind it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4524 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4525 | “What should not you mind?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4526 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4527 | “I should not mind anything at all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4528 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4529 | “Let us be thankful that you are preserved from a state of such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4530 | insensibility.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4531 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4532 | “I never can be thankful, Mr. Bennet, for anything about the entail. How |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4533 | anyone could have the conscience to entail away an estate from one’s own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4534 | daughters, I cannot understand; and all for the sake of Mr. Collins too! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4535 | Why should _he_ have it more than anybody else?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4536 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4537 | “I leave it to yourself to determine,” said Mr. Bennet. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4538 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4539 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4540 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4541 | Chapter 24 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4542 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4543 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4544 | Miss Bingley’s letter arrived, and put an end to doubt. The very first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4545 | sentence conveyed the assurance of their being all settled in London for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4546 | the winter, and concluded with her brother’s regret at not having had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4547 | time to pay his respects to his friends in Hertfordshire before he left |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4548 | the country. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4549 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4550 | Hope was over, entirely over; and when Jane could attend to the rest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4551 | of the letter, she found little, except the professed affection of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4552 | writer, that could give her any comfort. Miss Darcy’s praise occupied |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4553 | the chief of it. Her many attractions were again dwelt on, and Caroline |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4554 | boasted joyfully of their increasing intimacy, and ventured to predict |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4555 | the accomplishment of the wishes which had been unfolded in her former |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4556 | letter. She wrote also with great pleasure of her brother’s being an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4557 | inmate of Mr. Darcy’s house, and mentioned with raptures some plans of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4558 | the latter with regard to new furniture. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4559 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4560 | Elizabeth, to whom Jane very soon communicated the chief of all this, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4561 | heard it in silent indignation. Her heart was divided between concern |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4562 | for her sister, and resentment against all others. To Caroline’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4563 | assertion of her brother’s being partial to Miss Darcy she paid no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4564 | credit. That he was really fond of Jane, she doubted no more than she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4565 | had ever done; and much as she had always been disposed to like him, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4566 | could not think without anger, hardly without contempt, on that easiness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4567 | of temper, that want of proper resolution, which now made him the slave |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4568 | of his designing friends, and led him to sacrifice of his own happiness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4569 | to the caprice of their inclination. Had his own happiness, however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4570 | been the only sacrifice, he might have been allowed to sport with it in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4571 | whatever manner he thought best, but her sister’s was involved in it, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4572 | she thought he must be sensible himself. It was a subject, in short, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4573 | on which reflection would be long indulged, and must be unavailing. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4574 | could think of nothing else; and yet whether Bingley’s regard had really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4575 | died away, or were suppressed by his friends’ interference; whether |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4576 | he had been aware of Jane’s attachment, or whether it had escaped his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4577 | observation; whatever were the case, though her opinion of him must be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4578 | materially affected by the difference, her sister’s situation remained |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4579 | the same, her peace equally wounded. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4580 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4581 | A day or two passed before Jane had courage to speak of her feelings to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4582 | Elizabeth; but at last, on Mrs. Bennet’s leaving them together, after a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4583 | longer irritation than usual about Netherfield and its master, she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4584 | not help saying: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4585 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4586 | “Oh, that my dear mother had more command over herself! She can have no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4587 | idea of the pain she gives me by her continual reflections on him. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4588 | I will not repine. It cannot last long. He will be forgot, and we shall |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4589 | all be as we were before.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4590 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4591 | Elizabeth looked at her sister with incredulous solicitude, but said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4592 | nothing. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4593 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4594 | “You doubt me,” cried Jane, slightly colouring; “indeed, you have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4595 | no reason. He may live in my memory as the most amiable man of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4596 | acquaintance, but that is all. I have nothing either to hope or fear, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4597 | and nothing to reproach him with. Thank God! I have not _that_ pain. A |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4598 | little time, therefore--I shall certainly try to get the better.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4599 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4600 | With a stronger voice she soon added, “I have this comfort immediately, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4601 | that it has not been more than an error of fancy on my side, and that it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4602 | has done no harm to anyone but myself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4603 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4604 | “My dear Jane!” exclaimed Elizabeth, “you are too good. Your sweetness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4605 | and disinterestedness are really angelic; I do not know what to say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4606 | to you. I feel as if I had never done you justice, or loved you as you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4607 | deserve.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4608 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4609 | Miss Bennet eagerly disclaimed all extraordinary merit, and threw back |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4610 | the praise on her sister’s warm affection. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4611 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4612 | “Nay,” said Elizabeth, “this is not fair. _You_ wish to think all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4613 | world respectable, and are hurt if I speak ill of anybody. I only want |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4614 | to think _you_ perfect, and you set yourself against it. Do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4615 | be afraid of my running into any excess, of my encroaching on your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4616 | privilege of universal good-will. You need not. There are few people |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4617 | whom I really love, and still fewer of whom I think well. The more I see |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4618 | of the world, the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4619 | my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4620 | little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of merit or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4621 | sense. I have met with two instances lately, one I will not mention; the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4622 | other is Charlotte’s marriage. It is unaccountable! In every view it is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4623 | unaccountable!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4624 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4625 | “My dear Lizzy, do not give way to such feelings as these. They will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4626 | ruin your happiness. You do not make allowance enough for difference |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4627 | of situation and temper. Consider Mr. Collins’s respectability, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4628 | Charlotte’s steady, prudent character. Remember that she is one of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4629 | large family; that as to fortune, it is a most eligible match; and be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4630 | ready to believe, for everybody’s sake, that she may feel something like |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4631 | regard and esteem for our cousin.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4632 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4633 | “To oblige you, I would try to believe almost anything, but no one else |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4634 | could be benefited by such a belief as this; for were I persuaded that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4635 | Charlotte had any regard for him, I should only think worse of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4636 | understanding than I now do of her heart. My dear Jane, Mr. Collins is a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4637 | conceited, pompous, narrow-minded, silly man; you know he is, as well as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4638 | I do; and you must feel, as well as I do, that the woman who married him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4639 | cannot have a proper way of thinking. You shall not defend her, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4640 | it is Charlotte Lucas. You shall not, for the sake of one individual, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4641 | change the meaning of principle and integrity, nor endeavour to persuade |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4642 | yourself or me, that selfishness is prudence, and insensibility of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4643 | danger security for happiness.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4644 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4645 | “I must think your language too strong in speaking of both,” replied |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4646 | Jane; “and I hope you will be convinced of it by seeing them happy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4647 | together. But enough of this. You alluded to something else. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4648 | mentioned _two_ instances. I cannot misunderstand you, but I entreat |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4649 | you, dear Lizzy, not to pain me by thinking _that person_ to blame, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4650 | saying your opinion of him is sunk. We must not be so ready to fancy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4651 | ourselves intentionally injured. We must not expect a lively young man |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4652 | to be always so guarded and circumspect. It is very often nothing but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4653 | our own vanity that deceives us. Women fancy admiration means more than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4654 | it does.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4655 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4656 | “And men take care that they should.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4657 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4658 | “If it is designedly done, they cannot be justified; but I have no idea |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4659 | of there being so much design in the world as some persons imagine.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4660 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4661 | “I am far from attributing any part of Mr. Bingley’s conduct to design,” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4662 | said Elizabeth; “but without scheming to do wrong, or to make others |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4663 | unhappy, there may be error, and there may be misery. Thoughtlessness, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4664 | want of attention to other people’s feelings, and want of resolution, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4665 | will do the business.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4666 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4667 | “And do you impute it to either of those?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4668 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4669 | “Yes; to the last. But if I go on, I shall displease you by saying what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4670 | I think of persons you esteem. Stop me whilst you can.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4671 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4672 | “You persist, then, in supposing his sisters influence him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4673 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4674 | “Yes, in conjunction with his friend.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4675 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4676 | “I cannot believe it. Why should they try to influence him? They can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4677 | only wish his happiness; and if he is attached to me, no other woman can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4678 | secure it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4679 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4680 | “Your first position is false. They may wish many things besides his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4681 | happiness; they may wish his increase of wealth and consequence; they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4682 | may wish him to marry a girl who has all the importance of money, great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4683 | connections, and pride.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4684 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4685 | “Beyond a doubt, they _do_ wish him to choose Miss Darcy,” replied Jane; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4686 | “but this may be from better feelings than you are supposing. They have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4687 | known her much longer than they have known me; no wonder if they love |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4688 | her better. But, whatever may be their own wishes, it is very unlikely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4689 | they should have opposed their brother’s. What sister would think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4690 | herself at liberty to do it, unless there were something very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4691 | objectionable? If they believed him attached to me, they would not try |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4692 | to part us; if he were so, they could not succeed. By supposing such an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4693 | affection, you make everybody acting unnaturally and wrong, and me most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4694 | unhappy. Do not distress me by the idea. I am not ashamed of having been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4695 | mistaken--or, at least, it is light, it is nothing in comparison of what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4696 | I should feel in thinking ill of him or his sisters. Let me take it in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4697 | the best light, in the light in which it may be understood.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4698 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4699 | Elizabeth could not oppose such a wish; and from this time Mr. Bingley’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4700 | name was scarcely ever mentioned between them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4701 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4702 | Mrs. Bennet still continued to wonder and repine at his returning no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4703 | more, and though a day seldom passed in which Elizabeth did not account |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4704 | for it clearly, there was little chance of her ever considering it with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4705 | less perplexity. Her daughter endeavoured to convince her of what she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4706 | did not believe herself, that his attentions to Jane had been merely the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4707 | effect of a common and transient liking, which ceased when he saw her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4708 | no more; but though the probability of the statement was admitted at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4709 | the time, she had the same story to repeat every day. Mrs. Bennet’s best |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4710 | comfort was that Mr. Bingley must be down again in the summer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4711 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4712 | Mr. Bennet treated the matter differently. “So, Lizzy,” said he one day, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4713 | “your sister is crossed in love, I find. I congratulate her. Next to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4714 | being married, a girl likes to be crossed a little in love now and then. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4715 | It is something to think of, and it gives her a sort of distinction |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4716 | among her companions. When is your turn to come? You will hardly bear to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4717 | be long outdone by Jane. Now is your time. Here are officers enough in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4718 | Meryton to disappoint all the young ladies in the country. Let Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4719 | be _your_ man. He is a pleasant fellow, and would jilt you creditably.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4720 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4721 | “Thank you, sir, but a less agreeable man would satisfy me. We must not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4722 | all expect Jane’s good fortune.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4723 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4724 | “True,” said Mr. Bennet, “but it is a comfort to think that whatever of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4725 | that kind may befall you, you have an affectionate mother who will make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4726 | the most of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4727 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4728 | Mr. Wickham’s society was of material service in dispelling the gloom |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4729 | which the late perverse occurrences had thrown on many of the Longbourn |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4730 | family. They saw him often, and to his other recommendations was now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4731 | added that of general unreserve. The whole of what Elizabeth had already |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4732 | heard, his claims on Mr. Darcy, and all that he had suffered from him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4733 | was now openly acknowledged and publicly canvassed; and everybody was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4734 | pleased to know how much they had always disliked Mr. Darcy before they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4735 | had known anything of the matter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4736 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4737 | Miss Bennet was the only creature who could suppose there might be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4738 | any extenuating circumstances in the case, unknown to the society |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4739 | of Hertfordshire; her mild and steady candour always pleaded for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4740 | allowances, and urged the possibility of mistakes--but by everybody else |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4741 | Mr. Darcy was condemned as the worst of men. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4742 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4743 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4744 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4745 | Chapter 25 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4746 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4747 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4748 | After a week spent in professions of love and schemes of felicity, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4749 | Mr. Collins was called from his amiable Charlotte by the arrival of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4750 | Saturday. The pain of separation, however, might be alleviated on his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4751 | side, by preparations for the reception of his bride; as he had reason |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4752 | to hope, that shortly after his return into Hertfordshire, the day would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4753 | be fixed that was to make him the happiest of men. He took leave of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4754 | relations at Longbourn with as much solemnity as before; wished his fair |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4755 | cousins health and happiness again, and promised their father another |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4756 | letter of thanks. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4757 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4758 | On the following Monday, Mrs. Bennet had the pleasure of receiving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4759 | her brother and his wife, who came as usual to spend the Christmas |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4760 | at Longbourn. Mr. Gardiner was a sensible, gentlemanlike man, greatly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4761 | superior to his sister, as well by nature as education. The Netherfield |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4762 | ladies would have had difficulty in believing that a man who lived |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4763 | by trade, and within view of his own warehouses, could have been so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4764 | well-bred and agreeable. Mrs. Gardiner, who was several years younger |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4765 | than Mrs. Bennet and Mrs. Phillips, was an amiable, intelligent, elegant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4766 | woman, and a great favourite with all her Longbourn nieces. Between the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4767 | two eldest and herself especially, there subsisted a particular regard. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4768 | They had frequently been staying with her in town. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4769 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4770 | The first part of Mrs. Gardiner’s business on her arrival was to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4771 | distribute her presents and describe the newest fashions. When this was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4772 | done she had a less active part to play. It became her turn to listen. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4773 | Mrs. Bennet had many grievances to relate, and much to complain of. They |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4774 | had all been very ill-used since she last saw her sister. Two of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4775 | girls had been upon the point of marriage, and after all there was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4776 | nothing in it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4777 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4778 | “I do not blame Jane,” she continued, “for Jane would have got Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4779 | Bingley if she could. But Lizzy! Oh, sister! It is very hard to think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4780 | that she might have been Mr. Collins’s wife by this time, had it not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4781 | been for her own perverseness. He made her an offer in this very room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4782 | and she refused him. The consequence of it is, that Lady Lucas will have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4783 | a daughter married before I have, and that the Longbourn estate is just |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4784 | as much entailed as ever. The Lucases are very artful people indeed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4785 | sister. They are all for what they can get. I am sorry to say it of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4786 | them, but so it is. It makes me very nervous and poorly, to be thwarted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4787 | so in my own family, and to have neighbours who think of themselves |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4788 | before anybody else. However, your coming just at this time is the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4789 | greatest of comforts, and I am very glad to hear what you tell us, of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4790 | long sleeves.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4791 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4792 | Mrs. Gardiner, to whom the chief of this news had been given before, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4793 | in the course of Jane and Elizabeth’s correspondence with her, made her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4794 | sister a slight answer, and, in compassion to her nieces, turned the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4795 | conversation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4796 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4797 | When alone with Elizabeth afterwards, she spoke more on the subject. “It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4798 | seems likely to have been a desirable match for Jane,” said she. “I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4799 | sorry it went off. But these things happen so often! A young man, such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4800 | as you describe Mr. Bingley, so easily falls in love with a pretty girl |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4801 | for a few weeks, and when accident separates them, so easily forgets |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4802 | her, that these sort of inconsistencies are very frequent.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4803 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4804 | “An excellent consolation in its way,” said Elizabeth, “but it will not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4805 | do for _us_. We do not suffer by _accident_. It does not often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4806 | happen that the interference of friends will persuade a young man of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4807 | independent fortune to think no more of a girl whom he was violently in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4808 | love with only a few days before.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4809 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4810 | “But that expression of ‘violently in love’ is so hackneyed, so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4811 | doubtful, so indefinite, that it gives me very little idea. It is as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4812 | often applied to feelings which arise from a half-hour’s acquaintance, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4813 | as to a real, strong attachment. Pray, how _violent was_ Mr. Bingley’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4814 | love?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4815 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4816 | “I never saw a more promising inclination; he was growing quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4817 | inattentive to other people, and wholly engrossed by her. Every time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4818 | they met, it was more decided and remarkable. At his own ball he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4819 | offended two or three young ladies, by not asking them to dance; and I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4820 | spoke to him twice myself, without receiving an answer. Could there be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4821 | finer symptoms? Is not general incivility the very essence of love?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4822 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4823 | “Oh, yes!--of that kind of love which I suppose him to have felt. Poor |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4824 | Jane! I am sorry for her, because, with her disposition, she may not get |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4825 | over it immediately. It had better have happened to _you_, Lizzy; you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4826 | would have laughed yourself out of it sooner. But do you think she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4827 | would be prevailed upon to go back with us? Change of scene might be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4828 | of service--and perhaps a little relief from home may be as useful as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4829 | anything.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4830 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4831 | Elizabeth was exceedingly pleased with this proposal, and felt persuaded |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4832 | of her sister’s ready acquiescence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4833 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4834 | “I hope,” added Mrs. Gardiner, “that no consideration with regard to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4835 | this young man will influence her. We live in so different a part of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4836 | town, all our connections are so different, and, as you well know, we go |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4837 | out so little, that it is very improbable that they should meet at all, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4838 | unless he really comes to see her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4839 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4840 | “And _that_ is quite impossible; for he is now in the custody of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4841 | friend, and Mr. Darcy would no more suffer him to call on Jane in such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4842 | a part of London! My dear aunt, how could you think of it? Mr. Darcy may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4843 | perhaps have _heard_ of such a place as Gracechurch Street, but he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4844 | would hardly think a month’s ablution enough to cleanse him from its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4845 | impurities, were he once to enter it; and depend upon it, Mr. Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4846 | never stirs without him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4847 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4848 | “So much the better. I hope they will not meet at all. But does not Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4849 | correspond with his sister? _She_ will not be able to help calling.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4850 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4851 | “She will drop the acquaintance entirely.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4852 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4853 | But in spite of the certainty in which Elizabeth affected to place this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4854 | point, as well as the still more interesting one of Bingley’s being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4855 | withheld from seeing Jane, she felt a solicitude on the subject which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4856 | convinced her, on examination, that she did not consider it entirely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4857 | hopeless. It was possible, and sometimes she thought it probable, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4858 | his affection might be reanimated, and the influence of his friends |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4859 | successfully combated by the more natural influence of Jane’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4860 | attractions. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4861 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4862 | Miss Bennet accepted her aunt’s invitation with pleasure; and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4863 | Bingleys were no otherwise in her thoughts at the same time, than as she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4864 | hoped by Caroline’s not living in the same house with her brother, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4865 | she might occasionally spend a morning with her, without any danger of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4866 | seeing him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4867 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4868 | The Gardiners stayed a week at Longbourn; and what with the Phillipses, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4869 | the Lucases, and the officers, there was not a day without its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4870 | engagement. Mrs. Bennet had so carefully provided for the entertainment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4871 | of her brother and sister, that they did not once sit down to a family |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4872 | dinner. When the engagement was for home, some of the officers always |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4873 | made part of it--of which officers Mr. Wickham was sure to be one; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4874 | on these occasions, Mrs. Gardiner, rendered suspicious by Elizabeth’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4875 | warm commendation, narrowly observed them both. Without supposing them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4876 | from what she saw, to be very seriously in love, their preference |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4877 | of each other was plain enough to make her a little uneasy; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4878 | she resolved to speak to Elizabeth on the subject before she left |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4879 | Hertfordshire, and represent to her the imprudence of encouraging such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4880 | an attachment. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4881 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4882 | To Mrs. Gardiner, Wickham had one means of affording pleasure, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4883 | unconnected with his general powers. About ten or a dozen years ago, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4884 | before her marriage, she had spent a considerable time in that very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4885 | part of Derbyshire to which he belonged. They had, therefore, many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4886 | acquaintances in common; and though Wickham had been little there since |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4887 | the death of Darcy’s father, it was yet in his power to give her fresher |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4888 | intelligence of her former friends than she had been in the way of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4889 | procuring. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4890 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4891 | Mrs. Gardiner had seen Pemberley, and known the late Mr. Darcy by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4892 | character perfectly well. Here consequently was an inexhaustible subject |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4893 | of discourse. In comparing her recollection of Pemberley with the minute |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4894 | description which Wickham could give, and in bestowing her tribute of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4895 | praise on the character of its late possessor, she was delighting both |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4896 | him and herself. On being made acquainted with the present Mr. Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4897 | treatment of him, she tried to remember some of that gentleman’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4898 | reputed disposition when quite a lad which might agree with it, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4899 | was confident at last that she recollected having heard Mr. Fitzwilliam |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4900 | Darcy formerly spoken of as a very proud, ill-natured boy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4901 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4902 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4903 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4904 | Chapter 26 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4905 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4906 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4907 | Mrs. Gardiner’s caution to Elizabeth was punctually and kindly given |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4908 | on the first favourable opportunity of speaking to her alone; after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4909 | honestly telling her what she thought, she thus went on: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4910 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4911 | “You are too sensible a girl, Lizzy, to fall in love merely because |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4912 | you are warned against it; and, therefore, I am not afraid of speaking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4913 | openly. Seriously, I would have you be on your guard. Do not involve |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4914 | yourself or endeavour to involve him in an affection which the want |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4915 | of fortune would make so very imprudent. I have nothing to say against |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4916 | _him_; he is a most interesting young man; and if he had the fortune he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4917 | ought to have, I should think you could not do better. But as it is, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4918 | must not let your fancy run away with you. You have sense, and we all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4919 | expect you to use it. Your father would depend on _your_ resolution and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4920 | good conduct, I am sure. You must not disappoint your father.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4921 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4922 | “My dear aunt, this is being serious indeed.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4923 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4924 | “Yes, and I hope to engage you to be serious likewise.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4925 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4926 | “Well, then, you need not be under any alarm. I will take care of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4927 | myself, and of Mr. Wickham too. He shall not be in love with me, if I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4928 | can prevent it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4929 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4930 | “Elizabeth, you are not serious now.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4931 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4932 | “I beg your pardon, I will try again. At present I am not in love with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4933 | Mr. Wickham; no, I certainly am not. But he is, beyond all comparison, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4934 | the most agreeable man I ever saw--and if he becomes really attached to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4935 | me--I believe it will be better that he should not. I see the imprudence |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4936 | of it. Oh! _that_ abominable Mr. Darcy! My father’s opinion of me does |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4937 | me the greatest honour, and I should be miserable to forfeit it. My |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4938 | father, however, is partial to Mr. Wickham. In short, my dear aunt, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4939 | should be very sorry to be the means of making any of you unhappy; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4940 | since we see every day that where there is affection, young people |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4941 | are seldom withheld by immediate want of fortune from entering into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4942 | engagements with each other, how can I promise to be wiser than so many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4943 | of my fellow-creatures if I am tempted, or how am I even to know that it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4944 | would be wisdom to resist? All that I can promise you, therefore, is not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4945 | to be in a hurry. I will not be in a hurry to believe myself his first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4946 | object. When I am in company with him, I will not be wishing. In short, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4947 | I will do my best.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4948 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4949 | “Perhaps it will be as well if you discourage his coming here so very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4950 | often. At least, you should not _remind_ your mother of inviting him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4951 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4952 | “As I did the other day,” said Elizabeth with a conscious smile: “very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4953 | true, it will be wise in me to refrain from _that_. But do not imagine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4954 | that he is always here so often. It is on your account that he has been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4955 | so frequently invited this week. You know my mother’s ideas as to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4956 | necessity of constant company for her friends. But really, and upon my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4957 | honour, I will try to do what I think to be the wisest; and now I hope |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4958 | you are satisfied.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4959 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4960 | Her aunt assured her that she was, and Elizabeth having thanked her for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4961 | the kindness of her hints, they parted; a wonderful instance of advice |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4962 | being given on such a point, without being resented. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4963 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4964 | Mr. Collins returned into Hertfordshire soon after it had been quitted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4965 | by the Gardiners and Jane; but as he took up his abode with the Lucases, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4966 | his arrival was no great inconvenience to Mrs. Bennet. His marriage was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4967 | now fast approaching, and she was at length so far resigned as to think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4968 | it inevitable, and even repeatedly to say, in an ill-natured tone, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4969 | she “_wished_ they might be happy.” Thursday was to be the wedding day, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4970 | and on Wednesday Miss Lucas paid her farewell visit; and when she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4971 | rose to take leave, Elizabeth, ashamed of her mother’s ungracious and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4972 | reluctant good wishes, and sincerely affected herself, accompanied her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4973 | out of the room. As they went downstairs together, Charlotte said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4974 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4975 | “I shall depend on hearing from you very often, Eliza.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4976 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4977 | “_That_ you certainly shall.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4978 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4979 | “And I have another favour to ask you. Will you come and see me?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4980 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4981 | “We shall often meet, I hope, in Hertfordshire.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4982 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4983 | “I am not likely to leave Kent for some time. Promise me, therefore, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4984 | come to Hunsford.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4985 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4986 | Elizabeth could not refuse, though she foresaw little pleasure in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4987 | visit. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4988 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4989 | “My father and Maria are coming to me in March,” added Charlotte, “and I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4990 | hope you will consent to be of the party. Indeed, Eliza, you will be as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4991 | welcome as either of them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4992 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4993 | The wedding took place; the bride and bridegroom set off for Kent from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4994 | the church door, and everybody had as much to say, or to hear, on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4995 | the subject as usual. Elizabeth soon heard from her friend; and their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4996 | correspondence was as regular and frequent as it had ever been; that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4997 | it should be equally unreserved was impossible. Elizabeth could never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4998 | address her without feeling that all the comfort of intimacy was over, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 4999 | and though determined not to slacken as a correspondent, it was for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5000 | sake of what had been, rather than what was. Charlotte’s first letters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5001 | were received with a good deal of eagerness; there could not but be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5002 | curiosity to know how she would speak of her new home, how she would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5003 | like Lady Catherine, and how happy she would dare pronounce herself to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5004 | be; though, when the letters were read, Elizabeth felt that Charlotte |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5005 | expressed herself on every point exactly as she might have foreseen. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5006 | wrote cheerfully, seemed surrounded with comforts, and mentioned nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5007 | which she could not praise. The house, furniture, neighbourhood, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5008 | roads, were all to her taste, and Lady Catherine’s behaviour was most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5009 | friendly and obliging. It was Mr. Collins’s picture of Hunsford and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5010 | Rosings rationally softened; and Elizabeth perceived that she must wait |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5011 | for her own visit there to know the rest. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5012 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5013 | Jane had already written a few lines to her sister to announce their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5014 | safe arrival in London; and when she wrote again, Elizabeth hoped it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5015 | would be in her power to say something of the Bingleys. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5016 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5017 | Her impatience for this second letter was as well rewarded as impatience |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5018 | generally is. Jane had been a week in town without either seeing or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5019 | hearing from Caroline. She accounted for it, however, by supposing that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5020 | her last letter to her friend from Longbourn had by some accident been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5021 | lost. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5022 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5023 | “My aunt,” she continued, “is going to-morrow into that part of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5024 | town, and I shall take the opportunity of calling in Grosvenor Street.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5025 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5026 | She wrote again when the visit was paid, and she had seen Miss Bingley. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5027 | “I did not think Caroline in spirits,” were her words, “but she was very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5028 | glad to see me, and reproached me for giving her no notice of my coming |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5029 | to London. I was right, therefore, my last letter had never reached |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5030 | her. I inquired after their brother, of course. He was well, but so much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5031 | engaged with Mr. Darcy that they scarcely ever saw him. I found that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5032 | Miss Darcy was expected to dinner. I wish I could see her. My visit was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5033 | not long, as Caroline and Mrs. Hurst were going out. I dare say I shall |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5034 | see them soon here.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5035 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5036 | Elizabeth shook her head over this letter. It convinced her that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5037 | accident only could discover to Mr. Bingley her sister’s being in town. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5038 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5039 | Four weeks passed away, and Jane saw nothing of him. She endeavoured to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5040 | persuade herself that she did not regret it; but she could no longer be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5041 | blind to Miss Bingley’s inattention. After waiting at home every morning |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5042 | for a fortnight, and inventing every evening a fresh excuse for her, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5043 | visitor did at last appear; but the shortness of her stay, and yet more, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5044 | the alteration of her manner would allow Jane to deceive herself no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5045 | longer. The letter which she wrote on this occasion to her sister will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5046 | prove what she felt. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5047 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5048 | “My dearest Lizzy will, I am sure, be incapable of triumphing in her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5049 | better judgement, at my expense, when I confess myself to have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5050 | entirely deceived in Miss Bingley’s regard for me. But, my dear sister, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5051 | though the event has proved you right, do not think me obstinate if I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5052 | still assert that, considering what her behaviour was, my confidence was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5053 | as natural as your suspicion. I do not at all comprehend her reason for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5054 | wishing to be intimate with me; but if the same circumstances were to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5055 | happen again, I am sure I should be deceived again. Caroline did not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5056 | return my visit till yesterday; and not a note, not a line, did I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5057 | receive in the meantime. When she did come, it was very evident that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5058 | she had no pleasure in it; she made a slight, formal apology, for not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5059 | calling before, said not a word of wishing to see me again, and was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5060 | in every respect so altered a creature, that when she went away I was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5061 | perfectly resolved to continue the acquaintance no longer. I pity, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5062 | though I cannot help blaming her. She was very wrong in singling me out |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5063 | as she did; I can safely say that every advance to intimacy began on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5064 | her side. But I pity her, because she must feel that she has been acting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5065 | wrong, and because I am very sure that anxiety for her brother is the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5066 | cause of it. I need not explain myself farther; and though _we_ know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5067 | this anxiety to be quite needless, yet if she feels it, it will easily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5068 | account for her behaviour to me; and so deservedly dear as he is to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5069 | his sister, whatever anxiety she must feel on his behalf is natural and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5070 | amiable. I cannot but wonder, however, at her having any such fears now, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5071 | because, if he had at all cared about me, we must have met, long ago. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5072 | He knows of my being in town, I am certain, from something she said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5073 | herself; and yet it would seem, by her manner of talking, as if she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5074 | wanted to persuade herself that he is really partial to Miss Darcy. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5075 | cannot understand it. If I were not afraid of judging harshly, I should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5076 | be almost tempted to say that there is a strong appearance of duplicity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5077 | in all this. But I will endeavour to banish every painful thought, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5078 | and think only of what will make me happy--your affection, and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5079 | invariable kindness of my dear uncle and aunt. Let me hear from you very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5080 | soon. Miss Bingley said something of his never returning to Netherfield |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5081 | again, of giving up the house, but not with any certainty. We had better |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5082 | not mention it. I am extremely glad that you have such pleasant accounts |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5083 | from our friends at Hunsford. Pray go to see them, with Sir William and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5084 | Maria. I am sure you will be very comfortable there.--Yours, etc.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5085 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5086 | This letter gave Elizabeth some pain; but her spirits returned as she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5087 | considered that Jane would no longer be duped, by the sister at least. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5088 | All expectation from the brother was now absolutely over. She would not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5089 | even wish for a renewal of his attentions. His character sunk on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5090 | every review of it; and as a punishment for him, as well as a possible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5091 | advantage to Jane, she seriously hoped he might really soon marry Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5092 | Darcy’s sister, as by Wickham’s account, she would make him abundantly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5093 | regret what he had thrown away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5094 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5095 | Mrs. Gardiner about this time reminded Elizabeth of her promise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5096 | concerning that gentleman, and required information; and Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5097 | had such to send as might rather give contentment to her aunt than to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5098 | herself. His apparent partiality had subsided, his attentions were over, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5099 | he was the admirer of some one else. Elizabeth was watchful enough to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5100 | see it all, but she could see it and write of it without material pain. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5101 | Her heart had been but slightly touched, and her vanity was satisfied |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5102 | with believing that _she_ would have been his only choice, had fortune |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5103 | permitted it. The sudden acquisition of ten thousand pounds was the most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5104 | remarkable charm of the young lady to whom he was now rendering himself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5105 | agreeable; but Elizabeth, less clear-sighted perhaps in this case than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5106 | in Charlotte’s, did not quarrel with him for his wish of independence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5107 | Nothing, on the contrary, could be more natural; and while able to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5108 | suppose that it cost him a few struggles to relinquish her, she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5109 | ready to allow it a wise and desirable measure for both, and could very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5110 | sincerely wish him happy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5111 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5112 | All this was acknowledged to Mrs. Gardiner; and after relating the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5113 | circumstances, she thus went on: “I am now convinced, my dear aunt, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5114 | I have never been much in love; for had I really experienced that pure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5115 | and elevating passion, I should at present detest his very name, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5116 | wish him all manner of evil. But my feelings are not only cordial |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5117 | towards _him_; they are even impartial towards Miss King. I cannot find |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5118 | out that I hate her at all, or that I am in the least unwilling to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5119 | think her a very good sort of girl. There can be no love in all this. My |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5120 | watchfulness has been effectual; and though I certainly should be a more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5121 | interesting object to all my acquaintances were I distractedly in love |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5122 | with him, I cannot say that I regret my comparative insignificance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5123 | Importance may sometimes be purchased too dearly. Kitty and Lydia take |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5124 | his defection much more to heart than I do. They are young in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5125 | ways of the world, and not yet open to the mortifying conviction that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5126 | handsome young men must have something to live on as well as the plain.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5127 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5128 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5129 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5130 | Chapter 27 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5131 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5132 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5133 | With no greater events than these in the Longbourn family, and otherwise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5134 | diversified by little beyond the walks to Meryton, sometimes dirty and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5135 | sometimes cold, did January and February pass away. March was to take |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5136 | Elizabeth to Hunsford. She had not at first thought very seriously of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5137 | going thither; but Charlotte, she soon found, was depending on the plan |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5138 | and she gradually learned to consider it herself with greater pleasure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5139 | as well as greater certainty. Absence had increased her desire of seeing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5140 | Charlotte again, and weakened her disgust of Mr. Collins. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5141 | was novelty in the scheme, and as, with such a mother and such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5142 | uncompanionable sisters, home could not be faultless, a little change |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5143 | was not unwelcome for its own sake. The journey would moreover give her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5144 | a peep at Jane; and, in short, as the time drew near, she would have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5145 | been very sorry for any delay. Everything, however, went on smoothly, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5146 | and was finally settled according to Charlotte’s first sketch. She was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5147 | to accompany Sir William and his second daughter. The improvement |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5148 | of spending a night in London was added in time, and the plan became |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5149 | perfect as plan could be. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5150 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5151 | The only pain was in leaving her father, who would certainly miss her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5152 | and who, when it came to the point, so little liked her going, that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5153 | told her to write to him, and almost promised to answer her letter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5154 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5155 | The farewell between herself and Mr. Wickham was perfectly friendly; on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5156 | his side even more. His present pursuit could not make him forget that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5157 | Elizabeth had been the first to excite and to deserve his attention, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5158 | first to listen and to pity, the first to be admired; and in his manner |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5159 | of bidding her adieu, wishing her every enjoyment, reminding her of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5160 | what she was to expect in Lady Catherine de Bourgh, and trusting their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5161 | opinion of her--their opinion of everybody--would always coincide, there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5162 | was a solicitude, an interest which she felt must ever attach her to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5163 | him with a most sincere regard; and she parted from him convinced that, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5164 | whether married or single, he must always be her model of the amiable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5165 | and pleasing. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5166 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5167 | Her fellow-travellers the next day were not of a kind to make her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5168 | think him less agreeable. Sir William Lucas, and his daughter Maria, a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5169 | good-humoured girl, but as empty-headed as himself, had nothing to say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5170 | that could be worth hearing, and were listened to with about as much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5171 | delight as the rattle of the chaise. Elizabeth loved absurdities, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5172 | she had known Sir William’s too long. He could tell her nothing new of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5173 | the wonders of his presentation and knighthood; and his civilities were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5174 | worn out, like his information. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5175 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5176 | It was a journey of only twenty-four miles, and they began it so early |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5177 | as to be in Gracechurch Street by noon. As they drove to Mr. Gardiner’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5178 | door, Jane was at a drawing-room window watching their arrival; when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5179 | they entered the passage she was there to welcome them, and Elizabeth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5180 | looking earnestly in her face, was pleased to see it healthful and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5181 | lovely as ever. On the stairs were a troop of little boys and girls, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5182 | whose eagerness for their cousin’s appearance would not allow them to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5183 | wait in the drawing-room, and whose shyness, as they had not seen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5184 | her for a twelvemonth, prevented their coming lower. All was joy and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5185 | kindness. The day passed most pleasantly away; the morning in bustle and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5186 | shopping, and the evening at one of the theatres. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5187 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5188 | Elizabeth then contrived to sit by her aunt. Their first object was her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5189 | sister; and she was more grieved than astonished to hear, in reply to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5190 | her minute inquiries, that though Jane always struggled to support her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5191 | spirits, there were periods of dejection. It was reasonable, however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5192 | to hope that they would not continue long. Mrs. Gardiner gave her the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5193 | particulars also of Miss Bingley’s visit in Gracechurch Street, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5194 | repeated conversations occurring at different times between Jane and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5195 | herself, which proved that the former had, from her heart, given up the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5196 | acquaintance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5197 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5198 | Mrs. Gardiner then rallied her niece on Wickham’s desertion, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5199 | complimented her on bearing it so well. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5200 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5201 | “But my dear Elizabeth,” she added, “what sort of girl is Miss King? I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5202 | should be sorry to think our friend mercenary.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5203 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5204 | “Pray, my dear aunt, what is the difference in matrimonial affairs, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5205 | between the mercenary and the prudent motive? Where does discretion end, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5206 | and avarice begin? Last Christmas you were afraid of his marrying me, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5207 | because it would be imprudent; and now, because he is trying to get |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5208 | a girl with only ten thousand pounds, you want to find out that he is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5209 | mercenary.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5210 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5211 | “If you will only tell me what sort of girl Miss King is, I shall know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5212 | what to think.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5213 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5214 | “She is a very good kind of girl, I believe. I know no harm of her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5215 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5216 | “But he paid her not the smallest attention till her grandfather’s death |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5217 | made her mistress of this fortune.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5218 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5219 | “No--why should he? If it were not allowable for him to gain _my_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5220 | affections because I had no money, what occasion could there be for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5221 | making love to a girl whom he did not care about, and who was equally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5222 | poor?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5223 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5224 | “But there seems an indelicacy in directing his attentions towards her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5225 | so soon after this event.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5226 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5227 | “A man in distressed circumstances has not time for all those elegant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5228 | decorums which other people may observe. If _she_ does not object to it, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5229 | why should _we_?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5230 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5231 | “_Her_ not objecting does not justify _him_. It only shows her being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5232 | deficient in something herself--sense or feeling.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5233 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5234 | “Well,” cried Elizabeth, “have it as you choose. _He_ shall be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5235 | mercenary, and _she_ shall be foolish.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5236 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5237 | “No, Lizzy, that is what I do _not_ choose. I should be sorry, you know, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5238 | to think ill of a young man who has lived so long in Derbyshire.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5239 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5240 | “Oh! if that is all, I have a very poor opinion of young men who live in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5241 | Derbyshire; and their intimate friends who live in Hertfordshire are not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5242 | much better. I am sick of them all. Thank Heaven! I am going to-morrow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5243 | where I shall find a man who has not one agreeable quality, who has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5244 | neither manner nor sense to recommend him. Stupid men are the only ones |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5245 | worth knowing, after all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5246 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5247 | “Take care, Lizzy; that speech savours strongly of disappointment.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5248 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5249 | Before they were separated by the conclusion of the play, she had the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5250 | unexpected happiness of an invitation to accompany her uncle and aunt in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5251 | a tour of pleasure which they proposed taking in the summer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5252 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5253 | “We have not determined how far it shall carry us,” said Mrs. Gardiner, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5254 | “but, perhaps, to the Lakes.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5255 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5256 | No scheme could have been more agreeable to Elizabeth, and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5257 | acceptance of the invitation was most ready and grateful. “Oh, my dear, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5258 | dear aunt,” she rapturously cried, “what delight! what felicity! You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5259 | give me fresh life and vigour. Adieu to disappointment and spleen. What |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5260 | are young men to rocks and mountains? Oh! what hours of transport |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5261 | we shall spend! And when we _do_ return, it shall not be like other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5262 | travellers, without being able to give one accurate idea of anything. We |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5263 | _will_ know where we have gone--we _will_ recollect what we have seen. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5264 | Lakes, mountains, and rivers shall not be jumbled together in our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5265 | imaginations; nor when we attempt to describe any particular scene, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5266 | will we begin quarreling about its relative situation. Let _our_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5267 | first effusions be less insupportable than those of the generality of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5268 | travellers.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5269 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5270 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5271 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5272 | Chapter 28 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5273 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5274 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5275 | Every object in the next day’s journey was new and interesting to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5276 | Elizabeth; and her spirits were in a state of enjoyment; for she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5277 | seen her sister looking so well as to banish all fear for her health, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5278 | and the prospect of her northern tour was a constant source of delight. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5279 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5280 | When they left the high road for the lane to Hunsford, every eye was in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5281 | search of the Parsonage, and every turning expected to bring it in view. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5282 | The palings of Rosings Park was their boundary on one side. Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5283 | smiled at the recollection of all that she had heard of its inhabitants. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5284 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5285 | At length the Parsonage was discernible. The garden sloping to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5286 | road, the house standing in it, the green pales, and the laurel hedge, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5287 | everything declared they were arriving. Mr. Collins and Charlotte |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5288 | appeared at the door, and the carriage stopped at the small gate which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5289 | led by a short gravel walk to the house, amidst the nods and smiles of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5290 | the whole party. In a moment they were all out of the chaise, rejoicing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5291 | at the sight of each other. Mrs. Collins welcomed her friend with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5292 | liveliest pleasure, and Elizabeth was more and more satisfied with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5293 | coming when she found herself so affectionately received. She saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5294 | instantly that her cousin’s manners were not altered by his marriage; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5295 | his formal civility was just what it had been, and he detained her some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5296 | minutes at the gate to hear and satisfy his inquiries after all her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5297 | family. They were then, with no other delay than his pointing out the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5298 | neatness of the entrance, taken into the house; and as soon as they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5299 | were in the parlour, he welcomed them a second time, with ostentatious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5300 | formality to his humble abode, and punctually repeated all his wife’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5301 | offers of refreshment. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5302 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5303 | Elizabeth was prepared to see him in his glory; and she could not help |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5304 | in fancying that in displaying the good proportion of the room, its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5305 | aspect and its furniture, he addressed himself particularly to her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5306 | as if wishing to make her feel what she had lost in refusing him. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5307 | though everything seemed neat and comfortable, she was not able to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5308 | gratify him by any sigh of repentance, and rather looked with wonder at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5309 | her friend that she could have so cheerful an air with such a companion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5310 | When Mr. Collins said anything of which his wife might reasonably be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5311 | ashamed, which certainly was not unseldom, she involuntarily turned her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5312 | eye on Charlotte. Once or twice she could discern a faint blush; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5313 | in general Charlotte wisely did not hear. After sitting long enough to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5314 | admire every article of furniture in the room, from the sideboard to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5315 | the fender, to give an account of their journey, and of all that had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5316 | happened in London, Mr. Collins invited them to take a stroll in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5317 | garden, which was large and well laid out, and to the cultivation of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5318 | which he attended himself. To work in this garden was one of his most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5319 | respectable pleasures; and Elizabeth admired the command of countenance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5320 | with which Charlotte talked of the healthfulness of the exercise, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5321 | owned she encouraged it as much as possible. Here, leading the way |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5322 | through every walk and cross walk, and scarcely allowing them an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5323 | interval to utter the praises he asked for, every view was pointed out |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5324 | with a minuteness which left beauty entirely behind. He could number the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5325 | fields in every direction, and could tell how many trees there were in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5326 | the most distant clump. But of all the views which his garden, or which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5327 | the country or kingdom could boast, none were to be compared with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5328 | prospect of Rosings, afforded by an opening in the trees that bordered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5329 | the park nearly opposite the front of his house. It was a handsome |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5330 | modern building, well situated on rising ground. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5331 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5332 | From his garden, Mr. Collins would have led them round his two meadows; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5333 | but the ladies, not having shoes to encounter the remains of a white |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5334 | frost, turned back; and while Sir William accompanied him, Charlotte |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5335 | took her sister and friend over the house, extremely well pleased, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5336 | probably, to have the opportunity of showing it without her husband’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5337 | help. It was rather small, but well built and convenient; and everything |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5338 | was fitted up and arranged with a neatness and consistency of which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5339 | Elizabeth gave Charlotte all the credit. When Mr. Collins could be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5340 | forgotten, there was really an air of great comfort throughout, and by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5341 | Charlotte’s evident enjoyment of it, Elizabeth supposed he must be often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5342 | forgotten. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5343 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5344 | She had already learnt that Lady Catherine was still in the country. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5345 | was spoken of again while they were at dinner, when Mr. Collins joining |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5346 | in, observed: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5347 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5348 | “Yes, Miss Elizabeth, you will have the honour of seeing Lady Catherine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5349 | de Bourgh on the ensuing Sunday at church, and I need not say you will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5350 | be delighted with her. She is all affability and condescension, and I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5351 | doubt not but you will be honoured with some portion of her notice |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5352 | when service is over. I have scarcely any hesitation in saying she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5353 | will include you and my sister Maria in every invitation with which she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5354 | honours us during your stay here. Her behaviour to my dear Charlotte is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5355 | charming. We dine at Rosings twice every week, and are never allowed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5356 | to walk home. Her ladyship’s carriage is regularly ordered for us. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5357 | _should_ say, one of her ladyship’s carriages, for she has several.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5358 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5359 | “Lady Catherine is a very respectable, sensible woman indeed,” added |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5360 | Charlotte, “and a most attentive neighbour.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5361 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5362 | “Very true, my dear, that is exactly what I say. She is the sort of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5363 | woman whom one cannot regard with too much deference.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5364 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5365 | The evening was spent chiefly in talking over Hertfordshire news, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5366 | and telling again what had already been written; and when it closed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5367 | Elizabeth, in the solitude of her chamber, had to meditate upon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5368 | Charlotte’s degree of contentment, to understand her address in guiding, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5369 | and composure in bearing with, her husband, and to acknowledge that it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5370 | was all done very well. She had also to anticipate how her visit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5371 | would pass, the quiet tenor of their usual employments, the vexatious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5372 | interruptions of Mr. Collins, and the gaieties of their intercourse with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5373 | Rosings. A lively imagination soon settled it all. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5374 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5375 | About the middle of the next day, as she was in her room getting ready |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5376 | for a walk, a sudden noise below seemed to speak the whole house in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5377 | confusion; and, after listening a moment, she heard somebody running |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5378 | up stairs in a violent hurry, and calling loudly after her. She opened |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5379 | the door and met Maria in the landing place, who, breathless with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5380 | agitation, cried out-- |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5381 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5382 | “Oh, my dear Eliza! pray make haste and come into the dining-room, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5383 | there is such a sight to be seen! I will not tell you what it is. Make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5384 | haste, and come down this moment.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5385 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5386 | Elizabeth asked questions in vain; Maria would tell her nothing more, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5387 | and down they ran into the dining-room, which fronted the lane, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5388 | quest of this wonder; It was two ladies stopping in a low phaeton at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5389 | garden gate. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5390 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5391 | “And is this all?” cried Elizabeth. “I expected at least that the pigs |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5392 | were got into the garden, and here is nothing but Lady Catherine and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5393 | daughter.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5394 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5395 | “La! my dear,” said Maria, quite shocked at the mistake, “it is not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5396 | Lady Catherine. The old lady is Mrs. Jenkinson, who lives with them; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5397 | the other is Miss de Bourgh. Only look at her. She is quite a little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5398 | creature. Who would have thought that she could be so thin and small?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5399 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5400 | “She is abominably rude to keep Charlotte out of doors in all this wind. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5401 | Why does she not come in?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5402 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5403 | “Oh, Charlotte says she hardly ever does. It is the greatest of favours |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5404 | when Miss de Bourgh comes in.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5405 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5406 | “I like her appearance,” said Elizabeth, struck with other ideas. “She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5407 | looks sickly and cross. Yes, she will do for him very well. She will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5408 | make him a very proper wife.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5409 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5410 | Mr. Collins and Charlotte were both standing at the gate in conversation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5411 | with the ladies; and Sir William, to Elizabeth’s high diversion, was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5412 | stationed in the doorway, in earnest contemplation of the greatness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5413 | before him, and constantly bowing whenever Miss de Bourgh looked that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5414 | way. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5415 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5416 | At length there was nothing more to be said; the ladies drove on, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5417 | the others returned into the house. Mr. Collins no sooner saw the two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5418 | girls than he began to congratulate them on their good fortune, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5419 | Charlotte explained by letting them know that the whole party was asked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5420 | to dine at Rosings the next day. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5421 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5422 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5423 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5424 | Chapter 29 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5425 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5426 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5427 | Mr. Collins’s triumph, in consequence of this invitation, was complete. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5428 | The power of displaying the grandeur of his patroness to his wondering |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5429 | visitors, and of letting them see her civility towards himself and his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5430 | wife, was exactly what he had wished for; and that an opportunity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5431 | of doing it should be given so soon, was such an instance of Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5432 | Catherine’s condescension, as he knew not how to admire enough. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5433 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5434 | “I confess,” said he, “that I should not have been at all surprised by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5435 | her ladyship’s asking us on Sunday to drink tea and spend the evening at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5436 | Rosings. I rather expected, from my knowledge of her affability, that it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5437 | would happen. But who could have foreseen such an attention as this? Who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5438 | could have imagined that we should receive an invitation to dine there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5439 | (an invitation, moreover, including the whole party) so immediately |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5440 | after your arrival!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5441 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5442 | “I am the less surprised at what has happened,” replied Sir William, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5443 | “from that knowledge of what the manners of the great really are, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5444 | my situation in life has allowed me to acquire. About the court, such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5445 | instances of elegant breeding are not uncommon.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5446 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5447 | Scarcely anything was talked of the whole day or next morning but their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5448 | visit to Rosings. Mr. Collins was carefully instructing them in what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5449 | they were to expect, that the sight of such rooms, so many servants, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5450 | so splendid a dinner, might not wholly overpower them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5451 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5452 | When the ladies were separating for the toilette, he said to Elizabeth-- |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5453 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5454 | “Do not make yourself uneasy, my dear cousin, about your apparel. Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5455 | Catherine is far from requiring that elegance of dress in us which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5456 | becomes herself and her daughter. I would advise you merely to put on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5457 | whatever of your clothes is superior to the rest--there is no occasion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5458 | for anything more. Lady Catherine will not think the worse of you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5459 | for being simply dressed. She likes to have the distinction of rank |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5460 | preserved.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5461 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5462 | While they were dressing, he came two or three times to their different |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5463 | doors, to recommend their being quick, as Lady Catherine very much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5464 | objected to be kept waiting for her dinner. Such formidable accounts of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5465 | her ladyship, and her manner of living, quite frightened Maria Lucas |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5466 | who had been little used to company, and she looked forward to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5467 | introduction at Rosings with as much apprehension as her father had done |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5468 | to his presentation at St. James’s. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5469 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5470 | As the weather was fine, they had a pleasant walk of about half a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5471 | mile across the park. Every park has its beauty and its prospects; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5472 | Elizabeth saw much to be pleased with, though she could not be in such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5473 | raptures as Mr. Collins expected the scene to inspire, and was but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5474 | slightly affected by his enumeration of the windows in front of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5475 | house, and his relation of what the glazing altogether had originally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5476 | cost Sir Lewis de Bourgh. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5477 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5478 | When they ascended the steps to the hall, Maria’s alarm was every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5479 | moment increasing, and even Sir William did not look perfectly calm. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5480 | Elizabeth’s courage did not fail her. She had heard nothing of Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5481 | Catherine that spoke her awful from any extraordinary talents or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5482 | miraculous virtue, and the mere stateliness of money or rank she thought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5483 | she could witness without trepidation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5484 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5485 | From the entrance-hall, of which Mr. Collins pointed out, with a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5486 | rapturous air, the fine proportion and the finished ornaments, they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5487 | followed the servants through an ante-chamber, to the room where Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5488 | Catherine, her daughter, and Mrs. Jenkinson were sitting. Her ladyship, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5489 | with great condescension, arose to receive them; and as Mrs. Collins had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5490 | settled it with her husband that the office of introduction should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5491 | be hers, it was performed in a proper manner, without any of those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5492 | apologies and thanks which he would have thought necessary. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5493 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5494 | In spite of having been at St. James’s, Sir William was so completely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5495 | awed by the grandeur surrounding him, that he had but just courage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5496 | enough to make a very low bow, and take his seat without saying a word; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5497 | and his daughter, frightened almost out of her senses, sat on the edge |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5498 | of her chair, not knowing which way to look. Elizabeth found herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5499 | quite equal to the scene, and could observe the three ladies before her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5500 | composedly. Lady Catherine was a tall, large woman, with strongly-marked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5501 | features, which might once have been handsome. Her air was not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5502 | conciliating, nor was her manner of receiving them such as to make her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5503 | visitors forget their inferior rank. She was not rendered formidable by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5504 | silence; but whatever she said was spoken in so authoritative a tone, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5505 | as marked her self-importance, and brought Mr. Wickham immediately to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5506 | Elizabeth’s mind; and from the observation of the day altogether, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5507 | believed Lady Catherine to be exactly what he represented. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5508 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5509 | When, after examining the mother, in whose countenance and deportment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5510 | she soon found some resemblance of Mr. Darcy, she turned her eyes on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5511 | daughter, she could almost have joined in Maria’s astonishment at her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5512 | being so thin and so small. There was neither in figure nor face any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5513 | likeness between the ladies. Miss de Bourgh was pale and sickly; her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5514 | features, though not plain, were insignificant; and she spoke very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5515 | little, except in a low voice, to Mrs. Jenkinson, in whose appearance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5516 | there was nothing remarkable, and who was entirely engaged in listening |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5517 | to what she said, and placing a screen in the proper direction before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5518 | her eyes. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5519 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5520 | After sitting a few minutes, they were all sent to one of the windows to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5521 | admire the view, Mr. Collins attending them to point out its beauties, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5522 | and Lady Catherine kindly informing them that it was much better worth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5523 | looking at in the summer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5524 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5525 | The dinner was exceedingly handsome, and there were all the servants and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5526 | all the articles of plate which Mr. Collins had promised; and, as he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5527 | likewise foretold, he took his seat at the bottom of the table, by her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5528 | ladyship’s desire, and looked as if he felt that life could furnish |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5529 | nothing greater. He carved, and ate, and praised with delighted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5530 | alacrity; and every dish was commended, first by him and then by Sir |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5531 | William, who was now enough recovered to echo whatever his son-in-law |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5532 | said, in a manner which Elizabeth wondered Lady Catherine could bear. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5533 | But Lady Catherine seemed gratified by their excessive admiration, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5534 | gave most gracious smiles, especially when any dish on the table proved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5535 | a novelty to them. The party did not supply much conversation. Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5536 | was ready to speak whenever there was an opening, but she was seated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5537 | between Charlotte and Miss de Bourgh--the former of whom was engaged in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5538 | listening to Lady Catherine, and the latter said not a word to her all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5539 | dinner-time. Mrs. Jenkinson was chiefly employed in watching how little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5540 | Miss de Bourgh ate, pressing her to try some other dish, and fearing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5541 | she was indisposed. Maria thought speaking out of the question, and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5542 | gentlemen did nothing but eat and admire. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5543 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5544 | When the ladies returned to the drawing-room, there was little to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5545 | be done but to hear Lady Catherine talk, which she did without any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5546 | intermission till coffee came in, delivering her opinion on every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5547 | subject in so decisive a manner, as proved that she was not used to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5548 | have her judgement controverted. She inquired into Charlotte’s domestic |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5549 | concerns familiarly and minutely, gave her a great deal of advice as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5550 | to the management of them all; told her how everything ought to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5551 | regulated in so small a family as hers, and instructed her as to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5552 | care of her cows and her poultry. Elizabeth found that nothing was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5553 | beneath this great lady’s attention, which could furnish her with an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5554 | occasion of dictating to others. In the intervals of her discourse |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5555 | with Mrs. Collins, she addressed a variety of questions to Maria and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5556 | Elizabeth, but especially to the latter, of whose connections she knew |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5557 | the least, and who she observed to Mrs. Collins was a very genteel, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5558 | pretty kind of girl. She asked her, at different times, how many sisters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5559 | she had, whether they were older or younger than herself, whether any of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5560 | them were likely to be married, whether they were handsome, where they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5561 | had been educated, what carriage her father kept, and what had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5562 | her mother’s maiden name? Elizabeth felt all the impertinence of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5563 | her questions but answered them very composedly. Lady Catherine then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5564 | observed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5565 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5566 | “Your father’s estate is entailed on Mr. Collins, I think. For your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5567 | sake,” turning to Charlotte, “I am glad of it; but otherwise I see no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5568 | occasion for entailing estates from the female line. It was not thought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5569 | necessary in Sir Lewis de Bourgh’s family. Do you play and sing, Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5570 | Bennet?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5571 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5572 | “A little.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5573 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5574 | “Oh! then--some time or other we shall be happy to hear you. Our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5575 | instrument is a capital one, probably superior to----You shall try it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5576 | some day. Do your sisters play and sing?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5577 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5578 | “One of them does.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5579 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5580 | “Why did not you all learn? You ought all to have learned. The Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5581 | Webbs all play, and their father has not so good an income as yours. Do |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5582 | you draw?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5583 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5584 | “No, not at all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5585 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5586 | “What, none of you?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5587 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5588 | “Not one.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5589 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5590 | “That is very strange. But I suppose you had no opportunity. Your mother |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5591 | should have taken you to town every spring for the benefit of masters.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5592 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5593 | “My mother would have had no objection, but my father hates London.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5594 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5595 | “Has your governess left you?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5596 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5597 | “We never had any governess.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5598 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5599 | “No governess! How was that possible? Five daughters brought up at home |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5600 | without a governess! I never heard of such a thing. Your mother must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5601 | have been quite a slave to your education.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5602 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5603 | Elizabeth could hardly help smiling as she assured her that had not been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5604 | the case. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5605 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5606 | “Then, who taught you? who attended to you? Without a governess, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5607 | must have been neglected.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5608 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5609 | “Compared with some families, I believe we were; but such of us as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5610 | wished to learn never wanted the means. We were always encouraged to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5611 | read, and had all the masters that were necessary. Those who chose to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5612 | idle, certainly might.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5613 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5614 | “Aye, no doubt; but that is what a governess will prevent, and if I had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5615 | known your mother, I should have advised her most strenuously to engage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5616 | one. I always say that nothing is to be done in education without steady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5617 | and regular instruction, and nobody but a governess can give it. It is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5618 | wonderful how many families I have been the means of supplying in that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5619 | way. I am always glad to get a young person well placed out. Four nieces |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5620 | of Mrs. Jenkinson are most delightfully situated through my means; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5621 | it was but the other day that I recommended another young person, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5622 | who was merely accidentally mentioned to me, and the family are quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5623 | delighted with her. Mrs. Collins, did I tell you of Lady Metcalf’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5624 | calling yesterday to thank me? She finds Miss Pope a treasure. ‘Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5625 | Catherine,’ said she, ‘you have given me a treasure.’ Are any of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5626 | younger sisters out, Miss Bennet?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5627 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5628 | “Yes, ma’am, all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5629 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5630 | “All! What, all five out at once? Very odd! And you only the second. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5631 | younger ones out before the elder ones are married! Your younger sisters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5632 | must be very young?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5633 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5634 | “Yes, my youngest is not sixteen. Perhaps _she_ is full young to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5635 | much in company. But really, ma’am, I think it would be very hard upon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5636 | younger sisters, that they should not have their share of society and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5637 | amusement, because the elder may not have the means or inclination to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5638 | marry early. The last-born has as good a right to the pleasures of youth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5639 | as the first. And to be kept back on _such_ a motive! I think it would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5640 | not be very likely to promote sisterly affection or delicacy of mind.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5641 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5642 | “Upon my word,” said her ladyship, “you give your opinion very decidedly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5643 | for so young a person. Pray, what is your age?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5644 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5645 | “With three younger sisters grown up,” replied Elizabeth, smiling, “your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5646 | ladyship can hardly expect me to own it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5647 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5648 | Lady Catherine seemed quite astonished at not receiving a direct answer; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5649 | and Elizabeth suspected herself to be the first creature who had ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5650 | dared to trifle with so much dignified impertinence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5651 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5652 | “You cannot be more than twenty, I am sure, therefore you need not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5653 | conceal your age.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5654 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5655 | “I am not one-and-twenty.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5656 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5657 | When the gentlemen had joined them, and tea was over, the card-tables |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5658 | were placed. Lady Catherine, Sir William, and Mr. and Mrs. Collins sat |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5659 | down to quadrille; and as Miss de Bourgh chose to play at cassino, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5660 | two girls had the honour of assisting Mrs. Jenkinson to make up her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5661 | party. Their table was superlatively stupid. Scarcely a syllable was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5662 | uttered that did not relate to the game, except when Mrs. Jenkinson |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5663 | expressed her fears of Miss de Bourgh’s being too hot or too cold, or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5664 | having too much or too little light. A great deal more passed at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5665 | other table. Lady Catherine was generally speaking--stating the mistakes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5666 | of the three others, or relating some anecdote of herself. Mr. Collins |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5667 | was employed in agreeing to everything her ladyship said, thanking her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5668 | for every fish he won, and apologising if he thought he won too many. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5669 | Sir William did not say much. He was storing his memory with anecdotes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5670 | and noble names. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5671 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5672 | When Lady Catherine and her daughter had played as long as they chose, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5673 | the tables were broken up, the carriage was offered to Mrs. Collins, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5674 | gratefully accepted and immediately ordered. The party then gathered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5675 | round the fire to hear Lady Catherine determine what weather they were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5676 | to have on the morrow. From these instructions they were summoned by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5677 | the arrival of the coach; and with many speeches of thankfulness on Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5678 | Collins’s side and as many bows on Sir William’s they departed. As soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5679 | as they had driven from the door, Elizabeth was called on by her cousin |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5680 | to give her opinion of all that she had seen at Rosings, which, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5681 | Charlotte’s sake, she made more favourable than it really was. But her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5682 | commendation, though costing her some trouble, could by no means satisfy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5683 | Mr. Collins, and he was very soon obliged to take her ladyship’s praise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5684 | into his own hands. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5685 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5686 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5687 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5688 | Chapter 30 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5689 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5690 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5691 | Sir William stayed only a week at Hunsford, but his visit was long |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5692 | enough to convince him of his daughter’s being most comfortably settled, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5693 | and of her possessing such a husband and such a neighbour as were not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5694 | often met with. While Sir William was with them, Mr. Collins devoted his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5695 | morning to driving him out in his gig, and showing him the country; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5696 | when he went away, the whole family returned to their usual employments, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5697 | and Elizabeth was thankful to find that they did not see more of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5698 | cousin by the alteration, for the chief of the time between breakfast |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5699 | and dinner was now passed by him either at work in the garden or in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5700 | reading and writing, and looking out of the window in his own book-room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5701 | which fronted the road. The room in which the ladies sat was backwards. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5702 | Elizabeth had at first rather wondered that Charlotte should not prefer |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5703 | the dining-parlour for common use; it was a better sized room, and had a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5704 | more pleasant aspect; but she soon saw that her friend had an excellent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5705 | reason for what she did, for Mr. Collins would undoubtedly have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5706 | much less in his own apartment, had they sat in one equally lively; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5707 | she gave Charlotte credit for the arrangement. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5708 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5709 | From the drawing-room they could distinguish nothing in the lane, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5710 | were indebted to Mr. Collins for the knowledge of what carriages went |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5711 | along, and how often especially Miss de Bourgh drove by in her phaeton, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5712 | which he never failed coming to inform them of, though it happened |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5713 | almost every day. She not unfrequently stopped at the Parsonage, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5714 | had a few minutes’ conversation with Charlotte, but was scarcely ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5715 | prevailed upon to get out. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5716 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5717 | Very few days passed in which Mr. Collins did not walk to Rosings, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5718 | not many in which his wife did not think it necessary to go likewise; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5719 | and till Elizabeth recollected that there might be other family livings |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5720 | to be disposed of, she could not understand the sacrifice of so many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5721 | hours. Now and then they were honoured with a call from her ladyship, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5722 | and nothing escaped her observation that was passing in the room during |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5723 | these visits. She examined into their employments, looked at their work, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5724 | and advised them to do it differently; found fault with the arrangement |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5725 | of the furniture; or detected the housemaid in negligence; and if she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5726 | accepted any refreshment, seemed to do it only for the sake of finding |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5727 | out that Mrs. Collins’s joints of meat were too large for her family. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5728 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5729 | Elizabeth soon perceived, that though this great lady was not in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5730 | commission of the peace of the county, she was a most active magistrate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5731 | in her own parish, the minutest concerns of which were carried to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5732 | by Mr. Collins; and whenever any of the cottagers were disposed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5733 | be quarrelsome, discontented, or too poor, she sallied forth into the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5734 | village to settle their differences, silence their complaints, and scold |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5735 | them into harmony and plenty. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5736 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5737 | The entertainment of dining at Rosings was repeated about twice a week; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5738 | and, allowing for the loss of Sir William, and there being only one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5739 | card-table in the evening, every such entertainment was the counterpart |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5740 | of the first. Their other engagements were few, as the style of living |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5741 | in the neighbourhood in general was beyond Mr. Collins’s reach. This, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5742 | however, was no evil to Elizabeth, and upon the whole she spent her time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5743 | comfortably enough; there were half-hours of pleasant conversation with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5744 | Charlotte, and the weather was so fine for the time of year that she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5745 | often great enjoyment out of doors. Her favourite walk, and where she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5746 | frequently went while the others were calling on Lady Catherine, was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5747 | along the open grove which edged that side of the park, where there was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5748 | a nice sheltered path, which no one seemed to value but herself, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5749 | where she felt beyond the reach of Lady Catherine’s curiosity. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5750 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5751 | In this quiet way, the first fortnight of her visit soon passed away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5752 | Easter was approaching, and the week preceding it was to bring an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5753 | addition to the family at Rosings, which in so small a circle must be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5754 | important. Elizabeth had heard soon after her arrival that Mr. Darcy was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5755 | expected there in the course of a few weeks, and though there were not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5756 | many of her acquaintances whom she did not prefer, his coming would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5757 | furnish one comparatively new to look at in their Rosings parties, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5758 | she might be amused in seeing how hopeless Miss Bingley’s designs on him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5759 | were, by his behaviour to his cousin, for whom he was evidently |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5760 | destined by Lady Catherine, who talked of his coming with the greatest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5761 | satisfaction, spoke of him in terms of the highest admiration, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5762 | seemed almost angry to find that he had already been frequently seen by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5763 | Miss Lucas and herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5764 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5765 | His arrival was soon known at the Parsonage; for Mr. Collins was walking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5766 | the whole morning within view of the lodges opening into Hunsford Lane, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5767 | in order to have the earliest assurance of it, and after making his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5768 | bow as the carriage turned into the Park, hurried home with the great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5769 | intelligence. On the following morning he hastened to Rosings to pay his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5770 | respects. There were two nephews of Lady Catherine to require them, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5771 | Mr. Darcy had brought with him a Colonel Fitzwilliam, the younger son of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5772 | his uncle Lord ----, and, to the great surprise of all the party, when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5773 | Mr. Collins returned, the gentlemen accompanied him. Charlotte had seen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5774 | them from her husband’s room, crossing the road, and immediately running |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5775 | into the other, told the girls what an honour they might expect, adding: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5776 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5777 | “I may thank you, Eliza, for this piece of civility. Mr. Darcy would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5778 | never have come so soon to wait upon me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5779 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5780 | Elizabeth had scarcely time to disclaim all right to the compliment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5781 | before their approach was announced by the door-bell, and shortly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5782 | afterwards the three gentlemen entered the room. Colonel Fitzwilliam, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5783 | who led the way, was about thirty, not handsome, but in person and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5784 | address most truly the gentleman. Mr. Darcy looked just as he had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5785 | used to look in Hertfordshire--paid his compliments, with his usual |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5786 | reserve, to Mrs. Collins, and whatever might be his feelings toward her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5787 | friend, met her with every appearance of composure. Elizabeth merely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5788 | curtseyed to him without saying a word. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5789 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5790 | Colonel Fitzwilliam entered into conversation directly with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5791 | readiness and ease of a well-bred man, and talked very pleasantly; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5792 | his cousin, after having addressed a slight observation on the house and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5793 | garden to Mrs. Collins, sat for some time without speaking to anybody. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5794 | At length, however, his civility was so far awakened as to inquire of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5795 | Elizabeth after the health of her family. She answered him in the usual |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5796 | way, and after a moment’s pause, added: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5797 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5798 | “My eldest sister has been in town these three months. Have you never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5799 | happened to see her there?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5800 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5801 | She was perfectly sensible that he never had; but she wished to see |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5802 | whether he would betray any consciousness of what had passed between |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5803 | the Bingleys and Jane, and she thought he looked a little confused as he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5804 | answered that he had never been so fortunate as to meet Miss Bennet. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5805 | subject was pursued no farther, and the gentlemen soon afterwards went |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5806 | away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5807 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5808 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5809 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5810 | Chapter 31 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5811 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5812 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5813 | Colonel Fitzwilliam’s manners were very much admired at the Parsonage, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5814 | and the ladies all felt that he must add considerably to the pleasures |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5815 | of their engagements at Rosings. It was some days, however, before they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5816 | received any invitation thither--for while there were visitors in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5817 | house, they could not be necessary; and it was not till Easter-day, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5818 | almost a week after the gentlemen’s arrival, that they were honoured by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5819 | such an attention, and then they were merely asked on leaving church to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5820 | come there in the evening. For the last week they had seen very little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5821 | of Lady Catherine or her daughter. Colonel Fitzwilliam had called at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5822 | Parsonage more than once during the time, but Mr. Darcy they had seen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5823 | only at church. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5824 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5825 | The invitation was accepted of course, and at a proper hour they joined |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5826 | the party in Lady Catherine’s drawing-room. Her ladyship received |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5827 | them civilly, but it was plain that their company was by no means so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5828 | acceptable as when she could get nobody else; and she was, in fact, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5829 | almost engrossed by her nephews, speaking to them, especially to Darcy, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5830 | much more than to any other person in the room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5831 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5832 | Colonel Fitzwilliam seemed really glad to see them; anything was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5833 | welcome relief to him at Rosings; and Mrs. Collins’s pretty friend had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5834 | moreover caught his fancy very much. He now seated himself by her, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5835 | talked so agreeably of Kent and Hertfordshire, of travelling and staying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5836 | at home, of new books and music, that Elizabeth had never been half so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5837 | well entertained in that room before; and they conversed with so much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5838 | spirit and flow, as to draw the attention of Lady Catherine herself, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5839 | as well as of Mr. Darcy. _His_ eyes had been soon and repeatedly turned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5840 | towards them with a look of curiosity; and that her ladyship, after a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5841 | while, shared the feeling, was more openly acknowledged, for she did not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5842 | scruple to call out: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5843 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5844 | “What is that you are saying, Fitzwilliam? What is it you are talking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5845 | of? What are you telling Miss Bennet? Let me hear what it is.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5846 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5847 | “We are speaking of music, madam,” said he, when no longer able to avoid |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5848 | a reply. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5849 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5850 | “Of music! Then pray speak aloud. It is of all subjects my delight. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5851 | must have my share in the conversation if you are speaking of music. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5852 | There are few people in England, I suppose, who have more true enjoyment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5853 | of music than myself, or a better natural taste. If I had ever learnt, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5854 | I should have been a great proficient. And so would Anne, if her health |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5855 | had allowed her to apply. I am confident that she would have performed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5856 | delightfully. How does Georgiana get on, Darcy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5857 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5858 | Mr. Darcy spoke with affectionate praise of his sister’s proficiency. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5859 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5860 | “I am very glad to hear such a good account of her,” said Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5861 | Catherine; “and pray tell her from me, that she cannot expect to excel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5862 | if she does not practice a good deal.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5863 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5864 | “I assure you, madam,” he replied, “that she does not need such advice. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5865 | She practises very constantly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5866 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5867 | “So much the better. It cannot be done too much; and when I next write |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5868 | to her, I shall charge her not to neglect it on any account. I often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5869 | tell young ladies that no excellence in music is to be acquired without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5870 | constant practice. I have told Miss Bennet several times, that she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5871 | will never play really well unless she practises more; and though Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5872 | Collins has no instrument, she is very welcome, as I have often told |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5873 | her, to come to Rosings every day, and play on the pianoforte in Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5874 | Jenkinson’s room. She would be in nobody’s way, you know, in that part |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5875 | of the house.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5876 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5877 | Mr. Darcy looked a little ashamed of his aunt’s ill-breeding, and made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5878 | no answer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5879 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5880 | When coffee was over, Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Elizabeth of having |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5881 | promised to play to him; and she sat down directly to the instrument. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5882 | drew a chair near her. Lady Catherine listened to half a song, and then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5883 | talked, as before, to her other nephew; till the latter walked away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5884 | from her, and making with his usual deliberation towards the pianoforte |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5885 | stationed himself so as to command a full view of the fair performer’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5886 | countenance. Elizabeth saw what he was doing, and at the first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5887 | convenient pause, turned to him with an arch smile, and said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5888 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5889 | “You mean to frighten me, Mr. Darcy, by coming in all this state to hear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5890 | me? I will not be alarmed though your sister _does_ play so well. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5891 | is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to be frightened at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5892 | will of others. My courage always rises at every attempt to intimidate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5893 | me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5894 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5895 | “I shall not say you are mistaken,” he replied, “because you could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5896 | really believe me to entertain any design of alarming you; and I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5897 | had the pleasure of your acquaintance long enough to know that you find |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5898 | great enjoyment in occasionally professing opinions which in fact are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5899 | not your own.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5900 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5901 | Elizabeth laughed heartily at this picture of herself, and said to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5902 | Colonel Fitzwilliam, “Your cousin will give you a very pretty notion of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5903 | me, and teach you not to believe a word I say. I am particularly unlucky |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5904 | in meeting with a person so able to expose my real character, in a part |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5905 | of the world where I had hoped to pass myself off with some degree of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5906 | credit. Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it is very ungenerous in you to mention all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5907 | that you knew to my disadvantage in Hertfordshire--and, give me leave to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5908 | say, very impolitic too--for it is provoking me to retaliate, and such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5909 | things may come out as will shock your relations to hear.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5910 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5911 | “I am not afraid of you,” said he, smilingly. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5912 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5913 | “Pray let me hear what you have to accuse him of,” cried Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5914 | Fitzwilliam. “I should like to know how he behaves among strangers.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5915 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5916 | “You shall hear then--but prepare yourself for something very dreadful. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5917 | The first time of my ever seeing him in Hertfordshire, you must know, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5918 | was at a ball--and at this ball, what do you think he did? He danced |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5919 | only four dances, though gentlemen were scarce; and, to my certain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5920 | knowledge, more than one young lady was sitting down in want of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5921 | partner. Mr. Darcy, you cannot deny the fact.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5922 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5923 | “I had not at that time the honour of knowing any lady in the assembly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5924 | beyond my own party.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5925 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5926 | “True; and nobody can ever be introduced in a ball-room. Well, Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5927 | Fitzwilliam, what do I play next? My fingers wait your orders.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5928 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5929 | “Perhaps,” said Darcy, “I should have judged better, had I sought an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5930 | introduction; but I am ill-qualified to recommend myself to strangers.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5931 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5932 | “Shall we ask your cousin the reason of this?” said Elizabeth, still |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5933 | addressing Colonel Fitzwilliam. “Shall we ask him why a man of sense and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5934 | education, and who has lived in the world, is ill qualified to recommend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5935 | himself to strangers?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5936 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5937 | “I can answer your question,” said Fitzwilliam, “without applying to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5938 | him. It is because he will not give himself the trouble.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5939 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5940 | “I certainly have not the talent which some people possess,” said Darcy, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5941 | “of conversing easily with those I have never seen before. I cannot |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5942 | catch their tone of conversation, or appear interested in their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5943 | concerns, as I often see done.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5944 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5945 | “My fingers,” said Elizabeth, “do not move over this instrument in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5946 | masterly manner which I see so many women’s do. They have not the same |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5947 | force or rapidity, and do not produce the same expression. But then I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5948 | have always supposed it to be my own fault--because I will not take the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5949 | trouble of practising. It is not that I do not believe _my_ fingers as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5950 | capable as any other woman’s of superior execution.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5951 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5952 | Darcy smiled and said, “You are perfectly right. You have employed your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5953 | time much better. No one admitted to the privilege of hearing you can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5954 | think anything wanting. We neither of us perform to strangers.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5955 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5956 | Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5957 | what they were talking of. Elizabeth immediately began playing again. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5958 | Lady Catherine approached, and, after listening for a few minutes, said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5959 | to Darcy: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5960 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5961 | “Miss Bennet would not play at all amiss if she practised more, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5962 | could have the advantage of a London master. She has a very good notion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5963 | of fingering, though her taste is not equal to Anne’s. Anne would have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5964 | been a delightful performer, had her health allowed her to learn.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5965 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5966 | Elizabeth looked at Darcy to see how cordially he assented to his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5967 | cousin’s praise; but neither at that moment nor at any other could she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5968 | discern any symptom of love; and from the whole of his behaviour to Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5969 | de Bourgh she derived this comfort for Miss Bingley, that he might have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5970 | been just as likely to marry _her_, had she been his relation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5971 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5972 | Lady Catherine continued her remarks on Elizabeth’s performance, mixing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5973 | with them many instructions on execution and taste. Elizabeth received |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5974 | them with all the forbearance of civility, and, at the request of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5975 | gentlemen, remained at the instrument till her ladyship’s carriage was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5976 | ready to take them all home. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5977 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5978 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5979 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5980 | Chapter 32 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5981 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5982 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5983 | Elizabeth was sitting by herself the next morning, and writing to Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5984 | while Mrs. Collins and Maria were gone on business into the village, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5985 | when she was startled by a ring at the door, the certain signal of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5986 | visitor. As she had heard no carriage, she thought it not unlikely to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5987 | be Lady Catherine, and under that apprehension was putting away her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5988 | half-finished letter that she might escape all impertinent questions, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5989 | when the door opened, and, to her very great surprise, Mr. Darcy, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5990 | Mr. Darcy only, entered the room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5991 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5992 | He seemed astonished too on finding her alone, and apologised for his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5993 | intrusion by letting her know that he had understood all the ladies were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5994 | to be within. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5995 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5996 | They then sat down, and when her inquiries after Rosings were made, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5997 | seemed in danger of sinking into total silence. It was absolutely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5998 | necessary, therefore, to think of something, and in this emergence |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 5999 | recollecting _when_ she had seen him last in Hertfordshire, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6000 | feeling curious to know what he would say on the subject of their hasty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6001 | departure, she observed: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6002 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6003 | “How very suddenly you all quitted Netherfield last November, Mr. Darcy! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6004 | It must have been a most agreeable surprise to Mr. Bingley to see you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6005 | all after him so soon; for, if I recollect right, he went but the day |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6006 | before. He and his sisters were well, I hope, when you left London?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6007 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6008 | “Perfectly so, I thank you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6009 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6010 | She found that she was to receive no other answer, and, after a short |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6011 | pause added: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6012 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6013 | “I think I have understood that Mr. Bingley has not much idea of ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6014 | returning to Netherfield again?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6015 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6016 | “I have never heard him say so; but it is probable that he may spend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6017 | very little of his time there in the future. He has many friends, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6018 | is at a time of life when friends and engagements are continually |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6019 | increasing.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6020 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6021 | “If he means to be but little at Netherfield, it would be better for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6022 | the neighbourhood that he should give up the place entirely, for then we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6023 | might possibly get a settled family there. But, perhaps, Mr. Bingley did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6024 | not take the house so much for the convenience of the neighbourhood as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6025 | for his own, and we must expect him to keep it or quit it on the same |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6026 | principle.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6027 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6028 | “I should not be surprised,” said Darcy, “if he were to give it up as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6029 | soon as any eligible purchase offers.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6030 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6031 | Elizabeth made no answer. She was afraid of talking longer of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6032 | friend; and, having nothing else to say, was now determined to leave the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6033 | trouble of finding a subject to him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6034 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6035 | He took the hint, and soon began with, “This seems a very comfortable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6036 | house. Lady Catherine, I believe, did a great deal to it when Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6037 | Collins first came to Hunsford.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6038 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6039 | “I believe she did--and I am sure she could not have bestowed her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6040 | kindness on a more grateful object.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6041 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6042 | “Mr. Collins appears to be very fortunate in his choice of a wife.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6043 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6044 | “Yes, indeed, his friends may well rejoice in his having met with one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6045 | of the very few sensible women who would have accepted him, or have made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6046 | him happy if they had. My friend has an excellent understanding--though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6047 | I am not certain that I consider her marrying Mr. Collins as the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6048 | wisest thing she ever did. She seems perfectly happy, however, and in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6049 | prudential light it is certainly a very good match for her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6050 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6051 | “It must be very agreeable for her to be settled within so easy a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6052 | distance of her own family and friends.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6053 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6054 | “An easy distance, do you call it? It is nearly fifty miles.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6055 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6056 | “And what is fifty miles of good road? Little more than half a day’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6057 | journey. Yes, I call it a _very_ easy distance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6058 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6059 | “I should never have considered the distance as one of the _advantages_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6060 | of the match,” cried Elizabeth. “I should never have said Mrs. Collins |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6061 | was settled _near_ her family.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6062 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6063 | “It is a proof of your own attachment to Hertfordshire. Anything beyond |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6064 | the very neighbourhood of Longbourn, I suppose, would appear far.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6065 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6066 | As he spoke there was a sort of smile which Elizabeth fancied she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6067 | understood; he must be supposing her to be thinking of Jane and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6068 | Netherfield, and she blushed as she answered: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6069 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6070 | “I do not mean to say that a woman may not be settled too near her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6071 | family. The far and the near must be relative, and depend on many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6072 | varying circumstances. Where there is fortune to make the expenses of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6073 | travelling unimportant, distance becomes no evil. But that is not the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6074 | case _here_. Mr. and Mrs. Collins have a comfortable income, but not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6075 | such a one as will allow of frequent journeys--and I am persuaded my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6076 | friend would not call herself _near_ her family under less than _half_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6077 | the present distance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6078 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6079 | Mr. Darcy drew his chair a little towards her, and said, “_You_ cannot |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6080 | have a right to such very strong local attachment. _You_ cannot have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6081 | been always at Longbourn.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6082 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6083 | Elizabeth looked surprised. The gentleman experienced some change of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6084 | feeling; he drew back his chair, took a newspaper from the table, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6085 | glancing over it, said, in a colder voice: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6086 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6087 | “Are you pleased with Kent?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6088 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6089 | A short dialogue on the subject of the country ensued, on either side |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6090 | calm and concise--and soon put an end to by the entrance of Charlotte |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6091 | and her sister, just returned from her walk. The tete-a-tete surprised |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6092 | them. Mr. Darcy related the mistake which had occasioned his intruding |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6093 | on Miss Bennet, and after sitting a few minutes longer without saying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6094 | much to anybody, went away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6095 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6096 | “What can be the meaning of this?” said Charlotte, as soon as he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6097 | gone. “My dear, Eliza, he must be in love with you, or he would never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6098 | have called us in this familiar way.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6099 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6100 | But when Elizabeth told of his silence, it did not seem very likely, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6101 | even to Charlotte’s wishes, to be the case; and after various |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6102 | conjectures, they could at last only suppose his visit to proceed from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6103 | the difficulty of finding anything to do, which was the more probable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6104 | from the time of year. All field sports were over. Within doors there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6105 | was Lady Catherine, books, and a billiard-table, but gentlemen cannot |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6106 | always be within doors; and in the nearness of the Parsonage, or the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6107 | pleasantness of the walk to it, or of the people who lived in it, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6108 | two cousins found a temptation from this period of walking thither |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6109 | almost every day. They called at various times of the morning, sometimes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6110 | separately, sometimes together, and now and then accompanied by their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6111 | aunt. It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam came because he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6112 | had pleasure in their society, a persuasion which of course recommended |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6113 | him still more; and Elizabeth was reminded by her own satisfaction in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6114 | being with him, as well as by his evident admiration of her, of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6115 | former favourite George Wickham; and though, in comparing them, she saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6116 | there was less captivating softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam’s manners, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6117 | she believed he might have the best informed mind. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6118 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6119 | But why Mr. Darcy came so often to the Parsonage, it was more difficult |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6120 | to understand. It could not be for society, as he frequently sat there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6121 | ten minutes together without opening his lips; and when he did speak, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6122 | it seemed the effect of necessity rather than of choice--a sacrifice |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6123 | to propriety, not a pleasure to himself. He seldom appeared really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6124 | animated. Mrs. Collins knew not what to make of him. Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6125 | Fitzwilliam’s occasionally laughing at his stupidity, proved that he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6126 | generally different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6127 | her; and as she would liked to have believed this change the effect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6128 | of love, and the object of that love her friend Eliza, she set herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6129 | seriously to work to find it out. She watched him whenever they were at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6130 | Rosings, and whenever he came to Hunsford; but without much success. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6131 | certainly looked at her friend a great deal, but the expression of that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6132 | look was disputable. It was an earnest, steadfast gaze, but she often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6133 | doubted whether there were much admiration in it, and sometimes it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6134 | seemed nothing but absence of mind. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6135 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6136 | She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6137 | being partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the idea; and Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6138 | Collins did not think it right to press the subject, from the danger of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6139 | raising expectations which might only end in disappointment; for in her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6140 | opinion it admitted not of a doubt, that all her friend’s dislike would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6141 | vanish, if she could suppose him to be in her power. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6142 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6143 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6144 | In her kind schemes for Elizabeth, she sometimes planned her marrying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6145 | Colonel Fitzwilliam. He was beyond comparison the most pleasant man; he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6146 | certainly admired her, and his situation in life was most eligible; but, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6147 | to counterbalance these advantages, Mr. Darcy had considerable patronage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6148 | in the church, and his cousin could have none at all. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6149 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6150 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6151 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6152 | Chapter 33 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6153 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6154 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6155 | More than once did Elizabeth, in her ramble within the park, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6156 | unexpectedly meet Mr. Darcy. She felt all the perverseness of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6157 | mischance that should bring him where no one else was brought, and, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6158 | prevent its ever happening again, took care to inform him at first that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6159 | it was a favourite haunt of hers. How it could occur a second time, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6160 | therefore, was very odd! Yet it did, and even a third. It seemed like |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6161 | wilful ill-nature, or a voluntary penance, for on these occasions it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6162 | not merely a few formal inquiries and an awkward pause and then away, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6163 | but he actually thought it necessary to turn back and walk with her. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6164 | never said a great deal, nor did she give herself the trouble of talking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6165 | or of listening much; but it struck her in the course of their third |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6166 | rencontre that he was asking some odd unconnected questions--about |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6167 | her pleasure in being at Hunsford, her love of solitary walks, and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6168 | opinion of Mr. and Mrs. Collins’s happiness; and that in speaking of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6169 | Rosings and her not perfectly understanding the house, he seemed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6170 | expect that whenever she came into Kent again she would be staying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6171 | _there_ too. His words seemed to imply it. Could he have Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6172 | Fitzwilliam in his thoughts? She supposed, if he meant anything, he must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6173 | mean an allusion to what might arise in that quarter. It distressed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6174 | her a little, and she was quite glad to find herself at the gate in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6175 | pales opposite the Parsonage. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6177 | She was engaged one day as she walked, in perusing Jane’s last letter, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6178 | and dwelling on some passages which proved that Jane had not written in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6179 | spirits, when, instead of being again surprised by Mr. Darcy, she saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6180 | on looking up that Colonel Fitzwilliam was meeting her. Putting away the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6181 | letter immediately and forcing a smile, she said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6182 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6183 | “I did not know before that you ever walked this way.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6184 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6185 | “I have been making the tour of the park,” he replied, “as I generally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6186 | do every year, and intend to close it with a call at the Parsonage. Are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6187 | you going much farther?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6188 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6189 | “No, I should have turned in a moment.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6190 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6191 | And accordingly she did turn, and they walked towards the Parsonage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6192 | together. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6193 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6194 | “Do you certainly leave Kent on Saturday?” said she. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6195 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6196 | “Yes--if Darcy does not put it off again. But I am at his disposal. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6197 | arranges the business just as he pleases.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6198 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6199 | “And if not able to please himself in the arrangement, he has at least |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6200 | pleasure in the great power of choice. I do not know anybody who seems |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6201 | more to enjoy the power of doing what he likes than Mr. Darcy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6202 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6203 | “He likes to have his own way very well,” replied Colonel Fitzwilliam. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6204 | “But so we all do. It is only that he has better means of having it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6205 | than many others, because he is rich, and many others are poor. I speak |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6206 | feelingly. A younger son, you know, must be inured to self-denial and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6207 | dependence.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6208 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6209 | “In my opinion, the younger son of an earl can know very little of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6210 | either. Now seriously, what have you ever known of self-denial and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6211 | dependence? When have you been prevented by want of money from going |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6212 | wherever you chose, or procuring anything you had a fancy for?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6213 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6214 | “These are home questions--and perhaps I cannot say that I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6215 | experienced many hardships of that nature. But in matters of greater |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6216 | weight, I may suffer from want of money. Younger sons cannot marry where |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6217 | they like.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6218 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6219 | “Unless where they like women of fortune, which I think they very often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6220 | do.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6221 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6222 | “Our habits of expense make us too dependent, and there are not many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6223 | in my rank of life who can afford to marry without some attention to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6224 | money.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6225 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6226 | “Is this,” thought Elizabeth, “meant for me?” and she coloured at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6227 | idea; but, recovering herself, said in a lively tone, “And pray, what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6228 | is the usual price of an earl’s younger son? Unless the elder brother is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6229 | very sickly, I suppose you would not ask above fifty thousand pounds.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6230 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6231 | He answered her in the same style, and the subject dropped. To interrupt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6232 | a silence which might make him fancy her affected with what had passed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6233 | she soon afterwards said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6234 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6235 | “I imagine your cousin brought you down with him chiefly for the sake of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6236 | having someone at his disposal. I wonder he does not marry, to secure a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6237 | lasting convenience of that kind. But, perhaps, his sister does as well |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6238 | for the present, and, as she is under his sole care, he may do what he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6239 | likes with her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6240 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6241 | “No,” said Colonel Fitzwilliam, “that is an advantage which he must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6242 | divide with me. I am joined with him in the guardianship of Miss Darcy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6243 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6244 | “Are you indeed? And pray what sort of guardians do you make? Does your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6245 | charge give you much trouble? Young ladies of her age are sometimes a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6246 | little difficult to manage, and if she has the true Darcy spirit, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6247 | may like to have her own way.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6248 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6249 | As she spoke she observed him looking at her earnestly; and the manner |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6250 | in which he immediately asked her why she supposed Miss Darcy likely to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6251 | give them any uneasiness, convinced her that she had somehow or other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6252 | got pretty near the truth. She directly replied: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6253 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6254 | “You need not be frightened. I never heard any harm of her; and I dare |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6255 | say she is one of the most tractable creatures in the world. She is a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6256 | very great favourite with some ladies of my acquaintance, Mrs. Hurst and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6257 | Miss Bingley. I think I have heard you say that you know them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6258 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6259 | “I know them a little. Their brother is a pleasant gentlemanlike man--he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6260 | is a great friend of Darcy’s.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6261 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6262 | “Oh! yes,” said Elizabeth drily; “Mr. Darcy is uncommonly kind to Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6263 | Bingley, and takes a prodigious deal of care of him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6264 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6265 | “Care of him! Yes, I really believe Darcy _does_ take care of him in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6266 | those points where he most wants care. From something that he told me in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6267 | our journey hither, I have reason to think Bingley very much indebted to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6268 | him. But I ought to beg his pardon, for I have no right to suppose that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6269 | Bingley was the person meant. It was all conjecture.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6270 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6271 | “What is it you mean?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6272 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6273 | “It is a circumstance which Darcy could not wish to be generally known, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6274 | because if it were to get round to the lady’s family, it would be an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6275 | unpleasant thing.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6276 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6277 | “You may depend upon my not mentioning it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6278 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6279 | “And remember that I have not much reason for supposing it to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6280 | Bingley. What he told me was merely this: that he congratulated himself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6281 | on having lately saved a friend from the inconveniences of a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6282 | imprudent marriage, but without mentioning names or any other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6283 | particulars, and I only suspected it to be Bingley from believing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6284 | him the kind of young man to get into a scrape of that sort, and from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6285 | knowing them to have been together the whole of last summer.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6286 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6287 | “Did Mr. Darcy give you reasons for this interference?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6288 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6289 | “I understood that there were some very strong objections against the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6290 | lady.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6291 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6292 | “And what arts did he use to separate them?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6293 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6294 | “He did not talk to me of his own arts,” said Fitzwilliam, smiling. “He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6295 | only told me what I have now told you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6296 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6297 | Elizabeth made no answer, and walked on, her heart swelling with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6298 | indignation. After watching her a little, Fitzwilliam asked her why she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6299 | was so thoughtful. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6300 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6301 | “I am thinking of what you have been telling me,” said she. “Your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6302 | cousin’s conduct does not suit my feelings. Why was he to be the judge?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6303 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6304 | “You are rather disposed to call his interference officious?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6305 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6306 | “I do not see what right Mr. Darcy had to decide on the propriety of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6307 | friend’s inclination, or why, upon his own judgement alone, he was to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6308 | determine and direct in what manner his friend was to be happy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6309 | But,” she continued, recollecting herself, “as we know none of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6310 | particulars, it is not fair to condemn him. It is not to be supposed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6311 | that there was much affection in the case.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6312 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6313 | “That is not an unnatural surmise,” said Fitzwilliam, “but it is a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6314 | lessening of the honour of my cousin’s triumph very sadly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6315 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6316 | This was spoken jestingly; but it appeared to her so just a picture |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6317 | of Mr. Darcy, that she would not trust herself with an answer, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6318 | therefore, abruptly changing the conversation talked on indifferent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6319 | matters until they reached the Parsonage. There, shut into her own room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6320 | as soon as their visitor left them, she could think without interruption |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6321 | of all that she had heard. It was not to be supposed that any other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6322 | people could be meant than those with whom she was connected. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6323 | could not exist in the world _two_ men over whom Mr. Darcy could have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6324 | such boundless influence. That he had been concerned in the measures |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6325 | taken to separate Bingley and Jane she had never doubted; but she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6326 | always attributed to Miss Bingley the principal design and arrangement |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6327 | of them. If his own vanity, however, did not mislead him, _he_ was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6328 | the cause, his pride and caprice were the cause, of all that Jane had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6329 | suffered, and still continued to suffer. He had ruined for a while |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6330 | every hope of happiness for the most affectionate, generous heart in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6331 | world; and no one could say how lasting an evil he might have inflicted. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6332 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6333 | “There were some very strong objections against the lady,” were Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6334 | Fitzwilliam’s words; and those strong objections probably were, her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6335 | having one uncle who was a country attorney, and another who was in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6336 | business in London. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6337 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6338 | “To Jane herself,” she exclaimed, “there could be no possibility of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6339 | objection; all loveliness and goodness as she is!--her understanding |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6340 | excellent, her mind improved, and her manners captivating. Neither |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6341 | could anything be urged against my father, who, though with some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6342 | peculiarities, has abilities Mr. Darcy himself need not disdain, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6343 | respectability which he will probably never reach.” When she thought of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6344 | her mother, her confidence gave way a little; but she would not allow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6345 | that any objections _there_ had material weight with Mr. Darcy, whose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6346 | pride, she was convinced, would receive a deeper wound from the want of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6347 | importance in his friend’s connections, than from their want of sense; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6348 | and she was quite decided, at last, that he had been partly governed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6349 | by this worst kind of pride, and partly by the wish of retaining Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6350 | Bingley for his sister. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6351 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6352 | The agitation and tears which the subject occasioned, brought on a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6353 | headache; and it grew so much worse towards the evening, that, added to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6354 | her unwillingness to see Mr. Darcy, it determined her not to attend her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6355 | cousins to Rosings, where they were engaged to drink tea. Mrs. Collins, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6356 | seeing that she was really unwell, did not press her to go and as much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6357 | as possible prevented her husband from pressing her; but Mr. Collins |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6358 | could not conceal his apprehension of Lady Catherine’s being rather |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6359 | displeased by her staying at home. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6360 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6361 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6362 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6363 | Chapter 34 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6364 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6365 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6366 | When they were gone, Elizabeth, as if intending to exasperate herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6367 | as much as possible against Mr. Darcy, chose for her employment the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6368 | examination of all the letters which Jane had written to her since her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6369 | being in Kent. They contained no actual complaint, nor was there any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6370 | revival of past occurrences, or any communication of present suffering. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6371 | But in all, and in almost every line of each, there was a want of that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6372 | cheerfulness which had been used to characterise her style, and which, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6373 | proceeding from the serenity of a mind at ease with itself and kindly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6374 | disposed towards everyone, had been scarcely ever clouded. Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6375 | noticed every sentence conveying the idea of uneasiness, with an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6376 | attention which it had hardly received on the first perusal. Mr. Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6377 | shameful boast of what misery he had been able to inflict, gave her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6378 | a keener sense of her sister’s sufferings. It was some consolation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6379 | to think that his visit to Rosings was to end on the day after the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6380 | next--and, a still greater, that in less than a fortnight she should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6381 | herself be with Jane again, and enabled to contribute to the recovery of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6382 | her spirits, by all that affection could do. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6383 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6384 | She could not think of Darcy’s leaving Kent without remembering that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6385 | his cousin was to go with him; but Colonel Fitzwilliam had made it clear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6386 | that he had no intentions at all, and agreeable as he was, she did not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6387 | mean to be unhappy about him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6388 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6389 | While settling this point, she was suddenly roused by the sound of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6390 | door-bell, and her spirits were a little fluttered by the idea of its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6391 | being Colonel Fitzwilliam himself, who had once before called late in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6392 | the evening, and might now come to inquire particularly after her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6393 | But this idea was soon banished, and her spirits were very differently |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6394 | affected, when, to her utter amazement, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6395 | room. In an hurried manner he immediately began an inquiry after her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6396 | health, imputing his visit to a wish of hearing that she were better. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6397 | She answered him with cold civility. He sat down for a few moments, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6398 | then getting up, walked about the room. Elizabeth was surprised, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6399 | said not a word. After a silence of several minutes, he came towards her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6400 | in an agitated manner, and thus began: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6401 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6402 | “In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6403 | repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6404 | you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6405 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6406 | Elizabeth’s astonishment was beyond expression. She stared, coloured, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6407 | doubted, and was silent. This he considered sufficient encouragement; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6408 | and the avowal of all that he felt, and had long felt for her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6409 | immediately followed. He spoke well; but there were feelings besides |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6410 | those of the heart to be detailed; and he was not more eloquent on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6411 | subject of tenderness than of pride. His sense of her inferiority--of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6412 | its being a degradation--of the family obstacles which had always |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6413 | opposed to inclination, were dwelt on with a warmth which seemed due to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6414 | the consequence he was wounding, but was very unlikely to recommend his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6415 | suit. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6416 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6417 | In spite of her deeply-rooted dislike, she could not be insensible to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6418 | the compliment of such a man’s affection, and though her intentions did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6419 | not vary for an instant, she was at first sorry for the pain he was to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6420 | receive; till, roused to resentment by his subsequent language, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6421 | lost all compassion in anger. She tried, however, to compose herself to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6422 | answer him with patience, when he should have done. He concluded with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6423 | representing to her the strength of that attachment which, in spite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6424 | of all his endeavours, he had found impossible to conquer; and with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6425 | expressing his hope that it would now be rewarded by her acceptance of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6426 | his hand. As he said this, she could easily see that he had no doubt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6427 | of a favourable answer. He _spoke_ of apprehension and anxiety, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6428 | his countenance expressed real security. Such a circumstance could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6429 | only exasperate farther, and, when he ceased, the colour rose into her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6430 | cheeks, and she said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6431 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6432 | “In such cases as this, it is, I believe, the established mode to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6433 | express a sense of obligation for the sentiments avowed, however |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6434 | unequally they may be returned. It is natural that obligation should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6435 | be felt, and if I could _feel_ gratitude, I would now thank you. But I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6436 | cannot--I have never desired your good opinion, and you have certainly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6437 | bestowed it most unwillingly. I am sorry to have occasioned pain to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6438 | anyone. It has been most unconsciously done, however, and I hope will be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6439 | of short duration. The feelings which, you tell me, have long prevented |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6440 | the acknowledgment of your regard, can have little difficulty in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6441 | overcoming it after this explanation.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6442 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6443 | Mr. Darcy, who was leaning against the mantelpiece with his eyes fixed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6444 | on her face, seemed to catch her words with no less resentment than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6445 | surprise. His complexion became pale with anger, and the disturbance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6446 | of his mind was visible in every feature. He was struggling for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6447 | appearance of composure, and would not open his lips till he believed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6448 | himself to have attained it. The pause was to Elizabeth’s feelings |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6449 | dreadful. At length, with a voice of forced calmness, he said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6450 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6451 | “And this is all the reply which I am to have the honour of expecting! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6452 | I might, perhaps, wish to be informed why, with so little _endeavour_ at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6453 | civility, I am thus rejected. But it is of small importance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6454 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6455 | “I might as well inquire,” replied she, “why with so evident a desire |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6456 | of offending and insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6457 | against your will, against your reason, and even against your character? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6458 | Was not this some excuse for incivility, if I _was_ uncivil? But I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6459 | other provocations. You know I have. Had not my feelings decided against |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6460 | you--had they been indifferent, or had they even been favourable, do you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6461 | think that any consideration would tempt me to accept the man who has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6462 | been the means of ruining, perhaps for ever, the happiness of a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6463 | beloved sister?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6464 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6465 | As she pronounced these words, Mr. Darcy changed colour; but the emotion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6466 | was short, and he listened without attempting to interrupt her while she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6467 | continued: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6468 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6469 | “I have every reason in the world to think ill of you. No motive can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6470 | excuse the unjust and ungenerous part you acted _there_. You dare not, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6471 | you cannot deny, that you have been the principal, if not the only means |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6472 | of dividing them from each other--of exposing one to the censure of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6473 | world for caprice and instability, and the other to its derision for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6474 | disappointed hopes, and involving them both in misery of the acutest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6475 | kind.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6476 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6477 | She paused, and saw with no slight indignation that he was listening |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6478 | with an air which proved him wholly unmoved by any feeling of remorse. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6479 | He even looked at her with a smile of affected incredulity. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6480 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6481 | “Can you deny that you have done it?” she repeated. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6482 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6483 | With assumed tranquillity he then replied: “I have no wish of denying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6484 | that I did everything in my power to separate my friend from your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6485 | sister, or that I rejoice in my success. Towards _him_ I have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6486 | kinder than towards myself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6487 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6488 | Elizabeth disdained the appearance of noticing this civil reflection, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6489 | but its meaning did not escape, nor was it likely to conciliate her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6490 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6491 | “But it is not merely this affair,” she continued, “on which my dislike |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6492 | is founded. Long before it had taken place my opinion of you was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6493 | decided. Your character was unfolded in the recital which I received |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6494 | many months ago from Mr. Wickham. On this subject, what can you have to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6495 | say? In what imaginary act of friendship can you here defend yourself? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6496 | or under what misrepresentation can you here impose upon others?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6497 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6498 | “You take an eager interest in that gentleman’s concerns,” said Darcy, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6499 | in a less tranquil tone, and with a heightened colour. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6500 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6501 | “Who that knows what his misfortunes have been, can help feeling an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6502 | interest in him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6503 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6504 | “His misfortunes!” repeated Darcy contemptuously; “yes, his misfortunes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6505 | have been great indeed.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6506 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6507 | “And of your infliction,” cried Elizabeth with energy. “You have reduced |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6508 | him to his present state of poverty--comparative poverty. You have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6509 | withheld the advantages which you must know to have been designed for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6510 | him. You have deprived the best years of his life of that independence |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6511 | which was no less his due than his desert. You have done all this! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6512 | and yet you can treat the mention of his misfortune with contempt and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6513 | ridicule.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6514 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6515 | “And this,” cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across the room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6516 | “is your opinion of me! This is the estimation in which you hold me! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6517 | I thank you for explaining it so fully. My faults, according to this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6518 | calculation, are heavy indeed! But perhaps,” added he, stopping in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6519 | his walk, and turning towards her, “these offenses might have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6520 | overlooked, had not your pride been hurt by my honest confession of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6521 | scruples that had long prevented my forming any serious design. These |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6522 | bitter accusations might have been suppressed, had I, with greater |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6523 | policy, concealed my struggles, and flattered you into the belief of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6524 | my being impelled by unqualified, unalloyed inclination; by reason, by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6525 | reflection, by everything. But disguise of every sort is my abhorrence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6526 | Nor am I ashamed of the feelings I related. They were natural and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6527 | just. Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6528 | connections?--to congratulate myself on the hope of relations, whose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6529 | condition in life is so decidedly beneath my own?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6530 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6531 | Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet she tried to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6532 | the utmost to speak with composure when she said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6533 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6534 | “You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6535 | declaration affected me in any other way, than as it spared me the concern |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6536 | which I might have felt in refusing you, had you behaved in a more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6537 | gentlemanlike manner.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6538 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6539 | She saw him start at this, but he said nothing, and she continued: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6540 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6541 | “You could not have made the offer of your hand in any possible way that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6542 | would have tempted me to accept it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6543 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6544 | Again his astonishment was obvious; and he looked at her with an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6545 | expression of mingled incredulity and mortification. She went on: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6546 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6547 | “From the very beginning--from the first moment, I may almost say--of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6548 | my acquaintance with you, your manners, impressing me with the fullest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6549 | belief of your arrogance, your conceit, and your selfish disdain of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6550 | the feelings of others, were such as to form the groundwork of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6551 | disapprobation on which succeeding events have built so immovable a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6552 | dislike; and I had not known you a month before I felt that you were the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6553 | last man in the world whom I could ever be prevailed on to marry.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6554 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6555 | “You have said quite enough, madam. I perfectly comprehend your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6556 | feelings, and have now only to be ashamed of what my own have been. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6557 | Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and accept my best |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6558 | wishes for your health and happiness.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6559 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6560 | And with these words he hastily left the room, and Elizabeth heard him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6561 | the next moment open the front door and quit the house. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6562 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6563 | The tumult of her mind, was now painfully great. She knew not how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6564 | to support herself, and from actual weakness sat down and cried for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6565 | half-an-hour. Her astonishment, as she reflected on what had passed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6566 | was increased by every review of it. That she should receive an offer of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6567 | marriage from Mr. Darcy! That he should have been in love with her for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6568 | so many months! So much in love as to wish to marry her in spite of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6569 | all the objections which had made him prevent his friend’s marrying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6570 | her sister, and which must appear at least with equal force in his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6571 | own case--was almost incredible! It was gratifying to have inspired |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6572 | unconsciously so strong an affection. But his pride, his abominable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6573 | pride--his shameless avowal of what he had done with respect to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6574 | Jane--his unpardonable assurance in acknowledging, though he could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6575 | not justify it, and the unfeeling manner in which he had mentioned Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6576 | Wickham, his cruelty towards whom he had not attempted to deny, soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6577 | overcame the pity which the consideration of his attachment had for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6578 | a moment excited. She continued in very agitated reflections till the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6579 | sound of Lady Catherine’s carriage made her feel how unequal she was to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6580 | encounter Charlotte’s observation, and hurried her away to her room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6581 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6582 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6583 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6584 | Chapter 35 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6585 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6586 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6587 | Elizabeth awoke the next morning to the same thoughts and meditations |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6588 | which had at length closed her eyes. She could not yet recover from the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6589 | surprise of what had happened; it was impossible to think of anything |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6590 | else; and, totally indisposed for employment, she resolved, soon after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6591 | breakfast, to indulge herself in air and exercise. She was proceeding |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6592 | directly to her favourite walk, when the recollection of Mr. Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6593 | sometimes coming there stopped her, and instead of entering the park, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6594 | she turned up the lane, which led farther from the turnpike-road. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6595 | park paling was still the boundary on one side, and she soon passed one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6596 | of the gates into the ground. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6597 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6598 | After walking two or three times along that part of the lane, she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6599 | tempted, by the pleasantness of the morning, to stop at the gates and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6600 | look into the park. The five weeks which she had now passed in Kent had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6601 | made a great difference in the country, and every day was adding to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6602 | verdure of the early trees. She was on the point of continuing her walk, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6603 | when she caught a glimpse of a gentleman within the sort of grove which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6604 | edged the park; he was moving that way; and, fearful of its being Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6605 | Darcy, she was directly retreating. But the person who advanced was now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6606 | near enough to see her, and stepping forward with eagerness, pronounced |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6607 | her name. She had turned away; but on hearing herself called, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6608 | in a voice which proved it to be Mr. Darcy, she moved again towards the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6609 | gate. He had by that time reached it also, and, holding out a letter, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6610 | which she instinctively took, said, with a look of haughty composure, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6611 | “I have been walking in the grove some time in the hope of meeting you. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6612 | Will you do me the honour of reading that letter?” And then, with a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6613 | slight bow, turned again into the plantation, and was soon out of sight. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6614 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6615 | With no expectation of pleasure, but with the strongest curiosity, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6616 | Elizabeth opened the letter, and, to her still increasing wonder, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6617 | perceived an envelope containing two sheets of letter-paper, written |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6618 | quite through, in a very close hand. The envelope itself was likewise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6619 | full. Pursuing her way along the lane, she then began it. It was dated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6620 | from Rosings, at eight o’clock in the morning, and was as follows:-- |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6621 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6622 | “Be not alarmed, madam, on receiving this letter, by the apprehension |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6623 | of its containing any repetition of those sentiments or renewal of those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6624 | offers which were last night so disgusting to you. I write without any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6625 | intention of paining you, or humbling myself, by dwelling on wishes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6626 | which, for the happiness of both, cannot be too soon forgotten; and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6627 | effort which the formation and the perusal of this letter must occasion, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6628 | should have been spared, had not my character required it to be written |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6629 | and read. You must, therefore, pardon the freedom with which I demand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6630 | your attention; your feelings, I know, will bestow it unwillingly, but I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6631 | demand it of your justice. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6632 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6633 | “Two offenses of a very different nature, and by no means of equal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6634 | magnitude, you last night laid to my charge. The first mentioned was, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6635 | that, regardless of the sentiments of either, I had detached Mr. Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6636 | from your sister, and the other, that I had, in defiance of various |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6637 | claims, in defiance of honour and humanity, ruined the immediate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6638 | prosperity and blasted the prospects of Mr. Wickham. Wilfully and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6639 | wantonly to have thrown off the companion of my youth, the acknowledged |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6640 | favourite of my father, a young man who had scarcely any other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6641 | dependence than on our patronage, and who had been brought up to expect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6642 | its exertion, would be a depravity, to which the separation of two young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6643 | persons, whose affection could be the growth of only a few weeks, could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6644 | bear no comparison. But from the severity of that blame which was last |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6645 | night so liberally bestowed, respecting each circumstance, I shall hope |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6646 | to be in the future secured, when the following account of my actions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6647 | and their motives has been read. If, in the explanation of them, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6648 | is due to myself, I am under the necessity of relating feelings which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6649 | may be offensive to yours, I can only say that I am sorry. The necessity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6650 | must be obeyed, and further apology would be absurd. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6651 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6652 | “I had not been long in Hertfordshire, before I saw, in common with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6653 | others, that Bingley preferred your elder sister to any other young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6654 | woman in the country. But it was not till the evening of the dance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6655 | at Netherfield that I had any apprehension of his feeling a serious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6656 | attachment. I had often seen him in love before. At that ball, while I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6657 | had the honour of dancing with you, I was first made acquainted, by Sir |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6658 | William Lucas’s accidental information, that Bingley’s attentions to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6659 | your sister had given rise to a general expectation of their marriage. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6660 | He spoke of it as a certain event, of which the time alone could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6661 | be undecided. From that moment I observed my friend’s behaviour |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6662 | attentively; and I could then perceive that his partiality for Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6663 | Bennet was beyond what I had ever witnessed in him. Your sister I also |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6664 | watched. Her look and manners were open, cheerful, and engaging as ever, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6665 | but without any symptom of peculiar regard, and I remained convinced |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6666 | from the evening’s scrutiny, that though she received his attentions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6667 | with pleasure, she did not invite them by any participation of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6668 | sentiment. If _you_ have not been mistaken here, _I_ must have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6669 | in error. Your superior knowledge of your sister must make the latter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6670 | probable. If it be so, if I have been misled by such error to inflict |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6671 | pain on her, your resentment has not been unreasonable. But I shall not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6672 | scruple to assert, that the serenity of your sister’s countenance and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6673 | air was such as might have given the most acute observer a conviction |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6674 | that, however amiable her temper, her heart was not likely to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6675 | easily touched. That I was desirous of believing her indifferent is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6676 | certain--but I will venture to say that my investigation and decisions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6677 | are not usually influenced by my hopes or fears. I did not believe |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6678 | her to be indifferent because I wished it; I believed it on impartial |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6679 | conviction, as truly as I wished it in reason. My objections to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6680 | marriage were not merely those which I last night acknowledged to have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6681 | the utmost force of passion to put aside, in my own case; the want of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6682 | connection could not be so great an evil to my friend as to me. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6683 | there were other causes of repugnance; causes which, though still |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6684 | existing, and existing to an equal degree in both instances, I had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6685 | myself endeavoured to forget, because they were not immediately before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6686 | me. These causes must be stated, though briefly. The situation of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6687 | mother’s family, though objectionable, was nothing in comparison to that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6688 | total want of propriety so frequently, so almost uniformly betrayed by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6689 | herself, by your three younger sisters, and occasionally even by your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6690 | father. Pardon me. It pains me to offend you. But amidst your concern |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6691 | for the defects of your nearest relations, and your displeasure at this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6692 | representation of them, let it give you consolation to consider that, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6693 | have conducted yourselves so as to avoid any share of the like censure, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6694 | is praise no less generally bestowed on you and your elder sister, than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6695 | it is honourable to the sense and disposition of both. I will only say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6696 | farther that from what passed that evening, my opinion of all parties |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6697 | was confirmed, and every inducement heightened which could have led |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6698 | me before, to preserve my friend from what I esteemed a most unhappy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6699 | connection. He left Netherfield for London, on the day following, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6700 | you, I am certain, remember, with the design of soon returning. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6701 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6702 | “The part which I acted is now to be explained. His sisters’ uneasiness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6703 | had been equally excited with my own; our coincidence of feeling was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6704 | soon discovered, and, alike sensible that no time was to be lost in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6705 | detaching their brother, we shortly resolved on joining him directly in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6706 | London. We accordingly went--and there I readily engaged in the office |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6707 | of pointing out to my friend the certain evils of such a choice. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6708 | described, and enforced them earnestly. But, however this remonstrance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6709 | might have staggered or delayed his determination, I do not suppose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6710 | that it would ultimately have prevented the marriage, had it not been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6711 | seconded by the assurance that I hesitated not in giving, of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6712 | sister’s indifference. He had before believed her to return his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6713 | affection with sincere, if not with equal regard. But Bingley has great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6714 | natural modesty, with a stronger dependence on my judgement than on his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6715 | own. To convince him, therefore, that he had deceived himself, was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6716 | no very difficult point. To persuade him against returning into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6717 | Hertfordshire, when that conviction had been given, was scarcely the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6718 | work of a moment. I cannot blame myself for having done thus much. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6719 | is but one part of my conduct in the whole affair on which I do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6720 | reflect with satisfaction; it is that I condescended to adopt the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6721 | measures of art so far as to conceal from him your sister’s being in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6722 | town. I knew it myself, as it was known to Miss Bingley; but her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6723 | brother is even yet ignorant of it. That they might have met without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6724 | ill consequence is perhaps probable; but his regard did not appear to me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6725 | enough extinguished for him to see her without some danger. Perhaps this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6726 | concealment, this disguise was beneath me; it is done, however, and it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6727 | was done for the best. On this subject I have nothing more to say, no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6728 | other apology to offer. If I have wounded your sister’s feelings, it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6729 | was unknowingly done and though the motives which governed me may to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6730 | you very naturally appear insufficient, I have not yet learnt to condemn |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6731 | them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6732 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6733 | “With respect to that other, more weighty accusation, of having injured |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6734 | Mr. Wickham, I can only refute it by laying before you the whole of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6735 | connection with my family. Of what he has _particularly_ accused me I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6736 | am ignorant; but of the truth of what I shall relate, I can summon more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6737 | than one witness of undoubted veracity. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6738 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6739 | “Mr. Wickham is the son of a very respectable man, who had for many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6740 | years the management of all the Pemberley estates, and whose good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6741 | conduct in the discharge of his trust naturally inclined my father to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6742 | be of service to him; and on George Wickham, who was his godson, his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6743 | kindness was therefore liberally bestowed. My father supported him at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6744 | school, and afterwards at Cambridge--most important assistance, as his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6745 | own father, always poor from the extravagance of his wife, would have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6746 | been unable to give him a gentleman’s education. My father was not only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6747 | fond of this young man’s society, whose manners were always engaging; he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6748 | had also the highest opinion of him, and hoping the church would be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6749 | his profession, intended to provide for him in it. As for myself, it is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6750 | many, many years since I first began to think of him in a very different |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6751 | manner. The vicious propensities--the want of principle, which he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6752 | careful to guard from the knowledge of his best friend, could not escape |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6753 | the observation of a young man of nearly the same age with himself, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6754 | and who had opportunities of seeing him in unguarded moments, which Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6755 | Darcy could not have. Here again I shall give you pain--to what degree |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6756 | you only can tell. But whatever may be the sentiments which Mr. Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6757 | has created, a suspicion of their nature shall not prevent me from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6758 | unfolding his real character--it adds even another motive. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6759 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6760 | “My excellent father died about five years ago; and his attachment to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6761 | Mr. Wickham was to the last so steady, that in his will he particularly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6762 | recommended it to me, to promote his advancement in the best manner |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6763 | that his profession might allow--and if he took orders, desired that a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6764 | valuable family living might be his as soon as it became vacant. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6765 | was also a legacy of one thousand pounds. His own father did not long |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6766 | survive mine, and within half a year from these events, Mr. Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6767 | wrote to inform me that, having finally resolved against taking orders, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6768 | he hoped I should not think it unreasonable for him to expect some more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6769 | immediate pecuniary advantage, in lieu of the preferment, by which he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6770 | could not be benefited. He had some intention, he added, of studying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6771 | law, and I must be aware that the interest of one thousand pounds would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6772 | be a very insufficient support therein. I rather wished, than believed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6773 | him to be sincere; but, at any rate, was perfectly ready to accede to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6774 | his proposal. I knew that Mr. Wickham ought not to be a clergyman; the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6775 | business was therefore soon settled--he resigned all claim to assistance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6776 | in the church, were it possible that he could ever be in a situation to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6777 | receive it, and accepted in return three thousand pounds. All connection |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6778 | between us seemed now dissolved. I thought too ill of him to invite him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6779 | to Pemberley, or admit his society in town. In town I believe he chiefly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6780 | lived, but his studying the law was a mere pretence, and being now free |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6781 | from all restraint, his life was a life of idleness and dissipation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6782 | For about three years I heard little of him; but on the decease of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6783 | incumbent of the living which had been designed for him, he applied to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6784 | me again by letter for the presentation. His circumstances, he assured |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6785 | me, and I had no difficulty in believing it, were exceedingly bad. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6786 | had found the law a most unprofitable study, and was now absolutely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6787 | resolved on being ordained, if I would present him to the living in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6788 | question--of which he trusted there could be little doubt, as he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6789 | well assured that I had no other person to provide for, and I could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6790 | have forgotten my revered father’s intentions. You will hardly blame |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6791 | me for refusing to comply with this entreaty, or for resisting every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6792 | repetition to it. His resentment was in proportion to the distress of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6793 | his circumstances--and he was doubtless as violent in his abuse of me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6794 | to others as in his reproaches to myself. After this period every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6795 | appearance of acquaintance was dropped. How he lived I know not. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6796 | last summer he was again most painfully obtruded on my notice. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6797 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6798 | “I must now mention a circumstance which I would wish to forget myself, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6799 | and which no obligation less than the present should induce me to unfold |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6800 | to any human being. Having said thus much, I feel no doubt of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6801 | secrecy. My sister, who is more than ten years my junior, was left to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6802 | the guardianship of my mother’s nephew, Colonel Fitzwilliam, and myself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6803 | About a year ago, she was taken from school, and an establishment formed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6804 | for her in London; and last summer she went with the lady who presided |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6805 | over it, to Ramsgate; and thither also went Mr. Wickham, undoubtedly by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6806 | design; for there proved to have been a prior acquaintance between him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6807 | and Mrs. Younge, in whose character we were most unhappily deceived; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6808 | by her connivance and aid, he so far recommended himself to Georgiana, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6809 | whose affectionate heart retained a strong impression of his kindness to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6810 | her as a child, that she was persuaded to believe herself in love, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6811 | to consent to an elopement. She was then but fifteen, which must be her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6812 | excuse; and after stating her imprudence, I am happy to add, that I owed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6813 | the knowledge of it to herself. I joined them unexpectedly a day or two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6814 | before the intended elopement, and then Georgiana, unable to support the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6815 | idea of grieving and offending a brother whom she almost looked up to as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6816 | a father, acknowledged the whole to me. You may imagine what I felt and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6817 | how I acted. Regard for my sister’s credit and feelings prevented |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6818 | any public exposure; but I wrote to Mr. Wickham, who left the place |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6819 | immediately, and Mrs. Younge was of course removed from her charge. Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6820 | Wickham’s chief object was unquestionably my sister’s fortune, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6821 | is thirty thousand pounds; but I cannot help supposing that the hope of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6822 | revenging himself on me was a strong inducement. His revenge would have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6823 | been complete indeed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6824 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6825 | “This, madam, is a faithful narrative of every event in which we have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6826 | been concerned together; and if you do not absolutely reject it as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6827 | false, you will, I hope, acquit me henceforth of cruelty towards Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6828 | Wickham. I know not in what manner, under what form of falsehood he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6829 | had imposed on you; but his success is not perhaps to be wondered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6830 | at. Ignorant as you previously were of everything concerning either, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6831 | detection could not be in your power, and suspicion certainly not in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6832 | your inclination. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6833 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6834 | “You may possibly wonder why all this was not told you last night; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6835 | I was not then master enough of myself to know what could or ought to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6836 | be revealed. For the truth of everything here related, I can appeal more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6837 | particularly to the testimony of Colonel Fitzwilliam, who, from our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6838 | near relationship and constant intimacy, and, still more, as one of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6839 | the executors of my father’s will, has been unavoidably acquainted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6840 | with every particular of these transactions. If your abhorrence of _me_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6841 | should make _my_ assertions valueless, you cannot be prevented by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6842 | the same cause from confiding in my cousin; and that there may be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6843 | the possibility of consulting him, I shall endeavour to find some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6844 | opportunity of putting this letter in your hands in the course of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6845 | morning. I will only add, God bless you. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6846 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6847 | “FITZWILLIAM DARCY” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6848 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6849 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6850 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6851 | Chapter 36 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6852 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6853 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6854 | If Elizabeth, when Mr. Darcy gave her the letter, did not expect it to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6855 | contain a renewal of his offers, she had formed no expectation at all of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6856 | its contents. But such as they were, it may well be supposed how eagerly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6857 | she went through them, and what a contrariety of emotion they excited. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6858 | Her feelings as she read were scarcely to be defined. With amazement did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6859 | she first understand that he believed any apology to be in his power; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6860 | and steadfastly was she persuaded, that he could have no explanation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6861 | to give, which a just sense of shame would not conceal. With a strong |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6862 | prejudice against everything he might say, she began his account of what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6863 | had happened at Netherfield. She read with an eagerness which hardly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6864 | left her power of comprehension, and from impatience of knowing what the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6865 | next sentence might bring, was incapable of attending to the sense of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6866 | the one before her eyes. His belief of her sister’s insensibility she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6867 | instantly resolved to be false; and his account of the real, the worst |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6868 | objections to the match, made her too angry to have any wish of doing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6869 | him justice. He expressed no regret for what he had done which satisfied |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6870 | her; his style was not penitent, but haughty. It was all pride and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6871 | insolence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6872 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6873 | But when this subject was succeeded by his account of Mr. Wickham--when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6874 | she read with somewhat clearer attention a relation of events which, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6875 | if true, must overthrow every cherished opinion of his worth, and which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6876 | bore so alarming an affinity to his own history of himself--her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6877 | feelings were yet more acutely painful and more difficult of definition. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6878 | Astonishment, apprehension, and even horror, oppressed her. She wished |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6879 | to discredit it entirely, repeatedly exclaiming, “This must be false! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6880 | This cannot be! This must be the grossest falsehood!”--and when she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6881 | gone through the whole letter, though scarcely knowing anything of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6882 | last page or two, put it hastily away, protesting that she would not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6883 | regard it, that she would never look in it again. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6884 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6885 | In this perturbed state of mind, with thoughts that could rest on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6886 | nothing, she walked on; but it would not do; in half a minute the letter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6887 | was unfolded again, and collecting herself as well as she could, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6888 | again began the mortifying perusal of all that related to Wickham, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6889 | commanded herself so far as to examine the meaning of every sentence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6890 | The account of his connection with the Pemberley family was exactly what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6891 | he had related himself; and the kindness of the late Mr. Darcy, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6892 | she had not before known its extent, agreed equally well with his own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6893 | words. So far each recital confirmed the other; but when she came to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6894 | will, the difference was great. What Wickham had said of the living |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6895 | was fresh in her memory, and as she recalled his very words, it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6896 | impossible not to feel that there was gross duplicity on one side or the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6897 | other; and, for a few moments, she flattered herself that her wishes did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6898 | not err. But when she read and re-read with the closest attention, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6899 | particulars immediately following of Wickham’s resigning all pretensions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6900 | to the living, of his receiving in lieu so considerable a sum as three |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6901 | thousand pounds, again was she forced to hesitate. She put down |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6902 | the letter, weighed every circumstance with what she meant to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6903 | impartiality--deliberated on the probability of each statement--but with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6904 | little success. On both sides it was only assertion. Again she read |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6905 | on; but every line proved more clearly that the affair, which she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6906 | believed it impossible that any contrivance could so represent as to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6907 | render Mr. Darcy’s conduct in it less than infamous, was capable of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6908 | turn which must make him entirely blameless throughout the whole. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6909 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6910 | The extravagance and general profligacy which he scrupled not to lay at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6911 | Mr. Wickham’s charge, exceedingly shocked her; the more so, as she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6912 | bring no proof of its injustice. She had never heard of him before his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6913 | entrance into the ----shire Militia, in which he had engaged at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6914 | persuasion of the young man who, on meeting him accidentally in town, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6915 | had there renewed a slight acquaintance. Of his former way of life |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6916 | nothing had been known in Hertfordshire but what he told himself. As |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6917 | to his real character, had information been in her power, she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6918 | never felt a wish of inquiring. His countenance, voice, and manner had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6919 | established him at once in the possession of every virtue. She tried |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6920 | to recollect some instance of goodness, some distinguished trait of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6921 | integrity or benevolence, that might rescue him from the attacks of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6922 | Mr. Darcy; or at least, by the predominance of virtue, atone for those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6923 | casual errors under which she would endeavour to class what Mr. Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6924 | had described as the idleness and vice of many years’ continuance. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6925 | no such recollection befriended her. She could see him instantly before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6926 | her, in every charm of air and address; but she could remember no more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6927 | substantial good than the general approbation of the neighbourhood, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6928 | the regard which his social powers had gained him in the mess. After |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6929 | pausing on this point a considerable while, she once more continued to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6930 | read. But, alas! the story which followed, of his designs on Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6931 | Darcy, received some confirmation from what had passed between Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6932 | Fitzwilliam and herself only the morning before; and at last she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6933 | referred for the truth of every particular to Colonel Fitzwilliam |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6934 | himself--from whom she had previously received the information of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6935 | near concern in all his cousin’s affairs, and whose character she had no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6936 | reason to question. At one time she had almost resolved on applying to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6937 | him, but the idea was checked by the awkwardness of the application, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6938 | at length wholly banished by the conviction that Mr. Darcy would never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6939 | have hazarded such a proposal, if he had not been well assured of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6940 | cousin’s corroboration. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6941 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6942 | She perfectly remembered everything that had passed in conversation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6943 | between Wickham and herself, in their first evening at Mr. Phillips’s. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6944 | Many of his expressions were still fresh in her memory. She was _now_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6945 | struck with the impropriety of such communications to a stranger, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6946 | wondered it had escaped her before. She saw the indelicacy of putting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6947 | himself forward as he had done, and the inconsistency of his professions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6948 | with his conduct. She remembered that he had boasted of having no fear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6949 | of seeing Mr. Darcy--that Mr. Darcy might leave the country, but that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6950 | _he_ should stand his ground; yet he had avoided the Netherfield ball |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6951 | the very next week. She remembered also that, till the Netherfield |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6952 | family had quitted the country, he had told his story to no one but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6953 | herself; but that after their removal it had been everywhere discussed; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6954 | that he had then no reserves, no scruples in sinking Mr. Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6955 | character, though he had assured her that respect for the father would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6956 | always prevent his exposing the son. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6957 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6958 | How differently did everything now appear in which he was concerned! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6959 | His attentions to Miss King were now the consequence of views solely and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6960 | hatefully mercenary; and the mediocrity of her fortune proved no longer |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6961 | the moderation of his wishes, but his eagerness to grasp at anything. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6962 | His behaviour to herself could now have had no tolerable motive; he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6963 | either been deceived with regard to her fortune, or had been gratifying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6964 | his vanity by encouraging the preference which she believed she had most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6965 | incautiously shown. Every lingering struggle in his favour grew fainter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6966 | and fainter; and in farther justification of Mr. Darcy, she could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6967 | but allow that Mr. Bingley, when questioned by Jane, had long ago |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6968 | asserted his blamelessness in the affair; that proud and repulsive as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6969 | were his manners, she had never, in the whole course of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6970 | acquaintance--an acquaintance which had latterly brought them much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6971 | together, and given her a sort of intimacy with his ways--seen anything |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6972 | that betrayed him to be unprincipled or unjust--anything that spoke him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6973 | of irreligious or immoral habits; that among his own connections he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6974 | esteemed and valued--that even Wickham had allowed him merit as a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6975 | brother, and that she had often heard him speak so affectionately of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6976 | sister as to prove him capable of _some_ amiable feeling; that had his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6977 | actions been what Mr. Wickham represented them, so gross a violation of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6978 | everything right could hardly have been concealed from the world; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6979 | that friendship between a person capable of it, and such an amiable man |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6980 | as Mr. Bingley, was incomprehensible. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6981 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6982 | She grew absolutely ashamed of herself. Of neither Darcy nor Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6983 | could she think without feeling she had been blind, partial, prejudiced, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6984 | absurd. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6985 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6986 | “How despicably I have acted!” she cried; “I, who have prided myself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6987 | on my discernment! I, who have valued myself on my abilities! who have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6988 | often disdained the generous candour of my sister, and gratified |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6989 | my vanity in useless or blameable mistrust! How humiliating is this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6990 | discovery! Yet, how just a humiliation! Had I been in love, I could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6991 | not have been more wretchedly blind! But vanity, not love, has been my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6992 | folly. Pleased with the preference of one, and offended by the neglect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6993 | of the other, on the very beginning of our acquaintance, I have courted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6994 | prepossession and ignorance, and driven reason away, where either were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6995 | concerned. Till this moment I never knew myself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6996 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6997 | From herself to Jane--from Jane to Bingley, her thoughts were in a line |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6998 | which soon brought to her recollection that Mr. Darcy’s explanation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 6999 | _there_ had appeared very insufficient, and she read it again. Widely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7000 | different was the effect of a second perusal. How could she deny that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7001 | credit to his assertions in one instance, which she had been obliged to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7002 | give in the other? He declared himself to be totally unsuspicious of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7003 | sister’s attachment; and she could not help remembering what Charlotte’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7004 | opinion had always been. Neither could she deny the justice of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7005 | description of Jane. She felt that Jane’s feelings, though fervent, were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7006 | little displayed, and that there was a constant complacency in her air |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7007 | and manner not often united with great sensibility. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7008 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7009 | When she came to that part of the letter in which her family were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7010 | mentioned in terms of such mortifying, yet merited reproach, her sense |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7011 | of shame was severe. The justice of the charge struck her too forcibly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7012 | for denial, and the circumstances to which he particularly alluded as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7013 | having passed at the Netherfield ball, and as confirming all his first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7014 | disapprobation, could not have made a stronger impression on his mind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7015 | than on hers. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7016 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7017 | The compliment to herself and her sister was not unfelt. It soothed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7018 | but it could not console her for the contempt which had thus been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7019 | self-attracted by the rest of her family; and as she considered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7020 | that Jane’s disappointment had in fact been the work of her nearest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7021 | relations, and reflected how materially the credit of both must be hurt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7022 | by such impropriety of conduct, she felt depressed beyond anything she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7023 | had ever known before. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7024 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7025 | After wandering along the lane for two hours, giving way to every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7026 | variety of thought--re-considering events, determining probabilities, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7027 | and reconciling herself, as well as she could, to a change so sudden and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7028 | so important, fatigue, and a recollection of her long absence, made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7029 | her at length return home; and she entered the house with the wish |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7030 | of appearing cheerful as usual, and the resolution of repressing such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7031 | reflections as must make her unfit for conversation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7032 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7033 | She was immediately told that the two gentlemen from Rosings had each |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7034 | called during her absence; Mr. Darcy, only for a few minutes, to take |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7035 | leave--but that Colonel Fitzwilliam had been sitting with them at least |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7036 | an hour, hoping for her return, and almost resolving to walk after her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7037 | till she could be found. Elizabeth could but just _affect_ concern |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7038 | in missing him; she really rejoiced at it. Colonel Fitzwilliam was no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7039 | longer an object; she could think only of her letter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7040 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7041 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7042 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7043 | Chapter 37 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7044 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7045 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7046 | The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning, and Mr. Collins having |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7047 | been in waiting near the lodges, to make them his parting obeisance, was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7048 | able to bring home the pleasing intelligence, of their appearing in very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7049 | good health, and in as tolerable spirits as could be expected, after the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7050 | melancholy scene so lately gone through at Rosings. To Rosings he then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7051 | hastened, to console Lady Catherine and her daughter; and on his return |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7052 | brought back, with great satisfaction, a message from her ladyship, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7053 | importing that she felt herself so dull as to make her very desirous of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7054 | having them all to dine with her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7055 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7056 | Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine without recollecting that, had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7057 | she chosen it, she might by this time have been presented to her as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7058 | her future niece; nor could she think, without a smile, of what her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7059 | ladyship’s indignation would have been. “What would she have said? how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7060 | would she have behaved?” were questions with which she amused herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7061 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7062 | Their first subject was the diminution of the Rosings party. “I assure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7063 | you, I feel it exceedingly,” said Lady Catherine; “I believe no one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7064 | feels the loss of friends so much as I do. But I am particularly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7065 | attached to these young men, and know them to be so much attached to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7066 | me! They were excessively sorry to go! But so they always are. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7067 | dear Colonel rallied his spirits tolerably till just at last; but Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7068 | seemed to feel it most acutely, more, I think, than last year. His |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7069 | attachment to Rosings certainly increases.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7070 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7071 | Mr. Collins had a compliment, and an allusion to throw in here, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7072 | were kindly smiled on by the mother and daughter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7073 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7074 | Lady Catherine observed, after dinner, that Miss Bennet seemed out of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7075 | spirits, and immediately accounting for it by herself, by supposing that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7076 | she did not like to go home again so soon, she added: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7077 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7078 | “But if that is the case, you must write to your mother and beg that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7079 | you may stay a little longer. Mrs. Collins will be very glad of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7080 | company, I am sure.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7081 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7082 | “I am much obliged to your ladyship for your kind invitation,” replied |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7083 | Elizabeth, “but it is not in my power to accept it. I must be in town |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7084 | next Saturday.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7085 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7086 | “Why, at that rate, you will have been here only six weeks. I expected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7087 | you to stay two months. I told Mrs. Collins so before you came. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7088 | can be no occasion for your going so soon. Mrs. Bennet could certainly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7089 | spare you for another fortnight.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7090 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7091 | “But my father cannot. He wrote last week to hurry my return.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7092 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7093 | “Oh! your father of course may spare you, if your mother can. Daughters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7094 | are never of so much consequence to a father. And if you will stay |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7095 | another _month_ complete, it will be in my power to take one of you as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7096 | far as London, for I am going there early in June, for a week; and as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7097 | Dawson does not object to the barouche-box, there will be very good room |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7098 | for one of you--and indeed, if the weather should happen to be cool, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7099 | should not object to taking you both, as you are neither of you large.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7100 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7101 | “You are all kindness, madam; but I believe we must abide by our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7102 | original plan.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7103 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7104 | Lady Catherine seemed resigned. “Mrs. Collins, you must send a servant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7105 | with them. You know I always speak my mind, and I cannot bear the idea |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7106 | of two young women travelling post by themselves. It is highly improper. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7107 | You must contrive to send somebody. I have the greatest dislike in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7108 | the world to that sort of thing. Young women should always be properly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7109 | guarded and attended, according to their situation in life. When my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7110 | niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate last summer, I made a point of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7111 | having two men-servants go with her. Miss Darcy, the daughter of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7112 | Mr. Darcy, of Pemberley, and Lady Anne, could not have appeared with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7113 | propriety in a different manner. I am excessively attentive to all those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7114 | things. You must send John with the young ladies, Mrs. Collins. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7115 | am glad it occurred to me to mention it; for it would really be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7116 | discreditable to _you_ to let them go alone.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7117 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7118 | “My uncle is to send a servant for us.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7119 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7120 | “Oh! Your uncle! He keeps a man-servant, does he? I am very glad you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7121 | have somebody who thinks of these things. Where shall you change horses? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7122 | Oh! Bromley, of course. If you mention my name at the Bell, you will be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7123 | attended to.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7124 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7125 | Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting their journey, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7126 | and as she did not answer them all herself, attention was necessary, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7127 | which Elizabeth believed to be lucky for her; or, with a mind so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7128 | occupied, she might have forgotten where she was. Reflection must be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7129 | reserved for solitary hours; whenever she was alone, she gave way to it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7130 | as the greatest relief; and not a day went by without a solitary |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7131 | walk, in which she might indulge in all the delight of unpleasant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7132 | recollections. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7133 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7134 | Mr. Darcy’s letter she was in a fair way of soon knowing by heart. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7135 | studied every sentence; and her feelings towards its writer were at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7136 | times widely different. When she remembered the style of his address, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7137 | she was still full of indignation; but when she considered how unjustly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7138 | she had condemned and upbraided him, her anger was turned against |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7139 | herself; and his disappointed feelings became the object of compassion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7140 | His attachment excited gratitude, his general character respect; but she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7141 | could not approve him; nor could she for a moment repent her refusal, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7142 | or feel the slightest inclination ever to see him again. In her own past |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7143 | behaviour, there was a constant source of vexation and regret; and in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7144 | the unhappy defects of her family, a subject of yet heavier chagrin. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7145 | They were hopeless of remedy. Her father, contented with laughing at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7146 | them, would never exert himself to restrain the wild giddiness of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7147 | youngest daughters; and her mother, with manners so far from right |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7148 | herself, was entirely insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7149 | united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of Catherine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7150 | and Lydia; but while they were supported by their mother’s indulgence, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7151 | what chance could there be of improvement? Catherine, weak-spirited, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7152 | irritable, and completely under Lydia’s guidance, had been always |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7153 | affronted by their advice; and Lydia, self-willed and careless, would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7154 | scarcely give them a hearing. They were ignorant, idle, and vain. While |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7155 | there was an officer in Meryton, they would flirt with him; and while |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7156 | Meryton was within a walk of Longbourn, they would be going there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7157 | forever. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7158 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7159 | Anxiety on Jane’s behalf was another prevailing concern; and Mr. Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7160 | explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former good opinion, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7161 | heightened the sense of what Jane had lost. His affection was proved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7162 | to have been sincere, and his conduct cleared of all blame, unless any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7163 | could attach to the implicitness of his confidence in his friend. How |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7164 | grievous then was the thought that, of a situation so desirable in every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7165 | respect, so replete with advantage, so promising for happiness, Jane had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7166 | been deprived, by the folly and indecorum of her own family! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7167 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7168 | When to these recollections was added the development of Wickham’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7169 | character, it may be easily believed that the happy spirits which had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7170 | seldom been depressed before, were now so much affected as to make it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7171 | almost impossible for her to appear tolerably cheerful. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7172 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7173 | Their engagements at Rosings were as frequent during the last week of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7174 | her stay as they had been at first. The very last evening was spent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7175 | there; and her ladyship again inquired minutely into the particulars of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7176 | their journey, gave them directions as to the best method of packing, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7177 | and was so urgent on the necessity of placing gowns in the only right |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7178 | way, that Maria thought herself obliged, on her return, to undo all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7179 | work of the morning, and pack her trunk afresh. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7180 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7181 | When they parted, Lady Catherine, with great condescension, wished them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7182 | a good journey, and invited them to come to Hunsford again next year; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7183 | and Miss de Bourgh exerted herself so far as to curtsey and hold out her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7184 | hand to both. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7185 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7186 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7187 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7188 | Chapter 38 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7189 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7190 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7191 | On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a few |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7192 | minutes before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7193 | paying the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7194 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7195 | “I know not, Miss Elizabeth,” said he, “whether Mrs. Collins has yet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7196 | expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us; but I am very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7197 | certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7198 | it. The favour of your company has been much felt, I assure you. We |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7199 | know how little there is to tempt anyone to our humble abode. Our plain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7200 | manner of living, our small rooms and few domestics, and the little we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7201 | see of the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7202 | yourself; but I hope you will believe us grateful for the condescension, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7203 | and that we have done everything in our power to prevent your spending |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7204 | your time unpleasantly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7205 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7206 | Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7207 | had spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7208 | Charlotte, and the kind attentions she had received, must make _her_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7209 | feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified, and with a more smiling |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7210 | solemnity replied: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7211 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7212 | “It gives me great pleasure to hear that you have passed your time not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7213 | disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most fortunately |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7214 | having it in our power to introduce you to very superior society, and, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7215 | from our connection with Rosings, the frequent means of varying the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7216 | humble home scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7217 | visit cannot have been entirely irksome. Our situation with regard to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7218 | Lady Catherine’s family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7219 | and blessing which few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7220 | see how continually we are engaged there. In truth I must acknowledge |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7221 | that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage, I should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7222 | not think anyone abiding in it an object of compassion, while they are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7223 | sharers of our intimacy at Rosings.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7224 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7225 | Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7226 | obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7227 | and truth in a few short sentences. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7228 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7229 | “You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7230 | Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself at least that you will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7231 | be able to do so. Lady Catherine’s great attentions to Mrs. Collins you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7232 | have been a daily witness of; and altogether I trust it does not appear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7233 | that your friend has drawn an unfortunate--but on this point it will be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7234 | as well to be silent. Only let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7235 | that I can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7236 | marriage. My dear Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7237 | thinking. There is in everything a most remarkable resemblance of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7238 | character and ideas between us. We seem to have been designed for each |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7239 | other.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7240 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7241 | Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where that was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7242 | the case, and with equal sincerity could add, that she firmly believed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7243 | and rejoiced in his domestic comforts. She was not sorry, however, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7244 | have the recital of them interrupted by the lady from whom they sprang. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7245 | Poor Charlotte! it was melancholy to leave her to such society! But she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7246 | had chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently regretting that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7247 | her visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for compassion. Her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7248 | home and her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry, and all their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7249 | dependent concerns, had not yet lost their charms. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7250 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7251 | At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the parcels |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7252 | placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready. After an affectionate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7253 | parting between the friends, Elizabeth was attended to the carriage by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7254 | Mr. Collins, and as they walked down the garden he was commissioning her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7255 | with his best respects to all her family, not forgetting his thanks |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7256 | for the kindness he had received at Longbourn in the winter, and his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7257 | compliments to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7258 | in, Maria followed, and the door was on the point of being closed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7259 | when he suddenly reminded them, with some consternation, that they had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7260 | hitherto forgotten to leave any message for the ladies at Rosings. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7261 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7262 | “But,” he added, “you will of course wish to have your humble respects |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7263 | delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their kindness to you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7264 | while you have been here.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7265 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7266 | Elizabeth made no objection; the door was then allowed to be shut, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7267 | the carriage drove off. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7268 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7269 | “Good gracious!” cried Maria, after a few minutes’ silence, “it seems |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7270 | but a day or two since we first came! and yet how many things have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7271 | happened!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7272 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7273 | “A great many indeed,” said her companion with a sigh. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7274 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7275 | “We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there twice! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7276 | How much I shall have to tell!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7277 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7278 | Elizabeth added privately, “And how much I shall have to conceal!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7279 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7280 | Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any alarm; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7281 | within four hours of their leaving Hunsford they reached Mr. Gardiner’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7282 | house, where they were to remain a few days. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7283 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7284 | Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of studying her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7285 | spirits, amidst the various engagements which the kindness of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7286 | aunt had reserved for them. But Jane was to go home with her, and at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7287 | Longbourn there would be leisure enough for observation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7288 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7289 | It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait even for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7290 | Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy’s proposals. To know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7291 | that she had the power of revealing what would so exceedingly astonish |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7292 | Jane, and must, at the same time, so highly gratify whatever of her own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7293 | vanity she had not yet been able to reason away, was such a temptation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7294 | to openness as nothing could have conquered but the state of indecision |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7295 | in which she remained as to the extent of what she should communicate; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7296 | and her fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being hurried |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7297 | into repeating something of Bingley which might only grieve her sister |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7298 | further. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7299 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7300 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7301 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7302 | Chapter 39 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7303 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7304 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7305 | It was the second week in May, in which the three young ladies set out |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7306 | together from Gracechurch Street for the town of ----, in Hertfordshire; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7307 | and, as they drew near the appointed inn where Mr. Bennet’s carriage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7308 | was to meet them, they quickly perceived, in token of the coachman’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7309 | punctuality, both Kitty and Lydia looking out of a dining-room up stairs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7310 | These two girls had been above an hour in the place, happily employed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7311 | in visiting an opposite milliner, watching the sentinel on guard, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7312 | dressing a salad and cucumber. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7313 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7314 | After welcoming their sisters, they triumphantly displayed a table set |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7315 | out with such cold meat as an inn larder usually affords, exclaiming, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7316 | “Is not this nice? Is not this an agreeable surprise?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7317 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7318 | “And we mean to treat you all,” added Lydia, “but you must lend us the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7319 | money, for we have just spent ours at the shop out there.” Then, showing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7320 | her purchases--“Look here, I have bought this bonnet. I do not think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7321 | it is very pretty; but I thought I might as well buy it as not. I shall |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7322 | pull it to pieces as soon as I get home, and see if I can make it up any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7323 | better.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7324 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7325 | And when her sisters abused it as ugly, she added, with perfect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7326 | unconcern, “Oh! but there were two or three much uglier in the shop; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7327 | when I have bought some prettier-coloured satin to trim it with fresh, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7328 | think it will be very tolerable. Besides, it will not much signify what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7329 | one wears this summer, after the ----shire have left Meryton, and they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7330 | are going in a fortnight.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7331 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7332 | “Are they indeed!” cried Elizabeth, with the greatest satisfaction. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7333 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7334 | “They are going to be encamped near Brighton; and I do so want papa to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7335 | take us all there for the summer! It would be such a delicious scheme; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7336 | and I dare say would hardly cost anything at all. Mamma would like to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7337 | go too of all things! Only think what a miserable summer else we shall |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7338 | have!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7339 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7340 | “Yes,” thought Elizabeth, “_that_ would be a delightful scheme indeed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7341 | and completely do for us at once. Good Heaven! Brighton, and a whole |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7342 | campful of soldiers, to us, who have been overset already by one poor |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7343 | regiment of militia, and the monthly balls of Meryton!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7344 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7345 | “Now I have got some news for you,” said Lydia, as they sat down at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7346 | table. “What do you think? It is excellent news--capital news--and about |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7347 | a certain person we all like!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7348 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7349 | Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other, and the waiter was told he need |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7350 | not stay. Lydia laughed, and said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7351 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7352 | “Aye, that is just like your formality and discretion. You thought the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7353 | waiter must not hear, as if he cared! I dare say he often hears worse |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7354 | things said than I am going to say. But he is an ugly fellow! I am glad |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7355 | he is gone. I never saw such a long chin in my life. Well, but now for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7356 | my news; it is about dear Wickham; too good for the waiter, is it not? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7357 | There is no danger of Wickham’s marrying Mary King. There’s for you! She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7358 | is gone down to her uncle at Liverpool: gone to stay. Wickham is safe.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7359 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7360 | “And Mary King is safe!” added Elizabeth; “safe from a connection |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7361 | imprudent as to fortune.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7362 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7363 | “She is a great fool for going away, if she liked him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7364 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7365 | “But I hope there is no strong attachment on either side,” said Jane. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7366 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7367 | “I am sure there is not on _his_. I will answer for it, he never cared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7368 | three straws about her--who could about such a nasty little freckled |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7369 | thing?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7370 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7371 | Elizabeth was shocked to think that, however incapable of such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7372 | coarseness of _expression_ herself, the coarseness of the _sentiment_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7373 | was little other than her own breast had harboured and fancied liberal! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7374 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7375 | As soon as all had ate, and the elder ones paid, the carriage was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7376 | ordered; and after some contrivance, the whole party, with all their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7377 | boxes, work-bags, and parcels, and the unwelcome addition of Kitty’s and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7378 | Lydia’s purchases, were seated in it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7379 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7380 | “How nicely we are all crammed in,” cried Lydia. “I am glad I bought my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7381 | bonnet, if it is only for the fun of having another bandbox! Well, now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7382 | let us be quite comfortable and snug, and talk and laugh all the way |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7383 | home. And in the first place, let us hear what has happened to you all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7384 | since you went away. Have you seen any pleasant men? Have you had any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7385 | flirting? I was in great hopes that one of you would have got a husband |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7386 | before you came back. Jane will be quite an old maid soon, I declare. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7387 | She is almost three-and-twenty! Lord, how ashamed I should be of not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7388 | being married before three-and-twenty! My aunt Phillips wants you so to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7389 | get husbands, you can’t think. She says Lizzy had better have taken Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7390 | Collins; but _I_ do not think there would have been any fun in it. Lord! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7391 | how I should like to be married before any of you; and then I would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7392 | chaperon you about to all the balls. Dear me! we had such a good piece |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7393 | of fun the other day at Colonel Forster’s. Kitty and me were to spend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7394 | the day there, and Mrs. Forster promised to have a little dance in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7395 | evening; (by the bye, Mrs. Forster and me are _such_ friends!) and so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7396 | she asked the two Harringtons to come, but Harriet was ill, and so Pen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7397 | was forced to come by herself; and then, what do you think we did? We |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7398 | dressed up Chamberlayne in woman’s clothes on purpose to pass for a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7399 | lady, only think what fun! Not a soul knew of it, but Colonel and Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7400 | Forster, and Kitty and me, except my aunt, for we were forced to borrow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7401 | one of her gowns; and you cannot imagine how well he looked! When Denny, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7402 | and Wickham, and Pratt, and two or three more of the men came in, they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7403 | did not know him in the least. Lord! how I laughed! and so did Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7404 | Forster. I thought I should have died. And _that_ made the men suspect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7405 | something, and then they soon found out what was the matter.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7406 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7407 | With such kinds of histories of their parties and good jokes, did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7408 | Lydia, assisted by Kitty’s hints and additions, endeavour to amuse her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7409 | companions all the way to Longbourn. Elizabeth listened as little as she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7410 | could, but there was no escaping the frequent mention of Wickham’s name. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7411 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7412 | Their reception at home was most kind. Mrs. Bennet rejoiced to see Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7413 | in undiminished beauty; and more than once during dinner did Mr. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7414 | say voluntarily to Elizabeth: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7415 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7416 | “I am glad you are come back, Lizzy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7417 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7418 | Their party in the dining-room was large, for almost all the Lucases |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7419 | came to meet Maria and hear the news; and various were the subjects that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7420 | occupied them: Lady Lucas was inquiring of Maria, after the welfare and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7421 | poultry of her eldest daughter; Mrs. Bennet was doubly engaged, on one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7422 | hand collecting an account of the present fashions from Jane, who sat |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7423 | some way below her, and, on the other, retailing them all to the younger |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7424 | Lucases; and Lydia, in a voice rather louder than any other person’s, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7425 | was enumerating the various pleasures of the morning to anybody who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7426 | would hear her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7427 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7428 | “Oh! Mary,” said she, “I wish you had gone with us, for we had such fun! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7429 | As we went along, Kitty and I drew up the blinds, and pretended there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7430 | was nobody in the coach; and I should have gone so all the way, if Kitty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7431 | had not been sick; and when we got to the George, I do think we behaved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7432 | very handsomely, for we treated the other three with the nicest cold |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7433 | luncheon in the world, and if you would have gone, we would have treated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7434 | you too. And then when we came away it was such fun! I thought we never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7435 | should have got into the coach. I was ready to die of laughter. And then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7436 | we were so merry all the way home! we talked and laughed so loud, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7437 | anybody might have heard us ten miles off!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7438 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7439 | To this Mary very gravely replied, “Far be it from me, my dear sister, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7440 | to depreciate such pleasures! They would doubtless be congenial with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7441 | generality of female minds. But I confess they would have no charms for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7442 | _me_--I should infinitely prefer a book.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7443 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7444 | But of this answer Lydia heard not a word. She seldom listened to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7445 | anybody for more than half a minute, and never attended to Mary at all. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7446 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7447 | In the afternoon Lydia was urgent with the rest of the girls to walk |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7448 | to Meryton, and to see how everybody went on; but Elizabeth steadily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7449 | opposed the scheme. It should not be said that the Miss Bennets could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7450 | not be at home half a day before they were in pursuit of the officers. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7451 | There was another reason too for her opposition. She dreaded seeing Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7452 | Wickham again, and was resolved to avoid it as long as possible. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7453 | comfort to _her_ of the regiment’s approaching removal was indeed beyond |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7454 | expression. In a fortnight they were to go--and once gone, she hoped |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7455 | there could be nothing more to plague her on his account. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7456 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7457 | She had not been many hours at home before she found that the Brighton |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7458 | scheme, of which Lydia had given them a hint at the inn, was under |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7459 | frequent discussion between her parents. Elizabeth saw directly that her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7460 | father had not the smallest intention of yielding; but his answers were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7461 | at the same time so vague and equivocal, that her mother, though often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7462 | disheartened, had never yet despaired of succeeding at last. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7463 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7464 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7465 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7466 | Chapter 40 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7467 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7468 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7469 | Elizabeth’s impatience to acquaint Jane with what had happened could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7470 | no longer be overcome; and at length, resolving to suppress every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7471 | particular in which her sister was concerned, and preparing her to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7472 | surprised, she related to her the next morning the chief of the scene |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7473 | between Mr. Darcy and herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7474 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7475 | Miss Bennet’s astonishment was soon lessened by the strong sisterly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7476 | partiality which made any admiration of Elizabeth appear perfectly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7477 | natural; and all surprise was shortly lost in other feelings. She was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7478 | sorry that Mr. Darcy should have delivered his sentiments in a manner so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7479 | little suited to recommend them; but still more was she grieved for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7480 | unhappiness which her sister’s refusal must have given him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7481 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7482 | “His being so sure of succeeding was wrong,” said she, “and certainly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7483 | ought not to have appeared; but consider how much it must increase his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7484 | disappointment!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7485 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7486 | “Indeed,” replied Elizabeth, “I am heartily sorry for him; but he has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7487 | other feelings, which will probably soon drive away his regard for me. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7488 | You do not blame me, however, for refusing him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7489 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7490 | “Blame you! Oh, no.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7491 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7492 | “But you blame me for having spoken so warmly of Wickham?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7493 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7494 | “No--I do not know that you were wrong in saying what you did.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7495 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7496 | “But you _will_ know it, when I tell you what happened the very next |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7497 | day.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7498 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7499 | She then spoke of the letter, repeating the whole of its contents as far |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7500 | as they concerned George Wickham. What a stroke was this for poor Jane! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7501 | who would willingly have gone through the world without believing that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7502 | so much wickedness existed in the whole race of mankind, as was here |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7503 | collected in one individual. Nor was Darcy’s vindication, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7504 | grateful to her feelings, capable of consoling her for such discovery. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7505 | Most earnestly did she labour to prove the probability of error, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7506 | seek to clear the one without involving the other. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7507 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7508 | “This will not do,” said Elizabeth; “you never will be able to make both |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7509 | of them good for anything. Take your choice, but you must be satisfied |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7510 | with only one. There is but such a quantity of merit between them; just |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7511 | enough to make one good sort of man; and of late it has been shifting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7512 | about pretty much. For my part, I am inclined to believe it all Darcy’s; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7513 | but you shall do as you choose.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7514 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7515 | It was some time, however, before a smile could be extorted from Jane. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7516 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7517 | “I do not know when I have been more shocked,” said she. “Wickham so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7518 | very bad! It is almost past belief. And poor Mr. Darcy! Dear Lizzy, only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7519 | consider what he must have suffered. Such a disappointment! and with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7520 | knowledge of your ill opinion, too! and having to relate such a thing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7521 | of his sister! It is really too distressing. I am sure you must feel it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7522 | so.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7523 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7524 | “Oh! no, my regret and compassion are all done away by seeing you so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7525 | full of both. I know you will do him such ample justice, that I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7526 | growing every moment more unconcerned and indifferent. Your profusion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7527 | makes me saving; and if you lament over him much longer, my heart will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7528 | be as light as a feather.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7529 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7530 | “Poor Wickham! there is such an expression of goodness in his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7531 | countenance! such an openness and gentleness in his manner!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7532 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7533 | “There certainly was some great mismanagement in the education of those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7534 | two young men. One has got all the goodness, and the other all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7535 | appearance of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7536 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7537 | “I never thought Mr. Darcy so deficient in the _appearance_ of it as you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7538 | used to do.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7539 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7540 | “And yet I meant to be uncommonly clever in taking so decided a dislike |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7541 | to him, without any reason. It is such a spur to one’s genius, such an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7542 | opening for wit, to have a dislike of that kind. One may be continually |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7543 | abusive without saying anything just; but one cannot always be laughing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7544 | at a man without now and then stumbling on something witty.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7545 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7546 | “Lizzy, when you first read that letter, I am sure you could not treat |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7547 | the matter as you do now.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7548 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7549 | “Indeed, I could not. I was uncomfortable enough, I may say unhappy. And |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7550 | with no one to speak to about what I felt, no Jane to comfort me and say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7551 | that I had not been so very weak and vain and nonsensical as I knew I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7552 | had! Oh! how I wanted you!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7553 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7554 | “How unfortunate that you should have used such very strong expressions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7555 | in speaking of Wickham to Mr. Darcy, for now they _do_ appear wholly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7556 | undeserved.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7557 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7558 | “Certainly. But the misfortune of speaking with bitterness is a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7559 | natural consequence of the prejudices I had been encouraging. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7560 | is one point on which I want your advice. I want to be told whether I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7561 | ought, or ought not, to make our acquaintances in general understand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7562 | Wickham’s character.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7563 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7564 | Miss Bennet paused a little, and then replied, “Surely there can be no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7565 | occasion for exposing him so dreadfully. What is your opinion?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7566 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7567 | “That it ought not to be attempted. Mr. Darcy has not authorised me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7568 | to make his communication public. On the contrary, every particular |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7569 | relative to his sister was meant to be kept as much as possible to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7570 | myself; and if I endeavour to undeceive people as to the rest of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7571 | conduct, who will believe me? The general prejudice against Mr. Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7572 | is so violent, that it would be the death of half the good people in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7573 | Meryton to attempt to place him in an amiable light. I am not equal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7574 | to it. Wickham will soon be gone; and therefore it will not signify to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7575 | anyone here what he really is. Some time hence it will be all found out, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7576 | and then we may laugh at their stupidity in not knowing it before. At |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7577 | present I will say nothing about it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7578 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7579 | “You are quite right. To have his errors made public might ruin him for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7580 | ever. He is now, perhaps, sorry for what he has done, and anxious to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7581 | re-establish a character. We must not make him desperate.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7582 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7583 | The tumult of Elizabeth’s mind was allayed by this conversation. She had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7584 | got rid of two of the secrets which had weighed on her for a fortnight, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7585 | and was certain of a willing listener in Jane, whenever she might wish |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7586 | to talk again of either. But there was still something lurking behind, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7587 | of which prudence forbade the disclosure. She dared not relate the other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7588 | half of Mr. Darcy’s letter, nor explain to her sister how sincerely she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7589 | had been valued by her friend. Here was knowledge in which no one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7590 | could partake; and she was sensible that nothing less than a perfect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7591 | understanding between the parties could justify her in throwing off |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7592 | this last encumbrance of mystery. “And then,” said she, “if that very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7593 | improbable event should ever take place, I shall merely be able to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7594 | tell what Bingley may tell in a much more agreeable manner himself. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7595 | liberty of communication cannot be mine till it has lost all its value!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7596 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7597 | She was now, on being settled at home, at leisure to observe the real |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7598 | state of her sister’s spirits. Jane was not happy. She still cherished a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7599 | very tender affection for Bingley. Having never even fancied herself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7600 | in love before, her regard had all the warmth of first attachment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7601 | and, from her age and disposition, greater steadiness than most first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7602 | attachments often boast; and so fervently did she value his remembrance, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7603 | and prefer him to every other man, that all her good sense, and all her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7604 | attention to the feelings of her friends, were requisite to check the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7605 | indulgence of those regrets which must have been injurious to her own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7606 | health and their tranquillity. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7607 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7608 | “Well, Lizzy,” said Mrs. Bennet one day, “what is your opinion _now_ of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7609 | this sad business of Jane’s? For my part, I am determined never to speak |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7610 | of it again to anybody. I told my sister Phillips so the other day. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7611 | I cannot find out that Jane saw anything of him in London. Well, he is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7612 | a very undeserving young man--and I do not suppose there’s the least |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7613 | chance in the world of her ever getting him now. There is no talk of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7614 | his coming to Netherfield again in the summer; and I have inquired of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7615 | everybody, too, who is likely to know.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7616 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7617 | “I do not believe he will ever live at Netherfield any more.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7618 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7619 | “Oh well! it is just as he chooses. Nobody wants him to come. Though I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7620 | shall always say he used my daughter extremely ill; and if I was her, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7621 | would not have put up with it. Well, my comfort is, I am sure Jane will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7622 | die of a broken heart; and then he will be sorry for what he has done.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7623 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7624 | But as Elizabeth could not receive comfort from any such expectation, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7625 | she made no answer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7626 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7627 | “Well, Lizzy,” continued her mother, soon afterwards, “and so the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7628 | Collinses live very comfortable, do they? Well, well, I only hope |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7629 | it will last. And what sort of table do they keep? Charlotte is an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7630 | excellent manager, I dare say. If she is half as sharp as her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7631 | mother, she is saving enough. There is nothing extravagant in _their_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7632 | housekeeping, I dare say.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7633 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7634 | “No, nothing at all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7635 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7636 | “A great deal of good management, depend upon it. Yes, yes, _they_ will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7637 | take care not to outrun their income. _They_ will never be distressed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7638 | for money. Well, much good may it do them! And so, I suppose, they often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7639 | talk of having Longbourn when your father is dead. They look upon it as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7640 | quite their own, I dare say, whenever that happens.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7641 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7642 | “It was a subject which they could not mention before me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7643 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7644 | “No; it would have been strange if they had; but I make no doubt they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7645 | often talk of it between themselves. Well, if they can be easy with an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7646 | estate that is not lawfully their own, so much the better. I should be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7647 | ashamed of having one that was only entailed on me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7648 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7649 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7650 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7651 | Chapter 41 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7652 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7653 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7654 | The first week of their return was soon gone. The second began. It was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7655 | the last of the regiment’s stay in Meryton, and all the young ladies |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7656 | in the neighbourhood were drooping apace. The dejection was almost |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7657 | universal. The elder Miss Bennets alone were still able to eat, drink, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7658 | and sleep, and pursue the usual course of their employments. Very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7659 | frequently were they reproached for this insensibility by Kitty and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7660 | Lydia, whose own misery was extreme, and who could not comprehend such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7661 | hard-heartedness in any of the family. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7662 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7663 | “Good Heaven! what is to become of us? What are we to do?” would they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7664 | often exclaim in the bitterness of woe. “How can you be smiling so, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7665 | Lizzy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7666 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7667 | Their affectionate mother shared all their grief; she remembered what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7668 | she had herself endured on a similar occasion, five-and-twenty years |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7669 | ago. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7670 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7671 | “I am sure,” said she, “I cried for two days together when Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7672 | Miller’s regiment went away. I thought I should have broken my heart.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7673 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7674 | “I am sure I shall break _mine_,” said Lydia. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7675 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7676 | “If one could but go to Brighton!” observed Mrs. Bennet. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7677 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7678 | “Oh, yes!--if one could but go to Brighton! But papa is so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7679 | disagreeable.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7680 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7681 | “A little sea-bathing would set me up forever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7682 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7683 | “And my aunt Phillips is sure it would do _me_ a great deal of good,” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7684 | added Kitty. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7685 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7686 | Such were the kind of lamentations resounding perpetually through |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7687 | Longbourn House. Elizabeth tried to be diverted by them; but all sense |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7688 | of pleasure was lost in shame. She felt anew the justice of Mr. Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7689 | objections; and never had she been so much disposed to pardon his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7690 | interference in the views of his friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7691 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7692 | But the gloom of Lydia’s prospect was shortly cleared away; for she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7693 | received an invitation from Mrs. Forster, the wife of the colonel of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7694 | the regiment, to accompany her to Brighton. This invaluable friend was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7695 | very young woman, and very lately married. A resemblance in good humour |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7696 | and good spirits had recommended her and Lydia to each other, and out of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7697 | their _three_ months’ acquaintance they had been intimate _two_. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7698 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7699 | The rapture of Lydia on this occasion, her adoration of Mrs. Forster, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7700 | the delight of Mrs. Bennet, and the mortification of Kitty, are scarcely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7701 | to be described. Wholly inattentive to her sister’s feelings, Lydia |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7702 | flew about the house in restless ecstasy, calling for everyone’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7703 | congratulations, and laughing and talking with more violence than ever; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7704 | whilst the luckless Kitty continued in the parlour repined at her fate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7705 | in terms as unreasonable as her accent was peevish. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7706 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7707 | “I cannot see why Mrs. Forster should not ask _me_ as well as Lydia,” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7708 | said she, “Though I am _not_ her particular friend. I have just as much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7709 | right to be asked as she has, and more too, for I am two years older.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7710 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7711 | In vain did Elizabeth attempt to make her reasonable, and Jane to make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7712 | her resigned. As for Elizabeth herself, this invitation was so far from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7713 | exciting in her the same feelings as in her mother and Lydia, that she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7714 | considered it as the death warrant of all possibility of common sense |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7715 | for the latter; and detestable as such a step must make her were it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7716 | known, she could not help secretly advising her father not to let her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7717 | go. She represented to him all the improprieties of Lydia’s general |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7718 | behaviour, the little advantage she could derive from the friendship of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7719 | such a woman as Mrs. Forster, and the probability of her being yet more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7720 | imprudent with such a companion at Brighton, where the temptations must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7721 | be greater than at home. He heard her attentively, and then said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7722 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7723 | “Lydia will never be easy until she has exposed herself in some public |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7724 | place or other, and we can never expect her to do it with so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7725 | little expense or inconvenience to her family as under the present |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7726 | circumstances.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7727 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7728 | “If you were aware,” said Elizabeth, “of the very great disadvantage to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7729 | us all which must arise from the public notice of Lydia’s unguarded and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7730 | imprudent manner--nay, which has already arisen from it, I am sure you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7731 | would judge differently in the affair.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7732 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7733 | “Already arisen?” repeated Mr. Bennet. “What, has she frightened away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7734 | some of your lovers? Poor little Lizzy! But do not be cast down. Such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7735 | squeamish youths as cannot bear to be connected with a little absurdity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7736 | are not worth a regret. Come, let me see the list of pitiful fellows who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7737 | have been kept aloof by Lydia’s folly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7738 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7739 | “Indeed you are mistaken. I have no such injuries to resent. It is not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7740 | of particular, but of general evils, which I am now complaining. Our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7741 | importance, our respectability in the world must be affected by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7742 | wild volatility, the assurance and disdain of all restraint which mark |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7743 | Lydia’s character. Excuse me, for I must speak plainly. If you, my dear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7744 | father, will not take the trouble of checking her exuberant spirits, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7745 | of teaching her that her present pursuits are not to be the business of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7746 | her life, she will soon be beyond the reach of amendment. Her character |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7747 | will be fixed, and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7748 | that ever made herself or her family ridiculous; a flirt, too, in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7749 | worst and meanest degree of flirtation; without any attraction beyond |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7750 | youth and a tolerable person; and, from the ignorance and emptiness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7751 | of her mind, wholly unable to ward off any portion of that universal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7752 | contempt which her rage for admiration will excite. In this danger |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7753 | Kitty also is comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads. Vain, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7754 | ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrolled! Oh! my dear father, can you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7755 | suppose it possible that they will not be censured and despised wherever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7756 | they are known, and that their sisters will not be often involved in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7757 | disgrace?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7758 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7759 | Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7760 | affectionately taking her hand said in reply: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7761 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7762 | “Do not make yourself uneasy, my love. Wherever you and Jane are known |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7763 | you must be respected and valued; and you will not appear to less |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7764 | advantage for having a couple of--or I may say, three--very silly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7765 | sisters. We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does not go to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7766 | Brighton. Let her go, then. Colonel Forster is a sensible man, and will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7767 | keep her out of any real mischief; and she is luckily too poor to be an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7768 | object of prey to anybody. At Brighton she will be of less importance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7769 | even as a common flirt than she has been here. The officers will find |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7770 | women better worth their notice. Let us hope, therefore, that her being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7771 | there may teach her her own insignificance. At any rate, she cannot grow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7772 | many degrees worse, without authorising us to lock her up for the rest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7773 | of her life.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7774 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7775 | With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content; but her own opinion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7776 | continued the same, and she left him disappointed and sorry. It was not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7777 | in her nature, however, to increase her vexations by dwelling on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7778 | them. She was confident of having performed her duty, and to fret |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7779 | over unavoidable evils, or augment them by anxiety, was no part of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7780 | disposition. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7781 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7782 | Had Lydia and her mother known the substance of her conference with her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7783 | father, their indignation would hardly have found expression in their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7784 | united volubility. In Lydia’s imagination, a visit to Brighton comprised |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7785 | every possibility of earthly happiness. She saw, with the creative eye |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7786 | of fancy, the streets of that gay bathing-place covered with officers. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7787 | She saw herself the object of attention, to tens and to scores of them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7788 | at present unknown. She saw all the glories of the camp--its tents |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7789 | stretched forth in beauteous uniformity of lines, crowded with the young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7790 | and the gay, and dazzling with scarlet; and, to complete the view, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7791 | saw herself seated beneath a tent, tenderly flirting with at least six |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7792 | officers at once. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7793 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7794 | Had she known her sister sought to tear her from such prospects and such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7795 | realities as these, what would have been her sensations? They could have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7796 | been understood only by her mother, who might have felt nearly the same. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7797 | Lydia’s going to Brighton was all that consoled her for her melancholy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7798 | conviction of her husband’s never intending to go there himself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7799 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7800 | But they were entirely ignorant of what had passed; and their raptures |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7801 | continued, with little intermission, to the very day of Lydia’s leaving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7802 | home. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7803 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7804 | Elizabeth was now to see Mr. Wickham for the last time. Having been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7805 | frequently in company with him since her return, agitation was pretty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7806 | well over; the agitations of former partiality entirely so. She had even |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7807 | learnt to detect, in the very gentleness which had first delighted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7808 | her, an affectation and a sameness to disgust and weary. In his present |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7809 | behaviour to herself, moreover, she had a fresh source of displeasure, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7810 | for the inclination he soon testified of renewing those intentions which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7811 | had marked the early part of their acquaintance could only serve, after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7812 | what had since passed, to provoke her. She lost all concern for him in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7813 | finding herself thus selected as the object of such idle and frivolous |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7814 | gallantry; and while she steadily repressed it, could not but feel the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7815 | reproof contained in his believing, that however long, and for whatever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7816 | cause, his attentions had been withdrawn, her vanity would be gratified, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7817 | and her preference secured at any time by their renewal. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7818 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7819 | On the very last day of the regiment’s remaining at Meryton, he dined, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7820 | with other of the officers, at Longbourn; and so little was Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7821 | disposed to part from him in good humour, that on his making some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7822 | inquiry as to the manner in which her time had passed at Hunsford, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7823 | mentioned Colonel Fitzwilliam’s and Mr. Darcy’s having both spent three |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7824 | weeks at Rosings, and asked him, if he was acquainted with the former. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7825 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7826 | He looked surprised, displeased, alarmed; but with a moment’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7827 | recollection and a returning smile, replied, that he had formerly seen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7828 | him often; and, after observing that he was a very gentlemanlike man, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7829 | asked her how she had liked him. Her answer was warmly in his favour. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7830 | With an air of indifference he soon afterwards added: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7831 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7832 | “How long did you say he was at Rosings?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7833 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7834 | “Nearly three weeks.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7835 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7836 | “And you saw him frequently?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7837 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7838 | “Yes, almost every day.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7839 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7840 | “His manners are very different from his cousin’s.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7841 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7842 | “Yes, very different. But I think Mr. Darcy improves upon acquaintance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7843 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7844 | “Indeed!” cried Mr. Wickham with a look which did not escape her. “And |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7845 | pray, may I ask?--” But checking himself, he added, in a gayer tone, “Is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7846 | it in address that he improves? Has he deigned to add aught of civility |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7847 | to his ordinary style?--for I dare not hope,” he continued in a lower |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7848 | and more serious tone, “that he is improved in essentials.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7849 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7850 | “Oh, no!” said Elizabeth. “In essentials, I believe, he is very much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7851 | what he ever was.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7852 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7853 | While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing whether to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7854 | rejoice over her words, or to distrust their meaning. There was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7855 | something in her countenance which made him listen with an apprehensive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7856 | and anxious attention, while she added: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7857 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7858 | “When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not mean that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7859 | his mind or his manners were in a state of improvement, but that, from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7860 | knowing him better, his disposition was better understood.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7861 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7862 | Wickham’s alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion and agitated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7863 | look; for a few minutes he was silent, till, shaking off his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7864 | embarrassment, he turned to her again, and said in the gentlest of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7865 | accents: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7866 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7867 | “You, who so well know my feeling towards Mr. Darcy, will readily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7868 | comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise enough to assume |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7869 | even the _appearance_ of what is right. His pride, in that direction, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7870 | may be of service, if not to himself, to many others, for it must only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7871 | deter him from such foul misconduct as I have suffered by. I only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7872 | fear that the sort of cautiousness to which you, I imagine, have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7873 | alluding, is merely adopted on his visits to his aunt, of whose good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7874 | opinion and judgement he stands much in awe. His fear of her has always |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7875 | operated, I know, when they were together; and a good deal is to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7876 | imputed to his wish of forwarding the match with Miss de Bourgh, which I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7877 | am certain he has very much at heart.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7878 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7879 | Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered only by a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7880 | slight inclination of the head. She saw that he wanted to engage her on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7881 | the old subject of his grievances, and she was in no humour to indulge |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7882 | him. The rest of the evening passed with the _appearance_, on his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7883 | side, of usual cheerfulness, but with no further attempt to distinguish |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7884 | Elizabeth; and they parted at last with mutual civility, and possibly a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7885 | mutual desire of never meeting again. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7886 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7887 | When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs. Forster to Meryton, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7888 | from whence they were to set out early the next morning. The separation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7889 | between her and her family was rather noisy than pathetic. Kitty was the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7890 | only one who shed tears; but she did weep from vexation and envy. Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7891 | Bennet was diffuse in her good wishes for the felicity of her daughter, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7892 | and impressive in her injunctions that she should not miss the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7893 | opportunity of enjoying herself as much as possible--advice which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7894 | there was every reason to believe would be well attended to; and in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7895 | the clamorous happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell, the more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7896 | gentle adieus of her sisters were uttered without being heard. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7897 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7898 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7899 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7900 | Chapter 42 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7901 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7902 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7903 | Had Elizabeth’s opinion been all drawn from her own family, she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7904 | not have formed a very pleasing opinion of conjugal felicity or domestic |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7905 | comfort. Her father, captivated by youth and beauty, and that appearance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7906 | of good humour which youth and beauty generally give, had married a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7907 | woman whose weak understanding and illiberal mind had very early in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7908 | their marriage put an end to all real affection for her. Respect, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7909 | esteem, and confidence had vanished for ever; and all his views |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7910 | of domestic happiness were overthrown. But Mr. Bennet was not of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7911 | a disposition to seek comfort for the disappointment which his own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7912 | imprudence had brought on, in any of those pleasures which too often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7913 | console the unfortunate for their folly or their vice. He was fond of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7914 | the country and of books; and from these tastes had arisen his principal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7915 | enjoyments. To his wife he was very little otherwise indebted, than as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7916 | her ignorance and folly had contributed to his amusement. This is not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7917 | the sort of happiness which a man would in general wish to owe to his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7918 | wife; but where other powers of entertainment are wanting, the true |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7919 | philosopher will derive benefit from such as are given. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7920 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7921 | Elizabeth, however, had never been blind to the impropriety of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7922 | father’s behaviour as a husband. She had always seen it with pain; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7923 | respecting his abilities, and grateful for his affectionate treatment of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7924 | herself, she endeavoured to forget what she could not overlook, and to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7925 | banish from her thoughts that continual breach of conjugal obligation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7926 | and decorum which, in exposing his wife to the contempt of her own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7927 | children, was so highly reprehensible. But she had never felt so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7928 | strongly as now the disadvantages which must attend the children of so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7929 | unsuitable a marriage, nor ever been so fully aware of the evils arising |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7930 | from so ill-judged a direction of talents; talents, which, rightly used, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7931 | might at least have preserved the respectability of his daughters, even |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7932 | if incapable of enlarging the mind of his wife. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7933 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7934 | When Elizabeth had rejoiced over Wickham’s departure she found little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7935 | other cause for satisfaction in the loss of the regiment. Their parties |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7936 | abroad were less varied than before, and at home she had a mother and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7937 | sister whose constant repinings at the dullness of everything around |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7938 | them threw a real gloom over their domestic circle; and, though Kitty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7939 | might in time regain her natural degree of sense, since the disturbers |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7940 | of her brain were removed, her other sister, from whose disposition |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7941 | greater evil might be apprehended, was likely to be hardened in all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7942 | her folly and assurance by a situation of such double danger as a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7943 | watering-place and a camp. Upon the whole, therefore, she found, what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7944 | has been sometimes found before, that an event to which she had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7945 | looking with impatient desire did not, in taking place, bring all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7946 | satisfaction she had promised herself. It was consequently necessary to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7947 | name some other period for the commencement of actual felicity--to have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7948 | some other point on which her wishes and hopes might be fixed, and by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7949 | again enjoying the pleasure of anticipation, console herself for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7950 | present, and prepare for another disappointment. Her tour to the Lakes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7951 | was now the object of her happiest thoughts; it was her best consolation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7952 | for all the uncomfortable hours which the discontentedness of her mother |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7953 | and Kitty made inevitable; and could she have included Jane in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7954 | scheme, every part of it would have been perfect. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7955 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7956 | “But it is fortunate,” thought she, “that I have something to wish for. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7957 | Were the whole arrangement complete, my disappointment would be certain. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7958 | But here, by carrying with me one ceaseless source of regret in my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7959 | sister’s absence, I may reasonably hope to have all my expectations of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7960 | pleasure realised. A scheme of which every part promises delight can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7961 | never be successful; and general disappointment is only warded off by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7962 | the defence of some little peculiar vexation.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7963 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7964 | When Lydia went away she promised to write very often and very minutely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7965 | to her mother and Kitty; but her letters were always long expected, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7966 | always very short. Those to her mother contained little else than that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7967 | they were just returned from the library, where such and such officers |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7968 | had attended them, and where she had seen such beautiful ornaments as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7969 | made her quite wild; that she had a new gown, or a new parasol, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7970 | she would have described more fully, but was obliged to leave off in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7971 | violent hurry, as Mrs. Forster called her, and they were going off to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7972 | the camp; and from her correspondence with her sister, there was still |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7973 | less to be learnt--for her letters to Kitty, though rather longer, were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7974 | much too full of lines under the words to be made public. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7975 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7976 | After the first fortnight or three weeks of her absence, health, good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7977 | humour, and cheerfulness began to reappear at Longbourn. Everything wore |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7978 | a happier aspect. The families who had been in town for the winter came |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7979 | back again, and summer finery and summer engagements arose. Mrs. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7980 | was restored to her usual querulous serenity; and, by the middle of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7981 | June, Kitty was so much recovered as to be able to enter Meryton without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7982 | tears; an event of such happy promise as to make Elizabeth hope that by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7983 | the following Christmas she might be so tolerably reasonable as not to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7984 | mention an officer above once a day, unless, by some cruel and malicious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7985 | arrangement at the War Office, another regiment should be quartered in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7986 | Meryton. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7987 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7988 | The time fixed for the beginning of their northern tour was now fast |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7989 | approaching, and a fortnight only was wanting of it, when a letter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7990 | arrived from Mrs. Gardiner, which at once delayed its commencement and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7991 | curtailed its extent. Mr. Gardiner would be prevented by business from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7992 | setting out till a fortnight later in July, and must be in London again |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7993 | within a month, and as that left too short a period for them to go so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7994 | far, and see so much as they had proposed, or at least to see it with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7995 | the leisure and comfort they had built on, they were obliged to give up |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7996 | the Lakes, and substitute a more contracted tour, and, according to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7997 | present plan, were to go no farther northwards than Derbyshire. In that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7998 | county there was enough to be seen to occupy the chief of their three |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 7999 | weeks; and to Mrs. Gardiner it had a peculiarly strong attraction. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8000 | town where she had formerly passed some years of her life, and where |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8001 | they were now to spend a few days, was probably as great an object of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8002 | her curiosity as all the celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8003 | Dovedale, or the Peak. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8004 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8005 | Elizabeth was excessively disappointed; she had set her heart on seeing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8006 | the Lakes, and still thought there might have been time enough. But it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8007 | was her business to be satisfied--and certainly her temper to be happy; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8008 | and all was soon right again. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8009 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8010 | With the mention of Derbyshire there were many ideas connected. It was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8011 | impossible for her to see the word without thinking of Pemberley and its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8012 | owner. “But surely,” said she, “I may enter his county with impunity, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8013 | and rob it of a few petrified spars without his perceiving me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8014 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8015 | The period of expectation was now doubled. Four weeks were to pass away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8016 | before her uncle and aunt’s arrival. But they did pass away, and Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8017 | and Mrs. Gardiner, with their four children, did at length appear at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8018 | Longbourn. The children, two girls of six and eight years old, and two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8019 | younger boys, were to be left under the particular care of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8020 | cousin Jane, who was the general favourite, and whose steady sense and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8021 | sweetness of temper exactly adapted her for attending to them in every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8022 | way--teaching them, playing with them, and loving them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8023 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8024 | The Gardiners stayed only one night at Longbourn, and set off the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8025 | next morning with Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8026 | One enjoyment was certain--that of suitableness of companions; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8027 | a suitableness which comprehended health and temper to bear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8028 | inconveniences--cheerfulness to enhance every pleasure--and affection |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8029 | and intelligence, which might supply it among themselves if there were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8030 | disappointments abroad. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8031 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8032 | It is not the object of this work to give a description of Derbyshire, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8033 | nor of any of the remarkable places through which their route thither |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8034 | lay; Oxford, Blenheim, Warwick, Kenilworth, Birmingham, etc. are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8035 | sufficiently known. A small part of Derbyshire is all the present |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8036 | concern. To the little town of Lambton, the scene of Mrs. Gardiner’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8037 | former residence, and where she had lately learned some acquaintance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8038 | still remained, they bent their steps, after having seen all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8039 | principal wonders of the country; and within five miles of Lambton, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8040 | Elizabeth found from her aunt that Pemberley was situated. It was not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8041 | in their direct road, nor more than a mile or two out of it. In |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8042 | talking over their route the evening before, Mrs. Gardiner expressed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8043 | an inclination to see the place again. Mr. Gardiner declared his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8044 | willingness, and Elizabeth was applied to for her approbation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8045 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8046 | “My love, should not you like to see a place of which you have heard |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8047 | so much?” said her aunt; “a place, too, with which so many of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8048 | acquaintances are connected. Wickham passed all his youth there, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8049 | know.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8050 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8051 | Elizabeth was distressed. She felt that she had no business at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8052 | Pemberley, and was obliged to assume a disinclination for seeing it. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8053 | must own that she was tired of seeing great houses; after going over so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8054 | many, she really had no pleasure in fine carpets or satin curtains. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8055 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8056 | Mrs. Gardiner abused her stupidity. “If it were merely a fine house |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8057 | richly furnished,” said she, “I should not care about it myself; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8058 | the grounds are delightful. They have some of the finest woods in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8059 | country.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8060 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8061 | Elizabeth said no more--but her mind could not acquiesce. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8062 | possibility of meeting Mr. Darcy, while viewing the place, instantly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8063 | occurred. It would be dreadful! She blushed at the very idea, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8064 | thought it would be better to speak openly to her aunt than to run such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8065 | a risk. But against this there were objections; and she finally resolved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8066 | that it could be the last resource, if her private inquiries to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8067 | absence of the family were unfavourably answered. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8068 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8069 | Accordingly, when she retired at night, she asked the chambermaid |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8070 | whether Pemberley were not a very fine place? what was the name of its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8071 | proprietor? and, with no little alarm, whether the family were down for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8072 | the summer? A most welcome negative followed the last question--and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8073 | alarms now being removed, she was at leisure to feel a great deal of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8074 | curiosity to see the house herself; and when the subject was revived the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8075 | next morning, and she was again applied to, could readily answer, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8076 | with a proper air of indifference, that she had not really any dislike |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8077 | to the scheme. To Pemberley, therefore, they were to go. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8078 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8079 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8080 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8081 | Chapter 43 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8082 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8083 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8084 | Elizabeth, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8085 | Pemberley Woods with some perturbation; and when at length they turned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8086 | in at the lodge, her spirits were in a high flutter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8087 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8088 | The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground. They |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8089 | entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some time through |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8090 | a beautiful wood stretching over a wide extent. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8091 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8092 | Elizabeth’s mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and admired |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8093 | every remarkable spot and point of view. They gradually ascended for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8094 | half-a-mile, and then found themselves at the top of a considerable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8095 | eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was instantly caught by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8096 | Pemberley House, situated on the opposite side of a valley, into which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8097 | the road with some abruptness wound. It was a large, handsome stone |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8098 | building, standing well on rising ground, and backed by a ridge of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8099 | high woody hills; and in front, a stream of some natural importance was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8100 | swelled into greater, but without any artificial appearance. Its banks |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8101 | were neither formal nor falsely adorned. Elizabeth was delighted. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8102 | had never seen a place for which nature had done more, or where natural |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8103 | beauty had been so little counteracted by an awkward taste. They were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8104 | all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8105 | to be mistress of Pemberley might be something! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8106 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8107 | They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the door; and, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8108 | while examining the nearer aspect of the house, all her apprehension of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8109 | meeting its owner returned. She dreaded lest the chambermaid had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8110 | mistaken. On applying to see the place, they were admitted into the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8111 | hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited for the housekeeper, had leisure to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8112 | wonder at her being where she was. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8113 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8114 | The housekeeper came; a respectable-looking elderly woman, much less |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8115 | fine, and more civil, than she had any notion of finding her. They |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8116 | followed her into the dining-parlour. It was a large, well proportioned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8117 | room, handsomely fitted up. Elizabeth, after slightly surveying it, went |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8118 | to a window to enjoy its prospect. The hill, crowned with wood, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8119 | they had descended, receiving increased abruptness from the distance, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8120 | was a beautiful object. Every disposition of the ground was good; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8121 | she looked on the whole scene, the river, the trees scattered on its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8122 | banks and the winding of the valley, as far as she could trace it, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8123 | with delight. As they passed into other rooms these objects were taking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8124 | different positions; but from every window there were beauties to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8125 | seen. The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their furniture suitable to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8126 | the fortune of its proprietor; but Elizabeth saw, with admiration of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8127 | his taste, that it was neither gaudy nor uselessly fine; with less of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8128 | splendour, and more real elegance, than the furniture of Rosings. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8129 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8130 | “And of this place,” thought she, “I might have been mistress! With |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8131 | these rooms I might now have been familiarly acquainted! Instead of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8132 | viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in them as my own, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8133 | welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and aunt. But no,”--recollecting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8134 | herself--“that could never be; my uncle and aunt would have been lost to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8135 | me; I should not have been allowed to invite them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8136 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8137 | This was a lucky recollection--it saved her from something very like |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8138 | regret. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8139 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8140 | She longed to inquire of the housekeeper whether her master was really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8141 | absent, but had not the courage for it. At length however, the question |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8142 | was asked by her uncle; and she turned away with alarm, while Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8143 | Reynolds replied that he was, adding, “But we expect him to-morrow, with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8144 | a large party of friends.” How rejoiced was Elizabeth that their own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8145 | journey had not by any circumstance been delayed a day! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8146 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8147 | Her aunt now called her to look at a picture. She approached and saw the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8148 | likeness of Mr. Wickham, suspended, amongst several other miniatures, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8149 | over the mantelpiece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly, how she liked it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8150 | The housekeeper came forward, and told them it was a picture of a young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8151 | gentleman, the son of her late master’s steward, who had been brought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8152 | up by him at his own expense. “He is now gone into the army,” she added; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8153 | “but I am afraid he has turned out very wild.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8154 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8155 | Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a smile, but Elizabeth could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8156 | return it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8157 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8158 | “And that,” said Mrs. Reynolds, pointing to another of the miniatures, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8159 | “is my master--and very like him. It was drawn at the same time as the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8160 | other--about eight years ago.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8161 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8162 | “I have heard much of your master’s fine person,” said Mrs. Gardiner, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8163 | looking at the picture; “it is a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8164 | us whether it is like or not.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8165 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8166 | Mrs. Reynolds respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8167 | intimation of her knowing her master. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8168 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8169 | “Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8170 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8171 | Elizabeth coloured, and said: “A little.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8172 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8173 | “And do not you think him a very handsome gentleman, ma’am?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8174 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8175 | “Yes, very handsome.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8177 | “I am sure I know none so handsome; but in the gallery up stairs you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8178 | will see a finer, larger picture of him than this. This room was my late |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8179 | master’s favourite room, and these miniatures are just as they used to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8180 | be then. He was very fond of them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8181 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8182 | This accounted to Elizabeth for Mr. Wickham’s being among them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8183 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8184 | Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy, drawn |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8185 | when she was only eight years old. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8186 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8187 | “And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?” said Mrs. Gardiner. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8188 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8189 | “Oh! yes--the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8190 | accomplished!--She plays and sings all day long. In the next room is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8191 | a new instrument just come down for her--a present from my master; she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8192 | comes here to-morrow with him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8193 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8194 | Mr. Gardiner, whose manners were very easy and pleasant, encouraged her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8195 | communicativeness by his questions and remarks; Mrs. Reynolds, either |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8196 | by pride or attachment, had evidently great pleasure in talking of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8197 | master and his sister. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8198 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8199 | “Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8200 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8201 | “Not so much as I could wish, sir; but I dare say he may spend half his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8202 | time here; and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer months.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8203 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8204 | “Except,” thought Elizabeth, “when she goes to Ramsgate.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8205 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8206 | “If your master would marry, you might see more of him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8207 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8208 | “Yes, sir; but I do not know when _that_ will be. I do not know who is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8209 | good enough for him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8210 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8211 | Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled. Elizabeth could not help saying, “It is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8212 | very much to his credit, I am sure, that you should think so.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8213 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8214 | “I say no more than the truth, and everybody will say that knows him,” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8215 | replied the other. Elizabeth thought this was going pretty far; and she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8216 | listened with increasing astonishment as the housekeeper added, “I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8217 | never known a cross word from him in my life, and I have known him ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8218 | since he was four years old.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8219 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8220 | This was praise, of all others most extraordinary, most opposite to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8221 | ideas. That he was not a good-tempered man had been her firmest opinion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8222 | Her keenest attention was awakened; she longed to hear more, and was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8223 | grateful to her uncle for saying: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8224 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8225 | “There are very few people of whom so much can be said. You are lucky in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8226 | having such a master.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8227 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8228 | “Yes, sir, I know I am. If I were to go through the world, I could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8229 | not meet with a better. But I have always observed, that they who are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8230 | good-natured when children, are good-natured when they grow up; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8231 | he was always the sweetest-tempered, most generous-hearted boy in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8232 | world.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8233 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8234 | Elizabeth almost stared at her. “Can this be Mr. Darcy?” thought she. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8235 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8236 | “His father was an excellent man,” said Mrs. Gardiner. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8237 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8238 | “Yes, ma’am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like him--just |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8239 | as affable to the poor.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8240 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8241 | Elizabeth listened, wondered, doubted, and was impatient for more. Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8242 | Reynolds could interest her on no other point. She related the subjects |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8243 | of the pictures, the dimensions of the rooms, and the price of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8244 | furniture, in vain. Mr. Gardiner, highly amused by the kind of family |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8245 | prejudice to which he attributed her excessive commendation of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8246 | master, soon led again to the subject; and she dwelt with energy on his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8247 | many merits as they proceeded together up the great staircase. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8248 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8249 | “He is the best landlord, and the best master,” said she, “that ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8250 | lived; not like the wild young men nowadays, who think of nothing but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8251 | themselves. There is not one of his tenants or servants but will give |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8252 | him a good name. Some people call him proud; but I am sure I never saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8253 | anything of it. To my fancy, it is only because he does not rattle away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8254 | like other young men.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8255 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8256 | “In what an amiable light does this place him!” thought Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8257 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8258 | “This fine account of him,” whispered her aunt as they walked, “is not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8259 | quite consistent with his behaviour to our poor friend.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8260 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8261 | “Perhaps we might be deceived.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8262 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8263 | “That is not very likely; our authority was too good.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8264 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8265 | On reaching the spacious lobby above they were shown into a very pretty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8266 | sitting-room, lately fitted up with greater elegance and lightness than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8267 | the apartments below; and were informed that it was but just done to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8268 | give pleasure to Miss Darcy, who had taken a liking to the room when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8269 | last at Pemberley. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8270 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8271 | “He is certainly a good brother,” said Elizabeth, as she walked towards |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8272 | one of the windows. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8273 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8274 | Mrs. Reynolds anticipated Miss Darcy’s delight, when she should enter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8275 | the room. “And this is always the way with him,” she added. “Whatever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8276 | can give his sister any pleasure is sure to be done in a moment. There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8277 | is nothing he would not do for her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8278 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8279 | The picture-gallery, and two or three of the principal bedrooms, were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8280 | all that remained to be shown. In the former were many good paintings; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8281 | but Elizabeth knew nothing of the art; and from such as had been already |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8282 | visible below, she had willingly turned to look at some drawings of Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8283 | Darcy’s, in crayons, whose subjects were usually more interesting, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8284 | also more intelligible. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8285 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8286 | In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8287 | little to fix the attention of a stranger. Elizabeth walked in quest of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8288 | the only face whose features would be known to her. At last it arrested |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8289 | her--and she beheld a striking resemblance to Mr. Darcy, with such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8290 | smile over the face as she remembered to have sometimes seen when he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8291 | looked at her. She stood several minutes before the picture, in earnest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8292 | contemplation, and returned to it again before they quitted the gallery. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8293 | Mrs. Reynolds informed them that it had been taken in his father’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8294 | lifetime. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8295 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8296 | There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth’s mind, a more gentle |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8297 | sensation towards the original than she had ever felt at the height of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8298 | their acquaintance. The commendation bestowed on him by Mrs. Reynolds |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8299 | was of no trifling nature. What praise is more valuable than the praise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8300 | of an intelligent servant? As a brother, a landlord, a master, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8301 | considered how many people’s happiness were in his guardianship!--how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8302 | much of pleasure or pain was it in his power to bestow!--how much of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8303 | good or evil must be done by him! Every idea that had been brought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8304 | forward by the housekeeper was favourable to his character, and as she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8305 | stood before the canvas on which he was represented, and fixed his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8306 | eyes upon herself, she thought of his regard with a deeper sentiment of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8307 | gratitude than it had ever raised before; she remembered its warmth, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8308 | softened its impropriety of expression. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8309 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8310 | When all of the house that was open to general inspection had been seen, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8311 | they returned downstairs, and, taking leave of the housekeeper, were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8312 | consigned over to the gardener, who met them at the hall-door. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8313 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8314 | As they walked across the hall towards the river, Elizabeth turned back |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8315 | to look again; her uncle and aunt stopped also, and while the former |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8316 | was conjecturing as to the date of the building, the owner of it himself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8317 | suddenly came forward from the road, which led behind it to the stables. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8318 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8319 | They were within twenty yards of each other, and so abrupt was his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8320 | appearance, that it was impossible to avoid his sight. Their eyes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8321 | instantly met, and the cheeks of both were overspread with the deepest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8322 | blush. He absolutely started, and for a moment seemed immovable from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8323 | surprise; but shortly recovering himself, advanced towards the party, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8324 | and spoke to Elizabeth, if not in terms of perfect composure, at least |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8325 | of perfect civility. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8326 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8327 | She had instinctively turned away; but stopping on his approach, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8328 | received his compliments with an embarrassment impossible to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8329 | overcome. Had his first appearance, or his resemblance to the picture |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8330 | they had just been examining, been insufficient to assure the other two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8331 | that they now saw Mr. Darcy, the gardener’s expression of surprise, on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8332 | beholding his master, must immediately have told it. They stood a little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8333 | aloof while he was talking to their niece, who, astonished and confused, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8334 | scarcely dared lift her eyes to his face, and knew not what answer |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8335 | she returned to his civil inquiries after her family. Amazed at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8336 | alteration of his manner since they last parted, every sentence that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8337 | he uttered was increasing her embarrassment; and every idea of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8338 | impropriety of her being found there recurring to her mind, the few |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8339 | minutes in which they continued were some of the most uncomfortable in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8340 | her life. Nor did he seem much more at ease; when he spoke, his accent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8341 | had none of its usual sedateness; and he repeated his inquiries as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8342 | to the time of her having left Longbourn, and of her having stayed in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8343 | Derbyshire, so often, and in so hurried a way, as plainly spoke the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8344 | distraction of his thoughts. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8345 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8346 | At length every idea seemed to fail him; and, after standing a few |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8347 | moments without saying a word, he suddenly recollected himself, and took |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8348 | leave. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8349 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8350 | The others then joined her, and expressed admiration of his figure; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8351 | Elizabeth heard not a word, and wholly engrossed by her own feelings, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8352 | followed them in silence. She was overpowered by shame and vexation. Her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8353 | coming there was the most unfortunate, the most ill-judged thing in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8354 | world! How strange it must appear to him! In what a disgraceful light |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8355 | might it not strike so vain a man! It might seem as if she had purposely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8356 | thrown herself in his way again! Oh! why did she come? Or, why did he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8357 | thus come a day before he was expected? Had they been only ten minutes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8358 | sooner, they should have been beyond the reach of his discrimination; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8359 | for it was plain that he was that moment arrived--that moment alighted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8360 | from his horse or his carriage. She blushed again and again over |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8361 | the perverseness of the meeting. And his behaviour, so strikingly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8362 | altered--what could it mean? That he should even speak to her was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8363 | amazing!--but to speak with such civility, to inquire after her family! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8364 | Never in her life had she seen his manners so little dignified, never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8365 | had he spoken with such gentleness as on this unexpected meeting. What |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8366 | a contrast did it offer to his last address in Rosings Park, when he put |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8367 | his letter into her hand! She knew not what to think, or how to account |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8368 | for it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8369 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8370 | They had now entered a beautiful walk by the side of the water, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8371 | every step was bringing forward a nobler fall of ground, or a finer |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8372 | reach of the woods to which they were approaching; but it was some time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8373 | before Elizabeth was sensible of any of it; and, though she answered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8374 | mechanically to the repeated appeals of her uncle and aunt, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8375 | seemed to direct her eyes to such objects as they pointed out, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8376 | distinguished no part of the scene. Her thoughts were all fixed on that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8377 | one spot of Pemberley House, whichever it might be, where Mr. Darcy then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8378 | was. She longed to know what at the moment was passing in his mind--in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8379 | what manner he thought of her, and whether, in defiance of everything, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8380 | she was still dear to him. Perhaps he had been civil only because he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8381 | felt himself at ease; yet there had been _that_ in his voice which was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8382 | not like ease. Whether he had felt more of pain or of pleasure in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8383 | seeing her she could not tell, but he certainly had not seen her with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8384 | composure. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8385 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8386 | At length, however, the remarks of her companions on her absence of mind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8387 | aroused her, and she felt the necessity of appearing more like herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8388 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8389 | They entered the woods, and bidding adieu to the river for a while, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8390 | ascended some of the higher grounds; when, in spots where the opening of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8391 | the trees gave the eye power to wander, were many charming views of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8392 | valley, the opposite hills, with the long range of woods overspreading |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8393 | many, and occasionally part of the stream. Mr. Gardiner expressed a wish |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8394 | of going round the whole park, but feared it might be beyond a walk. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8395 | With a triumphant smile they were told that it was ten miles round. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8396 | It settled the matter; and they pursued the accustomed circuit; which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8397 | brought them again, after some time, in a descent among hanging woods, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8398 | to the edge of the water, and one of its narrowest parts. They crossed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8399 | it by a simple bridge, in character with the general air of the scene; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8400 | it was a spot less adorned than any they had yet visited; and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8401 | valley, here contracted into a glen, allowed room only for the stream, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8402 | and a narrow walk amidst the rough coppice-wood which bordered it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8403 | Elizabeth longed to explore its windings; but when they had crossed the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8404 | bridge, and perceived their distance from the house, Mrs. Gardiner, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8405 | who was not a great walker, could go no farther, and thought only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8406 | of returning to the carriage as quickly as possible. Her niece was, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8407 | therefore, obliged to submit, and they took their way towards the house |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8408 | on the opposite side of the river, in the nearest direction; but their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8409 | progress was slow, for Mr. Gardiner, though seldom able to indulge the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8410 | taste, was very fond of fishing, and was so much engaged in watching the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8411 | occasional appearance of some trout in the water, and talking to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8412 | man about them, that he advanced but little. Whilst wandering on in this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8413 | slow manner, they were again surprised, and Elizabeth’s astonishment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8414 | was quite equal to what it had been at first, by the sight of Mr. Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8415 | approaching them, and at no great distance. The walk being here |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8416 | less sheltered than on the other side, allowed them to see him before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8417 | they met. Elizabeth, however astonished, was at least more prepared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8418 | for an interview than before, and resolved to appear and to speak with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8419 | calmness, if he really intended to meet them. For a few moments, indeed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8420 | she felt that he would probably strike into some other path. The idea |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8421 | lasted while a turning in the walk concealed him from their view; the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8422 | turning past, he was immediately before them. With a glance, she saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8423 | that he had lost none of his recent civility; and, to imitate his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8424 | politeness, she began, as they met, to admire the beauty of the place; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8425 | but she had not got beyond the words “delightful,” and “charming,” when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8426 | some unlucky recollections obtruded, and she fancied that praise of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8427 | Pemberley from her might be mischievously construed. Her colour changed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8428 | and she said no more. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8429 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8430 | Mrs. Gardiner was standing a little behind; and on her pausing, he asked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8431 | her if she would do him the honour of introducing him to her friends. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8432 | This was a stroke of civility for which she was quite unprepared; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8433 | and she could hardly suppress a smile at his being now seeking the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8434 | acquaintance of some of those very people against whom his pride had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8435 | revolted in his offer to herself. “What will be his surprise,” thought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8436 | she, “when he knows who they are? He takes them now for people of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8437 | fashion.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8438 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8439 | The introduction, however, was immediately made; and as she named their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8440 | relationship to herself, she stole a sly look at him, to see how he bore |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8441 | it, and was not without the expectation of his decamping as fast as he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8442 | could from such disgraceful companions. That he was _surprised_ by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8443 | connection was evident; he sustained it, however, with fortitude, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8444 | so far from going away, turned back with them, and entered into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8445 | conversation with Mr. Gardiner. Elizabeth could not but be pleased, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8446 | could not but triumph. It was consoling that he should know she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8447 | some relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8448 | attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8449 | expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8450 | his taste, or his good manners. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8451 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8452 | The conversation soon turned upon fishing; and she heard Mr. Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8453 | invite him, with the greatest civility, to fish there as often as he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8454 | chose while he continued in the neighbourhood, offering at the same time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8455 | to supply him with fishing tackle, and pointing out those parts of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8456 | the stream where there was usually most sport. Mrs. Gardiner, who was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8457 | walking arm-in-arm with Elizabeth, gave her a look expressive of wonder. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8458 | Elizabeth said nothing, but it gratified her exceedingly; the compliment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8459 | must be all for herself. Her astonishment, however, was extreme, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8460 | continually was she repeating, “Why is he so altered? From what can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8461 | it proceed? It cannot be for _me_--it cannot be for _my_ sake that his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8462 | manners are thus softened. My reproofs at Hunsford could not work such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8463 | change as this. It is impossible that he should still love me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8464 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8465 | After walking some time in this way, the two ladies in front, the two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8466 | gentlemen behind, on resuming their places, after descending to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8467 | the brink of the river for the better inspection of some curious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8468 | water-plant, there chanced to be a little alteration. It originated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8469 | in Mrs. Gardiner, who, fatigued by the exercise of the morning, found |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8470 | Elizabeth’s arm inadequate to her support, and consequently preferred |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8471 | her husband’s. Mr. Darcy took her place by her niece, and they walked on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8472 | together. After a short silence, the lady first spoke. She wished him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8473 | to know that she had been assured of his absence before she came to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8474 | place, and accordingly began by observing, that his arrival had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8475 | very unexpected--“for your housekeeper,” she added, “informed us that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8476 | you would certainly not be here till to-morrow; and indeed, before we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8477 | left Bakewell, we understood that you were not immediately expected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8478 | in the country.” He acknowledged the truth of it all, and said that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8479 | business with his steward had occasioned his coming forward a few hours |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8480 | before the rest of the party with whom he had been travelling. “They |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8481 | will join me early to-morrow,” he continued, “and among them are some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8482 | who will claim an acquaintance with you--Mr. Bingley and his sisters.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8483 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8484 | Elizabeth answered only by a slight bow. Her thoughts were instantly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8485 | driven back to the time when Mr. Bingley’s name had been the last |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8486 | mentioned between them; and, if she might judge by his complexion, _his_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8487 | mind was not very differently engaged. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8488 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8489 | “There is also one other person in the party,” he continued after a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8490 | pause, “who more particularly wishes to be known to you. Will you allow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8491 | me, or do I ask too much, to introduce my sister to your acquaintance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8492 | during your stay at Lambton?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8493 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8494 | The surprise of such an application was great indeed; it was too great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8495 | for her to know in what manner she acceded to it. She immediately felt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8496 | that whatever desire Miss Darcy might have of being acquainted with her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8497 | must be the work of her brother, and, without looking farther, it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8498 | satisfactory; it was gratifying to know that his resentment had not made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8499 | him think really ill of her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8500 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8501 | They now walked on in silence, each of them deep in thought. Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8502 | was not comfortable; that was impossible; but she was flattered and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8503 | pleased. His wish of introducing his sister to her was a compliment of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8504 | the highest kind. They soon outstripped the others, and when they had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8505 | reached the carriage, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were half a quarter of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8506 | mile behind. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8507 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8508 | He then asked her to walk into the house--but she declared herself not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8509 | tired, and they stood together on the lawn. At such a time much might |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8510 | have been said, and silence was very awkward. She wanted to talk, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8511 | there seemed to be an embargo on every subject. At last she recollected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8512 | that she had been travelling, and they talked of Matlock and Dove Dale |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8513 | with great perseverance. Yet time and her aunt moved slowly--and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8514 | patience and her ideas were nearly worn out before the tete-a-tete was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8515 | over. On Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner’s coming up they were all pressed to go |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8516 | into the house and take some refreshment; but this was declined, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8517 | they parted on each side with utmost politeness. Mr. Darcy handed the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8518 | ladies into the carriage; and when it drove off, Elizabeth saw him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8519 | walking slowly towards the house. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8520 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8521 | The observations of her uncle and aunt now began; and each of them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8522 | pronounced him to be infinitely superior to anything they had expected. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8523 | “He is perfectly well behaved, polite, and unassuming,” said her uncle. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8524 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8525 | “There _is_ something a little stately in him, to be sure,” replied her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8526 | aunt, “but it is confined to his air, and is not unbecoming. I can now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8527 | say with the housekeeper, that though some people may call him proud, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8528 | have seen nothing of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8529 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8530 | “I was never more surprised than by his behaviour to us. It was more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8531 | than civil; it was really attentive; and there was no necessity for such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8532 | attention. His acquaintance with Elizabeth was very trifling.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8533 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8534 | “To be sure, Lizzy,” said her aunt, “he is not so handsome as Wickham; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8535 | or, rather, he has not Wickham’s countenance, for his features |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8536 | are perfectly good. But how came you to tell me that he was so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8537 | disagreeable?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8538 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8539 | Elizabeth excused herself as well as she could; said that she had liked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8540 | him better when they had met in Kent than before, and that she had never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8541 | seen him so pleasant as this morning. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8542 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8543 | “But perhaps he may be a little whimsical in his civilities,” replied |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8544 | her uncle. “Your great men often are; and therefore I shall not take him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8545 | at his word, as he might change his mind another day, and warn me off |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8546 | his grounds.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8547 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8548 | Elizabeth felt that they had entirely misunderstood his character, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8549 | said nothing. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8550 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8551 | “From what we have seen of him,” continued Mrs. Gardiner, “I really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8552 | should not have thought that he could have behaved in so cruel a way by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8553 | anybody as he has done by poor Wickham. He has not an ill-natured look. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8554 | On the contrary, there is something pleasing about his mouth when he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8555 | speaks. And there is something of dignity in his countenance that would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8556 | not give one an unfavourable idea of his heart. But, to be sure, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8557 | good lady who showed us his house did give him a most flaming character! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8558 | I could hardly help laughing aloud sometimes. But he is a liberal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8559 | master, I suppose, and _that_ in the eye of a servant comprehends every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8560 | virtue.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8561 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8562 | Elizabeth here felt herself called on to say something in vindication of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8563 | his behaviour to Wickham; and therefore gave them to understand, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8564 | as guarded a manner as she could, that by what she had heard from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8565 | his relations in Kent, his actions were capable of a very different |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8566 | construction; and that his character was by no means so faulty, nor |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8567 | Wickham’s so amiable, as they had been considered in Hertfordshire. In |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8568 | confirmation of this, she related the particulars of all the pecuniary |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8569 | transactions in which they had been connected, without actually naming |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8570 | her authority, but stating it to be such as might be relied on. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8571 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8572 | Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and concerned; but as they were now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8573 | approaching the scene of her former pleasures, every idea gave way to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8574 | the charm of recollection; and she was too much engaged in pointing out |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8575 | to her husband all the interesting spots in its environs to think of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8576 | anything else. Fatigued as she had been by the morning’s walk they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8577 | had no sooner dined than she set off again in quest of her former |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8578 | acquaintance, and the evening was spent in the satisfactions of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8579 | intercourse renewed after many years’ discontinuance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8580 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8581 | The occurrences of the day were too full of interest to leave Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8582 | much attention for any of these new friends; and she could do nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8583 | but think, and think with wonder, of Mr. Darcy’s civility, and, above |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8584 | all, of his wishing her to be acquainted with his sister. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8585 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8586 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8587 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8588 | Chapter 44 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8589 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8590 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8591 | Elizabeth had settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to visit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8592 | her the very day after her reaching Pemberley; and was consequently |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8593 | resolved not to be out of sight of the inn the whole of that morning. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8594 | But her conclusion was false; for on the very morning after their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8595 | arrival at Lambton, these visitors came. They had been walking about the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8596 | place with some of their new friends, and were just returning to the inn |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8597 | to dress themselves for dining with the same family, when the sound of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8598 | carriage drew them to a window, and they saw a gentleman and a lady in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8599 | a curricle driving up the street. Elizabeth immediately recognizing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8600 | the livery, guessed what it meant, and imparted no small degree of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8601 | surprise to her relations by acquainting them with the honour which she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8602 | expected. Her uncle and aunt were all amazement; and the embarrassment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8603 | of her manner as she spoke, joined to the circumstance itself, and many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8604 | of the circumstances of the preceding day, opened to them a new idea on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8605 | the business. Nothing had ever suggested it before, but they felt that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8606 | there was no other way of accounting for such attentions from such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8607 | quarter than by supposing a partiality for their niece. While these |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8608 | newly-born notions were passing in their heads, the perturbation of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8609 | Elizabeth’s feelings was at every moment increasing. She was quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8610 | amazed at her own discomposure; but amongst other causes of disquiet, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8611 | she dreaded lest the partiality of the brother should have said too much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8612 | in her favour; and, more than commonly anxious to please, she naturally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8613 | suspected that every power of pleasing would fail her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8614 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8615 | She retreated from the window, fearful of being seen; and as she walked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8616 | up and down the room, endeavouring to compose herself, saw such looks of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8617 | inquiring surprise in her uncle and aunt as made everything worse. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8618 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8619 | Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this formidable introduction |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8620 | took place. With astonishment did Elizabeth see that her new |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8621 | acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as herself. Since her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8622 | being at Lambton, she had heard that Miss Darcy was exceedingly proud; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8623 | but the observation of a very few minutes convinced her that she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8624 | only exceedingly shy. She found it difficult to obtain even a word from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8625 | her beyond a monosyllable. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8626 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8627 | Miss Darcy was tall, and on a larger scale than Elizabeth; and, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8628 | little more than sixteen, her figure was formed, and her appearance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8629 | womanly and graceful. She was less handsome than her brother; but there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8630 | was sense and good humour in her face, and her manners were perfectly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8631 | unassuming and gentle. Elizabeth, who had expected to find in her as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8632 | acute and unembarrassed an observer as ever Mr. Darcy had been, was much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8633 | relieved by discerning such different feelings. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8634 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8635 | They had not long been together before Mr. Darcy told her that Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8636 | was also coming to wait on her; and she had barely time to express her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8637 | satisfaction, and prepare for such a visitor, when Bingley’s quick |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8638 | step was heard on the stairs, and in a moment he entered the room. All |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8639 | Elizabeth’s anger against him had been long done away; but had she still |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8640 | felt any, it could hardly have stood its ground against the unaffected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8641 | cordiality with which he expressed himself on seeing her again. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8642 | inquired in a friendly, though general way, after her family, and looked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8643 | and spoke with the same good-humoured ease that he had ever done. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8644 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8645 | To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner he was scarcely a less interesting personage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8646 | than to herself. They had long wished to see him. The whole party before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8647 | them, indeed, excited a lively attention. The suspicions which had just |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8648 | arisen of Mr. Darcy and their niece directed their observation towards |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8649 | each with an earnest though guarded inquiry; and they soon drew from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8650 | those inquiries the full conviction that one of them at least knew |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8651 | what it was to love. Of the lady’s sensations they remained a little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8652 | in doubt; but that the gentleman was overflowing with admiration was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8653 | evident enough. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8654 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8655 | Elizabeth, on her side, had much to do. She wanted to ascertain the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8656 | feelings of each of her visitors; she wanted to compose her own, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8657 | to make herself agreeable to all; and in the latter object, where she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8658 | feared most to fail, she was most sure of success, for those to whom she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8659 | endeavoured to give pleasure were prepossessed in her favour. Bingley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8660 | was ready, Georgiana was eager, and Darcy determined, to be pleased. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8661 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8662 | In seeing Bingley, her thoughts naturally flew to her sister; and, oh! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8663 | how ardently did she long to know whether any of his were directed in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8664 | a like manner. Sometimes she could fancy that he talked less than on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8665 | former occasions, and once or twice pleased herself with the notion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8666 | that, as he looked at her, he was trying to trace a resemblance. But, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8667 | though this might be imaginary, she could not be deceived as to his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8668 | behaviour to Miss Darcy, who had been set up as a rival to Jane. No look |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8669 | appeared on either side that spoke particular regard. Nothing occurred |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8670 | between them that could justify the hopes of his sister. On this point |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8671 | she was soon satisfied; and two or three little circumstances occurred |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8672 | ere they parted, which, in her anxious interpretation, denoted a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8673 | recollection of Jane not untinctured by tenderness, and a wish of saying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8674 | more that might lead to the mention of her, had he dared. He observed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8675 | to her, at a moment when the others were talking together, and in a tone |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8676 | which had something of real regret, that it “was a very long time since |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8677 | he had had the pleasure of seeing her;” and, before she could reply, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8678 | he added, “It is above eight months. We have not met since the 26th of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8679 | November, when we were all dancing together at Netherfield.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8680 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8681 | Elizabeth was pleased to find his memory so exact; and he afterwards |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8682 | took occasion to ask her, when unattended to by any of the rest, whether |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8683 | _all_ her sisters were at Longbourn. There was not much in the question, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8684 | nor in the preceding remark; but there was a look and a manner which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8685 | gave them meaning. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8686 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8687 | It was not often that she could turn her eyes on Mr. Darcy himself; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8688 | but, whenever she did catch a glimpse, she saw an expression of general |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8689 | complaisance, and in all that he said she heard an accent so removed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8690 | from _hauteur_ or disdain of his companions, as convinced her that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8691 | the improvement of manners which she had yesterday witnessed however |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8692 | temporary its existence might prove, had at least outlived one day. When |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8693 | she saw him thus seeking the acquaintance and courting the good opinion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8694 | of people with whom any intercourse a few months ago would have been a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8695 | disgrace--when she saw him thus civil, not only to herself, but to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8696 | very relations whom he had openly disdained, and recollected their last |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8697 | lively scene in Hunsford Parsonage--the difference, the change was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8698 | so great, and struck so forcibly on her mind, that she could hardly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8699 | restrain her astonishment from being visible. Never, even in the company |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8700 | of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his dignified relations |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8701 | at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please, so free from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8702 | self-consequence or unbending reserve, as now, when no importance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8703 | could result from the success of his endeavours, and when even the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8704 | acquaintance of those to whom his attentions were addressed would draw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8705 | down the ridicule and censure of the ladies both of Netherfield and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8706 | Rosings. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8707 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8708 | Their visitors stayed with them above half-an-hour; and when they arose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8709 | to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his sister to join him in expressing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8710 | their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, and Miss Bennet, to dinner |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8711 | at Pemberley, before they left the country. Miss Darcy, though with a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8712 | diffidence which marked her little in the habit of giving invitations, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8713 | readily obeyed. Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece, desirous of knowing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8714 | how _she_, whom the invitation most concerned, felt disposed as to its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8715 | acceptance, but Elizabeth had turned away her head. Presuming however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8716 | that this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary embarrassment than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8717 | any dislike of the proposal, and seeing in her husband, who was fond of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8718 | society, a perfect willingness to accept it, she ventured to engage for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8719 | her attendance, and the day after the next was fixed on. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8720 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8721 | Bingley expressed great pleasure in the certainty of seeing Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8722 | again, having still a great deal to say to her, and many inquiries to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8723 | make after all their Hertfordshire friends. Elizabeth, construing all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8724 | this into a wish of hearing her speak of her sister, was pleased, and on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8725 | this account, as well as some others, found herself, when their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8726 | visitors left them, capable of considering the last half-hour with some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8727 | satisfaction, though while it was passing, the enjoyment of it had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8728 | little. Eager to be alone, and fearful of inquiries or hints from her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8729 | uncle and aunt, she stayed with them only long enough to hear their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8730 | favourable opinion of Bingley, and then hurried away to dress. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8731 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8732 | But she had no reason to fear Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner’s curiosity; it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8733 | not their wish to force her communication. It was evident that she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8734 | much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they had before any idea of; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8735 | it was evident that he was very much in love with her. They saw much to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8736 | interest, but nothing to justify inquiry. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8737 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8738 | Of Mr. Darcy it was now a matter of anxiety to think well; and, as far |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8739 | as their acquaintance reached, there was no fault to find. They could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8740 | not be untouched by his politeness; and had they drawn his character |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8741 | from their own feelings and his servant’s report, without any reference |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8742 | to any other account, the circle in Hertfordshire to which he was known |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8743 | would not have recognized it for Mr. Darcy. There was now an interest, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8744 | however, in believing the housekeeper; and they soon became sensible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8745 | that the authority of a servant who had known him since he was four |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8746 | years old, and whose own manners indicated respectability, was not to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8747 | hastily rejected. Neither had anything occurred in the intelligence of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8748 | their Lambton friends that could materially lessen its weight. They had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8749 | nothing to accuse him of but pride; pride he probably had, and if not, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8750 | it would certainly be imputed by the inhabitants of a small market-town |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8751 | where the family did not visit. It was acknowledged, however, that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8752 | was a liberal man, and did much good among the poor. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8753 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8754 | With respect to Wickham, the travellers soon found that he was not held |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8755 | there in much estimation; for though the chief of his concerns with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8756 | son of his patron were imperfectly understood, it was yet a well-known |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8757 | fact that, on his quitting Derbyshire, he had left many debts behind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8758 | him, which Mr. Darcy afterwards discharged. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8759 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8760 | As for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening more than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8761 | the last; and the evening, though as it passed it seemed long, was not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8762 | long enough to determine her feelings towards _one_ in that mansion; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8763 | and she lay awake two whole hours endeavouring to make them out. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8764 | certainly did not hate him. No; hatred had vanished long ago, and she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8765 | had almost as long been ashamed of ever feeling a dislike against him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8766 | that could be so called. The respect created by the conviction of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8767 | valuable qualities, though at first unwillingly admitted, had for some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8768 | time ceased to be repugnant to her feeling; and it was now heightened |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8769 | into somewhat of a friendlier nature, by the testimony so highly in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8770 | his favour, and bringing forward his disposition in so amiable a light, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8771 | which yesterday had produced. But above all, above respect and esteem, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8772 | there was a motive within her of goodwill which could not be overlooked. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8773 | It was gratitude; gratitude, not merely for having once loved her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8774 | but for loving her still well enough to forgive all the petulance and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8775 | acrimony of her manner in rejecting him, and all the unjust accusations |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8776 | accompanying her rejection. He who, she had been persuaded, would avoid |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8777 | her as his greatest enemy, seemed, on this accidental meeting, most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8778 | eager to preserve the acquaintance, and without any indelicate display |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8779 | of regard, or any peculiarity of manner, where their two selves only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8780 | were concerned, was soliciting the good opinion of her friends, and bent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8781 | on making her known to his sister. Such a change in a man of so much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8782 | pride exciting not only astonishment but gratitude--for to love, ardent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8783 | love, it must be attributed; and as such its impression on her was of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8784 | sort to be encouraged, as by no means unpleasing, though it could not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8785 | exactly defined. She respected, she esteemed, she was grateful to him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8786 | she felt a real interest in his welfare; and she only wanted to know how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8787 | far she wished that welfare to depend upon herself, and how far it would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8788 | be for the happiness of both that she should employ the power, which her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8789 | fancy told her she still possessed, of bringing on her the renewal of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8790 | his addresses. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8791 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8792 | It had been settled in the evening between the aunt and the niece, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8793 | such a striking civility as Miss Darcy’s in coming to see them on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8794 | very day of her arrival at Pemberley, for she had reached it only to a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8795 | late breakfast, ought to be imitated, though it could not be equalled, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8796 | by some exertion of politeness on their side; and, consequently, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8797 | it would be highly expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the following |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8798 | morning. They were, therefore, to go. Elizabeth was pleased; though when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8799 | she asked herself the reason, she had very little to say in reply. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8800 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8801 | Mr. Gardiner left them soon after breakfast. The fishing scheme had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8802 | renewed the day before, and a positive engagement made of his meeting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8803 | some of the gentlemen at Pemberley before noon. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8804 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8805 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8806 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8807 | Chapter 45 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8808 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8809 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8810 | Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley’s dislike of her had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8811 | originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling how unwelcome her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8812 | appearance at Pemberley must be to her, and was curious to know with how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8813 | much civility on that lady’s side the acquaintance would now be renewed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8814 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8815 | On reaching the house, they were shown through the hall into the saloon, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8816 | whose northern aspect rendered it delightful for summer. Its windows |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8817 | opening to the ground, admitted a most refreshing view of the high woody |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8818 | hills behind the house, and of the beautiful oaks and Spanish chestnuts |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8819 | which were scattered over the intermediate lawn. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8820 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8821 | In this house they were received by Miss Darcy, who was sitting there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8822 | with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady with whom she lived in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8823 | London. Georgiana’s reception of them was very civil, but attended with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8824 | all the embarrassment which, though proceeding from shyness and the fear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8825 | of doing wrong, would easily give to those who felt themselves inferior |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8826 | the belief of her being proud and reserved. Mrs. Gardiner and her niece, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8827 | however, did her justice, and pitied her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8828 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8829 | By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley they were noticed only by a curtsey; and, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8830 | on their being seated, a pause, awkward as such pauses must always be, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8831 | succeeded for a few moments. It was first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8832 | genteel, agreeable-looking woman, whose endeavour to introduce some kind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8833 | of discourse proved her to be more truly well-bred than either of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8834 | others; and between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8835 | Elizabeth, the conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked as if she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8836 | wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8837 | short sentence when there was least danger of its being heard. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8838 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8839 | Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by Miss Bingley, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8840 | and that she could not speak a word, especially to Miss Darcy, without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8841 | calling her attention. This observation would not have prevented her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8842 | from trying to talk to the latter, had they not been seated at an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8843 | inconvenient distance; but she was not sorry to be spared the necessity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8844 | of saying much. Her own thoughts were employing her. She expected every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8845 | moment that some of the gentlemen would enter the room. She wished, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8846 | feared that the master of the house might be amongst them; and whether |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8847 | she wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine. After |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8848 | sitting in this manner a quarter of an hour without hearing Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8849 | Bingley’s voice, Elizabeth was roused by receiving from her a cold |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8850 | inquiry after the health of her family. She answered with equal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8851 | indifference and brevity, and the other said no more. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8852 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8853 | The next variation which their visit afforded was produced by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8854 | entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety of all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8855 | finest fruits in season; but this did not take place till after many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8856 | a significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to Miss Darcy had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8857 | given, to remind her of her post. There was now employment for the whole |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8858 | party--for though they could not all talk, they could all eat; and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8859 | beautiful pyramids of grapes, nectarines, and peaches soon collected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8860 | them round the table. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8861 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8862 | While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair opportunity of deciding whether |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8863 | she most feared or wished for the appearance of Mr. Darcy, by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8864 | feelings which prevailed on his entering the room; and then, though but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8865 | a moment before she had believed her wishes to predominate, she began to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8866 | regret that he came. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8867 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8868 | He had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with two or three other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8869 | gentlemen from the house, was engaged by the river, and had left him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8870 | only on learning that the ladies of the family intended a visit to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8871 | Georgiana that morning. No sooner did he appear than Elizabeth wisely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8872 | resolved to be perfectly easy and unembarrassed; a resolution the more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8873 | necessary to be made, but perhaps not the more easily kept, because she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8874 | saw that the suspicions of the whole party were awakened against them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8875 | and that there was scarcely an eye which did not watch his behaviour |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8876 | when he first came into the room. In no countenance was attentive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8877 | curiosity so strongly marked as in Miss Bingley’s, in spite of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8878 | smiles which overspread her face whenever she spoke to one of its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8879 | objects; for jealousy had not yet made her desperate, and her attentions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8880 | to Mr. Darcy were by no means over. Miss Darcy, on her brother’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8881 | entrance, exerted herself much more to talk, and Elizabeth saw that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8882 | was anxious for his sister and herself to get acquainted, and forwarded |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8883 | as much as possible, every attempt at conversation on either side. Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8884 | Bingley saw all this likewise; and, in the imprudence of anger, took the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8885 | first opportunity of saying, with sneering civility: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8886 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8887 | “Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the ----shire Militia removed from Meryton? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8888 | They must be a great loss to _your_ family.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8889 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8890 | In Darcy’s presence she dared not mention Wickham’s name; but Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8891 | instantly comprehended that he was uppermost in her thoughts; and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8892 | various recollections connected with him gave her a moment’s distress; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8893 | but exerting herself vigorously to repel the ill-natured attack, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8894 | presently answered the question in a tolerably detached tone. While |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8895 | she spoke, an involuntary glance showed her Darcy, with a heightened |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8896 | complexion, earnestly looking at her, and his sister overcome with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8897 | confusion, and unable to lift up her eyes. Had Miss Bingley known what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8898 | pain she was then giving her beloved friend, she undoubtedly would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8899 | have refrained from the hint; but she had merely intended to discompose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8900 | Elizabeth by bringing forward the idea of a man to whom she believed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8901 | her partial, to make her betray a sensibility which might injure her in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8902 | Darcy’s opinion, and, perhaps, to remind the latter of all the follies |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8903 | and absurdities by which some part of her family were connected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8904 | with that corps. Not a syllable had ever reached her of Miss Darcy’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8905 | meditated elopement. To no creature had it been revealed, where secrecy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8906 | was possible, except to Elizabeth; and from all Bingley’s connections |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8907 | her brother was particularly anxious to conceal it, from the very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8908 | wish which Elizabeth had long ago attributed to him, of their becoming |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8909 | hereafter her own. He had certainly formed such a plan, and without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8910 | meaning that it should affect his endeavour to separate him from Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8911 | Bennet, it is probable that it might add something to his lively concern |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8912 | for the welfare of his friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8913 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8914 | Elizabeth’s collected behaviour, however, soon quieted his emotion; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8915 | as Miss Bingley, vexed and disappointed, dared not approach nearer to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8916 | Wickham, Georgiana also recovered in time, though not enough to be able |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8917 | to speak any more. Her brother, whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8918 | recollected her interest in the affair, and the very circumstance which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8919 | had been designed to turn his thoughts from Elizabeth seemed to have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8920 | fixed them on her more and more cheerfully. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8921 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8922 | Their visit did not continue long after the question and answer above |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8923 | mentioned; and while Mr. Darcy was attending them to their carriage Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8924 | Bingley was venting her feelings in criticisms on Elizabeth’s person, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8925 | behaviour, and dress. But Georgiana would not join her. Her brother’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8926 | recommendation was enough to ensure her favour; his judgement could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8927 | err. And he had spoken in such terms of Elizabeth as to leave Georgiana |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8928 | without the power of finding her otherwise than lovely and amiable. When |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8929 | Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help repeating to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8930 | him some part of what she had been saying to his sister. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8931 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8932 | “How very ill Miss Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy,” she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8933 | cried; “I never in my life saw anyone so much altered as she is since |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8934 | the winter. She is grown so brown and coarse! Louisa and I were agreeing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8935 | that we should not have known her again.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8936 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8937 | However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an address, he contented |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8938 | himself with coolly replying that he perceived no other alteration than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8939 | her being rather tanned, no miraculous consequence of travelling in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8940 | summer. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8941 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8942 | “For my own part,” she rejoined, “I must confess that I never could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8943 | see any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her complexion has no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8944 | brilliancy; and her features are not at all handsome. Her nose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8945 | wants character--there is nothing marked in its lines. Her teeth are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8946 | tolerable, but not out of the common way; and as for her eyes, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8947 | which have sometimes been called so fine, I could never see anything |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8948 | extraordinary in them. They have a sharp, shrewish look, which I do |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8949 | not like at all; and in her air altogether there is a self-sufficiency |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8950 | without fashion, which is intolerable.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8951 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8952 | Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired Elizabeth, this was not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8953 | the best method of recommending herself; but angry people are not always |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8954 | wise; and in seeing him at last look somewhat nettled, she had all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8955 | success she expected. He was resolutely silent, however, and, from a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8956 | determination of making him speak, she continued: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8957 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8958 | “I remember, when we first knew her in Hertfordshire, how amazed we all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8959 | were to find that she was a reputed beauty; and I particularly recollect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8960 | your saying one night, after they had been dining at Netherfield, ‘_She_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8961 | a beauty!--I should as soon call her mother a wit.’ But afterwards she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8962 | seemed to improve on you, and I believe you thought her rather pretty at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8963 | one time.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8964 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8965 | “Yes,” replied Darcy, who could contain himself no longer, “but _that_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8966 | was only when I first saw her, for it is many months since I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8967 | considered her as one of the handsomest women of my acquaintance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8968 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8969 | He then went away, and Miss Bingley was left to all the satisfaction of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8970 | having forced him to say what gave no one any pain but herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8971 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8972 | Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked of all that had occurred during their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8973 | visit, as they returned, except what had particularly interested them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8974 | both. The look and behaviour of everybody they had seen were discussed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8975 | except of the person who had mostly engaged their attention. They talked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8976 | of his sister, his friends, his house, his fruit--of everything but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8977 | himself; yet Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8978 | him, and Mrs. Gardiner would have been highly gratified by her niece’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8979 | beginning the subject. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8980 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8981 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8982 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8983 | Chapter 46 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8984 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8985 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8986 | Elizabeth had been a good deal disappointed in not finding a letter from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8987 | Jane on their first arrival at Lambton; and this disappointment had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8988 | renewed on each of the mornings that had now been spent there; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8989 | on the third her repining was over, and her sister justified, by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8990 | receipt of two letters from her at once, on one of which was marked that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8991 | it had been missent elsewhere. Elizabeth was not surprised at it, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8992 | Jane had written the direction remarkably ill. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8993 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8994 | They had just been preparing to walk as the letters came in; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8995 | her uncle and aunt, leaving her to enjoy them in quiet, set off by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8996 | themselves. The one missent must first be attended to; it had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8997 | written five days ago. The beginning contained an account of all their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8998 | little parties and engagements, with such news as the country afforded; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 8999 | but the latter half, which was dated a day later, and written in evident |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9000 | agitation, gave more important intelligence. It was to this effect: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9001 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9002 | “Since writing the above, dearest Lizzy, something has occurred of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9003 | most unexpected and serious nature; but I am afraid of alarming you--be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9004 | assured that we are all well. What I have to say relates to poor Lydia. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9005 | An express came at twelve last night, just as we were all gone to bed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9006 | from Colonel Forster, to inform us that she was gone off to Scotland |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9007 | with one of his officers; to own the truth, with Wickham! Imagine our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9008 | surprise. To Kitty, however, it does not seem so wholly unexpected. I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9009 | very, very sorry. So imprudent a match on both sides! But I am willing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9010 | to hope the best, and that his character has been misunderstood. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9011 | Thoughtless and indiscreet I can easily believe him, but this step |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9012 | (and let us rejoice over it) marks nothing bad at heart. His choice is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9013 | disinterested at least, for he must know my father can give her nothing. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9014 | Our poor mother is sadly grieved. My father bears it better. How |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9015 | thankful am I that we never let them know what has been said against |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9016 | him; we must forget it ourselves. They were off Saturday night about |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9017 | twelve, as is conjectured, but were not missed till yesterday morning at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9018 | eight. The express was sent off directly. My dear Lizzy, they must have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9019 | passed within ten miles of us. Colonel Forster gives us reason to expect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9020 | him here soon. Lydia left a few lines for his wife, informing her of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9021 | their intention. I must conclude, for I cannot be long from my poor |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9022 | mother. I am afraid you will not be able to make it out, but I hardly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9023 | know what I have written.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9024 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9025 | Without allowing herself time for consideration, and scarcely knowing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9026 | what she felt, Elizabeth on finishing this letter instantly seized the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9027 | other, and opening it with the utmost impatience, read as follows: it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9028 | had been written a day later than the conclusion of the first. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9029 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9030 | “By this time, my dearest sister, you have received my hurried letter; I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9031 | wish this may be more intelligible, but though not confined for time, my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9032 | head is so bewildered that I cannot answer for being coherent. Dearest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9033 | Lizzy, I hardly know what I would write, but I have bad news for you, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9034 | and it cannot be delayed. Imprudent as the marriage between Mr. Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9035 | and our poor Lydia would be, we are now anxious to be assured it has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9036 | taken place, for there is but too much reason to fear they are not gone |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9037 | to Scotland. Colonel Forster came yesterday, having left Brighton the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9038 | day before, not many hours after the express. Though Lydia’s short |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9039 | letter to Mrs. F. gave them to understand that they were going to Gretna |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9040 | Green, something was dropped by Denny expressing his belief that W. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9041 | never intended to go there, or to marry Lydia at all, which was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9042 | repeated to Colonel F., who, instantly taking the alarm, set off from B. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9043 | intending to trace their route. He did trace them easily to Clapham, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9044 | but no further; for on entering that place, they removed into a hackney |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9045 | coach, and dismissed the chaise that brought them from Epsom. All that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9046 | is known after this is, that they were seen to continue the London road. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9047 | I know not what to think. After making every possible inquiry on that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9048 | side London, Colonel F. came on into Hertfordshire, anxiously renewing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9049 | them at all the turnpikes, and at the inns in Barnet and Hatfield, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9050 | without any success--no such people had been seen to pass through. With |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9051 | the kindest concern he came on to Longbourn, and broke his apprehensions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9052 | to us in a manner most creditable to his heart. I am sincerely grieved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9053 | for him and Mrs. F., but no one can throw any blame on them. Our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9054 | distress, my dear Lizzy, is very great. My father and mother believe the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9055 | worst, but I cannot think so ill of him. Many circumstances might make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9056 | it more eligible for them to be married privately in town than to pursue |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9057 | their first plan; and even if _he_ could form such a design against a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9058 | young woman of Lydia’s connections, which is not likely, can I suppose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9059 | her so lost to everything? Impossible! I grieve to find, however, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9060 | Colonel F. is not disposed to depend upon their marriage; he shook his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9061 | head when I expressed my hopes, and said he feared W. was not a man to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9062 | be trusted. My poor mother is really ill, and keeps her room. Could she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9063 | exert herself, it would be better; but this is not to be expected. And |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9064 | as to my father, I never in my life saw him so affected. Poor Kitty has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9065 | anger for having concealed their attachment; but as it was a matter of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9066 | confidence, one cannot wonder. I am truly glad, dearest Lizzy, that you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9067 | have been spared something of these distressing scenes; but now, as the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9068 | first shock is over, shall I own that I long for your return? I am not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9069 | so selfish, however, as to press for it, if inconvenient. Adieu! I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9070 | take up my pen again to do what I have just told you I would not; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9071 | circumstances are such that I cannot help earnestly begging you all to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9072 | come here as soon as possible. I know my dear uncle and aunt so well, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9073 | that I am not afraid of requesting it, though I have still something |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9074 | more to ask of the former. My father is going to London with Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9075 | Forster instantly, to try to discover her. What he means to do I am sure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9076 | I know not; but his excessive distress will not allow him to pursue any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9077 | measure in the best and safest way, and Colonel Forster is obliged to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9078 | be at Brighton again to-morrow evening. In such an exigence, my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9079 | uncle’s advice and assistance would be everything in the world; he will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9080 | immediately comprehend what I must feel, and I rely upon his goodness.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9081 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9082 | “Oh! where, where is my uncle?” cried Elizabeth, darting from her seat |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9083 | as she finished the letter, in eagerness to follow him, without losing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9084 | a moment of the time so precious; but as she reached the door it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9085 | opened by a servant, and Mr. Darcy appeared. Her pale face and impetuous |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9086 | manner made him start, and before he could recover himself to speak, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9087 | she, in whose mind every idea was superseded by Lydia’s situation, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9088 | hastily exclaimed, “I beg your pardon, but I must leave you. I must find |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9089 | Mr. Gardiner this moment, on business that cannot be delayed; I have not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9090 | an instant to lose.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9091 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9092 | “Good God! what is the matter?” cried he, with more feeling than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9093 | politeness; then recollecting himself, “I will not detain you a minute; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9094 | but let me, or let the servant go after Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner. You are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9095 | not well enough; you cannot go yourself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9096 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9097 | Elizabeth hesitated, but her knees trembled under her and she felt how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9098 | little would be gained by her attempting to pursue them. Calling back |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9099 | the servant, therefore, she commissioned him, though in so breathless |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9100 | an accent as made her almost unintelligible, to fetch his master and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9101 | mistress home instantly. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9102 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9103 | On his quitting the room she sat down, unable to support herself, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9104 | looking so miserably ill, that it was impossible for Darcy to leave her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9105 | or to refrain from saying, in a tone of gentleness and commiseration, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9106 | “Let me call your maid. Is there nothing you could take to give you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9107 | present relief? A glass of wine; shall I get you one? You are very ill.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9108 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9109 | “No, I thank you,” she replied, endeavouring to recover herself. “There |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9110 | is nothing the matter with me. I am quite well; I am only distressed by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9111 | some dreadful news which I have just received from Longbourn.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9112 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9113 | She burst into tears as she alluded to it, and for a few minutes could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9114 | not speak another word. Darcy, in wretched suspense, could only say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9115 | something indistinctly of his concern, and observe her in compassionate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9116 | silence. At length she spoke again. “I have just had a letter from Jane, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9117 | with such dreadful news. It cannot be concealed from anyone. My younger |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9118 | sister has left all her friends--has eloped; has thrown herself into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9119 | the power of--of Mr. Wickham. They are gone off together from Brighton. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9120 | _You_ know him too well to doubt the rest. She has no money, no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9121 | connections, nothing that can tempt him to--she is lost for ever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9122 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9123 | Darcy was fixed in astonishment. “When I consider,” she added in a yet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9124 | more agitated voice, “that I might have prevented it! I, who knew what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9125 | he was. Had I but explained some part of it only--some part of what I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9126 | learnt, to my own family! Had his character been known, this could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9127 | have happened. But it is all--all too late now.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9128 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9129 | “I am grieved indeed,” cried Darcy; “grieved--shocked. But is it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9130 | certain--absolutely certain?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9131 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9132 | “Oh, yes! They left Brighton together on Sunday night, and were traced |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9133 | almost to London, but not beyond; they are certainly not gone to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9134 | Scotland.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9135 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9136 | “And what has been done, what has been attempted, to recover her?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9137 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9138 | “My father is gone to London, and Jane has written to beg my uncle’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9139 | immediate assistance; and we shall be off, I hope, in half-an-hour. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9140 | nothing can be done--I know very well that nothing can be done. How is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9141 | such a man to be worked on? How are they even to be discovered? I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9142 | not the smallest hope. It is every way horrible!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9143 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9144 | Darcy shook his head in silent acquiescence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9145 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9146 | “When _my_ eyes were opened to his real character--Oh! had I known what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9147 | I ought, what I dared to do! But I knew not--I was afraid of doing too |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9148 | much. Wretched, wretched mistake!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9149 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9150 | Darcy made no answer. He seemed scarcely to hear her, and was walking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9151 | up and down the room in earnest meditation, his brow contracted, his air |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9152 | gloomy. Elizabeth soon observed, and instantly understood it. Her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9153 | power was sinking; everything _must_ sink under such a proof of family |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9154 | weakness, such an assurance of the deepest disgrace. She could neither |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9155 | wonder nor condemn, but the belief of his self-conquest brought nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9156 | consolatory to her bosom, afforded no palliation of her distress. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9157 | was, on the contrary, exactly calculated to make her understand her own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9158 | wishes; and never had she so honestly felt that she could have loved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9159 | him, as now, when all love must be vain. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9160 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9161 | But self, though it would intrude, could not engross her. Lydia--the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9162 | humiliation, the misery she was bringing on them all, soon swallowed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9163 | up every private care; and covering her face with her handkerchief, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9164 | Elizabeth was soon lost to everything else; and, after a pause of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9165 | several minutes, was only recalled to a sense of her situation by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9166 | the voice of her companion, who, in a manner which, though it spoke |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9167 | compassion, spoke likewise restraint, said, “I am afraid you have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9168 | long desiring my absence, nor have I anything to plead in excuse of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9169 | stay, but real, though unavailing concern. Would to Heaven that anything |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9170 | could be either said or done on my part that might offer consolation to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9171 | such distress! But I will not torment you with vain wishes, which may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9172 | seem purposely to ask for your thanks. This unfortunate affair will, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9173 | fear, prevent my sister’s having the pleasure of seeing you at Pemberley |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9174 | to-day.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9175 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9176 | “Oh, yes. Be so kind as to apologise for us to Miss Darcy. Say that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9177 | urgent business calls us home immediately. Conceal the unhappy truth as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9178 | long as it is possible, I know it cannot be long.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9179 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9180 | He readily assured her of his secrecy; again expressed his sorrow for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9181 | her distress, wished it a happier conclusion than there was at present |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9182 | reason to hope, and leaving his compliments for her relations, with only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9183 | one serious, parting look, went away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9184 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9185 | As he quitted the room, Elizabeth felt how improbable it was that they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9186 | should ever see each other again on such terms of cordiality as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9187 | had marked their several meetings in Derbyshire; and as she threw a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9188 | retrospective glance over the whole of their acquaintance, so full |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9189 | of contradictions and varieties, sighed at the perverseness of those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9190 | feelings which would now have promoted its continuance, and would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9191 | formerly have rejoiced in its termination. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9192 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9193 | If gratitude and esteem are good foundations of affection, Elizabeth’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9194 | change of sentiment will be neither improbable nor faulty. But if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9195 | otherwise--if regard springing from such sources is unreasonable or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9196 | unnatural, in comparison of what is so often described as arising on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9197 | a first interview with its object, and even before two words have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9198 | exchanged, nothing can be said in her defence, except that she had given |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9199 | somewhat of a trial to the latter method in her partiality for Wickham, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9200 | and that its ill success might, perhaps, authorise her to seek the other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9201 | less interesting mode of attachment. Be that as it may, she saw him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9202 | go with regret; and in this early example of what Lydia’s infamy must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9203 | produce, found additional anguish as she reflected on that wretched |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9204 | business. Never, since reading Jane’s second letter, had she entertained |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9205 | a hope of Wickham’s meaning to marry her. No one but Jane, she thought, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9206 | could flatter herself with such an expectation. Surprise was the least |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9207 | of her feelings on this development. While the contents of the first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9208 | letter remained in her mind, she was all surprise--all astonishment that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9209 | Wickham should marry a girl whom it was impossible he could marry |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9210 | for money; and how Lydia could ever have attached him had appeared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9211 | incomprehensible. But now it was all too natural. For such an attachment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9212 | as this she might have sufficient charms; and though she did not suppose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9213 | Lydia to be deliberately engaging in an elopement without the intention |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9214 | of marriage, she had no difficulty in believing that neither her virtue |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9215 | nor her understanding would preserve her from falling an easy prey. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9216 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9217 | She had never perceived, while the regiment was in Hertfordshire, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9218 | Lydia had any partiality for him; but she was convinced that Lydia |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9219 | wanted only encouragement to attach herself to anybody. Sometimes one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9220 | officer, sometimes another, had been her favourite, as their attentions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9221 | raised them in her opinion. Her affections had continually been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9222 | fluctuating but never without an object. The mischief of neglect and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9223 | mistaken indulgence towards such a girl--oh! how acutely did she now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9224 | feel it! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9225 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9226 | She was wild to be at home--to hear, to see, to be upon the spot to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9227 | share with Jane in the cares that must now fall wholly upon her, in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9228 | family so deranged, a father absent, a mother incapable of exertion, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9229 | requiring constant attendance; and though almost persuaded that nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9230 | could be done for Lydia, her uncle’s interference seemed of the utmost |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9231 | importance, and till he entered the room her impatience was severe. Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9232 | and Mrs. Gardiner had hurried back in alarm, supposing by the servant’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9233 | account that their niece was taken suddenly ill; but satisfying them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9234 | instantly on that head, she eagerly communicated the cause of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9235 | summons, reading the two letters aloud, and dwelling on the postscript |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9236 | of the last with trembling energy.--Though Lydia had never been a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9237 | favourite with them, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner could not but be deeply |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9238 | afflicted. Not Lydia only, but all were concerned in it; and after the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9239 | first exclamations of surprise and horror, Mr. Gardiner promised every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9240 | assistance in his power. Elizabeth, though expecting no less, thanked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9241 | him with tears of gratitude; and all three being actuated by one spirit, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9242 | everything relating to their journey was speedily settled. They were to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9243 | be off as soon as possible. “But what is to be done about Pemberley?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9244 | cried Mrs. Gardiner. “John told us Mr. Darcy was here when you sent for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9245 | us; was it so?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9246 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9247 | “Yes; and I told him we should not be able to keep our engagement. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9248 | _That_ is all settled.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9249 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9250 | “What is all settled?” repeated the other, as she ran into her room to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9251 | prepare. “And are they upon such terms as for her to disclose the real |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9252 | truth? Oh, that I knew how it was!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9253 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9254 | But wishes were vain, or at least could only serve to amuse her in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9255 | hurry and confusion of the following hour. Had Elizabeth been at leisure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9256 | to be idle, she would have remained certain that all employment was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9257 | impossible to one so wretched as herself; but she had her share of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9258 | business as well as her aunt, and amongst the rest there were notes to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9259 | be written to all their friends at Lambton, with false excuses for their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9260 | sudden departure. An hour, however, saw the whole completed; and Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9261 | Gardiner meanwhile having settled his account at the inn, nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9262 | remained to be done but to go; and Elizabeth, after all the misery of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9263 | the morning, found herself, in a shorter space of time than she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9264 | have supposed, seated in the carriage, and on the road to Longbourn. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9265 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9266 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9267 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9268 | Chapter 47 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9269 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9270 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9271 | “I have been thinking it over again, Elizabeth,” said her uncle, as they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9272 | drove from the town; “and really, upon serious consideration, I am much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9273 | more inclined than I was to judge as your eldest sister does on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9274 | matter. It appears to me so very unlikely that any young man should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9275 | form such a design against a girl who is by no means unprotected or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9276 | friendless, and who was actually staying in his colonel’s family, that I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9277 | am strongly inclined to hope the best. Could he expect that her friends |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9278 | would not step forward? Could he expect to be noticed again by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9279 | regiment, after such an affront to Colonel Forster? His temptation is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9280 | not adequate to the risk!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9281 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9282 | “Do you really think so?” cried Elizabeth, brightening up for a moment. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9283 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9284 | “Upon my word,” said Mrs. Gardiner, “I begin to be of your uncle’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9285 | opinion. It is really too great a violation of decency, honour, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9286 | interest, for him to be guilty of. I cannot think so very ill of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9287 | Wickham. Can you yourself, Lizzy, so wholly give him up, as to believe |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9288 | him capable of it?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9289 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9290 | “Not, perhaps, of neglecting his own interest; but of every other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9291 | neglect I can believe him capable. If, indeed, it should be so! But I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9292 | dare not hope it. Why should they not go on to Scotland if that had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9293 | the case?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9294 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9295 | “In the first place,” replied Mr. Gardiner, “there is no absolute proof |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9296 | that they are not gone to Scotland.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9297 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9298 | “Oh! but their removing from the chaise into a hackney coach is such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9299 | a presumption! And, besides, no traces of them were to be found on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9300 | Barnet road.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9301 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9302 | “Well, then--supposing them to be in London. They may be there, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9303 | for the purpose of concealment, for no more exceptional purpose. It is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9304 | not likely that money should be very abundant on either side; and it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9305 | might strike them that they could be more economically, though less |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9306 | expeditiously, married in London than in Scotland.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9307 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9308 | “But why all this secrecy? Why any fear of detection? Why must their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9309 | marriage be private? Oh, no, no--this is not likely. His most particular |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9310 | friend, you see by Jane’s account, was persuaded of his never intending |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9311 | to marry her. Wickham will never marry a woman without some money. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9312 | cannot afford it. And what claims has Lydia--what attraction has she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9313 | beyond youth, health, and good humour that could make him, for her sake, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9314 | forego every chance of benefiting himself by marrying well? As to what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9315 | restraint the apprehensions of disgrace in the corps might throw on a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9316 | dishonourable elopement with her, I am not able to judge; for I know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9317 | nothing of the effects that such a step might produce. But as to your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9318 | other objection, I am afraid it will hardly hold good. Lydia has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9319 | no brothers to step forward; and he might imagine, from my father’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9320 | behaviour, from his indolence and the little attention he has ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9321 | seemed to give to what was going forward in his family, that _he_ would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9322 | do as little, and think as little about it, as any father could do, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9323 | such a matter.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9324 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9325 | “But can you think that Lydia is so lost to everything but love of him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9326 | as to consent to live with him on any terms other than marriage?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9327 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9328 | “It does seem, and it is most shocking indeed,” replied Elizabeth, with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9329 | tears in her eyes, “that a sister’s sense of decency and virtue in such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9330 | a point should admit of doubt. But, really, I know not what to say. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9331 | Perhaps I am not doing her justice. But she is very young; she has never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9332 | been taught to think on serious subjects; and for the last half-year, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9333 | nay, for a twelvemonth--she has been given up to nothing but amusement |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9334 | and vanity. She has been allowed to dispose of her time in the most idle |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9335 | and frivolous manner, and to adopt any opinions that came in her way. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9336 | Since the ----shire were first quartered in Meryton, nothing but love, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9337 | flirtation, and officers have been in her head. She has been doing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9338 | everything in her power by thinking and talking on the subject, to give |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9339 | greater--what shall I call it? susceptibility to her feelings; which are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9340 | naturally lively enough. And we all know that Wickham has every charm of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9341 | person and address that can captivate a woman.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9342 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9343 | “But you see that Jane,” said her aunt, “does not think so very ill of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9344 | Wickham as to believe him capable of the attempt.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9345 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9346 | “Of whom does Jane ever think ill? And who is there, whatever might be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9347 | their former conduct, that she would think capable of such an attempt, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9348 | till it were proved against them? But Jane knows, as well as I do, what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9349 | Wickham really is. We both know that he has been profligate in every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9350 | sense of the word; that he has neither integrity nor honour; that he is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9351 | as false and deceitful as he is insinuating.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9352 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9353 | “And do you really know all this?” cried Mrs. Gardiner, whose curiosity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9354 | as to the mode of her intelligence was all alive. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9355 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9356 | “I do indeed,” replied Elizabeth, colouring. “I told you, the other day, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9357 | of his infamous behaviour to Mr. Darcy; and you yourself, when last at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9358 | Longbourn, heard in what manner he spoke of the man who had behaved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9359 | with such forbearance and liberality towards him. And there are other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9360 | circumstances which I am not at liberty--which it is not worth while to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9361 | relate; but his lies about the whole Pemberley family are endless. From |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9362 | what he said of Miss Darcy I was thoroughly prepared to see a proud, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9363 | reserved, disagreeable girl. Yet he knew to the contrary himself. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9364 | must know that she was as amiable and unpretending as we have found |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9365 | her.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9366 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9367 | “But does Lydia know nothing of this? can she be ignorant of what you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9368 | and Jane seem so well to understand?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9369 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9370 | “Oh, yes!--that, that is the worst of all. Till I was in Kent, and saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9371 | so much both of Mr. Darcy and his relation Colonel Fitzwilliam, I was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9372 | ignorant of the truth myself. And when I returned home, the ----shire |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9373 | was to leave Meryton in a week or fortnight’s time. As that was the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9374 | case, neither Jane, to whom I related the whole, nor I, thought it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9375 | necessary to make our knowledge public; for of what use could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9376 | it apparently be to any one, that the good opinion which all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9377 | neighbourhood had of him should then be overthrown? And even when it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9378 | settled that Lydia should go with Mrs. Forster, the necessity of opening |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9379 | her eyes to his character never occurred to me. That _she_ could be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9380 | in any danger from the deception never entered my head. That such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9381 | consequence as _this_ could ensue, you may easily believe, was far |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9382 | enough from my thoughts.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9383 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9384 | “When they all removed to Brighton, therefore, you had no reason, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9385 | suppose, to believe them fond of each other?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9386 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9387 | “Not the slightest. I can remember no symptom of affection on either |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9388 | side; and had anything of the kind been perceptible, you must be aware |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9389 | that ours is not a family on which it could be thrown away. When first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9390 | he entered the corps, she was ready enough to admire him; but so we all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9391 | were. Every girl in or near Meryton was out of her senses about him for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9392 | the first two months; but he never distinguished _her_ by any particular |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9393 | attention; and, consequently, after a moderate period of extravagant and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9394 | wild admiration, her fancy for him gave way, and others of the regiment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9395 | who treated her with more distinction, again became her favourites.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9396 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9397 | * * * * * |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9398 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9399 | It may be easily believed, that however little of novelty could be added |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9400 | to their fears, hopes, and conjectures, on this interesting subject, by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9401 | its repeated discussion, no other could detain them from it long, during |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9402 | the whole of the journey. From Elizabeth’s thoughts it was never absent. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9403 | Fixed there by the keenest of all anguish, self-reproach, she could find |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9404 | no interval of ease or forgetfulness. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9405 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9406 | They travelled as expeditiously as possible, and, sleeping one night |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9407 | on the road, reached Longbourn by dinner time the next day. It was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9408 | comfort to Elizabeth to consider that Jane could not have been wearied |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9409 | by long expectations. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9410 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9411 | The little Gardiners, attracted by the sight of a chaise, were standing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9412 | on the steps of the house as they entered the paddock; and, when the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9413 | carriage drove up to the door, the joyful surprise that lighted up their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9414 | faces, and displayed itself over their whole bodies, in a variety of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9415 | capers and frisks, was the first pleasing earnest of their welcome. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9416 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9417 | Elizabeth jumped out; and, after giving each of them a hasty kiss, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9418 | hurried into the vestibule, where Jane, who came running down from her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9419 | mother’s apartment, immediately met her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9420 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9421 | Elizabeth, as she affectionately embraced her, whilst tears filled the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9422 | eyes of both, lost not a moment in asking whether anything had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9423 | heard of the fugitives. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9424 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9425 | “Not yet,” replied Jane. “But now that my dear uncle is come, I hope |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9426 | everything will be well.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9427 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9428 | “Is my father in town?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9429 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9430 | “Yes, he went on Tuesday, as I wrote you word.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9431 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9432 | “And have you heard from him often?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9433 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9434 | “We have heard only twice. He wrote me a few lines on Wednesday to say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9435 | that he had arrived in safety, and to give me his directions, which I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9436 | particularly begged him to do. He merely added that he should not write |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9437 | again till he had something of importance to mention.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9438 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9439 | “And my mother--how is she? How are you all?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9440 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9441 | “My mother is tolerably well, I trust; though her spirits are greatly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9442 | shaken. She is up stairs and will have great satisfaction in seeing you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9443 | all. She does not yet leave her dressing-room. Mary and Kitty, thank |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9444 | Heaven, are quite well.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9445 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9446 | “But you--how are you?” cried Elizabeth. “You look pale. How much you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9447 | must have gone through!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9448 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9449 | Her sister, however, assured her of her being perfectly well; and their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9450 | conversation, which had been passing while Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9451 | engaged with their children, was now put an end to by the approach |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9452 | of the whole party. Jane ran to her uncle and aunt, and welcomed and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9453 | thanked them both, with alternate smiles and tears. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9454 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9455 | When they were all in the drawing-room, the questions which Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9456 | had already asked were of course repeated by the others, and they soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9457 | found that Jane had no intelligence to give. The sanguine hope of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9458 | good, however, which the benevolence of her heart suggested had not yet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9459 | deserted her; she still expected that it would all end well, and that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9460 | every morning would bring some letter, either from Lydia or her father, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9461 | to explain their proceedings, and, perhaps, announce their marriage. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9462 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9463 | Mrs. Bennet, to whose apartment they all repaired, after a few minutes’ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9464 | conversation together, received them exactly as might be expected; with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9465 | tears and lamentations of regret, invectives against the villainous |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9466 | conduct of Wickham, and complaints of her own sufferings and ill-usage; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9467 | blaming everybody but the person to whose ill-judging indulgence the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9468 | errors of her daughter must principally be owing. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9469 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9470 | “If I had been able,” said she, “to carry my point in going to Brighton, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9471 | with all my family, _this_ would not have happened; but poor dear Lydia |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9472 | had nobody to take care of her. Why did the Forsters ever let her go out |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9473 | of their sight? I am sure there was some great neglect or other on their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9474 | side, for she is not the kind of girl to do such a thing if she had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9475 | well looked after. I always thought they were very unfit to have the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9476 | charge of her; but I was overruled, as I always am. Poor dear child! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9477 | And now here’s Mr. Bennet gone away, and I know he will fight Wickham, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9478 | wherever he meets him and then he will be killed, and what is to become |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9479 | of us all? The Collinses will turn us out before he is cold in his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9480 | grave, and if you are not kind to us, brother, I do not know what we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9481 | shall do.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9482 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9483 | They all exclaimed against such terrific ideas; and Mr. Gardiner, after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9484 | general assurances of his affection for her and all her family, told her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9485 | that he meant to be in London the very next day, and would assist Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9486 | Bennet in every endeavour for recovering Lydia. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9487 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9488 | “Do not give way to useless alarm,” added he; “though it is right to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9489 | prepared for the worst, there is no occasion to look on it as certain. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9490 | It is not quite a week since they left Brighton. In a few days more we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9491 | may gain some news of them; and till we know that they are not married, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9492 | and have no design of marrying, do not let us give the matter over as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9493 | lost. As soon as I get to town I shall go to my brother, and make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9494 | him come home with me to Gracechurch Street; and then we may consult |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9495 | together as to what is to be done.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9496 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9497 | “Oh! my dear brother,” replied Mrs. Bennet, “that is exactly what I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9498 | could most wish for. And now do, when you get to town, find them out, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9499 | wherever they may be; and if they are not married already, _make_ them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9500 | marry. And as for wedding clothes, do not let them wait for that, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9501 | tell Lydia she shall have as much money as she chooses to buy them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9502 | after they are married. And, above all, keep Mr. Bennet from fighting. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9503 | Tell him what a dreadful state I am in, that I am frighted out of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9504 | wits--and have such tremblings, such flutterings, all over me--such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9505 | spasms in my side and pains in my head, and such beatings at heart, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9506 | I can get no rest by night nor by day. And tell my dear Lydia not to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9507 | give any directions about her clothes till she has seen me, for she does |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9508 | not know which are the best warehouses. Oh, brother, how kind you are! I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9509 | know you will contrive it all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9510 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9511 | But Mr. Gardiner, though he assured her again of his earnest endeavours |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9512 | in the cause, could not avoid recommending moderation to her, as well |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9513 | in her hopes as her fear; and after talking with her in this manner till |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9514 | dinner was on the table, they all left her to vent all her feelings on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9515 | the housekeeper, who attended in the absence of her daughters. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9516 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9517 | Though her brother and sister were persuaded that there was no real |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9518 | occasion for such a seclusion from the family, they did not attempt to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9519 | oppose it, for they knew that she had not prudence enough to hold her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9520 | tongue before the servants, while they waited at table, and judged it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9521 | better that _one_ only of the household, and the one whom they could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9522 | most trust should comprehend all her fears and solicitude on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9523 | subject. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9524 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9525 | In the dining-room they were soon joined by Mary and Kitty, who had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9526 | too busily engaged in their separate apartments to make their appearance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9527 | before. One came from her books, and the other from her toilette. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9528 | faces of both, however, were tolerably calm; and no change was visible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9529 | in either, except that the loss of her favourite sister, or the anger |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9530 | which she had herself incurred in this business, had given more of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9531 | fretfulness than usual to the accents of Kitty. As for Mary, she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9532 | mistress enough of herself to whisper to Elizabeth, with a countenance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9533 | of grave reflection, soon after they were seated at table: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9534 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9535 | “This is a most unfortunate affair, and will probably be much talked of. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9536 | But we must stem the tide of malice, and pour into the wounded bosoms of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9537 | each other the balm of sisterly consolation.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9538 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9539 | Then, perceiving in Elizabeth no inclination of replying, she added, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9540 | “Unhappy as the event must be for Lydia, we may draw from it this useful |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9541 | lesson: that loss of virtue in a female is irretrievable; that one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9542 | false step involves her in endless ruin; that her reputation is no less |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9543 | brittle than it is beautiful; and that she cannot be too much guarded in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9544 | her behaviour towards the undeserving of the other sex.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9545 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9546 | Elizabeth lifted up her eyes in amazement, but was too much oppressed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9547 | to make any reply. Mary, however, continued to console herself with such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9548 | kind of moral extractions from the evil before them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9549 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9550 | In the afternoon, the two elder Miss Bennets were able to be for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9551 | half-an-hour by themselves; and Elizabeth instantly availed herself of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9552 | the opportunity of making any inquiries, which Jane was equally eager to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9553 | satisfy. After joining in general lamentations over the dreadful sequel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9554 | of this event, which Elizabeth considered as all but certain, and Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9555 | Bennet could not assert to be wholly impossible, the former continued |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9556 | the subject, by saying, “But tell me all and everything about it which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9557 | I have not already heard. Give me further particulars. What did Colonel |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9558 | Forster say? Had they no apprehension of anything before the elopement |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9559 | took place? They must have seen them together for ever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9560 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9561 | “Colonel Forster did own that he had often suspected some partiality, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9562 | especially on Lydia’s side, but nothing to give him any alarm. I am so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9563 | grieved for him! His behaviour was attentive and kind to the utmost. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9564 | _was_ coming to us, in order to assure us of his concern, before he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9565 | any idea of their not being gone to Scotland: when that apprehension |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9566 | first got abroad, it hastened his journey.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9567 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9568 | “And was Denny convinced that Wickham would not marry? Did he know of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9569 | their intending to go off? Had Colonel Forster seen Denny himself?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9570 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9571 | “Yes; but, when questioned by _him_, Denny denied knowing anything of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9572 | their plans, and would not give his real opinion about it. He did not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9573 | repeat his persuasion of their not marrying--and from _that_, I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9574 | inclined to hope, he might have been misunderstood before.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9575 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9576 | “And till Colonel Forster came himself, not one of you entertained a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9577 | doubt, I suppose, of their being really married?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9578 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9579 | “How was it possible that such an idea should enter our brains? I felt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9580 | a little uneasy--a little fearful of my sister’s happiness with him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9581 | in marriage, because I knew that his conduct had not been always quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9582 | right. My father and mother knew nothing of that; they only felt how |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9583 | imprudent a match it must be. Kitty then owned, with a very natural |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9584 | triumph on knowing more than the rest of us, that in Lydia’s last letter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9585 | she had prepared her for such a step. She had known, it seems, of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9586 | being in love with each other, many weeks.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9587 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9588 | “But not before they went to Brighton?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9589 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9590 | “No, I believe not.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9591 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9592 | “And did Colonel Forster appear to think well of Wickham himself? Does |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9593 | he know his real character?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9594 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9595 | “I must confess that he did not speak so well of Wickham as he formerly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9596 | did. He believed him to be imprudent and extravagant. And since this sad |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9597 | affair has taken place, it is said that he left Meryton greatly in debt; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9598 | but I hope this may be false.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9599 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9600 | “Oh, Jane, had we been less secret, had we told what we knew of him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9601 | this could not have happened!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9602 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9603 | “Perhaps it would have been better,” replied her sister. “But to expose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9604 | the former faults of any person without knowing what their present |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9605 | feelings were, seemed unjustifiable. We acted with the best intentions.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9606 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9607 | “Could Colonel Forster repeat the particulars of Lydia’s note to his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9608 | wife?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9609 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9610 | “He brought it with him for us to see.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9611 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9612 | Jane then took it from her pocket-book, and gave it to Elizabeth. These |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9613 | were the contents: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9614 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9615 | “MY DEAR HARRIET, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9616 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9617 | “You will laugh when you know where I am gone, and I cannot help |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9618 | laughing myself at your surprise to-morrow morning, as soon as I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9619 | missed. I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot guess with who, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9620 | I shall think you a simpleton, for there is but one man in the world I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9621 | love, and he is an angel. I should never be happy without him, so think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9622 | it no harm to be off. You need not send them word at Longbourn of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9623 | going, if you do not like it, for it will make the surprise the greater, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9624 | when I write to them and sign my name ‘Lydia Wickham.’ What a good joke |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9625 | it will be! I can hardly write for laughing. Pray make my excuses to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9626 | Pratt for not keeping my engagement, and dancing with him to-night. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9627 | Tell him I hope he will excuse me when he knows all; and tell him I will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9628 | dance with him at the next ball we meet, with great pleasure. I shall |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9629 | send for my clothes when I get to Longbourn; but I wish you would tell |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9630 | Sally to mend a great slit in my worked muslin gown before they are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9631 | packed up. Good-bye. Give my love to Colonel Forster. I hope you will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9632 | drink to our good journey. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9633 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9634 | “Your affectionate friend, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9635 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9636 | “LYDIA BENNET.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9637 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9638 | “Oh! thoughtless, thoughtless Lydia!” cried Elizabeth when she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9639 | finished it. “What a letter is this, to be written at such a moment! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9640 | But at least it shows that _she_ was serious on the subject of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9641 | journey. Whatever he might afterwards persuade her to, it was not on her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9642 | side a _scheme_ of infamy. My poor father! how he must have felt it!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9643 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9644 | “I never saw anyone so shocked. He could not speak a word for full ten |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9645 | minutes. My mother was taken ill immediately, and the whole house in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9646 | such confusion!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9647 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9648 | “Oh! Jane,” cried Elizabeth, “was there a servant belonging to it who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9649 | did not know the whole story before the end of the day?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9650 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9651 | “I do not know. I hope there was. But to be guarded at such a time is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9652 | very difficult. My mother was in hysterics, and though I endeavoured to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9653 | give her every assistance in my power, I am afraid I did not do so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9654 | much as I might have done! But the horror of what might possibly happen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9655 | almost took from me my faculties.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9656 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9657 | “Your attendance upon her has been too much for you. You do not look |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9658 | well. Oh that I had been with you! you have had every care and anxiety |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9659 | upon yourself alone.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9660 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9661 | “Mary and Kitty have been very kind, and would have shared in every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9662 | fatigue, I am sure; but I did not think it right for either of them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9663 | Kitty is slight and delicate; and Mary studies so much, that her hours |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9664 | of repose should not be broken in on. My aunt Phillips came to Longbourn |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9665 | on Tuesday, after my father went away; and was so good as to stay till |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9666 | Thursday with me. She was of great use and comfort to us all. And |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9667 | Lady Lucas has been very kind; she walked here on Wednesday morning to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9668 | condole with us, and offered her services, or any of her daughters’, if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9669 | they should be of use to us.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9670 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9671 | “She had better have stayed at home,” cried Elizabeth; “perhaps she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9672 | _meant_ well, but, under such a misfortune as this, one cannot see |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9673 | too little of one’s neighbours. Assistance is impossible; condolence |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9674 | insufferable. Let them triumph over us at a distance, and be satisfied.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9675 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9676 | She then proceeded to inquire into the measures which her father had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9677 | intended to pursue, while in town, for the recovery of his daughter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9678 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9679 | “He meant I believe,” replied Jane, “to go to Epsom, the place where |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9680 | they last changed horses, see the postilions and try if anything could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9681 | be made out from them. His principal object must be to discover the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9682 | number of the hackney coach which took them from Clapham. It had come |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9683 | with a fare from London; and as he thought that the circumstance of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9684 | gentleman and lady’s removing from one carriage into another might |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9685 | be remarked he meant to make inquiries at Clapham. If he could anyhow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9686 | discover at what house the coachman had before set down his fare, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9687 | determined to make inquiries there, and hoped it might not be impossible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9688 | to find out the stand and number of the coach. I do not know of any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9689 | other designs that he had formed; but he was in such a hurry to be gone, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9690 | and his spirits so greatly discomposed, that I had difficulty in finding |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9691 | out even so much as this.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9692 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9693 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9694 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9695 | Chapter 48 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9696 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9697 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9698 | The whole party were in hopes of a letter from Mr. Bennet the next |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9699 | morning, but the post came in without bringing a single line from him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9700 | His family knew him to be, on all common occasions, a most negligent and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9701 | dilatory correspondent; but at such a time they had hoped for exertion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9702 | They were forced to conclude that he had no pleasing intelligence to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9703 | send; but even of _that_ they would have been glad to be certain. Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9704 | Gardiner had waited only for the letters before he set off. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9705 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9706 | When he was gone, they were certain at least of receiving constant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9707 | information of what was going on, and their uncle promised, at parting, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9708 | to prevail on Mr. Bennet to return to Longbourn, as soon as he could, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9709 | to the great consolation of his sister, who considered it as the only |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9710 | security for her husband’s not being killed in a duel. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9711 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9712 | Mrs. Gardiner and the children were to remain in Hertfordshire a few |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9713 | days longer, as the former thought her presence might be serviceable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9714 | to her nieces. She shared in their attendance on Mrs. Bennet, and was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9715 | great comfort to them in their hours of freedom. Their other aunt also |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9716 | visited them frequently, and always, as she said, with the design of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9717 | cheering and heartening them up--though, as she never came without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9718 | reporting some fresh instance of Wickham’s extravagance or irregularity, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9719 | she seldom went away without leaving them more dispirited than she found |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9720 | them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9721 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9722 | All Meryton seemed striving to blacken the man who, but three months |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9723 | before, had been almost an angel of light. He was declared to be in debt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9724 | to every tradesman in the place, and his intrigues, all honoured with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9725 | the title of seduction, had been extended into every tradesman’s family. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9726 | Everybody declared that he was the wickedest young man in the world; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9727 | and everybody began to find out that they had always distrusted the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9728 | appearance of his goodness. Elizabeth, though she did not credit above |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9729 | half of what was said, believed enough to make her former assurance of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9730 | her sister’s ruin more certain; and even Jane, who believed still less |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9731 | of it, became almost hopeless, more especially as the time was now come |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9732 | when, if they had gone to Scotland, which she had never before entirely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9733 | despaired of, they must in all probability have gained some news of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9734 | them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9735 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9736 | Mr. Gardiner left Longbourn on Sunday; on Tuesday his wife received a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9737 | letter from him; it told them that, on his arrival, he had immediately |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9738 | found out his brother, and persuaded him to come to Gracechurch Street; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9739 | that Mr. Bennet had been to Epsom and Clapham, before his arrival, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9740 | but without gaining any satisfactory information; and that he was now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9741 | determined to inquire at all the principal hotels in town, as Mr. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9742 | thought it possible they might have gone to one of them, on their first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9743 | coming to London, before they procured lodgings. Mr. Gardiner himself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9744 | did not expect any success from this measure, but as his brother was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9745 | eager in it, he meant to assist him in pursuing it. He added that Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9746 | Bennet seemed wholly disinclined at present to leave London and promised |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9747 | to write again very soon. There was also a postscript to this effect: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9748 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9749 | “I have written to Colonel Forster to desire him to find out, if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9750 | possible, from some of the young man’s intimates in the regiment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9751 | whether Wickham has any relations or connections who would be likely to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9752 | know in what part of town he has now concealed himself. If there were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9753 | anyone that one could apply to with a probability of gaining such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9754 | clue as that, it might be of essential consequence. At present we have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9755 | nothing to guide us. Colonel Forster will, I dare say, do everything in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9756 | his power to satisfy us on this head. But, on second thoughts, perhaps, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9757 | Lizzy could tell us what relations he has now living, better than any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9758 | other person.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9759 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9760 | Elizabeth was at no loss to understand from whence this deference to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9761 | authority proceeded; but it was not in her power to give any information |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9762 | of so satisfactory a nature as the compliment deserved. She had never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9763 | heard of his having had any relations, except a father and mother, both |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9764 | of whom had been dead many years. It was possible, however, that some of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9765 | his companions in the ----shire might be able to give more information; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9766 | and though she was not very sanguine in expecting it, the application |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9767 | was a something to look forward to. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9768 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9769 | Every day at Longbourn was now a day of anxiety; but the most anxious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9770 | part of each was when the post was expected. The arrival of letters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9771 | was the grand object of every morning’s impatience. Through letters, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9772 | whatever of good or bad was to be told would be communicated, and every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9773 | succeeding day was expected to bring some news of importance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9774 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9775 | But before they heard again from Mr. Gardiner, a letter arrived for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9776 | their father, from a different quarter, from Mr. Collins; which, as Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9777 | had received directions to open all that came for him in his absence, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9778 | she accordingly read; and Elizabeth, who knew what curiosities his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9779 | letters always were, looked over her, and read it likewise. It was as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9780 | follows: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9781 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9782 | “MY DEAR SIR, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9783 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9784 | “I feel myself called upon, by our relationship, and my situation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9785 | in life, to condole with you on the grievous affliction you are now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9786 | suffering under, of which we were yesterday informed by a letter from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9787 | Hertfordshire. Be assured, my dear sir, that Mrs. Collins and myself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9788 | sincerely sympathise with you and all your respectable family, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9789 | your present distress, which must be of the bitterest kind, because |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9790 | proceeding from a cause which no time can remove. No arguments shall be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9791 | wanting on my part that can alleviate so severe a misfortune--or that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9792 | may comfort you, under a circumstance that must be of all others the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9793 | most afflicting to a parent’s mind. The death of your daughter would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9794 | have been a blessing in comparison of this. And it is the more to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9795 | be lamented, because there is reason to suppose as my dear Charlotte |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9796 | informs me, that this licentiousness of behaviour in your daughter has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9797 | proceeded from a faulty degree of indulgence; though, at the same time, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9798 | for the consolation of yourself and Mrs. Bennet, I am inclined to think |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9799 | that her own disposition must be naturally bad, or she could not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9800 | guilty of such an enormity, at so early an age. Howsoever that may be, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9801 | you are grievously to be pitied; in which opinion I am not only joined |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9802 | by Mrs. Collins, but likewise by Lady Catherine and her daughter, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9803 | whom I have related the affair. They agree with me in apprehending that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9804 | this false step in one daughter will be injurious to the fortunes of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9805 | all the others; for who, as Lady Catherine herself condescendingly says, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9806 | will connect themselves with such a family? And this consideration leads |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9807 | me moreover to reflect, with augmented satisfaction, on a certain event |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9808 | of last November; for had it been otherwise, I must have been involved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9809 | in all your sorrow and disgrace. Let me then advise you, dear sir, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9810 | console yourself as much as possible, to throw off your unworthy child |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9811 | from your affection for ever, and leave her to reap the fruits of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9812 | own heinous offense. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9813 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9814 | “I am, dear sir, etc., etc.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9815 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9816 | Mr. Gardiner did not write again till he had received an answer from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9817 | Colonel Forster; and then he had nothing of a pleasant nature to send. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9818 | It was not known that Wickham had a single relationship with whom he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9819 | kept up any connection, and it was certain that he had no near one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9820 | living. His former acquaintances had been numerous; but since he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9821 | had been in the militia, it did not appear that he was on terms of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9822 | particular friendship with any of them. There was no one, therefore, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9823 | who could be pointed out as likely to give any news of him. And in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9824 | wretched state of his own finances, there was a very powerful motive for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9825 | secrecy, in addition to his fear of discovery by Lydia’s relations, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9826 | it had just transpired that he had left gaming debts behind him to a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9827 | very considerable amount. Colonel Forster believed that more than a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9828 | thousand pounds would be necessary to clear his expenses at Brighton. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9829 | He owed a good deal in town, but his debts of honour were still more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9830 | formidable. Mr. Gardiner did not attempt to conceal these particulars |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9831 | from the Longbourn family. Jane heard them with horror. “A gamester!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9832 | she cried. “This is wholly unexpected. I had not an idea of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9833 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9834 | Mr. Gardiner added in his letter, that they might expect to see their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9835 | father at home on the following day, which was Saturday. Rendered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9836 | spiritless by the ill-success of all their endeavours, he had yielded |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9837 | to his brother-in-law’s entreaty that he would return to his family, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9838 | leave it to him to do whatever occasion might suggest to be advisable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9839 | for continuing their pursuit. When Mrs. Bennet was told of this, she did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9840 | not express so much satisfaction as her children expected, considering |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9841 | what her anxiety for his life had been before. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9842 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9843 | “What, is he coming home, and without poor Lydia?” she cried. “Sure he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9844 | will not leave London before he has found them. Who is to fight Wickham, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9845 | and make him marry her, if he comes away?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9846 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9847 | As Mrs. Gardiner began to wish to be at home, it was settled that she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9848 | and the children should go to London, at the same time that Mr. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9849 | came from it. The coach, therefore, took them the first stage of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9850 | journey, and brought its master back to Longbourn. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9851 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9852 | Mrs. Gardiner went away in all the perplexity about Elizabeth and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9853 | Derbyshire friend that had attended her from that part of the world. His |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9854 | name had never been voluntarily mentioned before them by her niece; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9855 | the kind of half-expectation which Mrs. Gardiner had formed, of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9856 | being followed by a letter from him, had ended in nothing. Elizabeth had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9857 | received none since her return that could come from Pemberley. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9858 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9859 | The present unhappy state of the family rendered any other excuse for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9860 | the lowness of her spirits unnecessary; nothing, therefore, could be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9861 | fairly conjectured from _that_, though Elizabeth, who was by this time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9862 | tolerably well acquainted with her own feelings, was perfectly aware |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9863 | that, had she known nothing of Darcy, she could have borne the dread of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9864 | Lydia’s infamy somewhat better. It would have spared her, she thought, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9865 | one sleepless night out of two. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9866 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9867 | When Mr. Bennet arrived, he had all the appearance of his usual |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9868 | philosophic composure. He said as little as he had ever been in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9869 | habit of saying; made no mention of the business that had taken him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9870 | away, and it was some time before his daughters had courage to speak of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9871 | it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9872 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9873 | It was not till the afternoon, when he had joined them at tea, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9874 | Elizabeth ventured to introduce the subject; and then, on her briefly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9875 | expressing her sorrow for what he must have endured, he replied, “Say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9876 | nothing of that. Who should suffer but myself? It has been my own doing, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9877 | and I ought to feel it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9878 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9879 | “You must not be too severe upon yourself,” replied Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9880 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9881 | “You may well warn me against such an evil. Human nature is so prone |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9882 | to fall into it! No, Lizzy, let me once in my life feel how much I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9883 | been to blame. I am not afraid of being overpowered by the impression. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9884 | It will pass away soon enough.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9885 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9886 | “Do you suppose them to be in London?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9887 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9888 | “Yes; where else can they be so well concealed?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9889 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9890 | “And Lydia used to want to go to London,” added Kitty. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9891 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9892 | “She is happy then,” said her father drily; “and her residence there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9893 | will probably be of some duration.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9894 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9895 | Then after a short silence he continued: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9896 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9897 | “Lizzy, I bear you no ill-will for being justified in your advice to me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9898 | last May, which, considering the event, shows some greatness of mind.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9899 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9900 | They were interrupted by Miss Bennet, who came to fetch her mother’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9901 | tea. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9902 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9903 | “This is a parade,” he cried, “which does one good; it gives such an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9904 | elegance to misfortune! Another day I will do the same; I will sit in my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9905 | library, in my nightcap and powdering gown, and give as much trouble as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9906 | I can; or, perhaps, I may defer it till Kitty runs away.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9907 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9908 | “I am not going to run away, papa,” said Kitty fretfully. “If I should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9909 | ever go to Brighton, I would behave better than Lydia.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9910 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9911 | “_You_ go to Brighton. I would not trust you so near it as Eastbourne |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9912 | for fifty pounds! No, Kitty, I have at last learnt to be cautious, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9913 | you will feel the effects of it. No officer is ever to enter into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9914 | my house again, nor even to pass through the village. Balls will be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9915 | absolutely prohibited, unless you stand up with one of your sisters. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9916 | And you are never to stir out of doors till you can prove that you have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9917 | spent ten minutes of every day in a rational manner.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9918 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9919 | Kitty, who took all these threats in a serious light, began to cry. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9920 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9921 | “Well, well,” said he, “do not make yourself unhappy. If you are a good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9922 | girl for the next ten years, I will take you to a review at the end of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9923 | them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9924 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9925 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9926 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9927 | Chapter 49 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9928 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9929 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9930 | Two days after Mr. Bennet’s return, as Jane and Elizabeth were walking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9931 | together in the shrubbery behind the house, they saw the housekeeper |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9932 | coming towards them, and, concluding that she came to call them to their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9933 | mother, went forward to meet her; but, instead of the expected summons, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9934 | when they approached her, she said to Miss Bennet, “I beg your pardon, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9935 | madam, for interrupting you, but I was in hopes you might have got some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9936 | good news from town, so I took the liberty of coming to ask.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9937 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9938 | “What do you mean, Hill? We have heard nothing from town.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9939 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9940 | “Dear madam,” cried Mrs. Hill, in great astonishment, “don’t you know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9941 | there is an express come for master from Mr. Gardiner? He has been here |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9942 | this half-hour, and master has had a letter.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9943 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9944 | Away ran the girls, too eager to get in to have time for speech. They |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9945 | ran through the vestibule into the breakfast-room; from thence to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9946 | library; their father was in neither; and they were on the point of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9947 | seeking him up stairs with their mother, when they were met by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9948 | butler, who said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9949 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9950 | “If you are looking for my master, ma’am, he is walking towards the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9951 | little copse.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9952 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9953 | Upon this information, they instantly passed through the hall once |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9954 | more, and ran across the lawn after their father, who was deliberately |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9955 | pursuing his way towards a small wood on one side of the paddock. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9956 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9957 | Jane, who was not so light nor so much in the habit of running as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9958 | Elizabeth, soon lagged behind, while her sister, panting for breath, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9959 | came up with him, and eagerly cried out: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9960 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9961 | “Oh, papa, what news--what news? Have you heard from my uncle?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9962 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9963 | “Yes I have had a letter from him by express.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9964 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9965 | “Well, and what news does it bring--good or bad?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9966 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9967 | “What is there of good to be expected?” said he, taking the letter from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9968 | his pocket. “But perhaps you would like to read it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9969 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9970 | Elizabeth impatiently caught it from his hand. Jane now came up. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9971 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9972 | “Read it aloud,” said their father, “for I hardly know myself what it is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9973 | about.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9974 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9975 | “Gracechurch Street, Monday, August 2. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9976 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9977 | “MY DEAR BROTHER, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9978 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9979 | “At last I am able to send you some tidings of my niece, and such as, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9980 | upon the whole, I hope it will give you satisfaction. Soon after you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9981 | left me on Saturday, I was fortunate enough to find out in what part of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9982 | London they were. The particulars I reserve till we meet; it is enough |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9983 | to know they are discovered. I have seen them both--” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9984 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9985 | “Then it is as I always hoped,” cried Jane; “they are married!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9986 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9987 | Elizabeth read on: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9988 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9989 | “I have seen them both. They are not married, nor can I find there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9990 | was any intention of being so; but if you are willing to perform the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9991 | engagements which I have ventured to make on your side, I hope it will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9992 | not be long before they are. All that is required of you is, to assure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9993 | to your daughter, by settlement, her equal share of the five thousand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9994 | pounds secured among your children after the decease of yourself and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9995 | my sister; and, moreover, to enter into an engagement of allowing her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9996 | during your life, one hundred pounds per annum. These are conditions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9997 | which, considering everything, I had no hesitation in complying with, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9998 | as far as I thought myself privileged, for you. I shall send this by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 9999 | express, that no time may be lost in bringing me your answer. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10000 | will easily comprehend, from these particulars, that Mr. Wickham’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10001 | circumstances are not so hopeless as they are generally believed to be. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10002 | The world has been deceived in that respect; and I am happy to say there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10003 | will be some little money, even when all his debts are discharged, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10004 | settle on my niece, in addition to her own fortune. If, as I conclude |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10005 | will be the case, you send me full powers to act in your name throughout |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10006 | the whole of this business, I will immediately give directions to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10007 | Haggerston for preparing a proper settlement. There will not be the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10008 | smallest occasion for your coming to town again; therefore stay quiet at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10009 | Longbourn, and depend on my diligence and care. Send back your answer as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10010 | fast as you can, and be careful to write explicitly. We have judged it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10011 | best that my niece should be married from this house, of which I hope |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10012 | you will approve. She comes to us to-day. I shall write again as soon as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10013 | anything more is determined on. Yours, etc., |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10014 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10015 | “EDW. GARDINER.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10016 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10017 | “Is it possible?” cried Elizabeth, when she had finished. “Can it be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10018 | possible that he will marry her?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10019 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10020 | “Wickham is not so undeserving, then, as we thought him,” said her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10021 | sister. “My dear father, I congratulate you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10022 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10023 | “And have you answered the letter?” cried Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10024 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10025 | “No; but it must be done soon.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10026 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10027 | Most earnestly did she then entreat him to lose no more time before he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10028 | wrote. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10029 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10030 | “Oh! my dear father,” she cried, “come back and write immediately. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10031 | Consider how important every moment is in such a case.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10032 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10033 | “Let me write for you,” said Jane, “if you dislike the trouble |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10034 | yourself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10035 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10036 | “I dislike it very much,” he replied; “but it must be done.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10037 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10038 | And so saying, he turned back with them, and walked towards the house. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10039 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10040 | “And may I ask--” said Elizabeth; “but the terms, I suppose, must be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10041 | complied with.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10042 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10043 | “Complied with! I am only ashamed of his asking so little.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10044 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10045 | “And they _must_ marry! Yet he is _such_ a man!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10046 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10047 | “Yes, yes, they must marry. There is nothing else to be done. But there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10048 | are two things that I want very much to know; one is, how much money |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10049 | your uncle has laid down to bring it about; and the other, how am I ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10050 | to pay him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10051 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10052 | “Money! My uncle!” cried Jane, “what do you mean, sir?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10053 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10054 | “I mean, that no man in his senses would marry Lydia on so slight a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10055 | temptation as one hundred a year during my life, and fifty after I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10056 | gone.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10057 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10058 | “That is very true,” said Elizabeth; “though it had not occurred to me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10059 | before. His debts to be discharged, and something still to remain! Oh! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10060 | it must be my uncle’s doings! Generous, good man, I am afraid he has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10061 | distressed himself. A small sum could not do all this.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10062 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10063 | “No,” said her father; “Wickham’s a fool if he takes her with a farthing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10064 | less than ten thousand pounds. I should be sorry to think so ill of him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10065 | in the very beginning of our relationship.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10066 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10067 | “Ten thousand pounds! Heaven forbid! How is half such a sum to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10068 | repaid?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10069 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10070 | Mr. Bennet made no answer, and each of them, deep in thought, continued |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10071 | silent till they reached the house. Their father then went on to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10072 | library to write, and the girls walked into the breakfast-room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10073 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10074 | “And they are really to be married!” cried Elizabeth, as soon as they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10075 | were by themselves. “How strange this is! And for _this_ we are to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10076 | thankful. That they should marry, small as is their chance of happiness, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10077 | and wretched as is his character, we are forced to rejoice. Oh, Lydia!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10078 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10079 | “I comfort myself with thinking,” replied Jane, “that he certainly would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10080 | not marry Lydia if he had not a real regard for her. Though our kind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10081 | uncle has done something towards clearing him, I cannot believe that ten |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10082 | thousand pounds, or anything like it, has been advanced. He has children |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10083 | of his own, and may have more. How could he spare half ten thousand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10084 | pounds?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10085 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10086 | “If he were ever able to learn what Wickham’s debts have been,” said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10087 | Elizabeth, “and how much is settled on his side on our sister, we shall |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10088 | exactly know what Mr. Gardiner has done for them, because Wickham has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10089 | not sixpence of his own. The kindness of my uncle and aunt can never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10090 | be requited. Their taking her home, and affording her their personal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10091 | protection and countenance, is such a sacrifice to her advantage as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10092 | years of gratitude cannot enough acknowledge. By this time she is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10093 | actually with them! If such goodness does not make her miserable now, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10094 | she will never deserve to be happy! What a meeting for her, when she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10095 | first sees my aunt!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10096 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10097 | “We must endeavour to forget all that has passed on either side,” said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10098 | Jane: “I hope and trust they will yet be happy. His consenting to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10099 | marry her is a proof, I will believe, that he is come to a right way of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10100 | thinking. Their mutual affection will steady them; and I flatter myself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10101 | they will settle so quietly, and live in so rational a manner, as may in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10102 | time make their past imprudence forgotten.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10103 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10104 | “Their conduct has been such,” replied Elizabeth, “as neither you, nor |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10105 | I, nor anybody can ever forget. It is useless to talk of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10106 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10107 | It now occurred to the girls that their mother was in all likelihood |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10108 | perfectly ignorant of what had happened. They went to the library, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10109 | therefore, and asked their father whether he would not wish them to make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10110 | it known to her. He was writing and, without raising his head, coolly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10111 | replied: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10112 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10113 | “Just as you please.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10114 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10115 | “May we take my uncle’s letter to read to her?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10116 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10117 | “Take whatever you like, and get away.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10118 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10119 | Elizabeth took the letter from his writing-table, and they went up stairs |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10120 | together. Mary and Kitty were both with Mrs. Bennet: one communication |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10121 | would, therefore, do for all. After a slight preparation for good news, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10122 | the letter was read aloud. Mrs. Bennet could hardly contain herself. As |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10123 | soon as Jane had read Mr. Gardiner’s hope of Lydia’s being soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10124 | married, her joy burst forth, and every following sentence added to its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10125 | exuberance. She was now in an irritation as violent from delight, as she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10126 | had ever been fidgety from alarm and vexation. To know that her daughter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10127 | would be married was enough. She was disturbed by no fear for her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10128 | felicity, nor humbled by any remembrance of her misconduct. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10129 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10130 | “My dear, dear Lydia!” she cried. “This is delightful indeed! She will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10131 | be married! I shall see her again! She will be married at sixteen! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10132 | My good, kind brother! I knew how it would be. I knew he would manage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10133 | everything! How I long to see her! and to see dear Wickham too! But the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10134 | clothes, the wedding clothes! I will write to my sister Gardiner about |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10135 | them directly. Lizzy, my dear, run down to your father, and ask him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10136 | how much he will give her. Stay, stay, I will go myself. Ring the bell, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10137 | Kitty, for Hill. I will put on my things in a moment. My dear, dear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10138 | Lydia! How merry we shall be together when we meet!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10139 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10140 | Her eldest daughter endeavoured to give some relief to the violence of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10141 | these transports, by leading her thoughts to the obligations which Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10142 | Gardiner’s behaviour laid them all under. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10143 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10144 | “For we must attribute this happy conclusion,” she added, “in a great |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10145 | measure to his kindness. We are persuaded that he has pledged himself to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10146 | assist Mr. Wickham with money.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10147 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10148 | “Well,” cried her mother, “it is all very right; who should do it but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10149 | her own uncle? If he had not had a family of his own, I and my children |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10150 | must have had all his money, you know; and it is the first time we have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10151 | ever had anything from him, except a few presents. Well! I am so happy! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10152 | In a short time I shall have a daughter married. Mrs. Wickham! How well |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10153 | it sounds! And she was only sixteen last June. My dear Jane, I am in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10154 | such a flutter, that I am sure I can’t write; so I will dictate, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10155 | you write for me. We will settle with your father about the money |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10156 | afterwards; but the things should be ordered immediately.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10157 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10158 | She was then proceeding to all the particulars of calico, muslin, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10159 | cambric, and would shortly have dictated some very plentiful orders, had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10160 | not Jane, though with some difficulty, persuaded her to wait till her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10161 | father was at leisure to be consulted. One day’s delay, she observed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10162 | would be of small importance; and her mother was too happy to be quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10163 | so obstinate as usual. Other schemes, too, came into her head. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10164 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10165 | “I will go to Meryton,” said she, “as soon as I am dressed, and tell the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10166 | good, good news to my sister Philips. And as I come back, I can call |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10167 | on Lady Lucas and Mrs. Long. Kitty, run down and order the carriage. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10168 | An airing would do me a great deal of good, I am sure. Girls, can I do |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10169 | anything for you in Meryton? Oh! Here comes Hill! My dear Hill, have you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10170 | heard the good news? Miss Lydia is going to be married; and you shall |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10171 | all have a bowl of punch to make merry at her wedding.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10172 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10173 | Mrs. Hill began instantly to express her joy. Elizabeth received her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10174 | congratulations amongst the rest, and then, sick of this folly, took |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10175 | refuge in her own room, that she might think with freedom. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10177 | Poor Lydia’s situation must, at best, be bad enough; but that it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10178 | no worse, she had need to be thankful. She felt it so; and though, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10179 | looking forward, neither rational happiness nor worldly prosperity could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10180 | be justly expected for her sister, in looking back to what they had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10181 | feared, only two hours ago, she felt all the advantages of what they had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10182 | gained. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10183 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10184 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10185 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10186 | Chapter 50 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10187 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10188 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10189 | Mr. Bennet had very often wished before this period of his life that, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10190 | instead of spending his whole income, he had laid by an annual sum for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10191 | the better provision of his children, and of his wife, if she survived |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10192 | him. He now wished it more than ever. Had he done his duty in that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10193 | respect, Lydia need not have been indebted to her uncle for whatever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10194 | of honour or credit could now be purchased for her. The satisfaction of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10195 | prevailing on one of the most worthless young men in Great Britain to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10196 | her husband might then have rested in its proper place. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10197 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10198 | He was seriously concerned that a cause of so little advantage to anyone |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10199 | should be forwarded at the sole expense of his brother-in-law, and he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10200 | was determined, if possible, to find out the extent of his assistance, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10201 | and to discharge the obligation as soon as he could. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10202 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10203 | When first Mr. Bennet had married, economy was held to be perfectly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10204 | useless, for, of course, they were to have a son. The son was to join |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10205 | in cutting off the entail, as soon as he should be of age, and the widow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10206 | and younger children would by that means be provided for. Five daughters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10207 | successively entered the world, but yet the son was to come; and Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10208 | Bennet, for many years after Lydia’s birth, had been certain that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10209 | would. This event had at last been despaired of, but it was then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10210 | too late to be saving. Mrs. Bennet had no turn for economy, and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10211 | husband’s love of independence had alone prevented their exceeding their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10212 | income. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10213 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10214 | Five thousand pounds was settled by marriage articles on Mrs. Bennet and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10215 | the children. But in what proportions it should be divided amongst the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10216 | latter depended on the will of the parents. This was one point, with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10217 | regard to Lydia, at least, which was now to be settled, and Mr. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10218 | could have no hesitation in acceding to the proposal before him. In |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10219 | terms of grateful acknowledgment for the kindness of his brother, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10220 | though expressed most concisely, he then delivered on paper his perfect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10221 | approbation of all that was done, and his willingness to fulfil the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10222 | engagements that had been made for him. He had never before supposed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10223 | that, could Wickham be prevailed on to marry his daughter, it would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10224 | be done with so little inconvenience to himself as by the present |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10225 | arrangement. He would scarcely be ten pounds a year the loser by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10226 | hundred that was to be paid them; for, what with her board and pocket |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10227 | allowance, and the continual presents in money which passed to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10228 | through her mother’s hands, Lydia’s expenses had been very little within |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10229 | that sum. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10230 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10231 | That it would be done with such trifling exertion on his side, too, was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10232 | another very welcome surprise; for his wish at present was to have as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10233 | little trouble in the business as possible. When the first transports |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10234 | of rage which had produced his activity in seeking her were over, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10235 | naturally returned to all his former indolence. His letter was soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10236 | dispatched; for, though dilatory in undertaking business, he was quick |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10237 | in its execution. He begged to know further particulars of what he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10238 | was indebted to his brother, but was too angry with Lydia to send any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10239 | message to her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10240 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10241 | The good news spread quickly through the house, and with proportionate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10242 | speed through the neighbourhood. It was borne in the latter with decent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10243 | philosophy. To be sure, it would have been more for the advantage |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10244 | of conversation had Miss Lydia Bennet come upon the town; or, as the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10245 | happiest alternative, been secluded from the world, in some distant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10246 | farmhouse. But there was much to be talked of in marrying her; and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10247 | good-natured wishes for her well-doing which had proceeded before from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10248 | all the spiteful old ladies in Meryton lost but a little of their spirit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10249 | in this change of circumstances, because with such an husband her misery |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10250 | was considered certain. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10251 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10252 | It was a fortnight since Mrs. Bennet had been downstairs; but on this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10253 | happy day she again took her seat at the head of her table, and in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10254 | spirits oppressively high. No sentiment of shame gave a damp to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10255 | triumph. The marriage of a daughter, which had been the first object |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10256 | of her wishes since Jane was sixteen, was now on the point of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10257 | accomplishment, and her thoughts and her words ran wholly on those |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10258 | attendants of elegant nuptials, fine muslins, new carriages, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10259 | servants. She was busily searching through the neighbourhood for a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10260 | proper situation for her daughter, and, without knowing or considering |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10261 | what their income might be, rejected many as deficient in size and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10262 | importance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10263 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10264 | “Haye Park might do,” said she, “if the Gouldings could quit it--or the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10265 | great house at Stoke, if the drawing-room were larger; but Ashworth is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10266 | too far off! I could not bear to have her ten miles from me; and as for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10267 | Pulvis Lodge, the attics are dreadful.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10268 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10269 | Her husband allowed her to talk on without interruption while the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10270 | servants remained. But when they had withdrawn, he said to her: “Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10271 | Bennet, before you take any or all of these houses for your son and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10272 | daughter, let us come to a right understanding. Into _one_ house in this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10273 | neighbourhood they shall never have admittance. I will not encourage the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10274 | impudence of either, by receiving them at Longbourn.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10275 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10276 | A long dispute followed this declaration; but Mr. Bennet was firm. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10277 | soon led to another; and Mrs. Bennet found, with amazement and horror, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10278 | that her husband would not advance a guinea to buy clothes for his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10279 | daughter. He protested that she should receive from him no mark of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10280 | affection whatever on the occasion. Mrs. Bennet could hardly comprehend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10281 | it. That his anger could be carried to such a point of inconceivable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10282 | resentment as to refuse his daughter a privilege without which her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10283 | marriage would scarcely seem valid, exceeded all she could believe |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10284 | possible. She was more alive to the disgrace which her want of new |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10285 | clothes must reflect on her daughter’s nuptials, than to any sense of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10286 | shame at her eloping and living with Wickham a fortnight before they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10287 | took place. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10288 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10289 | Elizabeth was now most heartily sorry that she had, from the distress of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10290 | the moment, been led to make Mr. Darcy acquainted with their fears for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10291 | her sister; for since her marriage would so shortly give the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10292 | proper termination to the elopement, they might hope to conceal its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10293 | unfavourable beginning from all those who were not immediately on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10294 | spot. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10295 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10296 | She had no fear of its spreading farther through his means. There were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10297 | few people on whose secrecy she would have more confidently depended; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10298 | but, at the same time, there was no one whose knowledge of a sister’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10299 | frailty would have mortified her so much--not, however, from any fear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10300 | of disadvantage from it individually to herself, for, at any rate, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10301 | there seemed a gulf impassable between them. Had Lydia’s marriage been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10302 | concluded on the most honourable terms, it was not to be supposed that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10303 | Mr. Darcy would connect himself with a family where, to every other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10304 | objection, would now be added an alliance and relationship of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10305 | nearest kind with a man whom he so justly scorned. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10306 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10307 | From such a connection she could not wonder that he would shrink. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10308 | wish of procuring her regard, which she had assured herself of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10309 | feeling in Derbyshire, could not in rational expectation survive such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10310 | blow as this. She was humbled, she was grieved; she repented, though she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10311 | hardly knew of what. She became jealous of his esteem, when she could no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10312 | longer hope to be benefited by it. She wanted to hear of him, when there |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10313 | seemed the least chance of gaining intelligence. She was convinced that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10314 | she could have been happy with him, when it was no longer likely they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10315 | should meet. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10316 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10317 | What a triumph for him, as she often thought, could he know that the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10318 | proposals which she had proudly spurned only four months ago, would now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10319 | have been most gladly and gratefully received! He was as generous, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10320 | doubted not, as the most generous of his sex; but while he was mortal, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10321 | there must be a triumph. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10322 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10323 | She began now to comprehend that he was exactly the man who, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10324 | disposition and talents, would most suit her. His understanding and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10325 | temper, though unlike her own, would have answered all her wishes. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10326 | was an union that must have been to the advantage of both; by her ease |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10327 | and liveliness, his mind might have been softened, his manners improved; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10328 | and from his judgement, information, and knowledge of the world, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10329 | must have received benefit of greater importance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10330 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10331 | But no such happy marriage could now teach the admiring multitude what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10332 | connubial felicity really was. An union of a different tendency, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10333 | precluding the possibility of the other, was soon to be formed in their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10334 | family. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10335 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10336 | How Wickham and Lydia were to be supported in tolerable independence, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10337 | she could not imagine. But how little of permanent happiness could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10338 | belong to a couple who were only brought together because their passions |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10339 | were stronger than their virtue, she could easily conjecture. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10340 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10341 | * * * * * |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10342 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10343 | Mr. Gardiner soon wrote again to his brother. To Mr. Bennet’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10344 | acknowledgments he briefly replied, with assurance of his eagerness to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10345 | promote the welfare of any of his family; and concluded with entreaties |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10346 | that the subject might never be mentioned to him again. The principal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10347 | purport of his letter was to inform them that Mr. Wickham had resolved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10348 | on quitting the militia. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10349 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10350 | “It was greatly my wish that he should do so,” he added, “as soon as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10351 | his marriage was fixed on. And I think you will agree with me, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10352 | considering the removal from that corps as highly advisable, both on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10353 | his account and my niece’s. It is Mr. Wickham’s intention to go into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10354 | the regulars; and among his former friends, there are still some who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10355 | are able and willing to assist him in the army. He has the promise of an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10356 | ensigncy in General ----‘s regiment, now quartered in the North. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10357 | is an advantage to have it so far from this part of the kingdom. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10358 | promises fairly; and I hope among different people, where they may each |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10359 | have a character to preserve, they will both be more prudent. I have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10360 | written to Colonel Forster, to inform him of our present arrangements, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10361 | and to request that he will satisfy the various creditors of Mr. Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10362 | in and near Brighton, with assurances of speedy payment, for which I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10363 | have pledged myself. And will you give yourself the trouble of carrying |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10364 | similar assurances to his creditors in Meryton, of whom I shall subjoin |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10365 | a list according to his information? He has given in all his debts; I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10366 | hope at least he has not deceived us. Haggerston has our directions, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10367 | and all will be completed in a week. They will then join his regiment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10368 | unless they are first invited to Longbourn; and I understand from Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10369 | Gardiner, that my niece is very desirous of seeing you all before she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10370 | leaves the South. She is well, and begs to be dutifully remembered to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10371 | you and her mother.--Yours, etc., |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10372 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10373 | “E. GARDINER.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10374 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10375 | Mr. Bennet and his daughters saw all the advantages of Wickham’s removal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10376 | from the ----shire as clearly as Mr. Gardiner could do. But Mrs. Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10377 | was not so well pleased with it. Lydia’s being settled in the North, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10378 | just when she had expected most pleasure and pride in her company, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10379 | for she had by no means given up her plan of their residing in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10380 | Hertfordshire, was a severe disappointment; and, besides, it was such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10381 | pity that Lydia should be taken from a regiment where she was acquainted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10382 | with everybody, and had so many favourites. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10383 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10384 | “She is so fond of Mrs. Forster,” said she, “it will be quite shocking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10385 | to send her away! And there are several of the young men, too, that she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10386 | likes very much. The officers may not be so pleasant in General ----‘s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10387 | regiment.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10388 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10389 | His daughter’s request, for such it might be considered, of being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10390 | admitted into her family again before she set off for the North, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10391 | received at first an absolute negative. But Jane and Elizabeth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10392 | who agreed in wishing, for the sake of their sister’s feelings and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10393 | consequence, that she should be noticed on her marriage by her parents, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10394 | urged him so earnestly yet so rationally and so mildly, to receive her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10395 | and her husband at Longbourn, as soon as they were married, that he was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10396 | prevailed on to think as they thought, and act as they wished. And their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10397 | mother had the satisfaction of knowing that she would be able to show |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10398 | her married daughter in the neighbourhood before she was banished to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10399 | North. When Mr. Bennet wrote again to his brother, therefore, he sent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10400 | his permission for them to come; and it was settled, that as soon as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10401 | the ceremony was over, they should proceed to Longbourn. Elizabeth was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10402 | surprised, however, that Wickham should consent to such a scheme, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10403 | had she consulted only her own inclination, any meeting with him would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10404 | have been the last object of her wishes. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10405 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10406 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10407 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10408 | Chapter 51 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10409 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10410 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10411 | Their sister’s wedding day arrived; and Jane and Elizabeth felt for her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10412 | probably more than she felt for herself. The carriage was sent to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10413 | meet them at ----, and they were to return in it by dinner-time. Their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10414 | arrival was dreaded by the elder Miss Bennets, and Jane more especially, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10415 | who gave Lydia the feelings which would have attended herself, had she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10416 | been the culprit, and was wretched in the thought of what her sister |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10417 | must endure. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10418 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10419 | They came. The family were assembled in the breakfast room to receive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10420 | them. Smiles decked the face of Mrs. Bennet as the carriage drove up to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10421 | the door; her husband looked impenetrably grave; her daughters, alarmed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10422 | anxious, uneasy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10423 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10424 | Lydia’s voice was heard in the vestibule; the door was thrown open, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10425 | she ran into the room. Her mother stepped forwards, embraced her, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10426 | welcomed her with rapture; gave her hand, with an affectionate smile, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10427 | to Wickham, who followed his lady; and wished them both joy with an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10428 | alacrity which shewed no doubt of their happiness. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10429 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10430 | Their reception from Mr. Bennet, to whom they then turned, was not quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10431 | so cordial. His countenance rather gained in austerity; and he scarcely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10432 | opened his lips. The easy assurance of the young couple, indeed, was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10433 | enough to provoke him. Elizabeth was disgusted, and even Miss Bennet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10434 | was shocked. Lydia was Lydia still; untamed, unabashed, wild, noisy, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10435 | and fearless. She turned from sister to sister, demanding their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10436 | congratulations; and when at length they all sat down, looked eagerly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10437 | round the room, took notice of some little alteration in it, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10438 | observed, with a laugh, that it was a great while since she had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10439 | there. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10440 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10441 | Wickham was not at all more distressed than herself, but his manners |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10442 | were always so pleasing, that had his character and his marriage been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10443 | exactly what they ought, his smiles and his easy address, while he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10444 | claimed their relationship, would have delighted them all. Elizabeth had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10445 | not before believed him quite equal to such assurance; but she sat down, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10446 | resolving within herself to draw no limits in future to the impudence |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10447 | of an impudent man. She blushed, and Jane blushed; but the cheeks of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10448 | two who caused their confusion suffered no variation of colour. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10449 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10450 | There was no want of discourse. The bride and her mother could neither |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10451 | of them talk fast enough; and Wickham, who happened to sit near |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10452 | Elizabeth, began inquiring after his acquaintance in that neighbourhood, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10453 | with a good humoured ease which she felt very unable to equal in her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10454 | replies. They seemed each of them to have the happiest memories in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10455 | world. Nothing of the past was recollected with pain; and Lydia led |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10456 | voluntarily to subjects which her sisters would not have alluded to for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10457 | the world. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10458 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10459 | “Only think of its being three months,” she cried, “since I went away; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10460 | it seems but a fortnight I declare; and yet there have been things |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10461 | enough happened in the time. Good gracious! when I went away, I am sure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10462 | I had no more idea of being married till I came back again! though I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10463 | thought it would be very good fun if I was.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10464 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10465 | Her father lifted up his eyes. Jane was distressed. Elizabeth looked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10466 | expressively at Lydia; but she, who never heard nor saw anything of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10467 | which she chose to be insensible, gaily continued, “Oh! mamma, do the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10468 | people hereabouts know I am married to-day? I was afraid they might not; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10469 | and we overtook William Goulding in his curricle, so I was determined he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10470 | should know it, and so I let down the side-glass next to him, and took |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10471 | off my glove, and let my hand just rest upon the window frame, so that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10472 | he might see the ring, and then I bowed and smiled like anything.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10473 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10474 | Elizabeth could bear it no longer. She got up, and ran out of the room; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10475 | and returned no more, till she heard them passing through the hall to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10476 | the dining parlour. She then joined them soon enough to see Lydia, with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10477 | anxious parade, walk up to her mother’s right hand, and hear her say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10478 | to her eldest sister, “Ah! Jane, I take your place now, and you must go |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10479 | lower, because I am a married woman.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10480 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10481 | It was not to be supposed that time would give Lydia that embarrassment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10482 | from which she had been so wholly free at first. Her ease and good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10483 | spirits increased. She longed to see Mrs. Phillips, the Lucases, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10484 | all their other neighbours, and to hear herself called “Mrs. Wickham” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10485 | by each of them; and in the mean time, she went after dinner to show her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10486 | ring, and boast of being married, to Mrs. Hill and the two housemaids. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10487 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10488 | “Well, mamma,” said she, when they were all returned to the breakfast |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10489 | room, “and what do you think of my husband? Is not he a charming man? I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10490 | am sure my sisters must all envy me. I only hope they may have half |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10491 | my good luck. They must all go to Brighton. That is the place to get |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10492 | husbands. What a pity it is, mamma, we did not all go.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10493 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10494 | “Very true; and if I had my will, we should. But my dear Lydia, I don’t |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10495 | at all like your going such a way off. Must it be so?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10496 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10497 | “Oh, lord! yes;--there is nothing in that. I shall like it of all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10498 | things. You and papa, and my sisters, must come down and see us. We |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10499 | shall be at Newcastle all the winter, and I dare say there will be some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10500 | balls, and I will take care to get good partners for them all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10501 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10502 | “I should like it beyond anything!” said her mother. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10503 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10504 | “And then when you go away, you may leave one or two of my sisters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10505 | behind you; and I dare say I shall get husbands for them before the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10506 | winter is over.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10507 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10508 | “I thank you for my share of the favour,” said Elizabeth; “but I do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10509 | particularly like your way of getting husbands.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10510 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10511 | Their visitors were not to remain above ten days with them. Mr. Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10512 | had received his commission before he left London, and he was to join |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10513 | his regiment at the end of a fortnight. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10514 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10515 | No one but Mrs. Bennet regretted that their stay would be so short; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10516 | she made the most of the time by visiting about with her daughter, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10517 | having very frequent parties at home. These parties were acceptable to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10518 | all; to avoid a family circle was even more desirable to such as did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10519 | think, than such as did not. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10520 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10521 | Wickham’s affection for Lydia was just what Elizabeth had expected |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10522 | to find it; not equal to Lydia’s for him. She had scarcely needed her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10523 | present observation to be satisfied, from the reason of things, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10524 | their elopement had been brought on by the strength of her love, rather |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10525 | than by his; and she would have wondered why, without violently caring |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10526 | for her, he chose to elope with her at all, had she not felt certain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10527 | that his flight was rendered necessary by distress of circumstances; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10528 | if that were the case, he was not the young man to resist an opportunity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10529 | of having a companion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10530 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10531 | Lydia was exceedingly fond of him. He was her dear Wickham on every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10532 | occasion; no one was to be put in competition with him. He did every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10533 | thing best in the world; and she was sure he would kill more birds on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10534 | the first of September, than any body else in the country. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10535 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10536 | One morning, soon after their arrival, as she was sitting with her two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10537 | elder sisters, she said to Elizabeth: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10538 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10539 | “Lizzy, I never gave _you_ an account of my wedding, I believe. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10540 | were not by, when I told mamma and the others all about it. Are not you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10541 | curious to hear how it was managed?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10542 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10543 | “No really,” replied Elizabeth; “I think there cannot be too little said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10544 | on the subject.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10545 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10546 | “La! You are so strange! But I must tell you how it went off. We were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10547 | married, you know, at St. Clement’s, because Wickham’s lodgings were in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10548 | that parish. And it was settled that we should all be there by eleven |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10549 | o’clock. My uncle and aunt and I were to go together; and the others |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10550 | were to meet us at the church. Well, Monday morning came, and I was in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10551 | such a fuss! I was so afraid, you know, that something would happen to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10552 | put it off, and then I should have gone quite distracted. And there was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10553 | my aunt, all the time I was dressing, preaching and talking away just as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10554 | if she was reading a sermon. However, I did not hear above one word in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10555 | ten, for I was thinking, you may suppose, of my dear Wickham. I longed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10556 | to know whether he would be married in his blue coat.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10557 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10558 | “Well, and so we breakfasted at ten as usual; I thought it would never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10559 | be over; for, by the bye, you are to understand, that my uncle and aunt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10560 | were horrid unpleasant all the time I was with them. If you’ll believe |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10561 | me, I did not once put my foot out of doors, though I was there a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10562 | fortnight. Not one party, or scheme, or anything. To be sure London was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10563 | rather thin, but, however, the Little Theatre was open. Well, and so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10564 | just as the carriage came to the door, my uncle was called away upon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10565 | business to that horrid man Mr. Stone. And then, you know, when once |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10566 | they get together, there is no end of it. Well, I was so frightened I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10567 | did not know what to do, for my uncle was to give me away; and if we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10568 | were beyond the hour, we could not be married all day. But, luckily, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10569 | came back again in ten minutes’ time, and then we all set out. However, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10570 | I recollected afterwards that if he had been prevented going, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10571 | wedding need not be put off, for Mr. Darcy might have done as well.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10572 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10573 | “Mr. Darcy!” repeated Elizabeth, in utter amazement. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10574 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10575 | “Oh, yes!--he was to come there with Wickham, you know. But gracious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10576 | me! I quite forgot! I ought not to have said a word about it. I promised |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10577 | them so faithfully! What will Wickham say? It was to be such a secret!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10578 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10579 | “If it was to be secret,” said Jane, “say not another word on the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10580 | subject. You may depend upon my seeking no further.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10581 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10582 | “Oh! certainly,” said Elizabeth, though burning with curiosity; “we will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10583 | ask you no questions.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10584 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10585 | “Thank you,” said Lydia, “for if you did, I should certainly tell you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10586 | all, and then Wickham would be angry.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10587 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10588 | On such encouragement to ask, Elizabeth was forced to put it out of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10589 | power, by running away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10590 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10591 | But to live in ignorance on such a point was impossible; or at least |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10592 | it was impossible not to try for information. Mr. Darcy had been at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10593 | her sister’s wedding. It was exactly a scene, and exactly among people, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10594 | where he had apparently least to do, and least temptation to go. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10595 | Conjectures as to the meaning of it, rapid and wild, hurried into her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10596 | brain; but she was satisfied with none. Those that best pleased her, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10597 | placing his conduct in the noblest light, seemed most improbable. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10598 | could not bear such suspense; and hastily seizing a sheet of paper, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10599 | wrote a short letter to her aunt, to request an explanation of what |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10600 | Lydia had dropt, if it were compatible with the secrecy which had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10601 | intended. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10602 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10603 | “You may readily comprehend,” she added, “what my curiosity must be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10604 | to know how a person unconnected with any of us, and (comparatively |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10605 | speaking) a stranger to our family, should have been amongst you at such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10606 | a time. Pray write instantly, and let me understand it--unless it is, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10607 | for very cogent reasons, to remain in the secrecy which Lydia seems |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10608 | to think necessary; and then I must endeavour to be satisfied with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10609 | ignorance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10610 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10611 | “Not that I _shall_, though,” she added to herself, as she finished |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10612 | the letter; “and my dear aunt, if you do not tell me in an honourable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10613 | manner, I shall certainly be reduced to tricks and stratagems to find it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10614 | out.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10615 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10616 | Jane’s delicate sense of honour would not allow her to speak to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10617 | Elizabeth privately of what Lydia had let fall; Elizabeth was glad |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10618 | of it;--till it appeared whether her inquiries would receive any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10619 | satisfaction, she had rather be without a confidante. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10620 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10621 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10622 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10623 | Chapter 52 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10624 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10625 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10626 | Elizabeth had the satisfaction of receiving an answer to her letter as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10627 | soon as she possibly could. She was no sooner in possession of it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10628 | than, hurrying into the little copse, where she was least likely to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10629 | be interrupted, she sat down on one of the benches and prepared to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10630 | be happy; for the length of the letter convinced her that it did not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10631 | contain a denial. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10632 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10633 | “Gracechurch street, Sept. 6. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10634 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10635 | “MY DEAR NIECE, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10636 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10637 | “I have just received your letter, and shall devote this whole morning |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10638 | to answering it, as I foresee that a _little_ writing will not comprise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10639 | what I have to tell you. I must confess myself surprised by your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10640 | application; I did not expect it from _you_. Don’t think me angry, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10641 | however, for I only mean to let you know that I had not imagined such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10642 | inquiries to be necessary on _your_ side. If you do not choose to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10643 | understand me, forgive my impertinence. Your uncle is as much surprised |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10644 | as I am--and nothing but the belief of your being a party concerned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10645 | would have allowed him to act as he has done. But if you are really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10646 | innocent and ignorant, I must be more explicit. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10647 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10648 | “On the very day of my coming home from Longbourn, your uncle had a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10649 | unexpected visitor. Mr. Darcy called, and was shut up with him several |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10650 | hours. It was all over before I arrived; so my curiosity was not so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10651 | dreadfully racked as _yours_ seems to have been. He came to tell Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10652 | Gardiner that he had found out where your sister and Mr. Wickham were, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10653 | and that he had seen and talked with them both; Wickham repeatedly, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10654 | Lydia once. From what I can collect, he left Derbyshire only one day |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10655 | after ourselves, and came to town with the resolution of hunting for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10656 | them. The motive professed was his conviction of its being owing to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10657 | himself that Wickham’s worthlessness had not been so well known as to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10658 | make it impossible for any young woman of character to love or confide |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10659 | in him. He generously imputed the whole to his mistaken pride, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10660 | confessed that he had before thought it beneath him to lay his private |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10661 | actions open to the world. His character was to speak for itself. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10662 | called it, therefore, his duty to step forward, and endeavour to remedy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10663 | an evil which had been brought on by himself. If he _had another_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10664 | motive, I am sure it would never disgrace him. He had been some days |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10665 | in town, before he was able to discover them; but he had something to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10666 | direct his search, which was more than _we_ had; and the consciousness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10667 | of this was another reason for his resolving to follow us. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10668 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10669 | “There is a lady, it seems, a Mrs. Younge, who was some time ago |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10670 | governess to Miss Darcy, and was dismissed from her charge on some cause |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10671 | of disapprobation, though he did not say what. She then took a large |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10672 | house in Edward-street, and has since maintained herself by letting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10673 | lodgings. This Mrs. Younge was, he knew, intimately acquainted with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10674 | Wickham; and he went to her for intelligence of him as soon as he got to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10675 | town. But it was two or three days before he could get from her what he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10676 | wanted. She would not betray her trust, I suppose, without bribery and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10677 | corruption, for she really did know where her friend was to be found. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10678 | Wickham indeed had gone to her on their first arrival in London, and had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10679 | she been able to receive them into her house, they would have taken up |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10680 | their abode with her. At length, however, our kind friend procured the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10681 | wished-for direction. They were in ---- street. He saw Wickham, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10682 | afterwards insisted on seeing Lydia. His first object with her, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10683 | acknowledged, had been to persuade her to quit her present disgraceful |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10684 | situation, and return to her friends as soon as they could be prevailed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10685 | on to receive her, offering his assistance, as far as it would go. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10686 | he found Lydia absolutely resolved on remaining where she was. She cared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10687 | for none of her friends; she wanted no help of his; she would not hear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10688 | of leaving Wickham. She was sure they should be married some time or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10689 | other, and it did not much signify when. Since such were her feelings, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10690 | it only remained, he thought, to secure and expedite a marriage, which, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10691 | in his very first conversation with Wickham, he easily learnt had never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10692 | been _his_ design. He confessed himself obliged to leave the regiment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10693 | on account of some debts of honour, which were very pressing; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10694 | scrupled not to lay all the ill-consequences of Lydia’s flight on her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10695 | own folly alone. He meant to resign his commission immediately; and as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10696 | to his future situation, he could conjecture very little about it. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10697 | must go somewhere, but he did not know where, and he knew he should have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10698 | nothing to live on. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10699 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10700 | “Mr. Darcy asked him why he had not married your sister at once. Though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10701 | Mr. Bennet was not imagined to be very rich, he would have been able |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10702 | to do something for him, and his situation must have been benefited by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10703 | marriage. But he found, in reply to this question, that Wickham still |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10704 | cherished the hope of more effectually making his fortune by marriage in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10705 | some other country. Under such circumstances, however, he was not likely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10706 | to be proof against the temptation of immediate relief. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10707 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10708 | “They met several times, for there was much to be discussed. Wickham of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10709 | course wanted more than he could get; but at length was reduced to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10710 | reasonable. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10711 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10712 | “Every thing being settled between _them_, Mr. Darcy’s next step was to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10713 | make your uncle acquainted with it, and he first called in Gracechurch |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10714 | street the evening before I came home. But Mr. Gardiner could not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10715 | seen, and Mr. Darcy found, on further inquiry, that your father was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10716 | still with him, but would quit town the next morning. He did not judge |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10717 | your father to be a person whom he could so properly consult as your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10718 | uncle, and therefore readily postponed seeing him till after the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10719 | departure of the former. He did not leave his name, and till the next |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10720 | day it was only known that a gentleman had called on business. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10721 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10722 | “On Saturday he came again. Your father was gone, your uncle at home, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10723 | and, as I said before, they had a great deal of talk together. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10724 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10725 | “They met again on Sunday, and then _I_ saw him too. It was not all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10726 | settled before Monday: as soon as it was, the express was sent off to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10727 | Longbourn. But our visitor was very obstinate. I fancy, Lizzy, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10728 | obstinacy is the real defect of his character, after all. He has been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10729 | accused of many faults at different times, but _this_ is the true one. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10730 | Nothing was to be done that he did not do himself; though I am sure (and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10731 | I do not speak it to be thanked, therefore say nothing about it), your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10732 | uncle would most readily have settled the whole. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10733 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10734 | “They battled it together for a long time, which was more than either |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10735 | the gentleman or lady concerned in it deserved. But at last your uncle |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10736 | was forced to yield, and instead of being allowed to be of use to his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10737 | niece, was forced to put up with only having the probable credit of it, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10738 | which went sorely against the grain; and I really believe your letter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10739 | this morning gave him great pleasure, because it required an explanation |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10740 | that would rob him of his borrowed feathers, and give the praise where |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10741 | it was due. But, Lizzy, this must go no farther than yourself, or Jane |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10742 | at most. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10743 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10744 | “You know pretty well, I suppose, what has been done for the young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10745 | people. His debts are to be paid, amounting, I believe, to considerably |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10746 | more than a thousand pounds, another thousand in addition to her own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10747 | settled upon _her_, and his commission purchased. The reason why all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10748 | this was to be done by him alone, was such as I have given above. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10749 | was owing to him, to his reserve and want of proper consideration, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10750 | Wickham’s character had been so misunderstood, and consequently that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10751 | had been received and noticed as he was. Perhaps there was some truth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10752 | in _this_; though I doubt whether _his_ reserve, or _anybody’s_ reserve, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10753 | can be answerable for the event. But in spite of all this fine talking, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10754 | my dear Lizzy, you may rest perfectly assured that your uncle would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10755 | never have yielded, if we had not given him credit for _another |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10756 | interest_ in the affair. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10757 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10758 | “When all this was resolved on, he returned again to his friends, who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10759 | were still staying at Pemberley; but it was agreed that he should be in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10760 | London once more when the wedding took place, and all money matters were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10761 | then to receive the last finish. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10762 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10763 | “I believe I have now told you every thing. It is a relation which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10764 | you tell me is to give you great surprise; I hope at least it will not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10765 | afford you any displeasure. Lydia came to us; and Wickham had constant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10766 | admission to the house. _He_ was exactly what he had been, when I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10767 | knew him in Hertfordshire; but I would not tell you how little I was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10768 | satisfied with her behaviour while she staid with us, if I had not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10769 | perceived, by Jane’s letter last Wednesday, that her conduct on coming |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10770 | home was exactly of a piece with it, and therefore what I now tell |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10771 | you can give you no fresh pain. I talked to her repeatedly in the most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10772 | serious manner, representing to her all the wickedness of what she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10773 | done, and all the unhappiness she had brought on her family. If she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10774 | heard me, it was by good luck, for I am sure she did not listen. I was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10775 | sometimes quite provoked, but then I recollected my dear Elizabeth and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10776 | Jane, and for their sakes had patience with her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10777 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10778 | “Mr. Darcy was punctual in his return, and as Lydia informed you, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10779 | attended the wedding. He dined with us the next day, and was to leave |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10780 | town again on Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be very angry with me, my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10781 | dear Lizzy, if I take this opportunity of saying (what I was never bold |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10782 | enough to say before) how much I like him. His behaviour to us has, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10783 | in every respect, been as pleasing as when we were in Derbyshire. His |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10784 | understanding and opinions all please me; he wants nothing but a little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10785 | more liveliness, and _that_, if he marry _prudently_, his wife may teach |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10786 | him. I thought him very sly;--he hardly ever mentioned your name. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10787 | slyness seems the fashion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10788 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10789 | “Pray forgive me if I have been very presuming, or at least do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10790 | punish me so far as to exclude me from P. I shall never be quite happy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10791 | till I have been all round the park. A low phaeton, with a nice little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10792 | pair of ponies, would be the very thing. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10793 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10794 | “But I must write no more. The children have been wanting me this half |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10795 | hour. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10796 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10797 | “Yours, very sincerely, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10798 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10799 | “M. GARDINER.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10800 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10801 | The contents of this letter threw Elizabeth into a flutter of spirits, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10802 | in which it was difficult to determine whether pleasure or pain bore the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10803 | greatest share. The vague and unsettled suspicions which uncertainty had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10804 | produced of what Mr. Darcy might have been doing to forward her sister’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10805 | match, which she had feared to encourage as an exertion of goodness too |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10806 | great to be probable, and at the same time dreaded to be just, from the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10807 | pain of obligation, were proved beyond their greatest extent to be true! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10808 | He had followed them purposely to town, he had taken on himself all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10809 | the trouble and mortification attendant on such a research; in which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10810 | supplication had been necessary to a woman whom he must abominate and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10811 | despise, and where he was reduced to meet, frequently meet, reason |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10812 | with, persuade, and finally bribe, the man whom he always most wished to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10813 | avoid, and whose very name it was punishment to him to pronounce. He had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10814 | done all this for a girl whom he could neither regard nor esteem. Her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10815 | heart did whisper that he had done it for her. But it was a hope shortly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10816 | checked by other considerations, and she soon felt that even her vanity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10817 | was insufficient, when required to depend on his affection for her--for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10818 | a woman who had already refused him--as able to overcome a sentiment so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10819 | natural as abhorrence against relationship with Wickham. Brother-in-law |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10820 | of Wickham! Every kind of pride must revolt from the connection. He had, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10821 | to be sure, done much. She was ashamed to think how much. But he had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10822 | given a reason for his interference, which asked no extraordinary |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10823 | stretch of belief. It was reasonable that he should feel he had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10824 | wrong; he had liberality, and he had the means of exercising it; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10825 | though she would not place herself as his principal inducement, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10826 | could, perhaps, believe that remaining partiality for her might assist |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10827 | his endeavours in a cause where her peace of mind must be materially |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10828 | concerned. It was painful, exceedingly painful, to know that they were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10829 | under obligations to a person who could never receive a return. They |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10830 | owed the restoration of Lydia, her character, every thing, to him. Oh! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10831 | how heartily did she grieve over every ungracious sensation she had ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10832 | encouraged, every saucy speech she had ever directed towards him. For |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10833 | herself she was humbled; but she was proud of him. Proud that in a cause |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10834 | of compassion and honour, he had been able to get the better of himself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10835 | She read over her aunt’s commendation of him again and again. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10836 | was hardly enough; but it pleased her. She was even sensible of some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10837 | pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding how steadfastly both she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10838 | and her uncle had been persuaded that affection and confidence subsisted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10839 | between Mr. Darcy and herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10840 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10841 | She was roused from her seat, and her reflections, by some one’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10842 | approach; and before she could strike into another path, she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10843 | overtaken by Wickham. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10844 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10845 | “I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?” said he, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10846 | as he joined her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10847 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10848 | “You certainly do,” she replied with a smile; “but it does not follow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10849 | that the interruption must be unwelcome.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10850 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10851 | “I should be sorry indeed, if it were. We were always good friends; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10852 | now we are better.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10853 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10854 | “True. Are the others coming out?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10855 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10856 | “I do not know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10857 | Meryton. And so, my dear sister, I find, from our uncle and aunt, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10858 | you have actually seen Pemberley.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10859 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10860 | She replied in the affirmative. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10861 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10862 | “I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would be too much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10863 | for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle. And you saw the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10864 | old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds, she was always very fond of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10865 | me. But of course she did not mention my name to you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10866 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10867 | “Yes, she did.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10868 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10869 | “And what did she say?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10870 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10871 | “That you were gone into the army, and she was afraid had--not turned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10872 | out well. At such a distance as _that_, you know, things are strangely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10873 | misrepresented.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10874 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10875 | “Certainly,” he replied, biting his lips. Elizabeth hoped she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10876 | silenced him; but he soon afterwards said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10877 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10878 | “I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We passed each other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10879 | several times. I wonder what he can be doing there.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10880 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10881 | “Perhaps preparing for his marriage with Miss de Bourgh,” said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10882 | Elizabeth. “It must be something particular, to take him there at this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10883 | time of year.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10884 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10885 | “Undoubtedly. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I thought I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10886 | understood from the Gardiners that you had.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10887 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10888 | “Yes; he introduced us to his sister.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10889 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10890 | “And do you like her?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10891 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10892 | “Very much.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10893 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10894 | “I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within this year |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10895 | or two. When I last saw her, she was not very promising. I am very glad |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10896 | you liked her. I hope she will turn out well.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10897 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10898 | “I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10899 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10900 | “Did you go by the village of Kympton?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10901 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10902 | “I do not recollect that we did.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10903 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10904 | “I mention it, because it is the living which I ought to have had. A |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10905 | most delightful place!--Excellent Parsonage House! It would have suited |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10906 | me in every respect.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10907 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10908 | “How should you have liked making sermons?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10909 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10910 | “Exceedingly well. I should have considered it as part of my duty, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10911 | and the exertion would soon have been nothing. One ought not to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10912 | repine;--but, to be sure, it would have been such a thing for me! The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10913 | quiet, the retirement of such a life would have answered all my ideas |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10914 | of happiness! But it was not to be. Did you ever hear Darcy mention the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10915 | circumstance, when you were in Kent?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10916 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10917 | “I have heard from authority, which I thought _as good_, that it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10918 | left you conditionally only, and at the will of the present patron.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10919 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10920 | “You have. Yes, there was something in _that_; I told you so from the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10921 | first, you may remember.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10922 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10923 | “I _did_ hear, too, that there was a time, when sermon-making was not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10924 | so palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that you actually |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10925 | declared your resolution of never taking orders, and that the business |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10926 | had been compromised accordingly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10927 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10928 | “You did! and it was not wholly without foundation. You may remember |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10929 | what I told you on that point, when first we talked of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10930 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10931 | They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had walked fast |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10932 | to get rid of him; and unwilling, for her sister’s sake, to provoke him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10933 | she only said in reply, with a good-humoured smile: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10934 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10935 | “Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister, you know. Do not let |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10936 | us quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall be always of one |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10937 | mind.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10938 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10939 | She held out her hand; he kissed it with affectionate gallantry, though |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10940 | he hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10941 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10942 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10943 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10944 | Chapter 53 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10945 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10946 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10947 | Mr. Wickham was so perfectly satisfied with this conversation that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10948 | never again distressed himself, or provoked his dear sister Elizabeth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10949 | by introducing the subject of it; and she was pleased to find that she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10950 | had said enough to keep him quiet. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10951 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10952 | The day of his and Lydia’s departure soon came, and Mrs. Bennet was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10953 | forced to submit to a separation, which, as her husband by no means |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10954 | entered into her scheme of their all going to Newcastle, was likely to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10955 | continue at least a twelvemonth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10956 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10957 | “Oh! my dear Lydia,” she cried, “when shall we meet again?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10958 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10959 | “Oh, lord! I don’t know. Not these two or three years, perhaps.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10960 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10961 | “Write to me very often, my dear.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10962 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10963 | “As often as I can. But you know married women have never much time for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10964 | writing. My sisters may write to _me_. They will have nothing else to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10965 | do.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10966 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10967 | Mr. Wickham’s adieus were much more affectionate than his wife’s. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10968 | smiled, looked handsome, and said many pretty things. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10969 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10970 | “He is as fine a fellow,” said Mr. Bennet, as soon as they were out of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10971 | the house, “as ever I saw. He simpers, and smirks, and makes love to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10972 | us all. I am prodigiously proud of him. I defy even Sir William Lucas |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10973 | himself to produce a more valuable son-in-law.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10974 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10975 | The loss of her daughter made Mrs. Bennet very dull for several days. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10976 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10977 | “I often think,” said she, “that there is nothing so bad as parting with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10978 | one’s friends. One seems so forlorn without them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10979 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10980 | “This is the consequence, you see, Madam, of marrying a daughter,” said |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10981 | Elizabeth. “It must make you better satisfied that your other four are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10982 | single.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10983 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10984 | “It is no such thing. Lydia does not leave me because she is married, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10985 | but only because her husband’s regiment happens to be so far off. If |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10986 | that had been nearer, she would not have gone so soon.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10987 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10988 | But the spiritless condition which this event threw her into was shortly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10989 | relieved, and her mind opened again to the agitation of hope, by an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10990 | article of news which then began to be in circulation. The housekeeper |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10991 | at Netherfield had received orders to prepare for the arrival of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10992 | master, who was coming down in a day or two, to shoot there for several |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10993 | weeks. Mrs. Bennet was quite in the fidgets. She looked at Jane, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10994 | smiled and shook her head by turns. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10995 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10996 | “Well, well, and so Mr. Bingley is coming down, sister,” (for Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10997 | Phillips first brought her the news). “Well, so much the better. Not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10998 | that I care about it, though. He is nothing to us, you know, and I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 10999 | sure _I_ never want to see him again. But, however, he is very welcome |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11000 | to come to Netherfield, if he likes it. And who knows what _may_ happen? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11001 | But that is nothing to us. You know, sister, we agreed long ago never to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11002 | mention a word about it. And so, is it quite certain he is coming?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11003 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11004 | “You may depend on it,” replied the other, “for Mrs. Nicholls was in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11005 | Meryton last night; I saw her passing by, and went out myself on purpose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11006 | to know the truth of it; and she told me that it was certain true. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11007 | comes down on Thursday at the latest, very likely on Wednesday. She was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11008 | going to the butcher’s, she told me, on purpose to order in some meat on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11009 | Wednesday, and she has got three couple of ducks just fit to be killed.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11010 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11011 | Miss Bennet had not been able to hear of his coming without changing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11012 | colour. It was many months since she had mentioned his name to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11013 | Elizabeth; but now, as soon as they were alone together, she said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11014 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11015 | “I saw you look at me to-day, Lizzy, when my aunt told us of the present |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11016 | report; and I know I appeared distressed. But don’t imagine it was from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11017 | any silly cause. I was only confused for the moment, because I felt that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11018 | I _should_ be looked at. I do assure you that the news does not affect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11019 | me either with pleasure or pain. I am glad of one thing, that he comes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11020 | alone; because we shall see the less of him. Not that I am afraid of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11021 | _myself_, but I dread other people’s remarks.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11022 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11023 | Elizabeth did not know what to make of it. Had she not seen him in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11024 | Derbyshire, she might have supposed him capable of coming there with no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11025 | other view than what was acknowledged; but she still thought him partial |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11026 | to Jane, and she wavered as to the greater probability of his coming |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11027 | there _with_ his friend’s permission, or being bold enough to come |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11028 | without it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11029 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11030 | “Yet it is hard,” she sometimes thought, “that this poor man cannot |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11031 | come to a house which he has legally hired, without raising all this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11032 | speculation! I _will_ leave him to himself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11033 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11034 | In spite of what her sister declared, and really believed to be her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11035 | feelings in the expectation of his arrival, Elizabeth could easily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11036 | perceive that her spirits were affected by it. They were more disturbed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11037 | more unequal, than she had often seen them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11038 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11039 | The subject which had been so warmly canvassed between their parents, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11040 | about a twelvemonth ago, was now brought forward again. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11041 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11042 | “As soon as ever Mr. Bingley comes, my dear,” said Mrs. Bennet, “you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11043 | will wait on him of course.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11044 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11045 | “No, no. You forced me into visiting him last year, and promised, if I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11046 | went to see him, he should marry one of my daughters. But it ended in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11047 | nothing, and I will not be sent on a fool’s errand again.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11048 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11049 | His wife represented to him how absolutely necessary such an attention |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11050 | would be from all the neighbouring gentlemen, on his returning to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11051 | Netherfield. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11052 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11053 | “‘Tis an etiquette I despise,” said he. “If he wants our society, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11054 | let him seek it. He knows where we live. I will not spend my hours |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11055 | in running after my neighbours every time they go away and come back |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11056 | again.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11057 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11058 | “Well, all I know is, that it will be abominably rude if you do not wait |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11059 | on him. But, however, that shan’t prevent my asking him to dine here, I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11060 | am determined. We must have Mrs. Long and the Gouldings soon. That will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11061 | make thirteen with ourselves, so there will be just room at table for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11062 | him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11063 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11064 | Consoled by this resolution, she was the better able to bear her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11065 | husband’s incivility; though it was very mortifying to know that her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11066 | neighbours might all see Mr. Bingley, in consequence of it, before |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11067 | _they_ did. As the day of his arrival drew near,-- |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11068 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11069 | “I begin to be sorry that he comes at all,” said Jane to her sister. “It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11070 | would be nothing; I could see him with perfect indifference, but I can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11071 | hardly bear to hear it thus perpetually talked of. My mother means well; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11072 | but she does not know, no one can know, how much I suffer from what she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11073 | says. Happy shall I be, when his stay at Netherfield is over!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11074 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11075 | “I wish I could say anything to comfort you,” replied Elizabeth; “but it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11076 | is wholly out of my power. You must feel it; and the usual satisfaction |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11077 | of preaching patience to a sufferer is denied me, because you have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11078 | always so much.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11079 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11080 | Mr. Bingley arrived. Mrs. Bennet, through the assistance of servants, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11081 | contrived to have the earliest tidings of it, that the period of anxiety |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11082 | and fretfulness on her side might be as long as it could. She counted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11083 | the days that must intervene before their invitation could be sent; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11084 | hopeless of seeing him before. But on the third morning after his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11085 | arrival in Hertfordshire, she saw him, from her dressing-room window, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11086 | enter the paddock and ride towards the house. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11087 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11088 | Her daughters were eagerly called to partake of her joy. Jane resolutely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11089 | kept her place at the table; but Elizabeth, to satisfy her mother, went |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11090 | to the window--she looked,--she saw Mr. Darcy with him, and sat down |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11091 | again by her sister. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11092 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11093 | “There is a gentleman with him, mamma,” said Kitty; “who can it be?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11094 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11095 | “Some acquaintance or other, my dear, I suppose; I am sure I do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11096 | know.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11097 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11098 | “La!” replied Kitty, “it looks just like that man that used to be with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11099 | him before. Mr. what’s-his-name. That tall, proud man.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11100 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11101 | “Good gracious! Mr. Darcy!--and so it does, I vow. Well, any friend of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11102 | Mr. Bingley’s will always be welcome here, to be sure; but else I must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11103 | say that I hate the very sight of him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11104 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11105 | Jane looked at Elizabeth with surprise and concern. She knew but little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11106 | of their meeting in Derbyshire, and therefore felt for the awkwardness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11107 | which must attend her sister, in seeing him almost for the first time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11108 | after receiving his explanatory letter. Both sisters were uncomfortable |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11109 | enough. Each felt for the other, and of course for themselves; and their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11110 | mother talked on, of her dislike of Mr. Darcy, and her resolution to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11111 | civil to him only as Mr. Bingley’s friend, without being heard by either |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11112 | of them. But Elizabeth had sources of uneasiness which could not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11113 | suspected by Jane, to whom she had never yet had courage to shew Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11114 | Gardiner’s letter, or to relate her own change of sentiment towards him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11115 | To Jane, he could be only a man whose proposals she had refused, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11116 | and whose merit she had undervalued; but to her own more extensive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11117 | information, he was the person to whom the whole family were indebted |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11118 | for the first of benefits, and whom she regarded herself with an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11119 | interest, if not quite so tender, at least as reasonable and just as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11120 | what Jane felt for Bingley. Her astonishment at his coming--at his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11121 | coming to Netherfield, to Longbourn, and voluntarily seeking her again, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11122 | was almost equal to what she had known on first witnessing his altered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11123 | behaviour in Derbyshire. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11124 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11125 | The colour which had been driven from her face, returned for half a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11126 | minute with an additional glow, and a smile of delight added lustre to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11127 | her eyes, as she thought for that space of time that his affection and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11128 | wishes must still be unshaken. But she would not be secure. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11129 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11130 | “Let me first see how he behaves,” said she; “it will then be early |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11131 | enough for expectation.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11132 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11133 | She sat intently at work, striving to be composed, and without daring to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11134 | lift up her eyes, till anxious curiosity carried them to the face of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11135 | her sister as the servant was approaching the door. Jane looked a little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11136 | paler than usual, but more sedate than Elizabeth had expected. On the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11137 | gentlemen’s appearing, her colour increased; yet she received them with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11138 | tolerable ease, and with a propriety of behaviour equally free from any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11139 | symptom of resentment or any unnecessary complaisance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11140 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11141 | Elizabeth said as little to either as civility would allow, and sat down |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11142 | again to her work, with an eagerness which it did not often command. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11143 | had ventured only one glance at Darcy. He looked serious, as usual; and, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11144 | she thought, more as he had been used to look in Hertfordshire, than as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11145 | she had seen him at Pemberley. But, perhaps he could not in her mother’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11146 | presence be what he was before her uncle and aunt. It was a painful, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11147 | not an improbable, conjecture. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11148 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11149 | Bingley, she had likewise seen for an instant, and in that short period |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11150 | saw him looking both pleased and embarrassed. He was received by Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11151 | Bennet with a degree of civility which made her two daughters ashamed, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11152 | especially when contrasted with the cold and ceremonious politeness of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11153 | her curtsey and address to his friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11154 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11155 | Elizabeth, particularly, who knew that her mother owed to the latter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11156 | the preservation of her favourite daughter from irremediable infamy, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11157 | was hurt and distressed to a most painful degree by a distinction so ill |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11158 | applied. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11159 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11160 | Darcy, after inquiring of her how Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner did, a question |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11161 | which she could not answer without confusion, said scarcely anything. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11162 | was not seated by her; perhaps that was the reason of his silence; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11163 | it had not been so in Derbyshire. There he had talked to her friends, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11164 | when he could not to herself. But now several minutes elapsed without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11165 | bringing the sound of his voice; and when occasionally, unable to resist |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11166 | the impulse of curiosity, she raised her eyes to his face, she as often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11167 | found him looking at Jane as at herself, and frequently on no object but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11168 | the ground. More thoughtfulness and less anxiety to please, than when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11169 | they last met, were plainly expressed. She was disappointed, and angry |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11170 | with herself for being so. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11171 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11172 | “Could I expect it to be otherwise!” said she. “Yet why did he come?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11173 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11174 | She was in no humour for conversation with anyone but himself; and to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11175 | him she had hardly courage to speak. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11177 | She inquired after his sister, but could do no more. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11178 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11179 | “It is a long time, Mr. Bingley, since you went away,” said Mrs. Bennet. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11180 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11181 | He readily agreed to it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11182 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11183 | “I began to be afraid you would never come back again. People _did_ say |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11184 | you meant to quit the place entirely at Michaelmas; but, however, I hope |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11185 | it is not true. A great many changes have happened in the neighbourhood, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11186 | since you went away. Miss Lucas is married and settled. And one of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11187 | own daughters. I suppose you have heard of it; indeed, you must have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11188 | seen it in the papers. It was in The Times and The Courier, I know; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11189 | though it was not put in as it ought to be. It was only said, ‘Lately, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11190 | George Wickham, Esq. to Miss Lydia Bennet,’ without there being a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11191 | syllable said of her father, or the place where she lived, or anything. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11192 | It was my brother Gardiner’s drawing up too, and I wonder how he came to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11193 | make such an awkward business of it. Did you see it?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11194 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11195 | Bingley replied that he did, and made his congratulations. Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11196 | dared not lift up her eyes. How Mr. Darcy looked, therefore, she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11197 | not tell. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11198 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11199 | “It is a delightful thing, to be sure, to have a daughter well married,” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11200 | continued her mother, “but at the same time, Mr. Bingley, it is very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11201 | hard to have her taken such a way from me. They are gone down to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11202 | Newcastle, a place quite northward, it seems, and there they are to stay |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11203 | I do not know how long. His regiment is there; for I suppose you have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11204 | heard of his leaving the ----shire, and of his being gone into the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11205 | regulars. Thank Heaven! he has _some_ friends, though perhaps not so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11206 | many as he deserves.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11207 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11208 | Elizabeth, who knew this to be levelled at Mr. Darcy, was in such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11209 | misery of shame, that she could hardly keep her seat. It drew from her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11210 | however, the exertion of speaking, which nothing else had so effectually |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11211 | done before; and she asked Bingley whether he meant to make any stay in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11212 | the country at present. A few weeks, he believed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11213 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11214 | “When you have killed all your own birds, Mr. Bingley,” said her mother, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11215 | “I beg you will come here, and shoot as many as you please on Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11216 | Bennet’s manor. I am sure he will be vastly happy to oblige you, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11217 | will save all the best of the covies for you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11218 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11219 | Elizabeth’s misery increased, at such unnecessary, such officious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11220 | attention! Were the same fair prospect to arise at present as had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11221 | flattered them a year ago, every thing, she was persuaded, would be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11222 | hastening to the same vexatious conclusion. At that instant, she felt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11223 | that years of happiness could not make Jane or herself amends for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11224 | moments of such painful confusion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11225 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11226 | “The first wish of my heart,” said she to herself, “is never more to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11227 | be in company with either of them. Their society can afford no pleasure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11228 | that will atone for such wretchedness as this! Let me never see either |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11229 | one or the other again!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11230 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11231 | Yet the misery, for which years of happiness were to offer no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11232 | compensation, received soon afterwards material relief, from observing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11233 | how much the beauty of her sister re-kindled the admiration of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11234 | former lover. When first he came in, he had spoken to her but little; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11235 | but every five minutes seemed to be giving her more of his attention. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11236 | found her as handsome as she had been last year; as good natured, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11237 | as unaffected, though not quite so chatty. Jane was anxious that no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11238 | difference should be perceived in her at all, and was really persuaded |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11239 | that she talked as much as ever. But her mind was so busily engaged, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11240 | that she did not always know when she was silent. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11241 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11242 | When the gentlemen rose to go away, Mrs. Bennet was mindful of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11243 | intended civility, and they were invited and engaged to dine at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11244 | Longbourn in a few days time. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11245 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11246 | “You are quite a visit in my debt, Mr. Bingley,” she added, “for when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11247 | you went to town last winter, you promised to take a family dinner with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11248 | us, as soon as you returned. I have not forgot, you see; and I assure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11249 | you, I was very much disappointed that you did not come back and keep |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11250 | your engagement.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11251 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11252 | Bingley looked a little silly at this reflection, and said something of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11253 | his concern at having been prevented by business. They then went away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11254 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11255 | Mrs. Bennet had been strongly inclined to ask them to stay and dine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11256 | there that day; but, though she always kept a very good table, she did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11257 | not think anything less than two courses could be good enough for a man |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11258 | on whom she had such anxious designs, or satisfy the appetite and pride |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11259 | of one who had ten thousand a year. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11260 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11261 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11262 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11263 | Chapter 54 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11264 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11265 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11266 | As soon as they were gone, Elizabeth walked out to recover her spirits; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11267 | or in other words, to dwell without interruption on those subjects that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11268 | must deaden them more. Mr. Darcy’s behaviour astonished and vexed her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11269 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11270 | “Why, if he came only to be silent, grave, and indifferent,” said she, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11271 | “did he come at all?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11272 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11273 | She could settle it in no way that gave her pleasure. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11274 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11275 | “He could be still amiable, still pleasing, to my uncle and aunt, when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11276 | he was in town; and why not to me? If he fears me, why come hither? If |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11277 | he no longer cares for me, why silent? Teasing, teasing, man! I will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11278 | think no more about him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11279 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11280 | Her resolution was for a short time involuntarily kept by the approach |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11281 | of her sister, who joined her with a cheerful look, which showed her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11282 | better satisfied with their visitors, than Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11283 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11284 | “Now,” said she, “that this first meeting is over, I feel perfectly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11285 | easy. I know my own strength, and I shall never be embarrassed again by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11286 | his coming. I am glad he dines here on Tuesday. It will then be publicly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11287 | seen that, on both sides, we meet only as common and indifferent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11288 | acquaintance.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11289 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11290 | “Yes, very indifferent indeed,” said Elizabeth, laughingly. “Oh, Jane, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11291 | take care.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11292 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11293 | “My dear Lizzy, you cannot think me so weak, as to be in danger now?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11294 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11295 | “I think you are in very great danger of making him as much in love with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11296 | you as ever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11297 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11298 | * * * * * |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11299 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11300 | They did not see the gentlemen again till Tuesday; and Mrs. Bennet, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11301 | the meanwhile, was giving way to all the happy schemes, which the good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11302 | humour and common politeness of Bingley, in half an hour’s visit, had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11303 | revived. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11304 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11305 | On Tuesday there was a large party assembled at Longbourn; and the two |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11306 | who were most anxiously expected, to the credit of their punctuality |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11307 | as sportsmen, were in very good time. When they repaired to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11308 | dining-room, Elizabeth eagerly watched to see whether Bingley would take |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11309 | the place, which, in all their former parties, had belonged to him, by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11310 | her sister. Her prudent mother, occupied by the same ideas, forbore |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11311 | to invite him to sit by herself. On entering the room, he seemed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11312 | hesitate; but Jane happened to look round, and happened to smile: it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11313 | decided. He placed himself by her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11314 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11315 | Elizabeth, with a triumphant sensation, looked towards his friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11316 | He bore it with noble indifference, and she would have imagined that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11317 | Bingley had received his sanction to be happy, had she not seen his eyes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11318 | likewise turned towards Mr. Darcy, with an expression of half-laughing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11319 | alarm. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11320 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11321 | His behaviour to her sister was such, during dinner time, as showed an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11322 | admiration of her, which, though more guarded than formerly, persuaded |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11323 | Elizabeth, that if left wholly to himself, Jane’s happiness, and his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11324 | own, would be speedily secured. Though she dared not depend upon the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11325 | consequence, she yet received pleasure from observing his behaviour. It |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11326 | gave her all the animation that her spirits could boast; for she was in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11327 | no cheerful humour. Mr. Darcy was almost as far from her as the table |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11328 | could divide them. He was on one side of her mother. She knew how little |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11329 | such a situation would give pleasure to either, or make either appear to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11330 | advantage. She was not near enough to hear any of their discourse, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11331 | she could see how seldom they spoke to each other, and how formal and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11332 | cold was their manner whenever they did. Her mother’s ungraciousness, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11333 | made the sense of what they owed him more painful to Elizabeth’s mind; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11334 | and she would, at times, have given anything to be privileged to tell |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11335 | him that his kindness was neither unknown nor unfelt by the whole of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11336 | family. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11337 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11338 | She was in hopes that the evening would afford some opportunity of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11339 | bringing them together; that the whole of the visit would not pass away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11340 | without enabling them to enter into something more of conversation than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11341 | the mere ceremonious salutation attending his entrance. Anxious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11342 | and uneasy, the period which passed in the drawing-room, before the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11343 | gentlemen came, was wearisome and dull to a degree that almost made her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11344 | uncivil. She looked forward to their entrance as the point on which all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11345 | her chance of pleasure for the evening must depend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11346 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11347 | “If he does not come to me, _then_,” said she, “I shall give him up for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11348 | ever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11349 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11350 | The gentlemen came; and she thought he looked as if he would have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11351 | answered her hopes; but, alas! the ladies had crowded round the table, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11352 | where Miss Bennet was making tea, and Elizabeth pouring out the coffee, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11353 | in so close a confederacy that there was not a single vacancy near her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11354 | which would admit of a chair. And on the gentlemen’s approaching, one of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11355 | the girls moved closer to her than ever, and said, in a whisper: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11356 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11357 | “The men shan’t come and part us, I am determined. We want none of them; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11358 | do we?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11359 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11360 | Darcy had walked away to another part of the room. She followed him with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11361 | her eyes, envied everyone to whom he spoke, had scarcely patience enough |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11362 | to help anybody to coffee; and then was enraged against herself for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11363 | being so silly! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11364 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11365 | “A man who has once been refused! How could I ever be foolish enough to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11366 | expect a renewal of his love? Is there one among the sex, who would not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11367 | protest against such a weakness as a second proposal to the same woman? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11368 | There is no indignity so abhorrent to their feelings!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11369 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11370 | She was a little revived, however, by his bringing back his coffee cup |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11371 | himself; and she seized the opportunity of saying: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11372 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11373 | “Is your sister at Pemberley still?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11374 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11375 | “Yes, she will remain there till Christmas.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11376 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11377 | “And quite alone? Have all her friends left her?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11378 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11379 | “Mrs. Annesley is with her. The others have been gone on to Scarborough, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11380 | these three weeks.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11381 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11382 | She could think of nothing more to say; but if he wished to converse |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11383 | with her, he might have better success. He stood by her, however, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11384 | some minutes, in silence; and, at last, on the young lady’s whispering |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11385 | to Elizabeth again, he walked away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11386 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11387 | When the tea-things were removed, and the card-tables placed, the ladies |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11388 | all rose, and Elizabeth was then hoping to be soon joined by him, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11389 | when all her views were overthrown by seeing him fall a victim to her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11390 | mother’s rapacity for whist players, and in a few moments after seated |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11391 | with the rest of the party. She now lost every expectation of pleasure. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11392 | They were confined for the evening at different tables, and she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11393 | nothing to hope, but that his eyes were so often turned towards her side |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11394 | of the room, as to make him play as unsuccessfully as herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11395 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11396 | Mrs. Bennet had designed to keep the two Netherfield gentlemen to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11397 | supper; but their carriage was unluckily ordered before any of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11398 | others, and she had no opportunity of detaining them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11399 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11400 | “Well girls,” said she, as soon as they were left to themselves, “What |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11401 | say you to the day? I think every thing has passed off uncommonly well, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11402 | I assure you. The dinner was as well dressed as any I ever saw. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11403 | venison was roasted to a turn--and everybody said they never saw so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11404 | fat a haunch. The soup was fifty times better than what we had at the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11405 | Lucases’ last week; and even Mr. Darcy acknowledged, that the partridges |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11406 | were remarkably well done; and I suppose he has two or three French |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11407 | cooks at least. And, my dear Jane, I never saw you look in greater |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11408 | beauty. Mrs. Long said so too, for I asked her whether you did not. And |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11409 | what do you think she said besides? ‘Ah! Mrs. Bennet, we shall have her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11410 | at Netherfield at last.’ She did indeed. I do think Mrs. Long is as good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11411 | a creature as ever lived--and her nieces are very pretty behaved girls, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11412 | and not at all handsome: I like them prodigiously.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11413 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11414 | Mrs. Bennet, in short, was in very great spirits; she had seen enough of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11415 | Bingley’s behaviour to Jane, to be convinced that she would get him at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11416 | last; and her expectations of advantage to her family, when in a happy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11417 | humour, were so far beyond reason, that she was quite disappointed at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11418 | not seeing him there again the next day, to make his proposals. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11419 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11420 | “It has been a very agreeable day,” said Miss Bennet to Elizabeth. “The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11421 | party seemed so well selected, so suitable one with the other. I hope we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11422 | may often meet again.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11423 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11424 | Elizabeth smiled. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11425 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11426 | “Lizzy, you must not do so. You must not suspect me. It mortifies me. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11427 | I assure you that I have now learnt to enjoy his conversation as an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11428 | agreeable and sensible young man, without having a wish beyond it. I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11429 | perfectly satisfied, from what his manners now are, that he never had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11430 | any design of engaging my affection. It is only that he is blessed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11431 | with greater sweetness of address, and a stronger desire of generally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11432 | pleasing, than any other man.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11433 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11434 | “You are very cruel,” said her sister, “you will not let me smile, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11435 | are provoking me to it every moment.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11436 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11437 | “How hard it is in some cases to be believed!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11438 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11439 | “And how impossible in others!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11440 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11441 | “But why should you wish to persuade me that I feel more than I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11442 | acknowledge?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11443 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11444 | “That is a question which I hardly know how to answer. We all love to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11445 | instruct, though we can teach only what is not worth knowing. Forgive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11446 | me; and if you persist in indifference, do not make me your confidante.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11447 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11448 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11449 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11450 | Chapter 55 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11451 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11452 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11453 | A few days after this visit, Mr. Bingley called again, and alone. His |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11454 | friend had left him that morning for London, but was to return home in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11455 | ten days time. He sat with them above an hour, and was in remarkably |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11456 | good spirits. Mrs. Bennet invited him to dine with them; but, with many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11457 | expressions of concern, he confessed himself engaged elsewhere. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11458 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11459 | “Next time you call,” said she, “I hope we shall be more lucky.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11460 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11461 | He should be particularly happy at any time, etc. etc.; and if she would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11462 | give him leave, would take an early opportunity of waiting on them. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11463 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11464 | “Can you come to-morrow?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11465 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11466 | Yes, he had no engagement at all for to-morrow; and her invitation was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11467 | accepted with alacrity. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11468 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11469 | He came, and in such very good time that the ladies were none of them |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11470 | dressed. In ran Mrs. Bennet to her daughter’s room, in her dressing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11471 | gown, and with her hair half finished, crying out: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11472 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11473 | “My dear Jane, make haste and hurry down. He is come--Mr. Bingley is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11474 | come. He is, indeed. Make haste, make haste. Here, Sarah, come to Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11475 | Bennet this moment, and help her on with her gown. Never mind Miss |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11476 | Lizzy’s hair.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11477 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11478 | “We will be down as soon as we can,” said Jane; “but I dare say Kitty is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11479 | forwarder than either of us, for she went up stairs half an hour ago.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11480 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11481 | “Oh! hang Kitty! what has she to do with it? Come be quick, be quick! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11482 | Where is your sash, my dear?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11483 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11484 | But when her mother was gone, Jane would not be prevailed on to go down |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11485 | without one of her sisters. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11486 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11487 | The same anxiety to get them by themselves was visible again in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11488 | evening. After tea, Mr. Bennet retired to the library, as was his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11489 | custom, and Mary went up stairs to her instrument. Two obstacles of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11490 | the five being thus removed, Mrs. Bennet sat looking and winking at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11491 | Elizabeth and Catherine for a considerable time, without making any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11492 | impression on them. Elizabeth would not observe her; and when at last |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11493 | Kitty did, she very innocently said, “What is the matter mamma? What do |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11494 | you keep winking at me for? What am I to do?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11495 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11496 | “Nothing child, nothing. I did not wink at you.” She then sat still |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11497 | five minutes longer; but unable to waste such a precious occasion, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11498 | suddenly got up, and saying to Kitty, “Come here, my love, I want to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11499 | speak to you,” took her out of the room. Jane instantly gave a look |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11500 | at Elizabeth which spoke her distress at such premeditation, and her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11501 | entreaty that _she_ would not give in to it. In a few minutes, Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11502 | Bennet half-opened the door and called out: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11503 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11504 | “Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak with you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11505 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11506 | Elizabeth was forced to go. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11507 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11508 | “We may as well leave them by themselves you know;” said her mother, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11509 | soon as she was in the hall. “Kitty and I are going up stairs to sit in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11510 | my dressing-room.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11511 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11512 | Elizabeth made no attempt to reason with her mother, but remained |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11513 | quietly in the hall, till she and Kitty were out of sight, then returned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11514 | into the drawing-room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11515 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11516 | Mrs. Bennet’s schemes for this day were ineffectual. Bingley was every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11517 | thing that was charming, except the professed lover of her daughter. His |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11518 | ease and cheerfulness rendered him a most agreeable addition to their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11519 | evening party; and he bore with the ill-judged officiousness of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11520 | mother, and heard all her silly remarks with a forbearance and command |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11521 | of countenance particularly grateful to the daughter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11522 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11523 | He scarcely needed an invitation to stay supper; and before he went |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11524 | away, an engagement was formed, chiefly through his own and Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11525 | Bennet’s means, for his coming next morning to shoot with her husband. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11526 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11527 | After this day, Jane said no more of her indifference. Not a word passed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11528 | between the sisters concerning Bingley; but Elizabeth went to bed in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11529 | the happy belief that all must speedily be concluded, unless Mr. Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11530 | returned within the stated time. Seriously, however, she felt tolerably |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11531 | persuaded that all this must have taken place with that gentleman’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11532 | concurrence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11533 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11534 | Bingley was punctual to his appointment; and he and Mr. Bennet spent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11535 | the morning together, as had been agreed on. The latter was much more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11536 | agreeable than his companion expected. There was nothing of presumption |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11537 | or folly in Bingley that could provoke his ridicule, or disgust him into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11538 | silence; and he was more communicative, and less eccentric, than the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11539 | other had ever seen him. Bingley of course returned with him to dinner; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11540 | and in the evening Mrs. Bennet’s invention was again at work to get |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11541 | every body away from him and her daughter. Elizabeth, who had a letter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11542 | to write, went into the breakfast room for that purpose soon after tea; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11543 | for as the others were all going to sit down to cards, she could not be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11544 | wanted to counteract her mother’s schemes. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11545 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11546 | But on returning to the drawing-room, when her letter was finished, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11547 | saw, to her infinite surprise, there was reason to fear that her mother |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11548 | had been too ingenious for her. On opening the door, she perceived her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11549 | sister and Bingley standing together over the hearth, as if engaged in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11550 | earnest conversation; and had this led to no suspicion, the faces of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11551 | both, as they hastily turned round and moved away from each other, would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11552 | have told it all. Their situation was awkward enough; but _hers_ she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11553 | thought was still worse. Not a syllable was uttered by either; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11554 | Elizabeth was on the point of going away again, when Bingley, who as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11555 | well as the other had sat down, suddenly rose, and whispering a few |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11556 | words to her sister, ran out of the room. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11557 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11558 | Jane could have no reserves from Elizabeth, where confidence would give |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11559 | pleasure; and instantly embracing her, acknowledged, with the liveliest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11560 | emotion, that she was the happiest creature in the world. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11561 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11562 | “‘Tis too much!” she added, “by far too much. I do not deserve it. Oh! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11563 | why is not everybody as happy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11564 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11565 | Elizabeth’s congratulations were given with a sincerity, a warmth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11566 | a delight, which words could but poorly express. Every sentence of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11567 | kindness was a fresh source of happiness to Jane. But she would not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11568 | allow herself to stay with her sister, or say half that remained to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11569 | said for the present. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11570 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11571 | “I must go instantly to my mother;” she cried. “I would not on any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11572 | account trifle with her affectionate solicitude; or allow her to hear it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11573 | from anyone but myself. He is gone to my father already. Oh! Lizzy, to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11574 | know that what I have to relate will give such pleasure to all my dear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11575 | family! how shall I bear so much happiness!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11576 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11577 | She then hastened away to her mother, who had purposely broken up the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11578 | card party, and was sitting up stairs with Kitty. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11579 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11580 | Elizabeth, who was left by herself, now smiled at the rapidity and ease |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11581 | with which an affair was finally settled, that had given them so many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11582 | previous months of suspense and vexation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11583 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11584 | “And this,” said she, “is the end of all his friend’s anxious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11585 | circumspection! of all his sister’s falsehood and contrivance! the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11586 | happiest, wisest, most reasonable end!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11587 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11588 | In a few minutes she was joined by Bingley, whose conference with her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11589 | father had been short and to the purpose. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11590 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11591 | “Where is your sister?” said he hastily, as he opened the door. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11592 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11593 | “With my mother up stairs. She will be down in a moment, I dare say.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11594 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11595 | He then shut the door, and, coming up to her, claimed the good wishes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11596 | and affection of a sister. Elizabeth honestly and heartily expressed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11597 | her delight in the prospect of their relationship. They shook hands with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11598 | great cordiality; and then, till her sister came down, she had to listen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11599 | to all he had to say of his own happiness, and of Jane’s perfections; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11600 | and in spite of his being a lover, Elizabeth really believed all his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11601 | expectations of felicity to be rationally founded, because they had for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11602 | basis the excellent understanding, and super-excellent disposition of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11603 | Jane, and a general similarity of feeling and taste between her and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11604 | himself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11605 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11606 | It was an evening of no common delight to them all; the satisfaction of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11607 | Miss Bennet’s mind gave a glow of such sweet animation to her face, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11608 | made her look handsomer than ever. Kitty simpered and smiled, and hoped |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11609 | her turn was coming soon. Mrs. Bennet could not give her consent or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11610 | speak her approbation in terms warm enough to satisfy her feelings, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11611 | though she talked to Bingley of nothing else for half an hour; and when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11612 | Mr. Bennet joined them at supper, his voice and manner plainly showed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11613 | how really happy he was. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11614 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11615 | Not a word, however, passed his lips in allusion to it, till their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11616 | visitor took his leave for the night; but as soon as he was gone, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11617 | turned to his daughter, and said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11618 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11619 | “Jane, I congratulate you. You will be a very happy woman.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11620 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11621 | Jane went to him instantly, kissed him, and thanked him for his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11622 | goodness. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11623 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11624 | “You are a good girl;” he replied, “and I have great pleasure in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11625 | thinking you will be so happily settled. I have not a doubt of your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11626 | doing very well together. Your tempers are by no means unlike. You are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11627 | each of you so complying, that nothing will ever be resolved on; so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11628 | easy, that every servant will cheat you; and so generous, that you will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11629 | always exceed your income.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11630 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11631 | “I hope not so. Imprudence or thoughtlessness in money matters would be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11632 | unpardonable in me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11633 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11634 | “Exceed their income! My dear Mr. Bennet,” cried his wife, “what are you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11635 | talking of? Why, he has four or five thousand a year, and very likely |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11636 | more.” Then addressing her daughter, “Oh! my dear, dear Jane, I am so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11637 | happy! I am sure I shan’t get a wink of sleep all night. I knew how it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11638 | would be. I always said it must be so, at last. I was sure you could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11639 | be so beautiful for nothing! I remember, as soon as ever I saw him, when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11640 | he first came into Hertfordshire last year, I thought how likely it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11641 | that you should come together. Oh! he is the handsomest young man that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11642 | ever was seen!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11643 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11644 | Wickham, Lydia, were all forgotten. Jane was beyond competition her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11645 | favourite child. At that moment, she cared for no other. Her younger |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11646 | sisters soon began to make interest with her for objects of happiness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11647 | which she might in future be able to dispense. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11648 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11649 | Mary petitioned for the use of the library at Netherfield; and Kitty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11650 | begged very hard for a few balls there every winter. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11651 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11652 | Bingley, from this time, was of course a daily visitor at Longbourn; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11653 | coming frequently before breakfast, and always remaining till after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11654 | supper; unless when some barbarous neighbour, who could not be enough |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11655 | detested, had given him an invitation to dinner which he thought himself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11656 | obliged to accept. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11657 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11658 | Elizabeth had now but little time for conversation with her sister; for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11659 | while he was present, Jane had no attention to bestow on anyone else; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11660 | but she found herself considerably useful to both of them in those hours |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11661 | of separation that must sometimes occur. In the absence of Jane, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11662 | always attached himself to Elizabeth, for the pleasure of talking of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11663 | her; and when Bingley was gone, Jane constantly sought the same means of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11664 | relief. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11665 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11666 | “He has made me so happy,” said she, one evening, “by telling me that he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11667 | was totally ignorant of my being in town last spring! I had not believed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11668 | it possible.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11669 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11670 | “I suspected as much,” replied Elizabeth. “But how did he account for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11671 | it?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11672 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11673 | “It must have been his sister’s doing. They were certainly no friends to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11674 | his acquaintance with me, which I cannot wonder at, since he might have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11675 | chosen so much more advantageously in many respects. But when they see, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11676 | as I trust they will, that their brother is happy with me, they will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11677 | learn to be contented, and we shall be on good terms again; though we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11678 | can never be what we once were to each other.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11679 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11680 | “That is the most unforgiving speech,” said Elizabeth, “that I ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11681 | heard you utter. Good girl! It would vex me, indeed, to see you again |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11682 | the dupe of Miss Bingley’s pretended regard.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11683 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11684 | “Would you believe it, Lizzy, that when he went to town last November, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11685 | he really loved me, and nothing but a persuasion of _my_ being |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11686 | indifferent would have prevented his coming down again!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11687 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11688 | “He made a little mistake to be sure; but it is to the credit of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11689 | modesty.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11690 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11691 | This naturally introduced a panegyric from Jane on his diffidence, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11692 | the little value he put on his own good qualities. Elizabeth was pleased |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11693 | to find that he had not betrayed the interference of his friend; for, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11694 | though Jane had the most generous and forgiving heart in the world, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11695 | knew it was a circumstance which must prejudice her against him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11696 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11697 | “I am certainly the most fortunate creature that ever existed!” cried |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11698 | Jane. “Oh! Lizzy, why am I thus singled from my family, and blessed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11699 | above them all! If I could but see _you_ as happy! If there _were_ but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11700 | such another man for you!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11701 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11702 | “If you were to give me forty such men, I never could be so happy as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11703 | you. Till I have your disposition, your goodness, I never can have your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11704 | happiness. No, no, let me shift for myself; and, perhaps, if I have very |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11705 | good luck, I may meet with another Mr. Collins in time.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11706 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11707 | The situation of affairs in the Longbourn family could not be long a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11708 | secret. Mrs. Bennet was privileged to whisper it to Mrs. Phillips, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11709 | and she ventured, without any permission, to do the same by all her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11710 | neighbours in Meryton. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11711 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11712 | The Bennets were speedily pronounced to be the luckiest family in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11713 | world, though only a few weeks before, when Lydia had first run away, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11714 | they had been generally proved to be marked out for misfortune. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11715 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11716 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11717 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11718 | Chapter 56 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11719 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11720 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11721 | One morning, about a week after Bingley’s engagement with Jane had been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11722 | formed, as he and the females of the family were sitting together in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11723 | dining-room, their attention was suddenly drawn to the window, by the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11724 | sound of a carriage; and they perceived a chaise and four driving up |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11725 | the lawn. It was too early in the morning for visitors, and besides, the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11726 | equipage did not answer to that of any of their neighbours. The horses |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11727 | were post; and neither the carriage, nor the livery of the servant who |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11728 | preceded it, were familiar to them. As it was certain, however, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11729 | somebody was coming, Bingley instantly prevailed on Miss Bennet to avoid |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11730 | the confinement of such an intrusion, and walk away with him into the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11731 | shrubbery. They both set off, and the conjectures of the remaining three |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11732 | continued, though with little satisfaction, till the door was thrown |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11733 | open and their visitor entered. It was Lady Catherine de Bourgh. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11734 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11735 | They were of course all intending to be surprised; but their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11736 | astonishment was beyond their expectation; and on the part of Mrs. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11737 | Bennet and Kitty, though she was perfectly unknown to them, even |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11738 | inferior to what Elizabeth felt. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11739 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11740 | She entered the room with an air more than usually ungracious, made no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11741 | other reply to Elizabeth’s salutation than a slight inclination of the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11742 | head, and sat down without saying a word. Elizabeth had mentioned her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11743 | name to her mother on her ladyship’s entrance, though no request of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11744 | introduction had been made. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11745 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11746 | Mrs. Bennet, all amazement, though flattered by having a guest of such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11747 | high importance, received her with the utmost politeness. After sitting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11748 | for a moment in silence, she said very stiffly to Elizabeth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11749 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11750 | “I hope you are well, Miss Bennet. That lady, I suppose, is your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11751 | mother.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11752 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11753 | Elizabeth replied very concisely that she was. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11754 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11755 | “And _that_ I suppose is one of your sisters.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11756 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11757 | “Yes, madam,” said Mrs. Bennet, delighted to speak to Lady Catherine. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11758 | “She is my youngest girl but one. My youngest of all is lately married, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11759 | and my eldest is somewhere about the grounds, walking with a young man |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11760 | who, I believe, will soon become a part of the family.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11761 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11762 | “You have a very small park here,” returned Lady Catherine after a short |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11763 | silence. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11764 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11765 | “It is nothing in comparison of Rosings, my lady, I dare say; but I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11766 | assure you it is much larger than Sir William Lucas’s.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11767 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11768 | “This must be a most inconvenient sitting room for the evening, in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11769 | summer; the windows are full west.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11770 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11771 | Mrs. Bennet assured her that they never sat there after dinner, and then |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11772 | added: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11773 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11774 | “May I take the liberty of asking your ladyship whether you left Mr. and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11775 | Mrs. Collins well.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11776 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11777 | “Yes, very well. I saw them the night before last.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11778 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11779 | Elizabeth now expected that she would produce a letter for her from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11780 | Charlotte, as it seemed the only probable motive for her calling. But no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11781 | letter appeared, and she was completely puzzled. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11782 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11783 | Mrs. Bennet, with great civility, begged her ladyship to take some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11784 | refreshment; but Lady Catherine very resolutely, and not very politely, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11785 | declined eating anything; and then, rising up, said to Elizabeth, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11786 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11787 | “Miss Bennet, there seemed to be a prettyish kind of a little wilderness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11788 | on one side of your lawn. I should be glad to take a turn in it, if you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11789 | will favour me with your company.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11790 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11791 | “Go, my dear,” cried her mother, “and show her ladyship about the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11792 | different walks. I think she will be pleased with the hermitage.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11793 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11794 | Elizabeth obeyed, and running into her own room for her parasol, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11795 | attended her noble guest downstairs. As they passed through the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11796 | hall, Lady Catherine opened the doors into the dining-parlour and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11797 | drawing-room, and pronouncing them, after a short survey, to be decent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11798 | looking rooms, walked on. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11799 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11800 | Her carriage remained at the door, and Elizabeth saw that her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11801 | waiting-woman was in it. They proceeded in silence along the gravel walk |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11802 | that led to the copse; Elizabeth was determined to make no effort for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11803 | conversation with a woman who was now more than usually insolent and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11804 | disagreeable. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11805 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11806 | “How could I ever think her like her nephew?” said she, as she looked in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11807 | her face. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11808 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11809 | As soon as they entered the copse, Lady Catherine began in the following |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11810 | manner:-- |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11811 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11812 | “You can be at no loss, Miss Bennet, to understand the reason of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11813 | journey hither. Your own heart, your own conscience, must tell you why I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11814 | come.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11815 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11816 | Elizabeth looked with unaffected astonishment. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11817 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11818 | “Indeed, you are mistaken, Madam. I have not been at all able to account |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11819 | for the honour of seeing you here.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11820 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11821 | “Miss Bennet,” replied her ladyship, in an angry tone, “you ought to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11822 | know, that I am not to be trifled with. But however insincere _you_ may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11823 | choose to be, you shall not find _me_ so. My character has ever been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11824 | celebrated for its sincerity and frankness, and in a cause of such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11825 | moment as this, I shall certainly not depart from it. A report of a most |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11826 | alarming nature reached me two days ago. I was told that not only your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11827 | sister was on the point of being most advantageously married, but that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11828 | you, that Miss Elizabeth Bennet, would, in all likelihood, be soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11829 | afterwards united to my nephew, my own nephew, Mr. Darcy. Though I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11830 | _know_ it must be a scandalous falsehood, though I would not injure him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11831 | so much as to suppose the truth of it possible, I instantly resolved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11832 | on setting off for this place, that I might make my sentiments known to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11833 | you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11834 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11835 | “If you believed it impossible to be true,” said Elizabeth, colouring |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11836 | with astonishment and disdain, “I wonder you took the trouble of coming |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11837 | so far. What could your ladyship propose by it?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11838 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11839 | “At once to insist upon having such a report universally contradicted.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11840 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11841 | “Your coming to Longbourn, to see me and my family,” said Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11842 | coolly, “will be rather a confirmation of it; if, indeed, such a report |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11843 | is in existence.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11844 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11845 | “If! Do you then pretend to be ignorant of it? Has it not been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11846 | industriously circulated by yourselves? Do you not know that such a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11847 | report is spread abroad?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11848 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11849 | “I never heard that it was.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11850 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11851 | “And can you likewise declare, that there is no foundation for it?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11852 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11853 | “I do not pretend to possess equal frankness with your ladyship. You may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11854 | ask questions which I shall not choose to answer.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11855 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11856 | “This is not to be borne. Miss Bennet, I insist on being satisfied. Has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11857 | he, has my nephew, made you an offer of marriage?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11858 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11859 | “Your ladyship has declared it to be impossible.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11860 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11861 | “It ought to be so; it must be so, while he retains the use of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11862 | reason. But your arts and allurements may, in a moment of infatuation, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11863 | have made him forget what he owes to himself and to all his family. You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11864 | may have drawn him in.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11865 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11866 | “If I have, I shall be the last person to confess it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11867 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11868 | “Miss Bennet, do you know who I am? I have not been accustomed to such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11869 | language as this. I am almost the nearest relation he has in the world, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11870 | and am entitled to know all his dearest concerns.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11871 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11872 | “But you are not entitled to know mine; nor will such behaviour as this, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11873 | ever induce me to be explicit.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11874 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11875 | “Let me be rightly understood. This match, to which you have the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11876 | presumption to aspire, can never take place. No, never. Mr. Darcy is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11877 | engaged to my daughter. Now what have you to say?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11878 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11879 | “Only this; that if he is so, you can have no reason to suppose he will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11880 | make an offer to me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11881 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11882 | Lady Catherine hesitated for a moment, and then replied: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11883 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11884 | “The engagement between them is of a peculiar kind. From their infancy, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11885 | they have been intended for each other. It was the favourite wish of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11886 | _his_ mother, as well as of hers. While in their cradles, we planned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11887 | the union: and now, at the moment when the wishes of both sisters would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11888 | be accomplished in their marriage, to be prevented by a young woman of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11889 | inferior birth, of no importance in the world, and wholly unallied to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11890 | the family! Do you pay no regard to the wishes of his friends? To his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11891 | tacit engagement with Miss de Bourgh? Are you lost to every feeling of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11892 | propriety and delicacy? Have you not heard me say that from his earliest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11893 | hours he was destined for his cousin?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11894 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11895 | “Yes, and I had heard it before. But what is that to me? If there is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11896 | no other objection to my marrying your nephew, I shall certainly not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11897 | be kept from it by knowing that his mother and aunt wished him to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11898 | marry Miss de Bourgh. You both did as much as you could in planning the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11899 | marriage. Its completion depended on others. If Mr. Darcy is neither |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11900 | by honour nor inclination confined to his cousin, why is not he to make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11901 | another choice? And if I am that choice, why may not I accept him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11902 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11903 | “Because honour, decorum, prudence, nay, interest, forbid it. Yes, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11904 | Miss Bennet, interest; for do not expect to be noticed by his family or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11905 | friends, if you wilfully act against the inclinations of all. You will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11906 | be censured, slighted, and despised, by everyone connected with him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11907 | Your alliance will be a disgrace; your name will never even be mentioned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11908 | by any of us.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11909 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11910 | “These are heavy misfortunes,” replied Elizabeth. “But the wife of Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11911 | Darcy must have such extraordinary sources of happiness necessarily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11912 | attached to her situation, that she could, upon the whole, have no cause |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11913 | to repine.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11914 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11915 | “Obstinate, headstrong girl! I am ashamed of you! Is this your gratitude |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11916 | for my attentions to you last spring? Is nothing due to me on that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11917 | score? Let us sit down. You are to understand, Miss Bennet, that I came |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11918 | here with the determined resolution of carrying my purpose; nor will |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11919 | I be dissuaded from it. I have not been used to submit to any person’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11920 | whims. I have not been in the habit of brooking disappointment.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11921 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11922 | “_That_ will make your ladyship’s situation at present more pitiable; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11923 | but it will have no effect on me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11924 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11925 | “I will not be interrupted. Hear me in silence. My daughter and my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11926 | nephew are formed for each other. They are descended, on the maternal |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11927 | side, from the same noble line; and, on the father’s, from respectable, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11928 | honourable, and ancient--though untitled--families. Their fortune on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11929 | both sides is splendid. They are destined for each other by the voice of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11930 | every member of their respective houses; and what is to divide them? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11931 | The upstart pretensions of a young woman without family, connections, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11932 | or fortune. Is this to be endured! But it must not, shall not be. If you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11933 | were sensible of your own good, you would not wish to quit the sphere in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11934 | which you have been brought up.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11935 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11936 | “In marrying your nephew, I should not consider myself as quitting that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11937 | sphere. He is a gentleman; I am a gentleman’s daughter; so far we are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11938 | equal.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11939 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11940 | “True. You _are_ a gentleman’s daughter. But who was your mother? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11941 | Who are your uncles and aunts? Do not imagine me ignorant of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11942 | condition.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11943 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11944 | “Whatever my connections may be,” said Elizabeth, “if your nephew does |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11945 | not object to them, they can be nothing to _you_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11946 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11947 | “Tell me once for all, are you engaged to him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11948 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11949 | Though Elizabeth would not, for the mere purpose of obliging Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11950 | Catherine, have answered this question, she could not but say, after a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11951 | moment’s deliberation: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11952 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11953 | “I am not.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11954 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11955 | Lady Catherine seemed pleased. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11956 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11957 | “And will you promise me, never to enter into such an engagement?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11958 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11959 | “I will make no promise of the kind.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11960 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11961 | “Miss Bennet I am shocked and astonished. I expected to find a more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11962 | reasonable young woman. But do not deceive yourself into a belief that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11963 | I will ever recede. I shall not go away till you have given me the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11964 | assurance I require.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11965 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11966 | “And I certainly _never_ shall give it. I am not to be intimidated into |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11967 | anything so wholly unreasonable. Your ladyship wants Mr. Darcy to marry |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11968 | your daughter; but would my giving you the wished-for promise make their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11969 | marriage at all more probable? Supposing him to be attached to me, would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11970 | my refusing to accept his hand make him wish to bestow it on his cousin? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11971 | Allow me to say, Lady Catherine, that the arguments with which you have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11972 | supported this extraordinary application have been as frivolous as the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11973 | application was ill-judged. You have widely mistaken my character, if |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11974 | you think I can be worked on by such persuasions as these. How far your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11975 | nephew might approve of your interference in his affairs, I cannot tell; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11976 | but you have certainly no right to concern yourself in mine. I must beg, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11977 | therefore, to be importuned no farther on the subject.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11978 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11979 | “Not so hasty, if you please. I have by no means done. To all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11980 | objections I have already urged, I have still another to add. I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11981 | no stranger to the particulars of your youngest sister’s infamous |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11982 | elopement. I know it all; that the young man’s marrying her was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11983 | patched-up business, at the expence of your father and uncles. And is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11984 | such a girl to be my nephew’s sister? Is her husband, is the son of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11985 | late father’s steward, to be his brother? Heaven and earth!--of what are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11986 | you thinking? Are the shades of Pemberley to be thus polluted?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11987 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11988 | “You can now have nothing further to say,” she resentfully answered. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11989 | “You have insulted me in every possible method. I must beg to return to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11990 | the house.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11991 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11992 | And she rose as she spoke. Lady Catherine rose also, and they turned |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11993 | back. Her ladyship was highly incensed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11994 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11995 | “You have no regard, then, for the honour and credit of my nephew! |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11996 | Unfeeling, selfish girl! Do you not consider that a connection with you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11997 | must disgrace him in the eyes of everybody?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11998 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 11999 | “Lady Catherine, I have nothing further to say. You know my sentiments.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12000 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12001 | “You are then resolved to have him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12002 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12003 | “I have said no such thing. I am only resolved to act in that manner, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12004 | which will, in my own opinion, constitute my happiness, without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12005 | reference to _you_, or to any person so wholly unconnected with me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12006 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12007 | “It is well. You refuse, then, to oblige me. You refuse to obey the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12008 | claims of duty, honour, and gratitude. You are determined to ruin him in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12009 | the opinion of all his friends, and make him the contempt of the world.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12010 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12011 | “Neither duty, nor honour, nor gratitude,” replied Elizabeth, “have any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12012 | possible claim on me, in the present instance. No principle of either |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12013 | would be violated by my marriage with Mr. Darcy. And with regard to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12014 | resentment of his family, or the indignation of the world, if the former |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12015 | _were_ excited by his marrying me, it would not give me one moment’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12016 | concern--and the world in general would have too much sense to join in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12017 | the scorn.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12018 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12019 | “And this is your real opinion! This is your final resolve! Very well. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12020 | I shall now know how to act. Do not imagine, Miss Bennet, that your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12021 | ambition will ever be gratified. I came to try you. I hoped to find you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12022 | reasonable; but, depend upon it, I will carry my point.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12023 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12024 | In this manner Lady Catherine talked on, till they were at the door of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12025 | the carriage, when, turning hastily round, she added, “I take no leave |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12026 | of you, Miss Bennet. I send no compliments to your mother. You deserve |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12027 | no such attention. I am most seriously displeased.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12028 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12029 | Elizabeth made no answer; and without attempting to persuade her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12030 | ladyship to return into the house, walked quietly into it herself. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12031 | heard the carriage drive away as she proceeded up stairs. Her mother |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12032 | impatiently met her at the door of the dressing-room, to ask why Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12033 | Catherine would not come in again and rest herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12034 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12035 | “She did not choose it,” said her daughter, “she would go.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12036 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12037 | “She is a very fine-looking woman! and her calling here was prodigiously |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12038 | civil! for she only came, I suppose, to tell us the Collinses were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12039 | well. She is on her road somewhere, I dare say, and so, passing through |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12040 | Meryton, thought she might as well call on you. I suppose she had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12041 | nothing particular to say to you, Lizzy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12042 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12043 | Elizabeth was forced to give into a little falsehood here; for to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12044 | acknowledge the substance of their conversation was impossible. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12045 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12046 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12047 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12048 | Chapter 57 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12049 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12050 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12051 | The discomposure of spirits which this extraordinary visit threw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12052 | Elizabeth into, could not be easily overcome; nor could she, for many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12053 | hours, learn to think of it less than incessantly. Lady Catherine, it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12054 | appeared, had actually taken the trouble of this journey from Rosings, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12055 | for the sole purpose of breaking off her supposed engagement with Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12056 | Darcy. It was a rational scheme, to be sure! but from what the report |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12057 | of their engagement could originate, Elizabeth was at a loss to imagine; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12058 | till she recollected that _his_ being the intimate friend of Bingley, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12059 | and _her_ being the sister of Jane, was enough, at a time when the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12060 | expectation of one wedding made everybody eager for another, to supply |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12061 | the idea. She had not herself forgotten to feel that the marriage of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12062 | sister must bring them more frequently together. And her neighbours |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12063 | at Lucas Lodge, therefore (for through their communication with the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12064 | Collinses, the report, she concluded, had reached Lady Catherine), had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12065 | only set that down as almost certain and immediate, which she had looked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12066 | forward to as possible at some future time. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12067 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12068 | In revolving Lady Catherine’s expressions, however, she could not help |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12069 | feeling some uneasiness as to the possible consequence of her persisting |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12070 | in this interference. From what she had said of her resolution to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12071 | prevent their marriage, it occurred to Elizabeth that she must meditate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12072 | an application to her nephew; and how _he_ might take a similar |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12073 | representation of the evils attached to a connection with her, she dared |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12074 | not pronounce. She knew not the exact degree of his affection for his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12075 | aunt, or his dependence on her judgment, but it was natural to suppose |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12076 | that he thought much higher of her ladyship than _she_ could do; and it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12077 | was certain that, in enumerating the miseries of a marriage with _one_, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12078 | whose immediate connections were so unequal to his own, his aunt would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12079 | address him on his weakest side. With his notions of dignity, he would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12080 | probably feel that the arguments, which to Elizabeth had appeared weak |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12081 | and ridiculous, contained much good sense and solid reasoning. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12082 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12083 | If he had been wavering before as to what he should do, which had often |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12084 | seemed likely, the advice and entreaty of so near a relation might |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12085 | settle every doubt, and determine him at once to be as happy as dignity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12086 | unblemished could make him. In that case he would return no more. Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12087 | Catherine might see him in her way through town; and his engagement to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12088 | Bingley of coming again to Netherfield must give way. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12089 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12090 | “If, therefore, an excuse for not keeping his promise should come to his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12091 | friend within a few days,” she added, “I shall know how to understand |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12092 | it. I shall then give over every expectation, every wish of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12093 | constancy. If he is satisfied with only regretting me, when he might |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12094 | have obtained my affections and hand, I shall soon cease to regret him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12095 | at all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12096 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12097 | * * * * * |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12098 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12099 | The surprise of the rest of the family, on hearing who their visitor had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12100 | been, was very great; but they obligingly satisfied it, with the same |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12101 | kind of supposition which had appeased Mrs. Bennet’s curiosity; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12102 | Elizabeth was spared from much teasing on the subject. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12103 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12104 | The next morning, as she was going downstairs, she was met by her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12105 | father, who came out of his library with a letter in his hand. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12106 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12107 | “Lizzy,” said he, “I was going to look for you; come into my room.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12108 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12109 | She followed him thither; and her curiosity to know what he had to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12110 | tell her was heightened by the supposition of its being in some manner |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12111 | connected with the letter he held. It suddenly struck her that it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12112 | might be from Lady Catherine; and she anticipated with dismay all the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12113 | consequent explanations. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12114 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12115 | She followed her father to the fire place, and they both sat down. He |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12116 | then said, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12117 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12118 | “I have received a letter this morning that has astonished me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12119 | exceedingly. As it principally concerns yourself, you ought to know its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12120 | contents. I did not know before, that I had two daughters on the brink |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12121 | of matrimony. Let me congratulate you on a very important conquest.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12122 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12123 | The colour now rushed into Elizabeth’s cheeks in the instantaneous |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12124 | conviction of its being a letter from the nephew, instead of the aunt; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12125 | and she was undetermined whether most to be pleased that he explained |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12126 | himself at all, or offended that his letter was not rather addressed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12127 | herself; when her father continued: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12128 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12129 | “You look conscious. Young ladies have great penetration in such matters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12130 | as these; but I think I may defy even _your_ sagacity, to discover the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12131 | name of your admirer. This letter is from Mr. Collins.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12132 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12133 | “From Mr. Collins! and what can _he_ have to say?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12134 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12135 | “Something very much to the purpose of course. He begins with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12136 | congratulations on the approaching nuptials of my eldest daughter, of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12137 | which, it seems, he has been told by some of the good-natured, gossiping |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12138 | Lucases. I shall not sport with your impatience, by reading what he says |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12139 | on that point. What relates to yourself, is as follows: ‘Having thus |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12140 | offered you the sincere congratulations of Mrs. Collins and myself on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12141 | this happy event, let me now add a short hint on the subject of another; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12142 | of which we have been advertised by the same authority. Your daughter |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12143 | Elizabeth, it is presumed, will not long bear the name of Bennet, after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12144 | her elder sister has resigned it, and the chosen partner of her fate may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12145 | be reasonably looked up to as one of the most illustrious personages in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12146 | this land.’ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12147 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12148 | “Can you possibly guess, Lizzy, who is meant by this? ‘This young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12149 | gentleman is blessed, in a peculiar way, with every thing the heart of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12150 | mortal can most desire,--splendid property, noble kindred, and extensive |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12151 | patronage. Yet in spite of all these temptations, let me warn my cousin |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12152 | Elizabeth, and yourself, of what evils you may incur by a precipitate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12153 | closure with this gentleman’s proposals, which, of course, you will be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12154 | inclined to take immediate advantage of.’ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12155 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12156 | “Have you any idea, Lizzy, who this gentleman is? But now it comes out: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12157 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12158 | “‘My motive for cautioning you is as follows. We have reason to imagine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12159 | that his aunt, Lady Catherine de Bourgh, does not look on the match with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12160 | a friendly eye.’ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12161 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12162 | “_Mr. Darcy_, you see, is the man! Now, Lizzy, I think I _have_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12163 | surprised you. Could he, or the Lucases, have pitched on any man within |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12164 | the circle of our acquaintance, whose name would have given the lie |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12165 | more effectually to what they related? Mr. Darcy, who never looks at any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12166 | woman but to see a blemish, and who probably never looked at you in his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12167 | life! It is admirable!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12168 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12169 | Elizabeth tried to join in her father’s pleasantry, but could only force |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12170 | one most reluctant smile. Never had his wit been directed in a manner so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12171 | little agreeable to her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12172 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12173 | “Are you not diverted?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12174 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12175 | “Oh! yes. Pray read on.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12176 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12177 | “‘After mentioning the likelihood of this marriage to her ladyship last |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12178 | night, she immediately, with her usual condescension, expressed what she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12179 | felt on the occasion; when it became apparent, that on the score of some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12180 | family objections on the part of my cousin, she would never give her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12181 | consent to what she termed so disgraceful a match. I thought it my duty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12182 | to give the speediest intelligence of this to my cousin, that she and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12183 | her noble admirer may be aware of what they are about, and not run |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12184 | hastily into a marriage which has not been properly sanctioned.’ Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12185 | Collins moreover adds, ‘I am truly rejoiced that my cousin Lydia’s sad |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12186 | business has been so well hushed up, and am only concerned that their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12187 | living together before the marriage took place should be so generally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12188 | known. I must not, however, neglect the duties of my station, or refrain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12189 | from declaring my amazement at hearing that you received the young |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12190 | couple into your house as soon as they were married. It was an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12191 | encouragement of vice; and had I been the rector of Longbourn, I should |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12192 | very strenuously have opposed it. You ought certainly to forgive them, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12193 | as a Christian, but never to admit them in your sight, or allow their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12194 | names to be mentioned in your hearing.’ That is his notion of Christian |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12195 | forgiveness! The rest of his letter is only about his dear Charlotte’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12196 | situation, and his expectation of a young olive-branch. But, Lizzy, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12197 | look as if you did not enjoy it. You are not going to be _missish_, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12198 | I hope, and pretend to be affronted at an idle report. For what do we |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12199 | live, but to make sport for our neighbours, and laugh at them in our |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12200 | turn?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12201 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12202 | “Oh!” cried Elizabeth, “I am excessively diverted. But it is so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12203 | strange!” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12204 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12205 | “Yes--_that_ is what makes it amusing. Had they fixed on any other man |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12206 | it would have been nothing; but _his_ perfect indifference, and _your_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12207 | pointed dislike, make it so delightfully absurd! Much as I abominate |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12208 | writing, I would not give up Mr. Collins’s correspondence for any |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12209 | consideration. Nay, when I read a letter of his, I cannot help giving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12210 | him the preference even over Wickham, much as I value the impudence and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12211 | hypocrisy of my son-in-law. And pray, Lizzy, what said Lady Catherine |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12212 | about this report? Did she call to refuse her consent?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12213 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12214 | To this question his daughter replied only with a laugh; and as it had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12215 | been asked without the least suspicion, she was not distressed by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12216 | his repeating it. Elizabeth had never been more at a loss to make her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12217 | feelings appear what they were not. It was necessary to laugh, when she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12218 | would rather have cried. Her father had most cruelly mortified her, by |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12219 | what he said of Mr. Darcy’s indifference, and she could do nothing but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12220 | wonder at such a want of penetration, or fear that perhaps, instead of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12221 | his seeing too little, she might have fancied too much. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12222 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12223 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12224 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12225 | Chapter 58 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12226 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12227 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12228 | Instead of receiving any such letter of excuse from his friend, as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12229 | Elizabeth half expected Mr. Bingley to do, he was able to bring Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12230 | with him to Longbourn before many days had passed after Lady Catherine’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12231 | visit. The gentlemen arrived early; and, before Mrs. Bennet had time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12232 | to tell him of their having seen his aunt, of which her daughter sat |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12233 | in momentary dread, Bingley, who wanted to be alone with Jane, proposed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12234 | their all walking out. It was agreed to. Mrs. Bennet was not in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12235 | habit of walking; Mary could never spare time; but the remaining five |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12236 | set off together. Bingley and Jane, however, soon allowed the others |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12237 | to outstrip them. They lagged behind, while Elizabeth, Kitty, and Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12238 | were to entertain each other. Very little was said by either; Kitty |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12239 | was too much afraid of him to talk; Elizabeth was secretly forming a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12240 | desperate resolution; and perhaps he might be doing the same. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12241 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12242 | They walked towards the Lucases, because Kitty wished to call upon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12243 | Maria; and as Elizabeth saw no occasion for making it a general concern, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12244 | when Kitty left them she went boldly on with him alone. Now was the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12245 | moment for her resolution to be executed, and, while her courage was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12246 | high, she immediately said: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12247 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12248 | “Mr. Darcy, I am a very selfish creature; and, for the sake of giving |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12249 | relief to my own feelings, care not how much I may be wounding yours. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12250 | can no longer help thanking you for your unexampled kindness to my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12251 | poor sister. Ever since I have known it, I have been most anxious to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12252 | acknowledge to you how gratefully I feel it. Were it known to the rest |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12253 | of my family, I should not have merely my own gratitude to express.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12254 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12255 | “I am sorry, exceedingly sorry,” replied Darcy, in a tone of surprise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12256 | and emotion, “that you have ever been informed of what may, in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12257 | mistaken light, have given you uneasiness. I did not think Mrs. Gardiner |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12258 | was so little to be trusted.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12259 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12260 | “You must not blame my aunt. Lydia’s thoughtlessness first betrayed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12261 | me that you had been concerned in the matter; and, of course, I could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12262 | not rest till I knew the particulars. Let me thank you again and again, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12263 | in the name of all my family, for that generous compassion which induced |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12264 | you to take so much trouble, and bear so many mortifications, for the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12265 | sake of discovering them.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12266 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12267 | “If you _will_ thank me,” he replied, “let it be for yourself alone. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12268 | That the wish of giving happiness to you might add force to the other |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12269 | inducements which led me on, I shall not attempt to deny. But your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12270 | _family_ owe me nothing. Much as I respect them, I believe I thought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12271 | only of _you_.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12272 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12273 | Elizabeth was too much embarrassed to say a word. After a short pause, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12274 | her companion added, “You are too generous to trifle with me. If your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12275 | feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. _My_ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12276 | affections and wishes are unchanged, but one word from you will silence |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12277 | me on this subject for ever.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12278 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12279 | Elizabeth, feeling all the more than common awkwardness and anxiety of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12280 | his situation, now forced herself to speak; and immediately, though not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12281 | very fluently, gave him to understand that her sentiments had undergone |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12282 | so material a change, since the period to which he alluded, as to make |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12283 | her receive with gratitude and pleasure his present assurances. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12284 | happiness which this reply produced, was such as he had probably never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12285 | felt before; and he expressed himself on the occasion as sensibly and as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12286 | warmly as a man violently in love can be supposed to do. Had Elizabeth |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12287 | been able to encounter his eye, she might have seen how well the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12288 | expression of heartfelt delight, diffused over his face, became him; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12289 | but, though she could not look, she could listen, and he told her of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12290 | feelings, which, in proving of what importance she was to him, made his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12291 | affection every moment more valuable. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12292 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12293 | They walked on, without knowing in what direction. There was too much to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12294 | be thought, and felt, and said, for attention to any other objects. She |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12295 | soon learnt that they were indebted for their present good understanding |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12296 | to the efforts of his aunt, who did call on him in her return through |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12297 | London, and there relate her journey to Longbourn, its motive, and the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12298 | substance of her conversation with Elizabeth; dwelling emphatically on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12299 | every expression of the latter which, in her ladyship’s apprehension, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12300 | peculiarly denoted her perverseness and assurance; in the belief that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12301 | such a relation must assist her endeavours to obtain that promise |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12302 | from her nephew which she had refused to give. But, unluckily for her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12303 | ladyship, its effect had been exactly contrariwise. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12304 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12305 | “It taught me to hope,” said he, “as I had scarcely ever allowed myself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12306 | to hope before. I knew enough of your disposition to be certain that, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12307 | had you been absolutely, irrevocably decided against me, you would have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12308 | acknowledged it to Lady Catherine, frankly and openly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12309 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12310 | Elizabeth coloured and laughed as she replied, “Yes, you know enough |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12311 | of my frankness to believe me capable of _that_. After abusing you so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12312 | abominably to your face, I could have no scruple in abusing you to all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12313 | your relations.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12314 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12315 | “What did you say of me, that I did not deserve? For, though your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12316 | accusations were ill-founded, formed on mistaken premises, my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12317 | behaviour to you at the time had merited the severest reproof. It was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12318 | unpardonable. I cannot think of it without abhorrence.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12319 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12320 | “We will not quarrel for the greater share of blame annexed to that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12321 | evening,” said Elizabeth. “The conduct of neither, if strictly examined, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12322 | will be irreproachable; but since then, we have both, I hope, improved |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12323 | in civility.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12324 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12325 | “I cannot be so easily reconciled to myself. The recollection of what I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12326 | then said, of my conduct, my manners, my expressions during the whole of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12327 | it, is now, and has been many months, inexpressibly painful to me. Your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12328 | reproof, so well applied, I shall never forget: ‘had you behaved in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12329 | more gentlemanlike manner.’ Those were your words. You know not, you can |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12330 | scarcely conceive, how they have tortured me;--though it was some time, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12331 | I confess, before I was reasonable enough to allow their justice.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12332 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12333 | “I was certainly very far from expecting them to make so strong an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12334 | impression. I had not the smallest idea of their being ever felt in such |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12335 | a way.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12336 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12337 | “I can easily believe it. You thought me then devoid of every proper |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12338 | feeling, I am sure you did. The turn of your countenance I shall never |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12339 | forget, as you said that I could not have addressed you in any possible |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12340 | way that would induce you to accept me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12341 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12342 | “Oh! do not repeat what I then said. These recollections will not do at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12343 | all. I assure you that I have long been most heartily ashamed of it.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12344 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12345 | Darcy mentioned his letter. “Did it,” said he, “did it soon make you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12346 | think better of me? Did you, on reading it, give any credit to its |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12347 | contents?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12348 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12349 | She explained what its effect on her had been, and how gradually all her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12350 | former prejudices had been removed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12351 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12352 | “I knew,” said he, “that what I wrote must give you pain, but it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12353 | necessary. I hope you have destroyed the letter. There was one part |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12354 | especially, the opening of it, which I should dread your having the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12355 | power of reading again. I can remember some expressions which might |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12356 | justly make you hate me.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12357 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12358 | “The letter shall certainly be burnt, if you believe it essential to the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12359 | preservation of my regard; but, though we have both reason to think my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12360 | opinions not entirely unalterable, they are not, I hope, quite so easily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12361 | changed as that implies.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12362 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12363 | “When I wrote that letter,” replied Darcy, “I believed myself perfectly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12364 | calm and cool, but I am since convinced that it was written in a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12365 | dreadful bitterness of spirit.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12366 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12367 | “The letter, perhaps, began in bitterness, but it did not end so. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12368 | adieu is charity itself. But think no more of the letter. The feelings |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12369 | of the person who wrote, and the person who received it, are now |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12370 | so widely different from what they were then, that every unpleasant |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12371 | circumstance attending it ought to be forgotten. You must learn some |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12372 | of my philosophy. Think only of the past as its remembrance gives you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12373 | pleasure.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12374 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12375 | “I cannot give you credit for any philosophy of the kind. Your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12376 | retrospections must be so totally void of reproach, that the contentment |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12377 | arising from them is not of philosophy, but, what is much better, of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12378 | innocence. But with me, it is not so. Painful recollections will intrude |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12379 | which cannot, which ought not, to be repelled. I have been a selfish |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12380 | being all my life, in practice, though not in principle. As a child I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12381 | was taught what was right, but I was not taught to correct my temper. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12382 | was given good principles, but left to follow them in pride and conceit. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12383 | Unfortunately an only son (for many years an only child), I was spoilt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12384 | by my parents, who, though good themselves (my father, particularly, all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12385 | that was benevolent and amiable), allowed, encouraged, almost taught |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12386 | me to be selfish and overbearing; to care for none beyond my own family |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12387 | circle; to think meanly of all the rest of the world; to wish at least |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12388 | to think meanly of their sense and worth compared with my own. Such I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12389 | was, from eight to eight and twenty; and such I might still have been |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12390 | but for you, dearest, loveliest Elizabeth! What do I not owe you! You |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12391 | taught me a lesson, hard indeed at first, but most advantageous. By you, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12392 | I was properly humbled. I came to you without a doubt of my reception. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12393 | You showed me how insufficient were all my pretensions to please a woman |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12394 | worthy of being pleased.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12395 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12396 | “Had you then persuaded yourself that I should?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12397 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12398 | “Indeed I had. What will you think of my vanity? I believed you to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12399 | wishing, expecting my addresses.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12400 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12401 | “My manners must have been in fault, but not intentionally, I assure |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12402 | you. I never meant to deceive you, but my spirits might often lead me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12403 | wrong. How you must have hated me after _that_ evening?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12404 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12405 | “Hate you! I was angry perhaps at first, but my anger soon began to take |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12406 | a proper direction.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12407 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12408 | “I am almost afraid of asking what you thought of me, when we met at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12409 | Pemberley. You blamed me for coming?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12410 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12411 | “No indeed; I felt nothing but surprise.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12412 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12413 | “Your surprise could not be greater than _mine_ in being noticed by you. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12414 | My conscience told me that I deserved no extraordinary politeness, and I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12415 | confess that I did not expect to receive _more_ than my due.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12416 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12417 | “My object then,” replied Darcy, “was to show you, by every civility in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12418 | my power, that I was not so mean as to resent the past; and I hoped to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12419 | obtain your forgiveness, to lessen your ill opinion, by letting you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12420 | see that your reproofs had been attended to. How soon any other wishes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12421 | introduced themselves I can hardly tell, but I believe in about half an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12422 | hour after I had seen you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12423 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12424 | He then told her of Georgiana’s delight in her acquaintance, and of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12425 | disappointment at its sudden interruption; which naturally leading to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12426 | the cause of that interruption, she soon learnt that his resolution of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12427 | following her from Derbyshire in quest of her sister had been formed |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12428 | before he quitted the inn, and that his gravity and thoughtfulness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12429 | there had arisen from no other struggles than what such a purpose must |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12430 | comprehend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12431 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12432 | She expressed her gratitude again, but it was too painful a subject to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12433 | each, to be dwelt on farther. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12434 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12435 | After walking several miles in a leisurely manner, and too busy to know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12436 | anything about it, they found at last, on examining their watches, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12437 | it was time to be at home. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12438 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12439 | “What could become of Mr. Bingley and Jane!” was a wonder which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12440 | introduced the discussion of their affairs. Darcy was delighted with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12441 | their engagement; his friend had given him the earliest information of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12442 | it. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12443 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12444 | “I must ask whether you were surprised?” said Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12445 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12446 | “Not at all. When I went away, I felt that it would soon happen.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12447 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12448 | “That is to say, you had given your permission. I guessed as much.” And |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12449 | though he exclaimed at the term, she found that it had been pretty much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12450 | the case. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12451 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12452 | “On the evening before my going to London,” said he, “I made a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12453 | confession to him, which I believe I ought to have made long ago. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12454 | told him of all that had occurred to make my former interference in his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12455 | affairs absurd and impertinent. His surprise was great. He had never had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12456 | the slightest suspicion. I told him, moreover, that I believed myself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12457 | mistaken in supposing, as I had done, that your sister was indifferent |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12458 | to him; and as I could easily perceive that his attachment to her was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12459 | unabated, I felt no doubt of their happiness together.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12460 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12461 | Elizabeth could not help smiling at his easy manner of directing his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12462 | friend. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12463 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12464 | “Did you speak from your own observation,” said she, “when you told him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12465 | that my sister loved him, or merely from my information last spring?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12466 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12467 | “From the former. I had narrowly observed her during the two visits |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12468 | which I had lately made here; and I was convinced of her affection.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12469 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12470 | “And your assurance of it, I suppose, carried immediate conviction to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12471 | him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12472 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12473 | “It did. Bingley is most unaffectedly modest. His diffidence had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12474 | prevented his depending on his own judgment in so anxious a case, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12475 | his reliance on mine made every thing easy. I was obliged to confess |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12476 | one thing, which for a time, and not unjustly, offended him. I could not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12477 | allow myself to conceal that your sister had been in town three months |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12478 | last winter, that I had known it, and purposely kept it from him. He was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12479 | angry. But his anger, I am persuaded, lasted no longer than he remained |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12480 | in any doubt of your sister’s sentiments. He has heartily forgiven me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12481 | now.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12482 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12483 | Elizabeth longed to observe that Mr. Bingley had been a most delightful |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12484 | friend; so easily guided that his worth was invaluable; but she checked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12485 | herself. She remembered that he had yet to learn to be laughed at, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12486 | and it was rather too early to begin. In anticipating the happiness |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12487 | of Bingley, which of course was to be inferior only to his own, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12488 | continued the conversation till they reached the house. In the hall they |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12489 | parted. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12490 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12491 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12492 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12493 | Chapter 59 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12494 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12495 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12496 | “My dear Lizzy, where can you have been walking to?” was a question |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12497 | which Elizabeth received from Jane as soon as she entered their room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12498 | and from all the others when they sat down to table. She had only to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12499 | say in reply, that they had wandered about, till she was beyond her own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12500 | knowledge. She coloured as she spoke; but neither that, nor anything |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12501 | else, awakened a suspicion of the truth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12502 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12503 | The evening passed quietly, unmarked by anything extraordinary. The |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12504 | acknowledged lovers talked and laughed, the unacknowledged were silent. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12505 | Darcy was not of a disposition in which happiness overflows in mirth; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12506 | and Elizabeth, agitated and confused, rather _knew_ that she was happy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12507 | than _felt_ herself to be so; for, besides the immediate embarrassment, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12508 | there were other evils before her. She anticipated what would be felt |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12509 | in the family when her situation became known; she was aware that no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12510 | one liked him but Jane; and even feared that with the others it was a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12511 | dislike which not all his fortune and consequence might do away. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12512 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12513 | At night she opened her heart to Jane. Though suspicion was very far |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12514 | from Miss Bennet’s general habits, she was absolutely incredulous here. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12515 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12516 | “You are joking, Lizzy. This cannot be!--engaged to Mr. Darcy! No, no, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12517 | you shall not deceive me. I know it to be impossible.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12518 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12519 | “This is a wretched beginning indeed! My sole dependence was on you; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12520 | I am sure nobody else will believe me, if you do not. Yet, indeed, I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12521 | in earnest. I speak nothing but the truth. He still loves me, and we are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12522 | engaged.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12523 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12524 | Jane looked at her doubtingly. “Oh, Lizzy! it cannot be. I know how much |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12525 | you dislike him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12526 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12527 | “You know nothing of the matter. _That_ is all to be forgot. Perhaps I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12528 | did not always love him so well as I do now. But in such cases as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12529 | these, a good memory is unpardonable. This is the last time I shall ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12530 | remember it myself.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12531 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12532 | Miss Bennet still looked all amazement. Elizabeth again, and more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12533 | seriously assured her of its truth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12534 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12535 | “Good Heaven! can it be really so! Yet now I must believe you,” cried |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12536 | Jane. “My dear, dear Lizzy, I would--I do congratulate you--but are you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12537 | certain? forgive the question--are you quite certain that you can be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12538 | happy with him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12539 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12540 | “There can be no doubt of that. It is settled between us already, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12541 | we are to be the happiest couple in the world. But are you pleased, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12542 | Jane? Shall you like to have such a brother?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12543 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12544 | “Very, very much. Nothing could give either Bingley or myself more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12545 | delight. But we considered it, we talked of it as impossible. And do you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12546 | really love him quite well enough? Oh, Lizzy! do anything rather than |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12547 | marry without affection. Are you quite sure that you feel what you ought |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12548 | to do?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12549 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12550 | “Oh, yes! You will only think I feel _more_ than I ought to do, when I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12551 | tell you all.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12552 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12553 | “What do you mean?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12554 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12555 | “Why, I must confess that I love him better than I do Bingley. I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12556 | afraid you will be angry.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12557 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12558 | “My dearest sister, now _be_ serious. I want to talk very seriously. Let |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12559 | me know every thing that I am to know, without delay. Will you tell me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12560 | how long you have loved him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12561 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12562 | “It has been coming on so gradually, that I hardly know when it began. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12563 | But I believe I must date it from my first seeing his beautiful grounds |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12564 | at Pemberley.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12565 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12566 | Another entreaty that she would be serious, however, produced the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12567 | desired effect; and she soon satisfied Jane by her solemn assurances |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12568 | of attachment. When convinced on that article, Miss Bennet had nothing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12569 | further to wish. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12570 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12571 | “Now I am quite happy,” said she, “for you will be as happy as myself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12572 | I always had a value for him. Were it for nothing but his love of you, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12573 | I must always have esteemed him; but now, as Bingley’s friend and your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12574 | husband, there can be only Bingley and yourself more dear to me. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12575 | Lizzy, you have been very sly, very reserved with me. How little did you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12576 | tell me of what passed at Pemberley and Lambton! I owe all that I know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12577 | of it to another, not to you.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12578 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12579 | Elizabeth told her the motives of her secrecy. She had been unwilling |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12580 | to mention Bingley; and the unsettled state of her own feelings had made |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12581 | her equally avoid the name of his friend. But now she would no longer |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12582 | conceal from her his share in Lydia’s marriage. All was acknowledged, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12583 | and half the night spent in conversation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12584 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12585 | * * * * * |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12586 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12587 | “Good gracious!” cried Mrs. Bennet, as she stood at a window the next |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12588 | morning, “if that disagreeable Mr. Darcy is not coming here again with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12589 | our dear Bingley! What can he mean by being so tiresome as to be always |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12590 | coming here? I had no notion but he would go a-shooting, or something or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12591 | other, and not disturb us with his company. What shall we do with him? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12592 | Lizzy, you must walk out with him again, that he may not be in Bingley’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12593 | way.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12594 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12595 | Elizabeth could hardly help laughing at so convenient a proposal; yet |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12596 | was really vexed that her mother should be always giving him such an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12597 | epithet. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12598 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12599 | As soon as they entered, Bingley looked at her so expressively, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12600 | shook hands with such warmth, as left no doubt of his good information; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12601 | and he soon afterwards said aloud, “Mrs. Bennet, have you no more lanes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12602 | hereabouts in which Lizzy may lose her way again to-day?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12603 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12604 | “I advise Mr. Darcy, and Lizzy, and Kitty,” said Mrs. Bennet, “to walk |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12605 | to Oakham Mount this morning. It is a nice long walk, and Mr. Darcy has |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12606 | never seen the view.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12607 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12608 | “It may do very well for the others,” replied Mr. Bingley; “but I am |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12609 | sure it will be too much for Kitty. Won’t it, Kitty?” Kitty owned that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12610 | she had rather stay at home. Darcy professed a great curiosity to see |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12611 | the view from the Mount, and Elizabeth silently consented. As she went |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12612 | up stairs to get ready, Mrs. Bennet followed her, saying: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12613 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12614 | “I am quite sorry, Lizzy, that you should be forced to have that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12615 | disagreeable man all to yourself. But I hope you will not mind it: it is |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12616 | all for Jane’s sake, you know; and there is no occasion for talking |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12617 | to him, except just now and then. So, do not put yourself to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12618 | inconvenience.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12619 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12620 | During their walk, it was resolved that Mr. Bennet’s consent should be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12621 | asked in the course of the evening. Elizabeth reserved to herself the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12622 | application for her mother’s. She could not determine how her mother |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12623 | would take it; sometimes doubting whether all his wealth and grandeur |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12624 | would be enough to overcome her abhorrence of the man. But whether she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12625 | were violently set against the match, or violently delighted with it, it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12626 | was certain that her manner would be equally ill adapted to do credit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12627 | to her sense; and she could no more bear that Mr. Darcy should hear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12628 | the first raptures of her joy, than the first vehemence of her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12629 | disapprobation. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12630 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12631 | * * * * * |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12632 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12633 | In the evening, soon after Mr. Bennet withdrew to the library, she saw |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12634 | Mr. Darcy rise also and follow him, and her agitation on seeing it was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12635 | extreme. She did not fear her father’s opposition, but he was going to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12636 | be made unhappy; and that it should be through her means--that _she_, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12637 | his favourite child, should be distressing him by her choice, should be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12638 | filling him with fears and regrets in disposing of her--was a wretched |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12639 | reflection, and she sat in misery till Mr. Darcy appeared again, when, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12640 | looking at him, she was a little relieved by his smile. In a few minutes |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12641 | he approached the table where she was sitting with Kitty; and, while |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12642 | pretending to admire her work said in a whisper, “Go to your father, he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12643 | wants you in the library.” She was gone directly. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12644 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12645 | Her father was walking about the room, looking grave and anxious. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12646 | “Lizzy,” said he, “what are you doing? Are you out of your senses, to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12647 | accepting this man? Have not you always hated him?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12648 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12649 | How earnestly did she then wish that her former opinions had been more |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12650 | reasonable, her expressions more moderate! It would have spared her from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12651 | explanations and professions which it was exceedingly awkward to give; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12652 | but they were now necessary, and she assured him, with some confusion, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12653 | of her attachment to Mr. Darcy. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12654 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12655 | “Or, in other words, you are determined to have him. He is rich, to be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12656 | sure, and you may have more fine clothes and fine carriages than Jane. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12657 | But will they make you happy?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12658 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12659 | “Have you any other objection,” said Elizabeth, “than your belief of my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12660 | indifference?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12661 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12662 | “None at all. We all know him to be a proud, unpleasant sort of man; but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12663 | this would be nothing if you really liked him.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12664 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12665 | “I do, I do like him,” she replied, with tears in her eyes, “I love him. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12666 | Indeed he has no improper pride. He is perfectly amiable. You do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12667 | know what he really is; then pray do not pain me by speaking of him in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12668 | such terms.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12669 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12670 | “Lizzy,” said her father, “I have given him my consent. He is the kind |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12671 | of man, indeed, to whom I should never dare refuse anything, which he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12672 | condescended to ask. I now give it to _you_, if you are resolved on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12673 | having him. But let me advise you to think better of it. I know |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12674 | your disposition, Lizzy. I know that you could be neither happy nor |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12675 | respectable, unless you truly esteemed your husband; unless you looked |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12676 | up to him as a superior. Your lively talents would place you in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12677 | greatest danger in an unequal marriage. You could scarcely escape |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12678 | discredit and misery. My child, let me not have the grief of seeing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12679 | _you_ unable to respect your partner in life. You know not what you are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12680 | about.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12681 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12682 | Elizabeth, still more affected, was earnest and solemn in her reply; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12683 | at length, by repeated assurances that Mr. Darcy was really the object |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12684 | of her choice, by explaining the gradual change which her estimation of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12685 | him had undergone, relating her absolute certainty that his affection |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12686 | was not the work of a day, but had stood the test of many months’ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12687 | suspense, and enumerating with energy all his good qualities, she did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12688 | conquer her father’s incredulity, and reconcile him to the match. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12689 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12690 | “Well, my dear,” said he, when she ceased speaking, “I have no more to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12691 | say. If this be the case, he deserves you. I could not have parted with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12692 | you, my Lizzy, to anyone less worthy.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12693 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12694 | To complete the favourable impression, she then told him what Mr. Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12695 | had voluntarily done for Lydia. He heard her with astonishment. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12696 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12697 | “This is an evening of wonders, indeed! And so, Darcy did every thing; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12698 | made up the match, gave the money, paid the fellow’s debts, and got him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12699 | his commission! So much the better. It will save me a world of trouble |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12700 | and economy. Had it been your uncle’s doing, I must and _would_ have |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12701 | paid him; but these violent young lovers carry every thing their own |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12702 | way. I shall offer to pay him to-morrow; he will rant and storm about |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12703 | his love for you, and there will be an end of the matter.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12704 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12705 | He then recollected her embarrassment a few days before, on his reading |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12706 | Mr. Collins’s letter; and after laughing at her some time, allowed her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12707 | at last to go--saying, as she quitted the room, “If any young men come |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12708 | for Mary or Kitty, send them in, for I am quite at leisure.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12709 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12710 | Elizabeth’s mind was now relieved from a very heavy weight; and, after |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12711 | half an hour’s quiet reflection in her own room, she was able to join |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12712 | the others with tolerable composure. Every thing was too recent for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12713 | gaiety, but the evening passed tranquilly away; there was no longer |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12714 | anything material to be dreaded, and the comfort of ease and familiarity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12715 | would come in time. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12716 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12717 | When her mother went up to her dressing-room at night, she followed her, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12718 | and made the important communication. Its effect was most extraordinary; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12719 | for on first hearing it, Mrs. Bennet sat quite still, and unable to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12720 | utter a syllable. Nor was it under many, many minutes that she could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12721 | comprehend what she heard; though not in general backward to credit |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12722 | what was for the advantage of her family, or that came in the shape of a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12723 | lover to any of them. She began at length to recover, to fidget about in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12724 | her chair, get up, sit down again, wonder, and bless herself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12725 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12726 | “Good gracious! Lord bless me! only think! dear me! Mr. Darcy! Who would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12727 | have thought it! And is it really true? Oh! my sweetest Lizzy! how rich |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12728 | and how great you will be! What pin-money, what jewels, what carriages |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12729 | you will have! Jane’s is nothing to it--nothing at all. I am so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12730 | pleased--so happy. Such a charming man!--so handsome! so tall!--Oh, my |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12731 | dear Lizzy! pray apologise for my having disliked him so much before. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12732 | hope he will overlook it. Dear, dear Lizzy. A house in town! Every thing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12733 | that is charming! Three daughters married! Ten thousand a year! Oh, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12734 | Lord! What will become of me. I shall go distracted.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12735 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12736 | This was enough to prove that her approbation need not be doubted: and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12737 | Elizabeth, rejoicing that such an effusion was heard only by herself, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12738 | soon went away. But before she had been three minutes in her own room, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12739 | her mother followed her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12740 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12741 | “My dearest child,” she cried, “I can think of nothing else! Ten |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12742 | thousand a year, and very likely more! ‘Tis as good as a Lord! And a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12743 | special licence. You must and shall be married by a special licence. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12744 | my dearest love, tell me what dish Mr. Darcy is particularly fond of, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12745 | that I may have it to-morrow.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12746 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12747 | This was a sad omen of what her mother’s behaviour to the gentleman |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12748 | himself might be; and Elizabeth found that, though in the certain |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12749 | possession of his warmest affection, and secure of her relations’ |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12750 | consent, there was still something to be wished for. But the morrow |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12751 | passed off much better than she expected; for Mrs. Bennet luckily stood |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12752 | in such awe of her intended son-in-law that she ventured not to speak to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12753 | him, unless it was in her power to offer him any attention, or mark her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12754 | deference for his opinion. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12755 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12756 | Elizabeth had the satisfaction of seeing her father taking pains to get |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12757 | acquainted with him; and Mr. Bennet soon assured her that he was rising |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12758 | every hour in his esteem. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12759 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12760 | “I admire all my three sons-in-law highly,” said he. “Wickham, perhaps, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12761 | is my favourite; but I think I shall like _your_ husband quite as well |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12762 | as Jane’s.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12763 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12764 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12765 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12766 | Chapter 60 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12767 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12768 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12769 | Elizabeth’s spirits soon rising to playfulness again, she wanted Mr. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12770 | Darcy to account for his having ever fallen in love with her. “How could |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12771 | you begin?” said she. “I can comprehend your going on charmingly, when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12772 | you had once made a beginning; but what could set you off in the first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12773 | place?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12774 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12775 | “I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12776 | laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12777 | knew that I _had_ begun.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12778 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12779 | “My beauty you had early withstood, and as for my manners--my behaviour |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12780 | to _you_ was at least always bordering on the uncivil, and I never spoke |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12781 | to you without rather wishing to give you pain than not. Now be sincere; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12782 | did you admire me for my impertinence?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12783 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12784 | “For the liveliness of your mind, I did.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12785 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12786 | “You may as well call it impertinence at once. It was very little less. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12787 | The fact is, that you were sick of civility, of deference, of officious |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12788 | attention. You were disgusted with the women who were always speaking, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12789 | and looking, and thinking for _your_ approbation alone. I roused, and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12790 | interested you, because I was so unlike _them_. Had you not been really |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12791 | amiable, you would have hated me for it; but in spite of the pains you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12792 | took to disguise yourself, your feelings were always noble and just; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12793 | in your heart, you thoroughly despised the persons who so assiduously |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12794 | courted you. There--I have saved you the trouble of accounting for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12795 | it; and really, all things considered, I begin to think it perfectly |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12796 | reasonable. To be sure, you knew no actual good of me--but nobody thinks |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12797 | of _that_ when they fall in love.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12798 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12799 | “Was there no good in your affectionate behaviour to Jane while she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12800 | ill at Netherfield?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12801 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12802 | “Dearest Jane! who could have done less for her? But make a virtue of it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12803 | by all means. My good qualities are under your protection, and you are |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12804 | to exaggerate them as much as possible; and, in return, it belongs to me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12805 | to find occasions for teasing and quarrelling with you as often as may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12806 | be; and I shall begin directly by asking you what made you so unwilling |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12807 | to come to the point at last. What made you so shy of me, when you first |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12808 | called, and afterwards dined here? Why, especially, when you called, did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12809 | you look as if you did not care about me?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12810 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12811 | “Because you were grave and silent, and gave me no encouragement.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12812 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12813 | “But I was embarrassed.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12814 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12815 | “And so was I.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12816 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12817 | “You might have talked to me more when you came to dinner.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12818 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12819 | “A man who had felt less, might.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12820 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12821 | “How unlucky that you should have a reasonable answer to give, and that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12822 | I should be so reasonable as to admit it! But I wonder how long you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12823 | _would_ have gone on, if you had been left to yourself. I wonder when |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12824 | you _would_ have spoken, if I had not asked you! My resolution of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12825 | thanking you for your kindness to Lydia had certainly great effect. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12826 | _Too much_, I am afraid; for what becomes of the moral, if our comfort |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12827 | springs from a breach of promise? for I ought not to have mentioned the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12828 | subject. This will never do.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12829 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12830 | “You need not distress yourself. The moral will be perfectly fair. Lady |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12831 | Catherine’s unjustifiable endeavours to separate us were the means of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12832 | removing all my doubts. I am not indebted for my present happiness to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12833 | your eager desire of expressing your gratitude. I was not in a humour |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12834 | to wait for any opening of yours. My aunt’s intelligence had given me |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12835 | hope, and I was determined at once to know every thing.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12836 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12837 | “Lady Catherine has been of infinite use, which ought to make her happy, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12838 | for she loves to be of use. But tell me, what did you come down to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12839 | Netherfield for? Was it merely to ride to Longbourn and be embarrassed? |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12840 | or had you intended any more serious consequence?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12841 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12842 | “My real purpose was to see _you_, and to judge, if I could, whether I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12843 | might ever hope to make you love me. My avowed one, or what I avowed to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12844 | myself, was to see whether your sister were still partial to Bingley, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12845 | and if she were, to make the confession to him which I have since made.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12846 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12847 | “Shall you ever have courage to announce to Lady Catherine what is to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12848 | befall her?” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12849 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12850 | “I am more likely to want more time than courage, Elizabeth. But it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12851 | ought to be done, and if you will give me a sheet of paper, it shall be |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12852 | done directly.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12853 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12854 | “And if I had not a letter to write myself, I might sit by you and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12855 | admire the evenness of your writing, as another young lady once did. But |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12856 | I have an aunt, too, who must not be longer neglected.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12857 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12858 | From an unwillingness to confess how much her intimacy with Mr. Darcy |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12859 | had been over-rated, Elizabeth had never yet answered Mrs. Gardiner’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12860 | long letter; but now, having _that_ to communicate which she knew would |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12861 | be most welcome, she was almost ashamed to find that her uncle and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12862 | aunt had already lost three days of happiness, and immediately wrote as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12863 | follows: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12864 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12865 | “I would have thanked you before, my dear aunt, as I ought to have done, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12866 | for your long, kind, satisfactory, detail of particulars; but to say the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12867 | truth, I was too cross to write. You supposed more than really existed. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12868 | But _now_ suppose as much as you choose; give a loose rein to your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12869 | fancy, indulge your imagination in every possible flight which the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12870 | subject will afford, and unless you believe me actually married, you |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12871 | cannot greatly err. You must write again very soon, and praise him a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12872 | great deal more than you did in your last. I thank you, again and again, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12873 | for not going to the Lakes. How could I be so silly as to wish it! Your |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12874 | idea of the ponies is delightful. We will go round the Park every day. I |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12875 | am the happiest creature in the world. Perhaps other people have said so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12876 | before, but not one with such justice. I am happier even than Jane; she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12877 | only smiles, I laugh. Mr. Darcy sends you all the love in the world that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12878 | he can spare from me. You are all to come to Pemberley at Christmas. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12879 | Yours, etc.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12880 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12881 | Mr. Darcy’s letter to Lady Catherine was in a different style; and still |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12882 | different from either was what Mr. Bennet sent to Mr. Collins, in reply |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12883 | to his last. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12884 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12885 | “DEAR SIR, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12886 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12887 | “I must trouble you once more for congratulations. Elizabeth will soon |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12888 | be the wife of Mr. Darcy. Console Lady Catherine as well as you can. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12889 | But, if I were you, I would stand by the nephew. He has more to give. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12890 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12891 | “Yours sincerely, etc.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12892 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12893 | Miss Bingley’s congratulations to her brother, on his approaching |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12894 | marriage, were all that was affectionate and insincere. She wrote even |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12895 | to Jane on the occasion, to express her delight, and repeat all her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12896 | former professions of regard. Jane was not deceived, but she was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12897 | affected; and though feeling no reliance on her, could not help writing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12898 | her a much kinder answer than she knew was deserved. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12899 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12900 | The joy which Miss Darcy expressed on receiving similar information, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12901 | was as sincere as her brother’s in sending it. Four sides of paper were |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12902 | insufficient to contain all her delight, and all her earnest desire of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12903 | being loved by her sister. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12904 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12905 | Before any answer could arrive from Mr. Collins, or any congratulations |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12906 | to Elizabeth from his wife, the Longbourn family heard that the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12907 | Collinses were come themselves to Lucas Lodge. The reason of this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12908 | sudden removal was soon evident. Lady Catherine had been rendered |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12909 | so exceedingly angry by the contents of her nephew’s letter, that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12910 | Charlotte, really rejoicing in the match, was anxious to get away till |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12911 | the storm was blown over. At such a moment, the arrival of her friend |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12912 | was a sincere pleasure to Elizabeth, though in the course of their |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12913 | meetings she must sometimes think the pleasure dearly bought, when she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12914 | saw Mr. Darcy exposed to all the parading and obsequious civility of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12915 | her husband. He bore it, however, with admirable calmness. He could even |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12916 | listen to Sir William Lucas, when he complimented him on carrying away |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12917 | the brightest jewel of the country, and expressed his hopes of their all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12918 | meeting frequently at St. James’s, with very decent composure. If he did |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12919 | shrug his shoulders, it was not till Sir William was out of sight. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12920 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12921 | Mrs. Phillips’s vulgarity was another, and perhaps a greater, tax on his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12922 | forbearance; and though Mrs. Phillips, as well as her sister, stood in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12923 | too much awe of him to speak with the familiarity which Bingley’s good |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12924 | humour encouraged, yet, whenever she _did_ speak, she must be vulgar. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12925 | Nor was her respect for him, though it made her more quiet, at all |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12926 | likely to make her more elegant. Elizabeth did all she could to shield |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12927 | him from the frequent notice of either, and was ever anxious to keep |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12928 | him to herself, and to those of her family with whom he might converse |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12929 | without mortification; and though the uncomfortable feelings arising |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12930 | from all this took from the season of courtship much of its pleasure, it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12931 | added to the hope of the future; and she looked forward with delight to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12932 | the time when they should be removed from society so little pleasing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12933 | to either, to all the comfort and elegance of their family party at |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12934 | Pemberley. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12935 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12936 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12937 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12938 | Chapter 61 |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12939 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12940 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12941 | Happy for all her maternal feelings was the day on which Mrs. Bennet got |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12942 | rid of her two most deserving daughters. With what delighted pride |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12943 | she afterwards visited Mrs. Bingley, and talked of Mrs. Darcy, may |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12944 | be guessed. I wish I could say, for the sake of her family, that the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12945 | accomplishment of her earnest desire in the establishment of so many |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12946 | of her children produced so happy an effect as to make her a sensible, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12947 | amiable, well-informed woman for the rest of her life; though perhaps it |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12948 | was lucky for her husband, who might not have relished domestic felicity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12949 | in so unusual a form, that she still was occasionally nervous and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12950 | invariably silly. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12951 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12952 | Mr. Bennet missed his second daughter exceedingly; his affection for her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12953 | drew him oftener from home than anything else could do. He delighted in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12954 | going to Pemberley, especially when he was least expected. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12955 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12956 | Mr. Bingley and Jane remained at Netherfield only a twelvemonth. So near |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12957 | a vicinity to her mother and Meryton relations was not desirable even to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12958 | _his_ easy temper, or _her_ affectionate heart. The darling wish of his |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12959 | sisters was then gratified; he bought an estate in a neighbouring county |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12960 | to Derbyshire, and Jane and Elizabeth, in addition to every other source |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12961 | of happiness, were within thirty miles of each other. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12962 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12963 | Kitty, to her very material advantage, spent the chief of her time with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12964 | her two elder sisters. In society so superior to what she had generally |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12965 | known, her improvement was great. She was not of so ungovernable a |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12966 | temper as Lydia; and, removed from the influence of Lydia’s example, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12967 | she became, by proper attention and management, less irritable, less |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12968 | ignorant, and less insipid. From the further disadvantage of Lydia’s |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12969 | society she was of course carefully kept, and though Mrs. Wickham |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12970 | frequently invited her to come and stay with her, with the promise of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12971 | balls and young men, her father would never consent to her going. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12972 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12973 | Mary was the only daughter who remained at home; and she was necessarily |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12974 | drawn from the pursuit of accomplishments by Mrs. Bennet’s being quite |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12975 | unable to sit alone. Mary was obliged to mix more with the world, but |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12976 | she could still moralize over every morning visit; and as she was no |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12977 | longer mortified by comparisons between her sisters’ beauty and her own, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12978 | it was suspected by her father that she submitted to the change without |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12979 | much reluctance. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12980 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12981 | As for Wickham and Lydia, their characters suffered no revolution from |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12982 | the marriage of her sisters. He bore with philosophy the conviction that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12983 | Elizabeth must now become acquainted with whatever of his ingratitude |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12984 | and falsehood had before been unknown to her; and in spite of every |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12985 | thing, was not wholly without hope that Darcy might yet be prevailed on |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12986 | to make his fortune. The congratulatory letter which Elizabeth received |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12987 | from Lydia on her marriage, explained to her that, by his wife at least, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12988 | if not by himself, such a hope was cherished. The letter was to this |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12989 | effect: |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12990 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12991 | “MY DEAR LIZZY, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12992 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12993 | “I wish you joy. If you love Mr. Darcy half as well as I do my dear |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12994 | Wickham, you must be very happy. It is a great comfort to have you so |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12995 | rich, and when you have nothing else to do, I hope you will think of us. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12996 | I am sure Wickham would like a place at court very much, and I do not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12997 | think we shall have quite money enough to live upon without some help. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12998 | Any place would do, of about three or four hundred a year; but however, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 12999 | do not speak to Mr. Darcy about it, if you had rather not. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13000 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13001 | “Yours, etc.” |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13002 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13003 | As it happened that Elizabeth had _much_ rather not, she endeavoured in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13004 | her answer to put an end to every entreaty and expectation of the kind. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13005 | Such relief, however, as it was in her power to afford, by the practice |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13006 | of what might be called economy in her own private expences, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13007 | frequently sent them. It had always been evident to her that such an |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13008 | income as theirs, under the direction of two persons so extravagant in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13009 | their wants, and heedless of the future, must be very insufficient to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13010 | their support; and whenever they changed their quarters, either Jane or |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13011 | herself were sure of being applied to for some little assistance |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13012 | towards discharging their bills. Their manner of living, even when the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13013 | restoration of peace dismissed them to a home, was unsettled in the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13014 | extreme. They were always moving from place to place in quest of a cheap |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13015 | situation, and always spending more than they ought. His affection for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13016 | her soon sunk into indifference; hers lasted a little longer; and |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13017 | in spite of her youth and her manners, she retained all the claims to |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13018 | reputation which her marriage had given her. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13019 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13020 | Though Darcy could never receive _him_ at Pemberley, yet, for |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13021 | Elizabeth’s sake, he assisted him further in his profession. Lydia was |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13022 | occasionally a visitor there, when her husband was gone to enjoy himself |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13023 | in London or Bath; and with the Bingleys they both of them frequently |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13024 | staid so long, that even Bingley’s good humour was overcome, and he |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13025 | proceeded so far as to talk of giving them a hint to be gone. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13026 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13027 | Miss Bingley was very deeply mortified by Darcy’s marriage; but as she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13028 | thought it advisable to retain the right of visiting at Pemberley, she |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13029 | dropt all her resentment; was fonder than ever of Georgiana, almost as |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13030 | attentive to Darcy as heretofore, and paid off every arrear of civility |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13031 | to Elizabeth. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13032 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13033 | Pemberley was now Georgiana’s home; and the attachment of the sisters |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13034 | was exactly what Darcy had hoped to see. They were able to love each |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13035 | other even as well as they intended. Georgiana had the highest opinion |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13036 | in the world of Elizabeth; though at first she often listened with |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13037 | an astonishment bordering on alarm at her lively, sportive, manner of |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13038 | talking to her brother. He, who had always inspired in herself a respect |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13039 | which almost overcame her affection, she now saw the object of open |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13040 | pleasantry. Her mind received knowledge which had never before fallen |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13041 | in her way. By Elizabeth’s instructions, she began to comprehend that |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13042 | a woman may take liberties with her husband which a brother will not |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13043 | always allow in a sister more than ten years younger than himself. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13044 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13045 | Lady Catherine was extremely indignant on the marriage of her nephew; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13046 | and as she gave way to all the genuine frankness of her character in |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13047 | her reply to the letter which announced its arrangement, she sent him |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13048 | language so very abusive, especially of Elizabeth, that for some time |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13049 | all intercourse was at an end. But at length, by Elizabeth’s persuasion, |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13050 | he was prevailed on to overlook the offence, and seek a reconciliation; |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13051 | and, after a little further resistance on the part of his aunt, her |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13052 | resentment gave way, either to her affection for him, or her curiosity |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13053 | to see how his wife conducted herself; and she condescended to wait |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13054 | on them at Pemberley, in spite of that pollution which its woods had |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13055 | received, not merely from the presence of such a mistress, but the |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13056 | visits of her uncle and aunt from the city. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13057 | |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13058 | With the Gardiners, they were always on the most intimate terms. |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13059 | Darcy, as well as Elizabeth, really loved them; and they were both ever |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13060 | sensible of the warmest gratitude towards the persons who, by bringing |
maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13061 | her into Derbyshire, had been the means of uniting them. |
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maygup01 | 0:11cc2b7889af | 13064 | |
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